He's the reason for my existence, my reason to go on
My life takes on a whole new meaning whenever he logs on
When I talk to him, it's like talking directly to happiness
And when he's gone, I die inside. he's the only one I miss.
I love him from afar, though we're so close together
He doesn't know how strong I feel, but maybe it's for the better
Maybe it's best he stay in the dark, oblivious to my thoughts
'Cause maybe something bad would happen if I were ever to be caught
Confused by how I feel inside towards someone I call my brother
And as wrong as this may seem, I couldn't love another
He's everything I've ever wanted, we're one and the same
And for me to be his sister, he would think me insane
But I can't help it, he's the only one willing to accept me
Yet he can't see it, my love for him is enough to make my heart bleed
I need him with me at all times, we're close and yet so far
I look up into the night sky and see him in the stars
I would walk on broken glass, barefoot to see
Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 1)Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 1)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Sometimes, people aren't always what they appear. Anybody else would think this was referring to his adorable appearance with his evil core. But you know that's not the case. Nobody's evil for no reason. He lives in the cold, he has no friends, and his sister is a demon. You showed him the love you knew he really needed. You saw him as your soul mate. You didn't care what kind of bloody pulp he might have saw you as.
You and Ivan were sitting in his living room doing nothing in particular,. You were staring at Ivan as he played a gruesome video game that he borrowed from Alfred. "H-hey, I-Ivan?" you asked nervously. He paused his game and stared at you with those impossibly beautiful violet eyes. Your heart skipped a beat or two. "I was wondering what..." You stopped your question, already fearing his answer. "Yes?" He pressed with an innocence that was somehow intimidating. "I was w-wondering what you thought of me?" you asked him, blushing. You turned your head to hide the rose-pink
Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 2)Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 2)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
~somewhat Russia's point of view~
He was wondering when you were finally going to tell him. He always saw the way you looked at him. How your (e/c) eyes would glow when they met his. The pain that tainted your beautiful features when others avoided him. And the concern that you showed when he had his "dark moments". He knew you loved him. He felt the same for you. Because you understood him. And you didn't show fear towards him. you cared enough about him to be his roommate; something nobody else in their right mind would do.
Ivan stroked your (h/l)(h/c) hair until you came too. "Welcome back, da." He greeted you with a warm smile. You sat up and managed to smile back at him. "How long was I out?" You uttered, embarrassed. "30 minutes." He answered. You blushed in embarrassment. He chuckled. You were so cute when you blushed. He pressed his forehead to yours so your eyes met. "I love you too." He said and kissed you passionately.
~somewhat your point of view~
Your heart r
Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 4)Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 4)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
You woke up and your surroundings were much different. There was a light above your head and a computer across the mysterious room. You noticed America and France standing above you with hair caps, masks, and gloves. You looked beside you and saw Ivan. He smiled and sighed, relieved that you had made it. "Dude, she's alive!" America yelled, excited. France smacked him upside the head. "Be quiet. Her ears must be sensitive from the guns and bombs from last week." He scolded. Wait...last week? You were out for a week? Your neck and shoulder were kinda sore still. You weakly reached up to feel your shoulder. It was stitched. Russia took your hand and lay it across your stomach. "Don't touch your stitched, da." He whispered. You nodded, but didn't speak. Your whole neck was sore so you weren't sure if you could yet.
"(Name), you're in ze hospital. We stitched your wounds and you should be healed in a week or two." France explained. You nodded. "Okay." You whispered in experiment. It didn't
Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 5)Russia!xReader! - Stay With Me (chapter 5)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
~Later on in the day~
France and America were goofing off, playing computer games while Ivan had fallen asleep. You stroked his hair as Matthew, the young male nurse, had walked back into the room with an update on China. "Yao is responding now, but he has internal bleeding in one of his kidneys." He informed you sadly. You covered your mouth in shock. "I-I have to go see him." You said with tears in your eyes. He had saved your life. If it weren't for him, (and England of course), you wouldn't be alive right now. Matthew nodded. "Be careful getting up. You have an IV in your arm." he said as you got up so he could lead you to China's room. You looked up and sure enough, there was an IV next to you. It had blood in it. You and the nurse walked down the halls. You looked up at him. "Who's the blood doner?" You asked curiously. He looked down at you. "Ivan Braginski." He answered with a smile. You couldn't believe it. First of all, how did you have the same blood type? And also, he donat
StrangeStrange1 year ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Maybe it's true, what they say
I'm different from the rest
I don't like the same things as they (do)
And I know that I'm not the best
But with a little understanding,
You'll see that i'm not deranged
But I don't do the things they're demanding
So all of them just call me strange
Just 'cause I talk with some sense
and my skin is a little bit lighter
A different opinion of what music is
And some completely different desires
They call me a freak of a girl
But still I'll never change
'Cause I'd hate to live in their world
Where being yourself is so strange
RussiaXReader: In The Dark pt.4RussiaXReader: In The Dark pt.41 year ago in Romance More Like This
((WARNING: Contains fluffy Russian goodness.))
You blinked once with a blank look on your face before you looked at the Russian with a slightly scared look on your face.
"I..I had not thought about it, I have been too busy, but I'm late, by a week and a half I..I don't know "
Russia pulled you into his lap as he continued to rub your stomach, his expression was thoughtful as he gazed off into space before finally looking down at you and kissing your forehead gently.
"We need to find out, malyy podsolnechnik, just know that I will be here for you the whole time, no matter what, da?"
You nodded weakly and closed your eyes again, resting against Ivan.
~This time skip brought you by Flying mint bunny brand ice cream, flavors crafted by England himself!~
You sat nervously in the chair in the waiting room of the doctor's office with Ivan sitting beside you, he was calm and collected looking, as where you kept biting your thumbnail or bouncing your foot nervously as you waited. You
RussiaXReader: In The Dark pt.3RussiaXReader: In The Dark pt.32 years ago in Romance More Like This
~~~Two weeks later ~~~
Two weeks had passed since your night in the dark with Russia and you smiled happily to yourself as you made your way to his home.
You had had to go back to work the following morning, if you hadn't there would have been hell to pay with your boss, and you just did not want to deal with that. So you had gone back home and then waited patiently for the next day you had off, you got lucky since you had a three day weekend only a few weeks later, and you looked forward to that, you wanted to spend some more time with your Russian lover. A smile once again crept its way onto your face as you thought about the sunflowers he kept sending you, and the phone calls you had shared, most of them resulted in you staying up far too late and not getting enough sleep over the past two weeks, but you had never been happier, you did not even notice that you were tired.
You had a bag of your clothes and anything else you might need in it for your stay with Russia. The
RussiaXReader The Sleeping Sunflower the Sleeping SunflowerRussiaXReader The Sleeping Sunflower1 year ago in Romance More Like This
Russia X Reader
Request for nadeshikofan
Story by lilacgiraffe </i>
You winced as your head hit the wall of lockers behind you but you still managed to smirk up at the red eyes with your own flashing (e/c) eyes. You placed a leg between his.
"Do you really want to do this again, Gilbert?" You sigh.
"Ah-ah," He replied with a shake of his head. "You can't fight me, remember? Even in self-defense," He recited from the rule book that you had to memorize, "A second offence will result in expulsion from Gakuen Hetalia. And you just punched me yesterday." He grinned like a devil at your widened eyes. "You can't do anything to me." Gilbert whispered into your ear. You shuddered and squeezed your eyes shut. You couldn't get expelled; you had spent all you had to get in.