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"Why didn't you tell me?"
He wouldn't meet my gaze or respond.
"I'm sorry!" he blurted. "I assumed you knew!"
I snorted. "Bollocks, nobody tells me anything. Why ever would you think that my mother would tell her own daughter squat?"
We were in the attic and I had cornered him against the far wallI was fed up with not knowing and being treated like a child, and Benjamin was practically cowering from the vehemence of my ire.
"I already told you I was sorry!" he cried out. "What else do you want me to say, Sara?"
"So you're trying to tell me that during all the hours we've spent together, you never once thought to mention that Aunt Jo was trying to smuggle you out of the goddamn country? I thought we were supposed to tell each other thingscommunicate our feelings; that's what friends do! But instead you go slinking about, keeping secrets from me, just like everyone else!" I cried out.
"Believe it or not, Sara, the world does not revolve around you," he shoots b
''The Autumnal Equinox'' by Aty S. BehsamFOR MORE INFORMATION READ THE FAQ ABOUT THE BOOK.''The Autumnal Equinox'' by Aty S. Behsam2 years ago in Personal More Like This
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UPDATE: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SO MANY VIEWS!
I love drawing my characters so my friend always picks a full cast for each of my stories based on the looks and attitudes described for each character, and I draw them. Most of my works feature the cast picked for the characters of a Young Adult novel I've just finished.
The title is "The Autumnal Equinox". It's a Fantasy/Romance story about Michael Sullivan and his girlfriend Anahita. Michael is forced to abandon the normal life he's known and make difficult choices that would change his life forever. Soon he finds himself tangled in troubles and accusations, and is dragged into the middle of an ongoing fight. And knowing Anahita is not being honest with him makes it difficult for Michael to trust her, and his feelings for her.
I intend to publish this
Cross My Heartsome Saul/Sara backstory I decided to put in.Cross My Heart2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Several hours after the fight, something happened and that I am sure ofit couldn't have been a dream, could it? I had fallen asleep at my desk in the process of looking at an old photo album; my face was pressed against the glossy pages as I slept. I had been crying, I know that for certain. But I remember the house was quiet; everyone was asleep, for it was the early hours of the morning. But then I heard the back screen door open and close, steps striding across the parlor and up the stairs. They were familiar, very much so. They stopped in the hallway, hesitant.
The voice was hardly even a whisper, though I didn't respond since I was scarcely consciousalmost asleep, but not quite. But I heard it again, and then the footsteps paused at my door. "Sara, are you awake? I need to tell you something."
I must have mumbled something incoherent, because I heard him sigh, then walk into my room.
"Come on, tosspot, let's get
My Best Motivational TipWhen I become overcome with the guilt and shame and fear as a result of my constant procrastination, I have one trick to get me off my ass that works every time.My Best Motivational Tip2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Now, lots of other people and blogs and whatever are all like "look how lucky you are" and "puppies and rainbows" and "if you get it done now, you'll feel better" and lots of other positive shit. While all this stuff is true, I'm still playing Assassin's Creed II for like four hours a day. It doesn't motivate me at all. I still don't want to write a 500 word essay on the subtle differences between the book and the film adaptation of The Road that's due, like, tomorrow.
So here's what I think of.
"Michael Bay wants me to fail."
Insert your own celebrity arch nemesis if you want to, but basically choose someone so crap that it makes you angry. Preferably someone who's getting paid buckets of money to do whatever they do to piss you off.
Competitive nature and the desire to prove your chosen asshole wrong should take over.
guess who's gonna be sending her book to NY?...to hopefully be published?guess who's gonna be sending her book to NY?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Urban LandscapesFeatured Prints: Discover The Beauty of an Urban WonderlandUrban Landscapes1 year ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Fine Art PrintsWrapped CanvasPhoto PrintsArt Gifts
Another sneak peek...The room was darkly lit--Ferb had mentioned that it would help ease the agony his brother was currently going through. Even the blinds over the window had been brought down. Only a few stray rays of the early February sunlight could pass through, reflecting off the few model airplanes hanging from the ceiling and the many shiny objects the boys collected.Another sneak peek...2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Linda remembered how reluctant Ferb had been to go to school that morning. He had stayed up all night, attempting to make Phineas as comfortable as possible. He had restlessness in his dark blue eyes as he left for school, and only looked back once before getting on the bus. Laurence had reassured him that Linda would be at home to care for Phineas until Ferb returned, but that did not seem to calm Ferb down very much.
To be honest... Linda did not know how she would be of any help to her son, herself. It was hard to help someone who either refused anyone but Ferb or Mitch... and it only made Linda feel even worse when Phineas woul
Song Fic Request... Romano x Reader SPICE!Lovino rolled over to a strange girl by his side, and smiled. 'Last night? Oh yeah..' His cellphone buzzed with your ringtone. He picked up and you sounded very groggy and tired. You rubbed your eyes. "So where'd you run off to and with who?" Lovino makes up excuses as he slips his pants up and rushes out the door. You were not the one he'd let go.Song Fic Request... Romano x Reader SPICE!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
'Wake up at 4 am, I hear your ringtone on my cellphone
Pick up and hear you say "So where'd you run off, and with who?"
I make excuses just as readily as I know you do
It's just the one-night stand that I look forward to'
He rushes out the door and drives over. You're still on the phone. Lovino listens to you mutter, "It's 4 o'clock and you're no where to be found... Where did you go Looovii~?" He laughs and just tells you he'll be right over. "You're the only one for me bella. Don't worry." He sweet talks into the phone. You sigh and hang up. You were looking forward to him. Lovino always left "surprises" for you.
'It's so cliche; to say yo
Valentine for Art!! Hello my friends and Happy Valntine's Day to all!!!Valentine for Art!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And because today we celebrate love it's time for art features!!!!!!After all isn't art our bigest love?????
Enjoy the magic of art!!!
Fashion I Danger
Faces that Tells A story
Y todo lo malo, se va.. by KeliyaaPhotographymimimi by xutomuCupid Painted Blind by Eman333Kiss by nevadeluca"I've suffered the tortures of the damned'' by AnikazMoiraes by Ashitaro
:: misery 11 by hakueizmSelf with A color by carlzonFree hug by Rosse-SanDelicacy... by mechtaniyaCorpse Bride III by CatarsisADiezGothic Romantic Stock 06 by MeetMeAtTheLake2Niteuntitled by eschultz
snowmen christmas balls (in my shop) by DoodleWithGlueGunMiniature raspberry tartlets. by AiclayReindeer by Yuki87Fall-ing Leaf by LadyTinuzZombie Luau Pineapple by kjasJohnny Depp Barnabas Pumpkin by TrevorGroveTiny Top Hat: The Dragon's Claw by TinyTopHatsPizza by monpuchikissa
We Will Guide You Through The Mist by LarsVanDeGoorAll hell breaks loose at the Pic du Midi by JamesRushforthSpring Mountains at Dawn by CelemTake Me Home by torivarnPays de la Loire ID by IleanaHunterEl Paseo de los Tristes by Elsilencio:thumb26353428
Rose and Scorpius 100 Theme ChallengeA-Little-Demonic's Rose and Scorpius 100 Theme Challenge!Rose and Scorpius 100 Theme Challenge2 years ago in Personal More Like This
1) Must be Rose and Scorpius (it is their 100 Theme Challenge, after all), but use all of the other next generation characters (and your OCs) as much as you like
2) Can be writing or art of any kind
3) Writing must include theme word/phrase or incorporate the theme overall, or it doesn't count, sorry
4) Be creative and have fun!:iconstudmuffinplz:
Percabeth 100 Theme ChallengePercabeth 100 Theme ChallengePercabeth 100 Theme Challenge2 years ago in Personal More Like This
-can be drabble/fan art
-has to have theme word or word as the main idea/theme/event
-be creative, interpret and have fun!
5. Grover (tee-hee!)
16. Back Home
34. Seaweed (Brain Ha)
boop boopsorry i've been MIA for so long, you guys! i don't mean to be so neglectful- and i couldn't for the life of me ever take your love for granted. i'm constantly surprised by how much attention my dA gets.boop boop2 years ago in Personal More Like This
but anyway, school's started and i've been moving into my new apartment (yay!) and working on commissions- so, in short, it's been busy. but you know what? the next time i can get to a scanner, my first order of business is going to be to upload a new page for Junk of the Heart.
because i need to follow through with the things i commit to.
Jacob's Song for Bella XD"You Belong With Me [and not Captain Sparkles]"Jacob's Song for Bella XD2 years ago in Personal More Like This
to my Bella
You're on the phone with your Edward he's upset
He's going off about something that I thought (?)
But he doesn't get my humor like you do
You're in my room, it's a typical Thursday night
We're listening to the kind of music he doesn't like
And he'll never know exactly what you think
'Cause he wears expensive clothes, I don't wear T-shirts
He's too sparkly and I'm a sexy creature
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me, You belong with me
Walking the streets when you trip over your feet
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on La Push beach, thinking to myself
Hey, Edward's a creeeeep?
And I've got a smile that could light up your whole life
You haven't seen it in awhile 'cause he's in your life.
You say you're f
Orders closed !How to OrderOrders closed !2 years ago in Personal More Like This
1)Send me a note with this title: ENGLISH PREORDER
2)inside copy/paste and complete this informations:
Toxic 1 -number of copies:
Toxic 2 -number of copies:
Toxic 3-numbrt of copies:
Northern sketchbook -number of copies:
Reunion sketchbook -number of copies:
- Full Name:
-Adress(don't forget your zipcode, state and country please):
-Paypal account associated to the order (ex: firstname.lastname@example.org ):
I'll check my notes everyday or every 2-3 days. I'll send you a note back to give you the total amount of your order(books+shipping)and my paypal adress for the payment. Then when I recieve your payment I send you a note to confirm you order.
Books will be printed according to the previous schedule. I only accept paypal payment. (et chèques français ) Your payment must includes paypal fees.
REMINDER for prices:
TOXIC comic book : 5.50
Warning, super dorky journal...*dons schooper gheeky voiche* Wow, it's so cool when stuff like this happens.Warning, super dorky journal...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So I'm listening to a fantastic podcast called The History of England by David Crowther, which talks about said history from the Anglo Saxons and all the way through to the Royal dynasties. I implore you to have a listen to it if you can its absolutely fascinating to listen to when working. I'm listening to it through itunes but I'm sure he'll have links on his website, which is full of insightful references to what he talks about in the show, you can check it out here: http://historyofengland.typepad.com/blog/
This guy is brilliant!!
Anyway, I was listening to an episode about the relationship between Henry II and Thomas Becket,The Archbishop of Canterbury who was Canonised after being murdered at his altar after a misunderstanding in which four Knights mistook the King's meaning when he mentioned he wished he could be rid of him. And after what Mr. Crowther enlightened me to, I don't blame him. He was a bit
Our London deviantMEET Was Brilliant!On Saturday, June 14, 2009, deviantART held a deviantMEET at the Albert Memorial in Hyde Park. Over 350 deviants showed up to celebrate all things deviantART, setting a record for the highest attended deviantMEET in history in the process... until now.Our London deviantMEET Was Brilliant!2 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Almost exactly three years later -- on Saturday, June 30, 2012 -- at the same location in Hyde Park, London deviants once again turned up in droves. Smashing the previous record, our London deviantMEET 2012 saw over 550 deviants throughout the day.
Most deviantMEETs include a group photo, usually taken towards the end of the event's festivities. However, we wasted no time taking our group shot in front of the Albert Memorial, as we wanted to ensure we were complying with Hyde Park's rules and regulations for large gatherings. With a group this massive -- and awesome -- it's hard not to draw attention!
FRAAAAAARRGHHHHEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHH.....Man does it feel good to shed that stress!FRAAAAAARRGHHHHEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHH.....1 year ago in Personal More Like This
:iconohohoplz:, only joking. I'm still stressed, but staying off the net isn't making me healthier and nor is this giant box of jelly babies on my desk, so what the heck. I'm gonna be updating again and stressing out about Christmas, balancing other people's differences (not appreciated) and embrace the universe's keen interest of shitting on me this year. I'd change my name to PessamisticJenny, but it really doesn't have the same ring as StressedJenny, so I'll make do, because there is no easy solution and making do has really been the only thing that has kept me going this far, (says FalseOptimismJenny).
So while I was gone I had a great weekend of healing and therapy, provided by watching LAU, hanging in Bristol and Oxford and travelling around a bit. My friends have been invaluable, so to everyone who's helped me over the last two weeks and sent me flowers and cards and bought me tickets to concerts and hung and chatted, thank you. Love yo
Paging BucarestPaging Bucarest1 year ago in Personal More Like This
"... You and I remember
BudapestBucarest very differently."
Do I have any Roumanian watchers? Anyone living in the Bucarest area? Sing out please.
(incidentally I have been to Budapest. I was taught to waltz, overlooking the Danube, by a charming young pizzeria waiter. )
Also this week is October 3rd aka
The Glorius Chikin Revolushun Memorial Daythe Underground's brand new ages-old traditional holiday, Clucktoberfest. Be sure to share fried chicken with your neighbours, toast to the Goblin King's good health, get very, very drunk and generally have a very good time or else.
a new addition to Benjamin's death sceneI kind of like it, but I'd like some opinions on it.a new addition to Benjamin's death scene2 years ago in Personal More Like This
He cringed as he breathed and I suddenly felt the need to scream at somebody, at anybody. I needed someone else to blame beside the Führerbesides myself.
"Don't cry," he whispered, touching my face.
I smeared the tears away with the back of my hand. "Why, Benjamin? Why ever shan't I cry?"
"Because " he averted his eyes for a moment, looking almost guilty. "It may sound mad, but I feel I feel as though it was always meant to end this way I was born to die."
Comics Are ArtComic-Con Journey to the Heart of The New Summer VacationComics Are Art2 years ago in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Americans have a long summer vacation tradition of visiting the foreign capitals of the world and being sure to spend at least one day in each nation’s most iconic art museum. In Paris, we visit the Louvre. In Madrid, the Prado. In Rome, the Borghese. We feel far more comfortable in identifying the different peoples of our planet through examples of their greatest art works than we do about identifying ourselves as being represented by any one iconic “American” art museum or artist. Maybe the country is just too big for one musuem and so it has always fallen to our pop arts to carry the true visual narrative of what’s going on in the hearts and minds of the masses.
Comic-Con has become the new arts and culture go-to in domestic summer vacation destin
Benji/Sara Couple Interviewstolen from :iconshivverz:Benji/Sara Couple Interview2 years ago in Personal More Like This
First, pick your couple.
Sara and Benjamin
Answer the following questions from the guy's perspective (or, in the case of same sex couples, the one who wears the pants in the relationship or whoever you want to go first )
1. What exactly was it about your partner that you're attracted to?
I really love how different she is from most girls. She honestly scared the living hell out of me at first, but in the best possible way of course. She also has a wonderful sense of humor- her sarcasm is very refreshing.
2. So, here's a scenario for you: some guy is hitting relentlessly on your significant other? What do you do?
uhm... I...I don't... I wouldn't...be...happy... I might... er... go up to the fellow and make him feel uncomfortable... I can do that...
3. Where did they take their significant other to on their first date?
We never really had a first date. As you may know, our circumstances aren't exactly normal. But I su
when i should be sleepingthere's something really fantastic about the fact that people still come to my page on here,when i should be sleeping2 years ago in Personal More Like This
still favorite my work,
still comment on drawings i've posted,
(not to mention, drawings i posted years ago)
and are just generally the sweetest fans a girl like me couldn't even begin to hope for.
i really wish i had the time to answer you all...
it sounds so insincere- but thank you.
very soon, i'll post more Blosper.
partly because i feel so guilty for dropping the ball on that comic, and because i miss drawing them.
COMMISSION STATUS: CLOSED.
ART TRADES STATUS: CLOSED.
css breaking journal designshey all! i woke up this morning to find my whole journal design broken. it suddenly looked like this, with a bunch of extra space and little "external link" graphics next to each image. turns out deviantart now automatically adds a new CSS class, called "external", to all external links (including image links like those used in my journal), ruining the design.css breaking journal designs5 months ago in Personal More Like This
i suddenly thought of a solution, and since i figured other people might have this problem too, i wanted to share it here! what i did was replace external links with the one that deviantart automatically generates. so instead of a link to loish.net, i made it a link to "http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://loish.net". then it's no longer interpreted as an external link and the ugly boxes don't appear. hopefully someone will find this useful! :]
saul sceneDespite this, it was a nice affair: the family was overjoyed to have Saul with us and it was the first time I had dined anywhere else besides my room, which pleased Adele to no end. It was wonderful…until I walked Saul to the front gate.saul scene1 year ago in Personal More Like This
"Why?" I asked him as I watched his crutch kick up dust into the warm night air.
"Why do you get that look in your eye when you speak to Daniel? Has he offended you in some way?"
Saul bit his lip, but didn't respond.
"It isn't him, is it? It's Benjamin. You dislike him because of his brother. Why do you hate Benjamin? He has done nothing wrong!"
"Sara, don't you understand that he did this to you?" said Saul, his voice stretched. "I know he was a nice boy and that you loved him, but you've turned him into a saint in your min. You've canonized him, and you don't realize that if it weren't for him, none of this would have happened to you!"
"It is not his fault that he was persecuted for something so out of his control," I spat, sudden anger s