well um you know me obviousally i'm your neice.
You're basically never sober now
I mean i'm used to it with my family..
well now you're back at your house and your wife is here still.
You have a very nice daughter to drive you all the way home. Just saying.
I must say a few nights ago at dinner was awkward just because I could tell how painful it was to sit right next to a bar..
It was nice to have a hug and see a smile.
For a while. Even though you arent happy.
But I miss the old you that would go outside and play football with greg and I
Why must you drink now.
Everything you do just hurts
you basically arent yourself anymore
HOW THE FUCK DID YOU FIT THROUGH THAT DOGGY DOOR I CANT EVEN DO THAT ANYMORE.
Are you that desprate for a drink
so desprate you'll drink maureens mouthwash.
so desprate you'll hurt your family just for another drink.
Man in the last six months you look like you've aged 10 years.
Thats what alchol does.
You've ruined you're life and
What love compels us to doDays aren't the same,What love compels us to do4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
my nights unleash the pain.
Nightmares screaming in my head,
I awake and still I face the dread.
Yeah, I smile,
I say I'm fine,
but you don't understand a hurt like mine.
I go to bed at night,
and wash my face with tears.
And when I wake up each morning
I'm wishing they would clear away these fears.
Yeah, I can pretend.
pretend you were never mine.
But, you don't understand a hurt like mine.
My heart screams out for you,
though there's nothing I can do.
These broken pieces are of no use.
That glued together mess is a sad excuse.
Yeah I tried,
I took the time,
But no one understood a hurt like mine.
So this is it, baby goodbye.
The letter was signed worthless,
his knees hit the ground.
His tears streamed down like razor blades,
but, didn't make a sound.
I'm too late
And I'm to blame
no one understands this dreadful kind of pain.
So, with the same weapon
that had taken her
he put to his heart,
and what happened next was all a blur.
He lay dying
his face full of sham
i hate how i love youI kneel on the floor,i hate how i love you4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tears falling from my eyes.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.
Then why do I still love you?
Why am i still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.
People say its plain to see,
People say its clear.
That if i just run away,
You would just disapear.
But nothing was ever simple,
Theres nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
From what was once so dear to me.
I love you but i hate you,
Without you id be dead.
But you'll be the death of me,
With all the things you've said.
I know this won't make any sense,
You might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you'll understand.