Those nights when you can't think of anything else but the hurtful words that were spoken to you that day, last week, last month, last year... Or everyday... You can't for get them, they stay in the back of your mind. They burn, and they won't let you sleep. And just when you think you've forgotten.... They hit you with all the pain you felt at that moment but 10 times more powerful. You try to ignore them by tossing, and turning, and trying to think of happy things... But it never works. You lay there hearing the voices that spoke those painful words as if they were being spoken to you right then and there. You close your eye's and try not to cry, but you can't help it... You cry silently to your self until you fall asleep with the pain in your heart that feels like someone just ripped it out. And you wake up the next day and pretend like nothing happened because you want to stop feeling the way you did.... But you won't..