Depression.To be depressed isDepression.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
to carry every unwashed thing
in your life in your
The dishes you
couldn't clean pile
up with your innards,
jostling for space
amongst the lungs you've
smoked black and the
heart you've loved
Your unwashed sheets
hang around your shoulders,
gathering dead skin cells and
catching hair you habitually
tear from your skull, a
nervous twitch you never
You wake up one morning
and find that your hands are
still stained with dirt
from that time you buried
your lover in the backyard,
wanting to let go
but discovering that letting
go feels a lot like
giving up and
you're not ready for
but you will be.
-I'm clinging on for dear life-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
to life and love,
but my hold
is slipping and
my mind is
Resistance, PrologueResistanceResistance, Prologue3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Simply the thing I am, shall make me live."
Prologue: Lost in the Fire
Thrumming rain and thrashing leaves overwhelmed the usual silence of the mid-afternoon air. The library was dark, much too dark for anypony to see properly. The tall, book-filled rooms were usually flooded with sunlight, which on most days would pour through the great tree house's numerous windows and spill onto the floor like an overturned barrel of Sweet Apple cider. Today, however, there was no sun to be spiltat least none that could be seen by the unicorn filly that crept through the shelves of the library in search of a family treasure. Apparently, the building's resident dragon had not cared to light even a single candle.
The Pegasus ponies had set up a regular tempest, something that they had to do every so often when a scheduled drizzle was skipped. That seemed to happen quite frequently lately, though no pony was entirely sure why. Lightning arced across the sky, connecting with the
a conversationi welcome sleep as it is - a long lost friend returning home from battle, arms draped over my shoulders, weeping. i held it close and whispered - as if it were my only friend, being the prince of the sky, asking of why i cling to my possessions like a dog to its territory, why i harbor insane notions about silly things -a conversation2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"we are all barren, stripping the land, looking for love in white-capped waves of our own destruction."
i asked why mother nature was pulling me by the roots of my hair, and being as i am, a girl who speaks vague classroom french and stands at the waterside passing small thoughts
like stones as the brine and tangling seaweed washes over my broad and open feet, i condescendingly believed he would give me straight answers-
"all languages we speak are diligent and binding, we bite our tongues against society, and she is just trying to say hello."
silence like a trainwreck passes on four feet and i wait, breathing, for the hour to come and announce itself to me in a rain-l
JeffxBEN - amor en el aire - capitulo 7Jeff se asusto al ver a Slender, jeff había creído que él ya había descubierto el romance que había tenido con BEN , jeff lo único que hizo fue bajar la cabeza y preguntarle demasiado desconfiado.JeffxBEN - amor en el aire - capitulo 71 year ago in Settings More Like This
-¿hice algo malo slender?-se le escuchaba un poco triste
-no jeff, el problema es que te he dicho que nunca te vayas al mundo Humano...-
-¡espera...!¿qué? sí yo no he ido-
de repente Masky llega de la nada detrás de slender.
-claro que sí fuiste mentiroso, yo estaba vigilando en el bosque y te vi con BEN entrando y después desapareciste,¡idiota!-
Jeff se había enojado demasiado, que había sacado su cuchilla, pero slender lo toma de la espalda con sus tentáculos.
-¡Suéltame slender!y déjame matar a este imbécil mentiroso-
BEN se había despertado y escucho la pelea que estaba pasando abajo, él se levanto y fue donde se produc
Fatal Attraction (Jeff x Jane) Ch. 1"I'm sick of your shit, Jeff!" Masky growled. He stood in front of the cell, where Jeff was being held. Again. "I'm tired of having to work on my days off because you and Jane can't get along!"Fatal Attraction (Jeff x Jane) Ch. 11 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"What? The bitch had it coming." Jeff said, a very satisfied look on his face. "She asked to be cut by insulting me."
"All she said was it was stupid to carry a knife off duty!" Masky hissed. He sighed. "What are we going to do with the two of you?"
"You can always let me out." Jeff said with a childish smile. Masky gave him a look.
"Fine. Your hour's up anyway." Masky unlocked the cell, and Jeff dashed out and down the hall. "Don't do anything stupid!"
"No promises!" Jeff yelled and laughed. Masky chuckled, and walked back to his room. He took off his mask and ran his hand through his hair. Masky looked in the mirror.
"....." He placed a hand on it. He wouldn't admit it, but he sometimes missed being just Tim.
"Masky?" Hoodie opened the door. "It's dinner time, Masky." Masky took his hand off t
JeffxBEN -amor en el aire- capitulo 8al pasar el tiempo Jeff tomo en brazos a BEN y no dijo nada,se cubrio su cara encima del pecho de BEN y le acariciaba su cabello.JeffxBEN -amor en el aire- capitulo 81 year ago in Settings More Like This
-¿alguien me quiere explicar lo que ocurrio?-BEN pregunto
Masky simplemente miro a Jeff con una cara de odio terrible,y BEN lo unico que hacia era quedarce tranquilo.
-oye BEN....¿por que te estas dejando abrazar por Jeff?, el sigue siendo un niño que no sabe defenderse-
-Dejalo, simplemente esta trsite Masky-BEN le responde muy tranquilo.
Jeff deja de abrazarlo y mira fijamente a BEN.
-J-jeff...deja de mirarme...me estas asustando-BEN le habia dicho sonrojado y dulcemente
-te dejare de observar hasta que dejes de ser tan dulce y tierno-
Jeff le apreta las dos mejillas a BEN y lo besa, Ben cerro lo ojos y se dejo que jeff lo besara.
-¡¿q-qué demonios....?!j-j-j-jeff...t-tú...- Masky lo habia dicho demasiado desesperado y cuando ya no pudo más se desmayo.
Slender lo tomo en brazos y lo dejo en un sofa.
Two of a Kind (BEN x Jeff) Ch. 2BEN's eyes flickered open. He rolled over and nearly fell out of bed, seeing that he wasn't alone. "Jeff??" He said in shock. "Oh wait....I fell asleep in his bed." BEN chuckled. He looked at the boy's pale face and noticed that something was off. "...Jeff?" He ran his hand across Jeff's face. "I see." BEN said, sadly. "Crying in his sleep again." He knew that the only time Jeff cried in his sleep was when he was in a lot of pain. "I wonder why....Oh. Today's the anniversary of that." BEN stood on the bed and looked at the small picture on Jeff's shelf. "It's been five years now since you died. Eh, Liu...?" BEN sighed and sat down. "Don't worry, Jeff....BEN will make it all better..." BEN curled up next to Jeff. He closed his eyes and softly sang to the sleeping killer. The song was in a language that the humans called 'Japanese.' It was the one song that made Jeff smiled. And it still worked. BEN opened his eyes and gave a happy chuckle, seeing Jeff actually smile in hisTwo of a Kind (BEN x Jeff) Ch. 21 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The 13th Hour- MistakeTick. Tock. Tick. Tock. The clock on Tikhs wall sang to her as she toyed with a piece of thread. It was not one from and hourglass, much to her dismay, but it was a fun toy nonetheless. Her long fingers wove the thread into impossibly complex and beautiful designs and she giggled at each one before unthreading it and starting over again.The 13th Hour- Mistake6 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Finally she looked over at her partner, who was lounging on a couch reading a book.
Tokh, she drawled, how long has it been in the world since we set her up?
Tokh looked up from his book and pulled a pocket watch from his coat. He flipped it open and studied the twenty golden hands that moved across the face.
I would guess about a week or so.
Tikh frowned. A week?
Tokh sighed. Seven days.
Really, Tikh, you should learn the human units of time better.
Tikh made a face. Those are boooring.
Regardless, they are important.
.pour love all.3 weeks ago in Free Verse More Like This
over, then strike
the fire will
burn itself out,
but the ruins
Reality Has Taken Over:Love is a drug,Reality Has Taken Over:1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Combining the heart and mind,
Helping us find,
An illusion to get by.
But when it gets too strong and grows inside,
Of us we slowly die.
We've set ourselves up to fail.
There's no way to bail,
Out of this hell,
Our hearts are locked away in a cell.
This is cycle grows old,
As so do we.
Our souls grow cold,
We eventually throw out the key,
Our hearts are now in stray jackets.
We slowly loose our spirit,
The spirit that once lived for life,
But now it fights,
For the answer.
Old hope and understandings become a blur,
Reality has taken over.
Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a liePlease (Don't) Hate Me1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?
If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?
If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?
If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?
AttentionMisha found America agreeable, for the most part there was the Boston traffic, but it wasn't as bad as Moscow's, and the food was overly rich and too abundant. But the people of the city were positively warm compared to the Spartan attitudes he knew, he hadn't had a single dollar stolen from him, and the university kids couldn't keep their eyes off of him. Not even the boys. He'd heard catcalls walking by a gathering of young men, the kind he'd learned to call "bros." It was his hair, maybe, or the way stubble refused to show on his face: in America, you could be anything other people wanted you to be, it seemed.Attention3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
He told Sasha about it on the phone, who laughed at him. "You're getting a big head. The Americans are gawking at you because you don't look like them."
"I don't think that's it." Misha took a handful of almonds and threw them in his mouth. He knew Sasha would doubt him he always did, dwelling in what he called his "nativist cynicism." It didn't seem to involve m
Would You Miss Me?Would you miss me, if I said I’d die tomorrow?Would You Miss Me?6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Would you kiss me, as I lay there
In that six by four foot hollow?
Do you think that I would be remembered?
Or would my name burn to ash as soon as
My life is ended?
Could you not bear to be beside me?
Would you leave a grieving mother to think
I am where she should be?
Would you miss me, if I said I’d not be home?
I love you and if I had a choice then
I’d not leave you alone.
Take care of my family, tell them where to go
If they’re asking after me, where I am
Tell them you know
Would you tell me that you’d not loved completely?
Until we held hands and you knew that you were,
In love with me?
Would you ask for money that you think you’re due?
Or would you want the book of poetry,
That’s all about you?
Would you miss me?
As I hang up the phone for the last time
Would you miss me?
As you sit and hold yourself close
Like I do now your life is through
Would you miss me,
Like I still miss you?
The Lonesome StarI gaze at a lonesome star at night,The Lonesome Star2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
embracing thoughts, both wrong and right.
I weep in silence, and feel despair;
The star in the sky is no longer there.
It has died, and yet I see,
How the glories star shines back at me.
I've been in love, alone in the night,
denying thoughts, both wrong and right.
For him I'm just another name,
that drowned in other peoples fame.
And if people ask "Do you know who you are?",
I'll tell them I'm a lonesome star-
romanceat a thousand feet highromance2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
two airplanes kiss eachother
and people begin to die
It's really him the Horror Hero!There's a certain castle out in the forestIt's really him the Horror Hero!2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
with tinderboxes and oil all around.
Keys are scattered around in the darkness
a shattered Orb lying deep inside
If you're near a Bro, you can call him anytime.
Stranded in a room surrounded by Barrels.
Chaotic Vigilante, he wanders the castle
with a lantern grasped in his left hand!
Rough stone walls that crumble easily
Flickering torches line the halls.
If you want his help, he asks for a collateral;
a certain bottle of fuel will do.
Step up and say "I need some help, Bro."
Step back and present the magic liquid.
There's his voice in a terrified grumble:
"I really wish I had Stephano!"
A smoky haze; he knows he shouldn't blink.
Let's all make way for the King of the Web!
It's really him, the Horror Hero!
Rest in peace, Headphone users!
"Bromance" speak only little of this
Challenging the Bros, as if we were big kids.
We all wat
I Love YouI love you.I Love You1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I love the way your laugh lights up an entire room without even trying, how you get embarrassed about it afterwards.
I love the rants you go on about things that would never make sense to normal people, but we aren’t, are we?
I love that you can make me smile even when it feels like the world itself is coming apart.
I love every little detail about you, from the way you tuck your hair behind your ear when you’re nervous, to how you are completely oblivious to all of this.
I love you, fully and completely.
I love you.
MommyMommy2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Zero sighed as he heard X scream at the top of her lungs. X had taken the job of taking care of any new rookie Maverick Hunters before they were sent for military training. It wouldn't be much of a problem but unfortunately for X, and anyone around her, a good portion of the Reploids sent to the Maverick Hunter Headquarters were either really young or very stupid, the latter of which was very common.
Zero looked at X in amusement as she scolded two young Reploids that were 'practicing' their combat skills and nearly shot Spider's head off.
" and I've told you this many times before! Do you want me to get Commander Signas just so you can behave?" X huffed.
"No, Miss X " The two Reploids looked at their feet, obviously embarrassed at getting yelled at. X gave a defeated sigh. She rubbed the temples of her head.
"Just go to your rooms and think about how stupid that little 'pre-training' was. And I want you to apologize to Spider when you see him. Honestly, it's a miracle that
i miss you...I sit here in this rain,i miss you...1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Thinking of you.
But no matter how long I wait on this bench,
You will never meet me here.
I’ve got on my best dress, my cane,
Even that old bowler hat you always liked,
And I wait at the bench where we first met.
But you will never meet me here again.
I lean on my cane in front of me,
Thinking of you,