i'll love you if you read my story~~~Hey guise :3 Erm, I made a short storyi'll love you if you read my story~~~3 years ago in Personal More Like This
It honestly sucks ass, but I don't give two shits C:
Welp, in the story, the guy and girl are both 15. That's honestly all I'm gonna say.
You'll catch on quite quickly if you read the whole damn thing.
Hope you enjoy~~~ lol please don't judge.
I'm way better at writing than this piece of shit:
"Shh.." Skylynn whispered. She pulled her finger from her lips and put her right arm down by my left. I wanted to grab her hand and say that everything's going to be all right. But it wasn't. Her father was coming through the doorway, drunk as ever. Straggling behind him were the laughs of a drunk woman.
As always, Skylynn had told me her father comes home drunk almost every night, with a woman he's met at the bar or club, and brings her home. Skylynn hides in the pantry, filled with warm beer, wine, and foul smelling cheeses, of the kitchen while her father, and the unknown woman, stumble into the house and drag themselves upstairs to his room.
By this t
You're gone, you're dead, there's no going backEhem, please read;You're gone, you're dead, there's no going back3 years ago in Personal More Like This
You're sitting at your desk, in your room, and you know it's time to go. You've said that to yourself over a million times, but this time you know, for sure, that it's time. You're tired… you're so tired of everything you have been putting up with in your life. You're parents pissed you off, like school wasn't bad enough today.. You go to get the rope because you're that desperate to leave. You're ready. You think of it as some game… the first one dead is the one who wins. No ones home, it's the perfect time. You're ready. If you don't do it now, you're gonna look down on yourself even more, forever. You're going to hate yourself even more. No one knows, no one will know… until later on. Instead of getting a paper and a pen, you get the video camera, along with a chair and a rope. You're standing on the chair now...You're gone instantly and there will be no noise, or anything. One side of the rope is tied to the top of your fan, while the other is already around your
How to get a Secret submitted.. OPEN!Send your secret to DeviantArtSecret@gmail.comHow to get a Secret submitted.. OPEN!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
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International Cheetah Day!It's December 4th, International Cheetah Day!International Cheetah Day!3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Today we celebrate the wondrous work of nature that is the cheetah, and raise awareness about cheetah endangerment through art!
In this feature you will find general information about cheetahs and endangerment, fantastic art features, and a highlight on the International Cheetah Day Challenge, an art awareness-raising project!
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it wont change I thinkit wont change2 years ago in Personal More Like This
If you leave
But I don't want to
I like you
I don't want to go
To lose you
I'm not giving you
Much of a choice
Why do you want me to
Why should I
I'd rather have you leave
It hurts much less
Than when I lose you
Well I'm not
I'm not leaving you
I haven't left you yet
Why do you think that will change
Brush Terms of Usage - OUTDATEDHello, these brush terms of usage are out of date. Please read the new ones here: http://axeraider70.deviantart.com/journal/15799051/ thanks!Brush Terms of Usage - OUTDATED8 years ago in Personal More Like This
The rules below are kept to serve as an archive.
Below are my concerns and rules on my brushes, if you have a question, please post it on this journal.
Before the rules, here is a short list of brush websites which fully cooperate with my brush terms of usage and most other authors terms of usage.
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Using my brushes for a public website does require credit somewhere on the page. The credit must be visible and must acknowledge one or more of four things:
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Hiiiii everybody ... I LOVE YOU !!I just want to say big "THANKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU" for your support ... every fav,view,watch and comments mean a lot to me ... YOU make me very HAPPY ! And I appreciate it very much! ... thank you thank you thank you !Hiiiii everybody ... I LOVE YOU !!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
311 points giveaway. The winner!Hello, sweeties!311 points giveaway. The winner!3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
It's cold here, so I didn't go out today and I'm sitting in my room browsing dA...
I decided to make someone smile by giving one lucky deviant 311 points!
(+ I just realized I've reached 400 000 pageviews )
*prize updated to +200 points which were kindly donated by weremole
All you have to do in order to participate is:
fave this journal...
well, that's all
You don't have to visit my gallery nor watch me, but if you do, thank you
deadline: 7th January,2013.
I will pick the lucky winner with a little help from random.org
Thank you everyone who participated (:
This time the winner is
Congrats and enjoy your points!
Have fun, stay warm and good luck
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Fur and otherToday, one person asked me by Etsy, why in my photos I use real fur. I think it is appropriate to respond publicly, if anyone else is important.Fur and other2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I love the fur and other animal materials, but I am against the commercial production of fur. All the fur that I have is the gifts and waste. This is part of the animals that died of natural causes or killed by necessity, not for their fur.
I'm against killing animals for decorations or entertainment, but if the animal is dead, I think that we need use his body as much as possible.
I think it is possible to use materials of animal origin, which are a by-product (if the animal is killed for their meat, but may also use the skin)
I'm not a vegetarian, but I watch with great interest for the work on the creation of artificial meat. I hope that in the future for meat and skins will contain technology that is not going to suffer real animals. This route seems to me more promising than a complete rejection of animal products.
I am attitude very nega
Read The JTHM Comics Online For FREE!!!http://www.freewebs.com/nicarius/jthm.htm If you would like to read ALL of the JTHM comics for free, here's your link!Read The JTHM Comics Online For FREE!!!4 years ago in Personal More Like This
In Defense of Monster High Pt3- SkelitaBefore we begin, a quick apology. I am currently without power here at Pixelkitties Manor thanks to the ginormous storm that spanked Pittsburgh yesterday and last night, so I am posting this update via my tablet. I am a terrible typist and proofreader at the best of times, and sitting here pecking at a touchscreen, I worry that this is going to be an incoherent mess! If I sound like an idiot, it's mostly because I'm laboring under less-than-ideal circumstances. And...partially because I'm an idiot. Anyway, on with the stuff!In Defense of Monster High Pt3- Skelita2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Over the past few days I've discussed how detail and a commitment to both brand and character themes are one of the key factors making Monster High such a wildly successful line of dolls. Factors that the Equestria Girls are severely lacking despite a ready-made fandom, backstory, characters, themes and motivations.
Today we'll continue taking a look at the use of theming and details, while also examining how what's under the dol
HEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDSGUYS ITS MADI HAHAHAHAHA LOOKS AT THAT CUTE LITTLE SUNSHINE AND STS OH GOD I THOGUHT I SAW KYEL AND I THINK GGES HES GONNA KILL ME WHEN HES SEES IM WRITING THISHEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDS2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I SEE ABELS ASS IT IS THE LIGHT
IM STARING INTO THE LIGHT SO KYLE MUST BE KILLING ME RIGHT NOW
WITH HIS MIND
OH WAIT NEVERMIND
IM STILL ALIVE
KYLE DO YOU EVEN LIFT
DO YOU EVEN SEE ME
HAHAHA WAT R U GONNA DO
IT SOUNDED LIKE THIS SONG SAID I CAN SEE YOUR ASS
IM COMPLICATED SO IM CALLING YOUR ASS??
THESE ARE SOME DEEP LYRICS
HELLO YES THS IS ASS
IM SORRY SIR WE CANT BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I AM ONLY AN ASS
IM OGING TO WRITE AN EROTIC FANFICTION
the ass slowly galloped to the bed where the man was singing and he keaned in real close and gently stroked the cheek of the ass and was lke
"i want you so bad" but the ass was ike..."we cannot sex, i am pregnant with kyle's babies" so then the man wept and kyle punched him in the noggin.
The International Cheetah Day Challenge!The International Cheetah Day Challenge!3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
International Cheetah Day is here!!!
Using Art to Save a Species!
Welcome to the International Cheetah Day Challenge! What is this challenge, you ask? Well...
The International Cheetah Day Challenge (ICDC) is the day when you, supporters of saving the endangered cheet
PM Giveaway - 3 months! (closed)WINNER:PM Giveaway - 3 months! (closed)3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Hey, darling! Yes, you;
Do you wonder how it would be like to have a dART subscription? Did your subscription run out?
Or maybe you just want to extend your current subscription period?
Then take a look here!
Because of dART's current PM offer (read about it here: http://fav.me/d5nf2er),
I'll be giving away a 3 months subscription to one lucky person - for free!
Interested in joining? All you have to do is;
Just this journal so that I know who has entered
It's as simple as that, nothing more, nothing less, which mean you do NOT need to;
Watch me (because once you unwatch me, my fragile heart will break!)
Create a journal about this (simply because I hate doing that myself)
Give me a llama (but if you decide to give 1, you'll get one in return)
Fave any of my works (only do that if you actually like what I make)
You don't even have to comment (but getting som
Round #02 1200 points give away, winners announcedScroll down for the winners <3Round #02 1200 points give away, winners announced3 years ago in Personal More Like This
More points to give away <3
10x100 points to 10 lucky deviants
2x100 points to 2 random deviants I choose that commented here <3
What you have to do is:
Fave this journal so I know you're in!
Good luck! I will pick the 10 winners (100 each) with random.org and 2 myself, 2x100 ) = 12 winners :3
Deadline: 7th January '13 same as my other points give away journal: http://fav.me/d5qdo8q < you may join both of course!
Much love from my piggies!
I want to thank Garficar for his donation of 200 points! <3
And also I want to say thank you for all the nice comments for Booboo
I'm sorry that I can't reply to every comment, but I do read them all
I screwed up %60 of my student life[x] Kissed someone before datingI screwed up %60 of my student life1 year ago in Personal More Like This
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[ ] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 5
[x] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[ ] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 9
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
Total so far: 12
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] Broke the dress code (no dress code)
[ ] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far: 14
[x] Gotten a call from school
[ ] Been called the worst
Why I dislike The Fault in Our StarsSo, I’ve been getting a lot of asks over the last few months asking why I strongly dislike TFIOS by John Green as much as I do. And for the most part, all the recent askers have been surprisingly polite, considering the more aggressive ones I’ve received in the past on the subject. Anyway, I’ve answered a bunch of them separately, but I’ve decided to condense all of my theories, opinions and arguments into one succinct post.Why I dislike The Fault in Our Stars1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Now, I'll be blunt about my feelings on the book by copying and pasting my response to a recent ask upon the nature of my dislike.
“The story is incredibly formulaic and unrealistic, the dialogue is pretentious and stilted, cancer is romanticized and I fucking hate that arrogant ass Augustus waters with a burning passion. I liked Hazel and Isaac all right, and I guess his writing is good, but the cardboard cut-out nature of all the other characters and the complete lack of realism heap
DepressionWhen I'm Hurting, Jo. A WittDepression4 years ago in Personal More Like This
(Copyright 2000) Published with his Permission.
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for
Official Contest Start! Samples, Rules and More!This is posted as a journal. I'll post it as a news article, as soon as St.ash doesn't completely tear apart the formatting like it did the first time.Official Contest Start! Samples, Rules and More!4 years ago in Personal More Like This
This is the official opening of the contest. While most things are the same, some terms and conditions have changed, so read on!
This contest is open to all forms of art . That includes drawings, stories, even photographs if you feel so inclined. You may draw one, or more of the characters listed below. What you can and can not do is to come.
First up is Kei. He's the only human in this story...But he IS the main character! Here's the profiles, ripped directly from the deviation I wrote them on! I'll go into better depth when I (officially) start it all!
This is Kei. Picture by :iconkoori-chu:
Background: A young man, about 21-22, who was living a fairly normal life on the
Wow I have to peebut I'm lazy. and just asdasfdhWow I have to pee3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'mma volcano of mother fucking emotion /throws pillows
I hate being a teenager. I feel mad to happy then to sad and I take it out on everyone. Which isn't fair but I still do it.
I hate myself some days.
I am very unstable in my emotions.
Like very, but apparently my mom sees nothing wrong with it.
MOM. I TAKE IT OUT ON PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST THERE. I THINK I NEEDHELp. a bfhfdgj
/under the bed
I still need to pee.
I really don't hate my ex from the last journal. I said that outta anger.
Shes upset now about things. I want to be there for her, but again being the fuck up I am I made it worse by being a bitch.
YAY FOR BEING STUPID
I need something to do.
Sucker PunchedThis is a LONG one so settle in!Sucker Punched2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I’ve been re-watching Sucker Punch a lot lately and have been humorously admiring how misunderstood it is. It’s almost comical how a movie that comes right out and says “I am about the negative connotations surrounding the constant sexual abuse and objectification that women endure,” gets reviewed and dismissed as “just another pandering male geek fantasy of objectified sexualized women.”
I could write a book on the various subtle metaphors and messages Sucker Punch visualizes, but I don’t wanna bore you all. But to demonstrate what I mean let’s just dissect a small piece of it.
Before we begin we need to understand two things. First, Director Zach Snyder made the film with the express intent of it being a feminist critique on geek culture. If you don’t believe me, hear it from his own words: http://www.filmschoolrejects.com/features/interview-zack-snyder-on-the-sexuality-and-world
i saw frozen and hobbit this week (spoilers)so here are my superspoilery opinions of these movies ---i saw frozen and hobbit this week (spoilers)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
just opinions, there is no more validity to them than to anyone elses
so, let's start with frozen....
i made a huge mistake before frozen...huuugeeee mistake.
i listened to that let it go song....
now, what follows is an example how one small thing can snowball into a huge friggin thing... see what i did there ? snowball?
so i listened to that song.. and ..um.. it sounded glorious... but it also sounded like an anthem to coming out of the closet.... i mean, i deal with subtext a lot. and even i have seen people see more in my own writing than i intended. rarely but it happened. so subtext is hardly a new thing ...
we are talking about a song that says
don't let them know don't let them see , be the good girl you always have to be
conceal don't feel don't let them know... well now they know...
and this is just some of it... there is this vibe of a sexual liberation in the s
UCHIHA TWINS FIRST CONTEST [CLOSED]UPDATEDUCHIHA TWINS FIRST CONTEST [CLOSED]3 years ago in Personal More Like This
current updated: 15th September 2012
GMT+7 Jakatarta, Indonesia
This contest belongs to my grateful because I got a Premium Membership at about two months ago. The purpose is, sharing another premium membership for non premium members who want to be a premium member. Beside that, it also could supposes as an appreciation award. Cause there are many category and prizes.
This contest is open for non premium members.
3 Month Premium Membership
Llama badge (if available)
Watch (if I've not watched you yet xD)
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