well um you know me obviousally i'm your neice.
You're basically never sober now
I mean i'm used to it with my family..
well now you're back at your house and your wife is here still.
You have a very nice daughter to drive you all the way home. Just saying.
I must say a few nights ago at dinner was awkward just because I could tell how painful it was to sit right next to a bar..
It was nice to have a hug and see a smile.
For a while. Even though you arent happy.
But I miss the old you that would go outside and play football with greg and I
Why must you drink now.
Everything you do just hurts
you basically arent yourself anymore
HOW THE FUCK DID YOU FIT THROUGH THAT DOGGY DOOR I CANT EVEN DO THAT ANYMORE.
Are you that desprate for a drink
so desprate you'll drink maureens mouthwash.
so desprate you'll hurt your family just for another drink.
Man in the last six months you look like you've aged 10 years.
Thats what alchol does.
You've ruined you're life and
FinallyFinallyFinally2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its been forever my dear friend
Gone away with an abrupt end
I havent seen you since that day
when my heart was torn in two.
I lived a happy simple life
but started something new.
I didn't throw it all away
or sit in a corner and cry
I know that i'm much stronger
So I won't play that silly, emo game.
It's not the same, i've started over
I'm filled with joy to feel this way
But looking back
I had things to say
Now finally i have that chance, but that
nagging feeling is comming back.
Finnally i've been given the chance
but i'm not going to take it
The new me is taking over but
The old me would be shocked
I've grown as a person
and learned that we all move on and some things,
just aren't ment to last forever.
What love compels us to doDays aren't the same,What love compels us to do2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
my nights unleash the pain.
Nightmares screaming in my head,
I awake and still I face the dread.
Yeah, I smile,
I say I'm fine,
but you don't understand a hurt like mine.
I go to bed at night,
and wash my face with tears.
And when I wake up each morning
I'm wishing they would clear away these fears.
Yeah, I can pretend.
pretend you were never mine.
But, you don't understand a hurt like mine.
My heart screams out for you,
though there's nothing I can do.
These broken pieces are of no use.
That glued together mess is a sad excuse.
Yeah I tried,
I took the time,
But no one understood a hurt like mine.
So this is it, baby goodbye.
The letter was signed worthless,
his knees hit the ground.
His tears streamed down like razor blades,
but, didn't make a sound.
I'm too late
And I'm to blame
no one understands this dreadful kind of pain.
So, with the same weapon
that had taken her
he put to his heart,
and what happened next was all a blur.
He lay dying
his face full of sham