Dust and CobwebsGood morning creeps!
I've finally finished moving all of my strange antiques into the new house I'm sharing with Mr. Cain. We've painted, and installed all of our modern conveniences into this lovely circa 1900 house.
I've been waging war on the dust and cobwebs since moving, and the spiders... you would not believe. I found their mother lurking in the most frightening of all places... the hard-to-reach crevice behind the toilet. It was a horrific fight, she being about the size of my entire hand, but I've managed to purge the house.
The house itself is strange. It's not very big, but it's the biggest house I've ever lived in. It has mysterious tiny doors that don't open, a cupboard under the stairs, fireplaces in every room, and tall ceilings (which is good, because Mr. Cain has the proportions of Slender Man). I'm already imagining the kind of hobgoblins who lurk in the walls and the monsters in the attic because something has to be making those noises at night...
I'm looking forward
from YOU to eternatyAh wanna tell ya 'bout a girlfrom YOU to eternaty3 years ago in Personal More Like This
You know, she lives in room 29
Why... Why... that's the one right up top a mine
Ah start to cry, Ah start to cry
O Ah hear her walkin'
Walkin' barefoot cross the floor-boards
All thru this lonesome night
Ah hear her crying too.
Hot-tears come splashin on down
Leaking thru the cracks,
Down upon my face, Ah catch'em in my mouth!
Ah catch'em in my mouth!
Ah catch'em in my mouth!
Ah read her diary on her sheets
Scrutinizin' every lil bit of dirt
Tore out a page'n'stufft it inside my shirt
Fled outa the window,
And shinning it down the vine
Outa her night-mare, and back into mine
Mine! O Mine!
She's wearing them bloo-stockens, ah bet!
and standin' like this with my ear to the ceiling
Listen, Ah know it must sound absurd
but Ah can hear the most melancholy sound
Ah ever heard!
the winter poemThe crows sweep out from my carthe winter poem3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
on the country roads, frozen fields
and a wave of black,
it lifts me as they flock away and
back, silent and sure of themselves,
then the chatter as I pass,
the community, fighting and
blooming up from the dead ground,
The Thin HoursI.The Thin Hours3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Those of us here in this skeleton time,
this time of the year when the nights are thin
and dark, and dark with anxiety, peeling
as layers of an oyster shell, brittle and effaced
and somehow iridescent.
When the bell tolls out the time the sound is thin
and reaches into fractured air and softly
seeks the spaces between the atoms and
misses the vital Os and CO2s in a lasting,
failed pinball. The bell sound dies in
some space between midnight and thereafter,
and each tock tock of slipping cogs is
a repeat and not a moving on.
The air is filled with each dull sound,
each tock a repeat and a repeat again. And the
slip between this old year and the new is the
slip of ice on ice, a thing that will melt and
lose its meaning before the sun can rise.
These dead hours can spin out with
no regard for time, and
no regard for the drub of a beating heart
and no regard
none at all.
The moth at the window is a silent ghost, but
the wind has
Bella and Jacob Chapter 3Jacob cradled me tightly while we sat at the La Push beach. "Peaceful, calm, isn't it?" he asked me. I smiled. "Yes." We sat there wordlessly, thinking of the big event that would happen in just 2 days. A figure came rushing down on the beach, feet slipping against the sand. It was Edward. He stared in anger at me. "You shouldn't do this, Bell." he advised. "I love you too, and would you really want to hang out with those pathetic dogs?" "I already have forgotton the scent, blood-sucker." I thought. Edward frowned. I purposely whimpered, and Jake tightened his grip on me and snarled. I hugged myself into his chest. I frowned disapprovingly. "They are not DOGS, they are beautiful werewolves who would never try to hurt anybody, who have a kind, loving, sensitive heart." I added. Jake smiled at me. I grinned back. Edward snarled. "Just so you know, dog, I'm coming to the wedding." "Thanks, Edward!" I managed to say. Jacob rested his cheek against my hair. It was warm. I saw the forest inBella and Jacob Chapter 37 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Bella and Jacob Chapter 1Jacob smiled at me happily. He motioned for me to sit down on Billy's couch. I sat. Jacob took a deep breath and got down on his knee. Because I was not paying attention, I did not realize what was about to happen. Jacob threw his hand in his pocket, searching for something. He muttered something, then smiled nervously and dug out a small, leather covered box. "Um.... Bella, I wanted to say I love you so much, and I always will, so will you please-" he swallowed, "marry me?" My breath caught in my throat, and I looked at him with wide eyes, but I nodded. He sighed happily. Then he picked me up and looked at me with his, big, loving, soft, tender brown eyes. They were all shiny, I realized. "Thank you." he whispered, and pressed his warm lips against my cheek. "Go get a room." Edward nastily muttered under his breath.We whipped around, and Edward stood in the doorway. He must have just appeared, because he obviously did not hear the proposal by either of our private minds. I barely hearBella and Jacob Chapter 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Bella and Jacob Chapter 4I was on top of Charlie as he stared at me from the dirty ground. "Hello, Bella. Why are you on top of me?" Oh. "Um.." I glanced at Jacob. He imitated a car driving ad then the letters Pheonix. "Since I am getting married to Jacob-" I looked at him and he nodded "We are going to Pheonix to get married." My mouth watered with the savory smell of Charlie's blood. It smelled like strawberries, fresh picked and ripe. "Why are you so... pale?" he asked. "Oh, I was... trying on powder for the wedding." "Why is it all over your arms and legs?" I looked at my tank top and wished I had brought a jacket along. "Well, I sorta.. spilled it, you know how clumsy I am." "Why are your eyes black?" I thought about this one. "Contacts." I quickly replied, uneasy. "Why is the hollow under your eyes black?" "Well, while my mascara was on, I sorta broke down thinking of the big day, and not all of it would come off." These were fairly good excuses, I guess. "Why are you so beautiful?" he asked. "Think of iBella and Jacob Chapter 47 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Jacob and BellaI snuggled deeper into the soft cotton sheets.Jacob and Bella6 years ago in General More Like This
My mind drifting aimlessly in and out of warm dreams.
The silk night gown that clung loosely to my body, made me feel beautiful and content, the white lace lining the edges of small dress tickled my skin peacefully.
A smile drifted across my lips from time to time as I thought of Jacob.
I slowly began to notice the absence of where Jacob should be in the small twin bed that we shared.
I rolled to my left side, and the movement sharpened my senses, until my heavy eyelids drifted open.
I brought my hand up to the sheets next to me, touching the heated space. He hadn't been gone for long.
I sat up, and rubbed the sleep from my eyes. My body felt Heavy, like it always did after waking up.
I lifted my hand and pressed it gently to my pregnant tummy, and rubbed slow soft circles. " I love you" I whispered to the small bump growing under the smooth silk of my nightgown as I spread my fingers across my stomach.
I dropped my fingers and swung my le
Jacob and BellaThere was a soft knock at my door, I ran over to open it. Standing there was an angel, with dark eyes and dark hair. Jacob. He held his arms out, I jumped into them and kissed him with so much passion it was unbelievable.Jacob and Bella7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
He laughed, "Hi."
I giggled, "Hi." I kissed him again, tangeling my fingers in his hair. My face was flushed.
Without breaking the kiss, Jacob walked us over to the couch and layed me down, bracing himself with his hands over me. He had no shirt on, only a pair of sweatpants. I ran my hand over the planes in his chest. He slid his hand under my shirt, causing me to shiver. Jake and I had been together for about 6 months now, and we did this once a day at least. At first it made me nervous, but now I've gotton used to it.
"Shh, Charlie's sleeping..." I whispered.
"You wanna go to your room then?" he asked, picking me up. I nodded. He walked quietly up the stairs, and sat me on my bed. He pushed the door shut behind him. He turned my fan on, knowing that after a few min
Jacob and Bella Chapter 7Just as I was about to open the door to show Jacob my amazing outfit, Emily hissed "NO! Keep it a surprise." Awww. Jacob wasn't going to see it? No, at least not until tommorow. "Then how am I going to get out of here?" They (Leah and Emily) grinned devilishly, and Emily giggled. "You're not. Remember how your little Edward used to monitor you while you slept?" This time, Leah snickered. "W-" I started to say, but they were already out the door. I sighed, and slowly started drinking absentmindedly, finishing off a third. I practiced breathing, and acting normal.Jacob and Bella Chapter 77 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
1 Day Later, 50 Minutes Before the Wedding
A hurried banging echoed on my door. Emily opened it, nervous. "Common, we are going to be late for the wedding! Jacob and all the others are in Sam's car, and mine, the Cullens are in the Volvo and the Porsche 911. They are about to leave! You are going with the Cullens, um... in the Volvo." She tugged at my hand urgently, quickly. "Wait! Where are you going?" I spluttered. "Um, Sam's
Sarah Faire Tralier!Check out the trailer croonstreet made to promote "Sarah Faire"! It's amazing!Sarah Faire Tralier!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Bella and Jacob Chapter 2"Bella? Bella!" Jacob's worried voice streamed through my ears. He snarled angrily. "I'll kill Edward! I'LL KILL HIM!" He yelled. He mumbled something, obviously a stream of profanites. I opened my eyes. Jacob STANK. I wrinkled my nose. "Jacob!" I clutched myself against his white T-Shirt. "I love you." he sobbed. "I do too," I replied, "and if you truly love me, don't harm Edward." His black eyebrows narrowed angrily, but he nodded. "You do not know how much you reek." he laughed, and I did too. "Same feelings here, but I think I can tolerate it." He smiled. "I came up with a good excuse for Renee and Charlie." he smiled again. "What color are my eyes?" I asked. "Oh, black." "Oh, no!" I gasped. "What, is that bad?" "Yes, VERY. If my eyes are black, I'm thirsty, also if there is black under my eyes." "NO!" he howled with rage. "I need blood." I rasped. My throat was dry. A rabbit hopped along. I cursed under my breath, then dashed for the rabbit. Rabbits, which I always thought were veBella and Jacob Chapter 27 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
the art ofit was too late;the art of4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
far too late,
by the time my gaze found his
across the dim and drunken
tangle of a scene.
his eyes were dark, the color
of burning wood and
dust in a foreign country, the
kind of eyes my mother taught
me to fear, and rightly so;
i could already feel his
handprints welling in a
malady of black and
five-o-clock blue just
beneath my skin, bruises
deeper than bone
as i pushed my way