Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 4Dear PJ
It's fine, it doesn't matter, it's over now and we can be together. God, I don't think I will ever get used to saying that - 'together' it makes me feel delirious. Stop infecting me with your love sickness!!
Don't worry about telling people. If we tell anyone and they leave us then they clearly aren't the people we think they are. I don't care what people think, as long as I have you. I expect to be seeing that slow motion run into my arms next time we meet! You owe me one! Hey why not invite everyone to see it, that's one way of telling them that won't involve an awkward conversation!
A romantic date huh? I always knew you were a hopeless romantic! You don't know what you have got yourself into; it will be the best date ever. One condition though, if I live up to my name you have to admit that I am always right. Also you must do whatever I say for one day.Whatever I say.
I am perfectly fine with poetic PJ, love sick PJ and soppy PJ! Do you know why? It's because I love you, I
Kickthestickz - Dreams~They started out innocent enough~Kickthestickz - Dreams1 year ago in Romance More Like This
I was in the shower in our apartment (we had become flatmates only recently when Chris had moved here and invited me to live with him) and everything was as normal. Then Chris came bursting in, causing me to hurriedly grab a towel and wrap it round me
"What the hell are you doing?!" I shouted at him. Chris gave me a look and said
"Alright, keep your hair on! I'm just brushing my teeth" I couldn't believe it
"Can't you wait until I'm finished?" I asked in annoyance.
"Why should I?" he replied innocently
"Because I thought the one place I could get some privacy in this place would be here! But nooo" I said exasperatedly.
"You never told me you wanted privacy"
"Like hell I didn't!" I protested.
"Okay, okay. I'll leave" he said backing up. Just before he left he looked me up and down
"Not like there's anything worth seeing anyway" my mouth fell open and he grinned and slipped out the door. I sighed and stepped out the shower, there was no way I c
Kickthestickz: Sleep Well?I can feel his lips against mine forcefully, his body is strong and pressed up against mine but I can't see who it is. My eyes are locked shut and I can't seem to open them, as much as I try I can't. I feel his hands gripping my waist, holding me carefully against the wall. His tongue explores my mouth and I don't attempt to fight back, I simply let him carry on with what he wants to do. Surprisingly, I find myself enjoying this though I need to know who he is. The mystery man I'm kissing. I need to know who you are. As if my wish has been granted, he pulls away slowly, moving his hands up slightly and snaking them around to connect his hands behind my back. My eyes open slowly to be met by a familiar figure. He smiles at me lovingly, but I just stare into his eyes. A mixture of green and brown that I'd only seen in one person before. Just above those beautiful orbs is a brown fringe that falls so perfectly, a unique hairstyle that's so natural. I know who he is, but I don't pull awKickthestickz: Sleep Well?1 year ago in Romance More Like This
Could It Be Worse - Kickthestickz"You know what? Fine! I'll go! AND MAYBE THIS TIME I WON'T COME BACK!" I roared, slamming the door shut. Fucking family. We'd had yet another argument that had resulted in them kicking me out. Fan-fucking-tastic. I shivered against the near arctic winds of the North and instantly regretted not getting a coat or jacket before I left. It's not like I can go back now, though. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and quickly texted Dan:Could It Be Worse - Kickthestickz1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
'Hey, can I stay round yours for a while?'
He must've had his phone on him or something because before I could return my phone to my pocket, he'd replied saying:
'Sure, family problems again?'
'You know it.' I typed, physically rolling my eyes. I slid my phone into my pocket and was about to start walking when I had one of those feelings where you think you're being watched. I scanned the area and my line of vision rested on a human shaped pile of clothing, with a pair of stunning, pale green eyes poking out under a mess of muddy b
Sleepless - kickthestickzIt's dark and quiet. The only sounds are the rustling of the leaves outside my window and the weak, steady breathing of the man lying beside me. My friend is already fast asleep after a day of shenanigans and video games, but I can't sleep even if I tried. That said, I'm not really trying. I enjoy lying beside him under the warm duvet, feeling the heat from his body and watching him sleep soundly. He looks so peaceful and content with his eyelids shut and his dark lashes resting on his cheeks. My dear PJ. Well, technically, he isn't mine. I find myself wishing he was though, but I doubt it could ever work out. He is straight as could be, and if he wasn't, he would never fall in love with me of all people. I am just his goofy and perverted friend, Chris. A good friend to have but not anyone he would ever consider lover material with so many other people to choose from. I bitterly tell myself this whenever PJ crosses my mind, which is a lot. I can't really help it, though. I cannot reminSleepless - kickthestickz1 year ago in Romance More Like This
Kickthestickz-seduction(?)oneshotKickthestickz-seduction(?)oneshot1 year ago in Humor More Like This
Looking up, Pj threw his head back with an loud sigh, rolling his eyes in a milled exasperation.
"Chris, where are your trousers?"
Chris looked down quickly, then shot a hand to cover his mouth with an obviously fake look of surprise on his devilish face.
"Oh my! I didn't even notice"
"That you weren't wearing trousers?"
Pj lifted a brow, skeptically, but returned to his same annoyed expression as before when Chris's face fell into a devious grin, his own brows raised high above the hazel eyes beneath them.
"Well, can you blame me? I'm getting so used to having them off since I've been here, ya know, with you For the past three days and nights--"
"Okay, yeah, but only because every time I turn around you have them off! I'm getting a little sick of seeing you in your pants every morning, and night, for the last three days"
"just a little?"
Chris turned around when Pj sent him an annoyed glare, throwing his hands up in an equally fake submission and heading back to the
KicktheStickz, Phan and TwisterChris had the idea of playing Twister. Nobody considered why, it was just Chris being Chris, They never thought that maybe he wanted them to be a tangle of hot throbbing bodies on the floor for a reason...KicktheStickz, Phan and Twister1 year ago in Humor More Like This
In all honesty, Chris just wanted it to be him and PJ, but he wasn't going to say no to the Foursome being together again.
"Since we're together," PJ had said, "We should make a video."
"What should we do?" Phil asked.
"Twister!" Chris exclaimed cheerfully.
The others considered. "That's not a bad idea," Dan said slowly.
So, out came the dusty Twister mat and onto the floor.
"This is exciting, isn't it?" Chris asked, an odd glint in his eyes. "The four of us." Pause. "Together." Another pause. His voice lowers. "Sexually."
PJ laughed, getting the reference. Chris grinned at him.
They began playing, feeling slightly awkward at times but having fun nonetheless, the camera recording everything.
They played for hours. PJ, who had just fallen over, sighed as he realised all the editing he
Kickthestickz/Phan - Drawings Part 3 - Ending"We need to get those two together" Dan said watching Chris who had been joined by PJ. The curly haired boy had come out of the spare room given Dan and Phil a bright smile and walked over to Chris (who was making tea) and stood as close to him as humanely possible. He then got a cup for himself, reaching in front of Chris (who blushed) in the process. Phil regarded them thoughtfullyKickthestickz/Phan - Drawings Part 3 - Ending1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"How do you know they both like each other?" he asked. Dan scoffed but when Phil gave him a serious look he sighed
"Well I have a way of finding out, even though I really don't think it's needed - " Phil glared at him
"Okay, okay. I'll do it!" he consented. Phil smiled and pecked him on the lips
"Thank you" he whispered. Dan grinned and stood up creeping past the kitchen doorway and into the spare room. He returned shortly and showed Phil what was in his hand pleased with himself.
"Screws? Dan what?" Phil asked confused, Dan put finger to his lips and glanced towards the kitchen but C
Kickthestickz - Distraction"PJ pass me my drink" Chris ordered casually. PJ smirkedKickthestickz - Distraction1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"What's the magic word?" he asked patronisingly. Chris glared
"I'm not a kid anymore" he said, his childish tone doing nothing to verify his claim. PJ laughed disbelievingly
"Really? You could have fooled me" he joked. Chris pouted and reached for the drink himself, leaning over PJ. PJ pushed him back
"Chris didn't anyone teach you manners? You mustn't lean over its rude, you must ask me politely to pass it to you" he said in a posh voice grinning widely. Chris looked beaten for a second then he smiled sneakily. He leant forward and kissed PJ distracting him while he reached for his drink with his free hand. When leant back his drink was in his hand and he wore a smug smile on his face. He sipped the beverage nonchalantly ignoring the look of utter shock on PJ's face. There was silence except for the sounds of the film -long ago forgotten- on the TV screen. Chris looked at it and tutted, he nudged PJ
"Your gunna have to rewind it
Kickthestickz/Phan - DrawingsThe fantastic foursome had been lounging around Dan and Phil's apartment at a loss for things to do. They had already played hours of video games and they didn't feel like going out. Usually one of the four of them thought of things to do but everyone had come up blank this time. It was Phil who finally had an ideaKickthestickz/Phan - Drawings1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Let's ask my followers, they always think of good stuff. We should ask them what they think we should do". Chris snorted
"Gangbang probably" he said. PJ sighed
"No Chris, that's just what YOUR followers would say". Chris laughed
"True.Ssometimes I think they are worse than me". Dan smirked
"Doubt it" he said sceptically and Chris threw a pillow at him.
Phil shook his head smiling at his friends antics. He grabbed his camera from where it was sitting on the table and filmed a quick video asking for suggestions of things they should do saying he would film the results. After 10 minutes he scrolled through the first few comments. For some unknown reason one stood out to him.
Detention - KickTheStickzI rub my eyes with rough, tired hands as I sit on the cold, shiny floor outside the classroom, waiting for Mr Rogers to call me. After school detentions suck. Break time ones I can cope with. It's not like I favour traipsing through the hallways, pretending like I'm about to go and meet some non-existent friends. But when teachers decide to take my lack of homework-doing or clowning around a little too seriously and fill my spare time, which potentially could be spent sleeping or going on the internet, with pointless tasks; it aggravates me. School time is for school. Spare time is not.Detention - KickTheStickz1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"You can come in now, Mr Liguori." Mr Rogers' gruff yet pretentious voice calls through the cheaply-made door. I internally question why he can't just use my first name. Pretty sure I'm the only PJ in the school.
He stares me down with snakey eyes before he motions, with an undeniably, almost deliberately false smile, for me to sit down in the tiny classroom chair before his desk.
"So" He pauses to wipe
Kickthestickz - Hate commentsChris's POVKickthestickz - Hate comments1 year ago in Romance More Like This
I sighed sadly as I scrolled down the comments on my new video. So they had found out about me and PJ huh. There were nice words and congratulations plus a fair few with people writing things like 'I knew it!!' and 'My fan girl heart just exploded!' which made me chuckle. But lurking among them were comments that broke my heart 'you're going out?! Unsubscribed!' 'Faggot' and more sinister ones 'You don't deserve your subscribers, go kill yourself.' They are stupid and immature and I know I should just ignore them but they are hurtful. They make me worry about PJ, what if he was getting the same thing? He found it harder to mask his feelings than me and I can imagine the comments hurting him more. My hand hovered over my phone, should I call him? Or will he just think I am overreacting? Despite my worries I couldn't deny I needed him, so I press the call button and chewed nervously on my bottom lip as it rings.
"Hello? ... Chris?"
I was momentarily stunned by how much I had
Kickthestickz: MessagesThe flat feels lonely today. It has felt lonely for a while, but something about today is worse. Slumping on to the bed, I grab for my phone. 9:01. I suppose I could go and see Chris, I haven't seen him in three days. I'll bring him something this time, a present. I allow myself time to get ready, deciding that I will try to get there for 10:00. My legs drag themselves to the bathroom, and I turn on the shower. The flat is cold and so is the water. Running my hand underneath the liquid, I flinch. It's too cold, I won't take a shower. Chris won't mind. He told me he doesn't care what I look like, that's how I know. I've worn the same clothes for three days, I don't bother much about changing after I visit Chris. Nobody else comes to see me. I don't see much of my old housemates anymore and Dan and Phil live so far away. Sometimes they'll pop down to check up on me, to catch up. Then we'll go and see Chris together. I love those days a lot, but not as much as when I visit him by mKickthestickz: Messages1 year ago in Romance More Like This
I'll Still Be Here - Phan and KickTheStickzTitle: I'll Still Be HereI'll Still Be Here - Phan and KickTheStickz1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Rating: PG-13 for some of Dan and PJ's language x)
Pairing(s): KickTheFire (or whatever Dan and PJ's ship name is) (friendship), Phan (AmazingPhil and Danisnotonfire), and KickTheStickz (KickThePj and Crabstickz)
Disclaimer: This is rubbish, seeing as I obviously don't own Dan, PJ, Phil or Chris. But yeah, nothing of this ever happened and stuffs x)
Dan walked through the streets of London to get to the Starbucks to meet PJ. PJ and Dan had been going out for these kind of things for the past few weeks, since Dan and Phil had moved to London. Whenever Dan needed to talk to someone about something, he talked to Peej. Since Dan and PJ were living near each other, they saw each other a lot more, which was great. PJ was easy to talk to, like a brother.
Dan wasn't sure how this unusual friendship between himself and Peej had started, but he knew that it was really nice to have a friend who he could pretty much talk about anything to. Ot
Beautiful Green Eyes - Kickthestickz"Peej, seriously, what's wrong? This isn't funny any more." Chris trailed PJ around the flat, a worried look in his face.Beautiful Green Eyes - Kickthestickz1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Nothing, I'm fine." PJ snapped.
"Come on, we both know that isn't true." Chris replied, sighing.
"Please, I'm okay, seriously." PJ span around to face Chris.
"You're not and I know you're not." Chris folded his arms across his chest.
"How?" PJ stared at him like he was stupid.
"It's easy to tell. Your voice changes, it goes all monotone, and your eyes aren't sparkling." Chris stated, matter-of-factly.
"You... You think my eyes... Sparkle? PJ looked at Chris biting his lip and trying to stop the smile that was itching to crawl across his face.
"I-- Uh, well... I- .. Umm.." Chris stuttered, turning bright red. He didn't even realize it had come out like that. "Well... Yeah." He admitted quietly.
"You think me eyes sparkle." PJ grinned. Chris sighed.
"Yes. I think your beautiful green eyes sparkle like diamonds or the sea in the evening sunlight. I think your hair is
Kickthestickz ~ Would You Believe ItPj's POV:Kickthestickz ~ Would You Believe It1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Yeah I'll be out in a few!" I shouted to Chris. I didn't want to get out of the shower. Not one bit.
"Take your time!" Chris replied, sarcastically. I was still in the shower, after hours and hours of sobbing. We were going to meet a girl that Chris never shut up about. They met over Chatroulette, would you believe it. Turns out she lives about 20 minutes from the local train station (I suppose that was handy) and apparently they clicked straight away. I wouldn't know, I wasn't there. Instead I was in my room scanning tumblr of fanfics of Dan and Phil being in a sexual relationship and everything. It's not what I usually do but I wanted to research what people write about us (us being YouTube best friends), for a video I want to do. But anyway. This girl. I think her name was um... Alex? Alexis? Something like that, I don't really care.
Usually when Chris starts talking about her I switch off. I didn't really want to go. I didn't want to see the love of my life being flirtat
KickTheStickz: Wiggles The ClownKickTheStickz: Wiggles The Clown1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"PJ, what the fuck?"
His usually brown curls were now a faded pink, his face painted white with dark patches around his eyes and a rouge smile painted on and around his lips. He reminded Chris of the Joker, just a bit more, how could he say it? Gay.
"I'm not PJ, kid," he said in what Chris would describe as an American gangster style voice, "I'm Wiggles the clown."
Chris cocked his eyebrow at the other, who chewed upon a cocktail stick, his hands in his jacket pockets. He watched Chris with amusement in his eyes, a smile masked by the fake red one.
"Ok Wiggles, I'll leave you to it," Chris said, about to walk past him out of the room when his hand shot out and slammed against the wall, his arm blocking his path.
"What's the rush sugar, you don't like clowns or sumthin'?" he asked, his teeth bared in a grin.
"Not really, no," Chris replied with a smile.
PJ's other hand rested upon the wall on the other side of Chris, blocking him in with his arms. He leaned close to the other brunette,
StunnedChris walked from his room to the kitchen, his socked feet barely making a sound as they thumped against the stairs. PJ was staying over for a few days, but he figured the other was asleep by now, seeing as it was nearly 3 in the morning.Stunned2 years ago in Humor More Like This
To his surprise, the Italian was very much awake in the living room, staring intently at his laptop, looking zoned out.
PJ physically jumped at Chris's gentle voice, gripping the sides of his laptop tightly, "Don't do that! For God's sake, you almost gave a twenty-one year old a heart attack!"
Giggling quietly, Chris sat down beside the other, peeking at his friend's laptop secretly before gasping. "Are you reading a kickthestickz?!"
The younger youtuber's face immediately turned a painfully bright red as he snapped the computer shut, hissing, "Shut up! No one ships it harder than you, so just SHUT UP."
Stunned to silence, Chris simply sat on the couch and stared at the Italian, desperate to meet those pale green eyes. Sure, he s
KickTheStickz: Trip To AmsterdamKickTheStickz: Trip To Amsterdam1 year ago in Romance More Like This
He was only half awake when he felt his arm slip around his middle, a solid frame now pushed up against his back. He could feel the others breathe brushing his neck and he gave a slight shiver in the other's arms.
Looking over his shoulder he glanced at the seemingly asleep Italian, his head nuzzled close into Chris' neck, his curls falling in front of his closed eyes. His long lashes were casting shadows onto his cheeks, his lips parted as he breathed.
Chris watched PJ sleeping for a moment longer before resting his head back against the pillow, tucking himself comfortably into PJ's arms as he drifted back to sleep.
It was early when he woke and he gave out a light stretch and a yawn before opening his eyes to see the back of his friend's brunette head. He blinked before scanning their spooning position, his thoughts questioning and yet completely fine with the situation at hand.
Propping himself up on his elbow, he glanced at Chris' sleeping face and gave a slight smile; he could tel
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 1PJ'S POVKickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 11 year ago in Romance More Like This
I walked down the dark street illuminated by glowing yellow street lights, on my way to Chris's new apartment. It was situated about half way up a large complex and every time I went I was thankful for the lifts. Chris and I had tried to race each other up the stairs once and it hadn't ended well.
If I remember correctly Chris gave up after one flight of stairs and I managed three before having to lean against the wall to catch my breath. Then, of course I had to walk down and rescue Chris who was lying sprawled on the steps.
"You have to complete the mission" he panted
"Go on without me I'm not worth it!". I played along with him
"No Chris! We are going to complete this mission together like we promised when we signed up!" I said and pulled him from the ground. He leaned against me laughing and we stood there together for a while waiting for the lift to come down from above.
I smiled fondly at the memory and carried on with my journey. I wasn't alone as there were always peop
Three Little WordsTitle: Three Little WordsThree Little Words1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Jean Hobbs
Warnings: really awful everything. That's all.
Disclaimer: I do not own OMFGitsjackanddean and this is fictional.
A/N: I wrote this in my free periods on Monday and it's really bad but I have to post something so. ._.
Well, there it goes. Yet another missed opportunity to say something I've been wanting to say for what felt like forever.
It was just a bloody sentence. Three tiny, seemingly insignificant words that held so much power and emotion. An arrangement of letters infamous for ruining friendships.
I don't know what I'm so afraid of, honestly. Dean and I have been friends since we were just kids. We'd been there for each other when no one else understood. A simple sentence couldn't possibly break up so many years of friendship.
Still, I can't force myself to do it. It isn't like I haven't had half a million chances, either.
Really, I didn't understand the way I felt about my
Kickthestickz- Love, lost and found (Part 1)KickthestickzKickthestickz- Love, lost and found (Part 1)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. Who knew one person could change and consume my life as PJ had. Every little thing he did just made me love him more, every smile, every glance made my heart ache. The worst thing is he has no idea, he doesn't know how every time we almost kiss I have to stop myself from leaning in just that little bit further and every time he insists he's not gay and how he'd never go out with me is like a knife plunging into my heart. Every day I am reminded that I'm hopelessly in love with a man I can never be with and it hurts. It hurts so much, as I feel my heart breaking and I know there is nothing I can do. I was jolted from my thoughts by my phone going off. I reach for it and smile when I see the caller ID
"PJ..." I whisper aloud before accepting the call. He sounds excited as he greets me
"Hey Chris! I was wondering ... are you free tomorrow?" I reply without hesitation after all when I am I not free? &
KickTheStickz: Love SongKickTheStickz: Love Song2 years ago in Romance More Like This
The sound of music drifted from the living room as Chris made two cups of tea, enjoying the pluck of guitar strings as the unnamed melody hit his ears and soothed his being. He added the sugar and picked up the cups, making his way into his living room as his gaze drifted to the sofa where a certain curly haired Italian sat, a guitar in his lap as he bent over the instrument and plucked the cords experimentally, looking up with a smile as his slender fingers wrapped around the warm cup, thanking his friend as he brought it to his lips and sipped.
Chris nodded, taking a seat beside the musician as he took a sip of his own tea, the warm liquid spreading its heat throughout him as he watched PJ, who had placed his mug on the coffee table in front of him, returning his fingers to the strings as he bent his head, tuning the guitar and plucking, testing the sounds.
"What are you playing PJ?" Chris asked, more of the sugary tea flowing down his throat as he drank, eyes watching his friend as
KickTheStickz - Four AMKickTheStickz - Four AM1 year ago in Romance More Like This
I'm not sure what I'm doing here. I don't even know what posessed me to drag myself out of bed and drive here. Why am I standing outside my best friend's door at four AM? Maybe I should just go home... It can probably wait until tomorrow, and I'll just annoy him if I wake him up now...
PJ started to turn away from the familiar door that stood before him, attempting to push away the image of his best friend, and long-term-crush, from his mind. He knew that Chris wouldn't appreciate him appearing on his doorstep so early in the morning, but he had absolutely no idea why he chose this time in the first place... It just felt like the right time. Either way he decided he could wait until tomorrow to hold the conversation that he'd been playing out in his mind for the past few days.
The moment his attention was on the floor infront of him, his bod