Dear (adult) Jay11/11/12Dear (adult) Jay1 year ago in Teen
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It's been a while - I wonder how many years have gone by.
Look. I'm not writing this letter to you - my future self, hopefully my better self ... Hell, I don't even know why I'm writing it. I have a surprisingly large amount of things to say but as it has been for the past few months, I lack the words to say it all.
First off, I hope you're still alive. I know ... I know you've gone through some hard times and I know that we will likely go through even more. After all, that's life, isn't it? Just a collection of falls and the measurement of your will to stand back up. You're a fighter, always have been and likely always will be. But that doesn't mean that you don't hurt. Trust me, amor, I know how badly you've hurt. I know that you have taken a knife against your skin and breathed a sigh of relief when blood pooled from the cut. I know that you've struggled with depression and may even be struggling with that now. I know that you've struggled and probably still