" In the world beyond the tale we turn the page and close the book, and we resume our lives. A life that is, like any other, unlike any other "
Today i saw for the first time my favorite book on screen , "the perks of being a wallflower" . my eyes are hard dry from too much crying , my cheeks are hurting and i guess it's from too much smiling , i don't know how can someone make such a beautiful characters . I love you all . I hope someday in my life i can meet them , i hope i can have a friend like Charlie , meet people like them . i wish i can have the luck to share my life , and all the moments cause , right now , i feel infinite .
i want you to tell me about every person you've ever been in love with . tell me why you love them , then tell me why they loved you . tell me about a day in your life you didn't thought you'd live through. I wanna know the first time you've felt uncomfortable in your own skin . and if that day still haunt you beneath your bones . do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or bounce in the bellies of snow ? and if you were to built a snowman , would you rip two branches from a tree to built your snowman arms ? Or would you leave the snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree ? And if you would , would you notice how much the tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you everytime you kiss him on the cheek ? do you kiss your friends on the cheek ? Do you sleep beside them when they're sad, even if it makes your loves mad ? Do you think that anger is a sincere emotion or just the timid of a fragile heart trying to beat away it's pain ? I want you to tell me all the ways you've been unkind . Tell me all the ways you've been cruel .I wanna know how much of your life you spend just giving . And if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes . I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other people's wounds .
"it's my insecurities that make me watch other people in a way they're not even aware of themselves , And slowly, although never on the spot, I am becoming their signs of beauty. I see myself in the mirror day after day and even so it takes some time to realize who I’ve become."
how do we get here ?
there is a place that i like to invite you all ,it will be my home from now on . this is a new artistic community called 500px . i am in here 500px.com/jyoujo
" ... it was nice to be alone, a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape .When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations... ... it’s not so unreasonable to grieve when it comes to an end...."
there is a place that i like to invite you all ,it will be my home from now on . this is a new artistic community called 500px . i am in here jyoujo on 500px.com
You don’t even have to introduce yourself if you don’t want to, i don’t need an a/s/l, we don’t have to do the “hey whats up” thing, you can just say “so at school yesterday this idiot said…” in my note box and I will gladly converse with you. Like seriously I will just talk to you like we’re best friends.
Can you be an adjunct in a person's life? Someone who people does not consider or give much importance. Could you be the right person, but only at times ? Is this a deficiency ? From whom? Would that be right? Should we learn how to accept our importance in the right moments ? Or should we take more pride or self-esteem to the point of not accepting certain situations. ..
if anyone could actually feel , really feel what this is all about . people can google and get answer but that doesn't mean that just because they have the facts, they know (feel) how awful this is .
lately , i doubt anyone feels anything at all but themselves, but their painful lives . the most hard workers ,the most busiest . people are always like this these days .
i am sure they are and only they . life can be like this for others too but , why should anyone care .
well , i do .
not that this can change anything. or solve the world hunger ,or that i can actually stop the time of their lives , so many can get some resolved, conclusion ,or let them breath before another things strikes .
something might change in here , i need this change . to make it something , not to blame things or just be cursing it around . to take responsibility over , to take the charge .
to be blamed about .
i can do that .
i think i just found my answer .
and i can might just understand judas part in the bible after all .
not bad for a asian to comprehend .
to whom it may concern .
dA , this is nothing but conceptual . i can only hope for some respect . if you think this is a statue , if this is what you see . this is not an artistic site at all .
we were supposed to see beyond our eyes and to feel beyond them same . and to express over . In my culture , this is an expression form . it might be a statue for some , but it's a lot more . it's nothing but everything else actually. with all do respect .
Honey I know, I know, I know times are changing. It's time we all reach out for something new, That means you too
I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to be some kind of friend. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you underneath the purple rain.