Why I'm still here.Sadly thers not many reasons to be here, know not alot of people like me on here,Why I'm still here.9 months ago in Personal More Like This
But im not going to let them tellme how to run my life or what i can do,
IK if your reading this you probly or might have something agenst me,
and if you do I dont even care anymore
If the only reason your reading this is because you want to find something wrong with it to judge me or hurt my feelings, I dont car
Just leave me alone, i have enough going on and i really dont need anything else going on
It makes me sick to see people just go on here to hurt and judge others, GET A LIFE.
It makes me sick to see others cry and go though it.
It sadly makes me sick to know people like you are still here you dont deserve it.
von wert zu wertherWenn es nicht mehr lebenswertvon wert zu werther1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Ist es nur noch lebenswerther
.The red washing down the bathtub.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Can't change the color of the sea after all.
es tut mir leid..zwei drei zu unüberlegte sätze...es tut mir leid1 year ago in Personal More Like This
mehr noch, ... er übersah das salz
übersah die mengen an wunden
übersah klarste realitäten im kontext seiner eigenen abwesenheit seiner selbst
(manche mögen solches als dummheit bezeichnen, während friedhelm es nicht wagte in den spiegel zu schauen den er anstarrte in gewissheit seine dumme unzulänglichkeit nicht ertragen zu können...(natürlich schaute er in den spiegel))
..zwei drei unüberlegte sätze...
nichtmals auch nur annähernd in böser absicht gemeint
zur falschen zeit am falschen ort
und mal eben den ausschlag gegeben was wunderbares in zerstörung getrieben zu haben...
es tut mir so leid!
ES TUT MIR SO SCHEIßE LEID!!
wo fängt deterministischer schmerz an?
..da wo mir gesagt wurde ich soll raus gehen und wagen? wohl bedacht nüchtern... ...
was ist schon nüchtern(...)
warum tut man weh ohne es zu wollen?
da bleibt nur "es tut mir leid"
er sollte in seinem kasten bleiben, in seine
SkypeSo.. I need some people to talk to and its beyond easier to get ahold of through skype.Skype1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Add me if you want, Skype; RaeMayrie
and If U.S. Text; 417-669-9544
Maybe One Day?Maybe one day;Maybe One Day?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
~I'll finally be good enough for somebody to Love Me?
P.S. - Relationship Status; From Engaged to Single :'/
(Its rather Pathetic!)
Magical PillsSo. I finally managed to learn to swallow pills today. They're these vitamin pills, but they've been shown to help reduce the symptoms of both forms of Bipolar Disorder by stabalizing moods, reducing racing thoughts, elimenating bouts of depression, minimizing manic episodes, and eradicating explosive rage. I don't think I really want to numb out or completely erase my symptoms, (I'm not ready to be normal yet) but it'd be nice to get a break from it every now and againMagical Pills1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Question and Answer time.Ask me things.Question and Answer time.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Up to three ones.
Black And Blue.I guess some kids are just born with tragedy in their blood,.Black And Blue.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I try to wash this away,
I wanna cleanse your veins.
I can help you see the light out of your despair.
You tie the rope,
I'll kick the fucking chair.
I feel the malice in my veins.
My heart swells with hatred in your name.
And when you've got nothing to turn black and blue,
You've still got Hell to look forward to.
I will dance on your grave.
When you're blessed with a grave to call your own,
In my mind, you'll be six feet closer to your home.
Your eulogy will be music to my ears,
Black and blue.
I have never really fucking cared
Tie the rope.
I'll kick the fucking chair.
Expecting... a baby!Expecting1 year ago in Personal More Like This
After having a horrible year in general, this topped it all of and turned it into mostly positive things, kind of gave the missing perspective and reason to get life in order.
It all started last summer, I got together with my boyfriend and father of my baby (that sounds so sick). Not the easiest start to have, involving a mess and breaking up and getting back together. But after that it all worked out and we even made it official (after hiding being a couple for a few months, lol). In december I got really sick. Kidney Infection, and it was just a fucked up experience. Have you ever felt so sick you nearly starved but still threw up all the time? What a bummer. It was around christmas time, it took about a week and a heavy medication to recover... Kind of. In january I dropped out of school because I didn't have good enough grades to get my A level. I didn't really cry about it, but my parents and everyone around. Great disappointment and the cherry on top was anot
...wtf?Your webcam pictures of your genitals are NOT art....wtf?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
that is all.
Any tips for losing weight? Yes, you heard it right.Any tips for losing weight?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I really want to lose weight, and now I have got more reasons for losing weight than keeping it.
1) I want to look great in my graduation dress next year.
2) Actually I wanted to take more self-portraits, and it would be great if I was thinner.
3) My face would not be that.. fat.
Maybe I am just too self-critic, but I started the experiment one week ago.
Actually I do not do much, I just stopped eating sweets, chips, crisps and extra fat.
I also do not eat carbohydrates in the evening, which is a torture for me. Could
anyone tell me what to eat except boiled ham?
And: I eat Fruits and vegetables! They are healthy.
And since I am a photographer, I thought "hey. You take pictures of nature once a
week. That's enough sports." Haha, the weather gets colder, and I am getting ill much easier,
so I prefer staying inside. But that period is over now.
I will start sports, too. A friend of mine is taking me to the gym in half an hou
Falling apartMaybe it's because I'm crazyFalling apart1 year ago in Personal More Like This
And maybe it's because I just can't honestly
Tell you what I want
It's never enough to stay still and hold you
To break loose and run the taste of you
Wild on my tongue
MATT NATHANSON - FALLING APART
just wanted to let y'all know that I don't know anymore.
youtube...MY CHANNEL!!!I have youtubeyoutube...MY CHANNEL!!!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i have a few cute videos but i want to know what talk about in my videos.. so GIVE ME IDEAS
well this is me http://www.youtube.com/user/Mouse5157?feature=mhee
HOW COME MEN FIND HOMOSEXUALITY DISGUSTING?Right after posting my newest love-featureHOW COME MEN FIND HOMOSEXUALITY DISGUSTING?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
someone commented on it saying "gays are disgusting".
HELL! Which century is it? The 15th when witches were burned??
Love is love, no matter which kind of love.
May it be heterosexual, homosexual or bisexual.
Men love when females make out, but when males kiss, it is unnatural and damned?
Oh guys, please tell me you do not think the same.
Ohhello, should probably read this:To my watcherssssss.Ohhello, should probably read this:1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Sohey. I like how I have a ton of watchers. I like how all you people seem to like me and stuff. And I like how uplifting you all can be. :3
But I feel I have made a mistake.
I focused too much on photos on this account because they're what got people's attention. Nobody paid attention to my drawings or stories, so I thought, "well, photos are easy and fun to edit, why not?" I was happy with this for a while, but now... I don't really enjoy it. ^-^'
So, I made another account. http://thatunknownnerdgirl.deviantart.com/
hurricaneJared Leto, Jared Leto as an artist has always been important to me. But I came to realize what a deep impact his work has and I think throughout the years I came to a better understanding.hurricane1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I adore "hurricane". I always have, but sometimes you rediscover one of the greatest treasures.
The Dark Side.
And I look up to HURRICANE.
For the courage as an artist to go so far, to let yourself go that deep, allow your mind to envision dreams and nightmares on a concrete basis. And then putting it out there for all the world to see.
I'd like t say I fell in love with that, but it sounds too sweet and innocent. Watch it and consider the faces of love for there are many and then say "I fell in love". Only then the words can unfold their truthful meaning.
And I can't stop listening to "Stranger In A Strange Land". Like a meditation, like a drug, I started growing a need for it.
5 cups of coffee per night, just don'tI do admit that I have been sorta disregarding uploading things on here, but there'll be new stuff rather soonish, I promise. I'm currently fighting with a huge lack of sleep and yeah can anyone tell me why there's only 24hrs each day, 7days per week? Nevertheless all that mess of not-working time management does not get in the way of everything. My project called AMNESIA http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://mementomori-project.blogspot.de/ is doing well, I met a lovely girl with Nikolas today and when I asked her about her memory she didn't even have to take some time to figure out which one it would be, she just knew. as if she'd been waiting for that question.5 cups of coffee per night, just don't1 year ago in Personal More Like This
and by the way, go and see "on the road". pretty fucked up. i loved it.
Devious Journal Entryso now i'm 18.Devious Journal Entry1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i feel terrible. old. with no future.
and i'm dying.
i don't know how it feels to be 40.
if you can please like it: - http://www.facebook.com/pages/Adrianna-Sobczak-Photography/116490401775294#!/pages/Adrianna-Sobczak-Photography/116490401775294 (facebook fanpage)
contact me.?c:Add me on Facebook ---> ♥contact me.?c:1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Follow me on Instagram ---> ♥
Youtube? ---> ♥
Kik? ---> ♥
Skype? ---> ♥
Worries or normal thing?hey, I need an advice.Worries or normal thing?1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Here on deviantART, on Facebook (page) and on 500px I have got plenty of fans,
and they support me..
Which I am very thankful for, but there is a thing that annoys me and makes me sad..
It's the thing that nobody in my real life (except the ones I met from the internet or
my boyfriend) likes my pictures.
I am even the nerd in my school, the photography nerd who does only take "acceptable"
photos, because I have got expensive equipment.
They do not realize it's the photographer taking the pictures..
You know.. I am an outsider in school, and I am not unhappy about this circumstance,
but I wish someone appreciated my photography..
I really hope that I will be more appreciated when I start studying in university next year.
What are your thoughts about it?
Facebookso, apprently, everyone wants t oadd me to facebok or whatever ,so heres my profile http://www.facebook.com/annabellerosejuliettezebrasaurisasilor . Judt keep in mind it's easier for me to just talk on here than on facebook and i dont ahve a skype msn or any of that other stuff.Facebook1 year ago in Personal More Like This