CUT Chapter 2
Someone told me that love, true love, comes from the cuts you give yourself. And for the longest time I thought that was true. I thought it was the only way to feel free. I thought only I, and I alone can show myself the love I've always wanted.
I really did think that… Until I met Ludwig…
3/23/2008 Mood: Thankful
Driving to the store, I tried to block the people I loved from my mind. It makes it easier to hurt myself, not only that but pleasurable thinking no one would care. I stopped at a stoplight, being the only one on that strip, I thought about driving off the road. When the light turned green my thoughts changed and I reached the convenience store.
While in there; I went straight to the alcohol and wine. I was there for a while before grabbing a case of Bacardi, Red Wine, and E. Guigal Cotes Du Rhone. Gladly, I didn't need an ID nor did I have to pay for any of it. A friend of mine, Kenneth, works there and payed for me.
"Yo, Feli. I didn't know they let you out already."
CUT Chapter 1CUT Chapter 12 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I'm sorry. I really want you to believe me. To be with me…"
"I want to be with you too… But I can't… You'll only hurt me."
"No! I promise… I promise I won't. I just want you to be happy."
"Through everything, how is staying with you will make me any happier?"
Today is my first day in six months that I get to leave that mental hospital. I'm glad I'm finally out, I mean, I could have hurt myself in there... Or not. To send me to a crazy house was Antonio's fault. And yet, he's here to greet and take me home.
I don't hate him but I am mad. I can't show it though. My mind won't let me. Instead, it does what it always does when I hide from my real thoughts. It puts on a fake smile, witch I'm good at, and waves as if I was dying to see him. But I wasn't. There was only one person I want to see, the man who made me like this.
"Feli, I'm so happy to see you! We've missed you so much!" He ran up to me hugged me. I had to hug him back; I couldn't show him what I
CUT Chapter 3CUT Chapter 32 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"He never really liked you. He only wanted sex. That's all people like him only care about. If I could, I would have you stay away from him. But I can't, so watch your back, Feli." Though, he were so young, those words from Lovino hit me hard. It hurts to think about it…
That morning when I woke up, the bed was empty. I looked over to stare out window. The sun blinded me but I didn't look away. This time, it really did hurt to keep starting at it. It's never really done that before.. .
I turned back over after some time, wishing Ludwig was still here. "Where did he go?" I asked myself. I wasn't able to think every long, the door to the room swung open. Sadly, it wasn't Ludwig, but you can say the next best thing. Gilbert smiled as he saw me and came over, sitting beside me.
"Hey Feli-chan! Why are you still in bed? It's almost three thirty in the afternoon." He asked, running his fingers through my hair.
"I… I don't know. I don't really sleep this long… Where's Luddy?"
CUT Chapter 4CUT Chapter 42 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
After the lunch thing, we drove back in silence. I was nervous to say anything and I don’t know why Gil didn’t talk. When we got back to the house I got out and stormed upstairs, getting my things and left. I didn’t talk to Ludwig or Gil. I just left walking to the nearest bus stop and called Antonio to pick me up.
Maybe it was because I was confused but Antonio said I was crying on the phone and my eyes were red. “I-I wasn’t crying...” I mumbled to him in the car. I was laying across the back seat trying to sleep but he wasn’t stop talking.
“You were... Did something happened? I told you to call me if anything happened.”
“I know what you said...” I laid down in the back seat and cried to myself. I felt really bad now, and that’s just over kissing Gilbert! Ludwig can’t know about it. Even though I hate not telling him things I still have a couple of stuff I can’t bring myself to tell him.
CUT Chapter 5CUT Chapter 52 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The knock scared me, almost made me fall to the floor. I sighed and went over, slowly opening the door as far as the chained latch would let me. Peaking though I could see Ludwig’s face. He had this small smile but he looked sad. “Guten Tag.. Can I come in?” He asked. I choked on my words so I just nodded, taking off the latch and letting him him.
“I-is something wrong?” My voice was cracking. Was I a little too worried? “Did something happened?”
“No, nothing’s wrong... It isn’t much of a big deal, really. I just wanted to come by and see you.” He smiled, trying to hide the fact that he’s been crying. I can tell. But why? Why was he crying and why isn’t he telling me. My mind went wandering, the fact that he wouldn’t tell me fucked me up.
“L-Ludwig... You’re eyes are red and your face took try. Please tell me... Did.. Did I do something...?” He looked at me and started to laugh. A deep
Germany x Italy: GerIta pt. 2Ludwig stomped off mad and frustrated with his feelings. He knew exactly where Feliciano ran off to; whenever Ludwig was mad at him, Feliciano would run to the bathroom. It was silly for a grown man to do so, but for Feliciano it was really logical. Ludwig knocked on the door of the bathroom violently.Germany x Italy: GerIta pt. 23 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Feliciano who was inside, jumped up and went to the door holding the knob, as if keeping something from coming in; Ludwig knew that Feliciano was probably scared so he tried to calm down as soon as possible. But then he began to think What if he actually likes Arthur? Then I have nothing to say about how he should live his life if he is happy. Ludwig sighed and knocked once more, but softer.
"We're about to start again, we need you there." Ludwig said softly.
Feliciano's heart thumped in his chest with hearing that sentence. I can't even look at him like this! He thought, He'll think dreadful! Little did he know, Ludwig knew everything that had happened.
Germany x Italy: GerIta pt. 1Ludwig Bielschmidt and Feliciano Vargas were the starring roles of a new show called Hetalia. They both went to film school together and were very close. Feliciano was a total loser who didn't know how to defend himself, which is why he decided to hang out more with Ludwig. Ludwig was German that alone made anyone fear him in filming school. However, they were both excellent actors. Feliciano was always the playing the sidekick while, Ludwig was the villain.Germany x Italy: GerIta pt. 13 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
They both were getting tired of the same derogatory roles so they decided to try out the show Hetalia. They were both surprised that they got the main roles. Ludwig went to go pick Feliciano up from his house. Feliciano came out of his house, looking very cute in his tight jeans and his Italian pride handkerchief with a plain white t-shirt and a black jean jacket.
"Hey~! Guess what?!" Feliciano had not gotten in the car yet.
"Get in the car before we are late!"
"My brother got the part as my brother! So, can we take him with us?" H
GermanyxItalyxReader Sick"Hey Italy! Huh? What's wrong?" (Name) asked as a flustered Italy opened the door.GermanyxItalyxReader Sick3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Germany! He passed out and I don't know why! Please help me!" He said quickly as he ran up the stairs, leaving (Name) to process what he just said. When she finally realized what he said she ran to follow him up the stairs.
Italy was kneeling next to Germany, who was out cold on the floor, patting his head trying to get him to wake up, "Germany! Wake up! (Name)'s here! She's going to help us!"
"Don't hit his head Italy!" (Name) warned, she sighed and knelt down too. She felt Germany's forehead and saw his cheeks were flushed a deep red and his skin clammy, "He has a fever, I think he's just sick "
"Sick?! Germany never gets sick! He must be dying!" Italy started to sob.
(Name) lightly smacked his cheek, "Italy! He's not dying, he
~2P!England and England: Opposites do not attract~~2P!England and England: Opposites do not attract~2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
-----Opposites do not attract-------
I was reading the local paper, when I happened across an ad in the paper looking for a baker. I desperately needed a job since I got laid off at my other one for reasons I shan't explain. The person who was advertising was Arthur Kirkland. "Hmm. Where have I heard that name before?" Scratching my head I sat the paper down and took a sip of my tea. While I was drinking it, I turned my attention out to the giant window. It was covered with perspiration from the humidity and rain coming down from it outside.
When I finished my breakfast, I got dressed in my normal attire. A white long sleeved button down shirt, with a pink vest, blue bow and khaki pants. Don't question me poppit. Before I left, I put on my black leather trench coat and grabbed my resume I had made so many times before, my blue with pink polka-dotted umbrella, and headed out the door. I stopped at a stop sign and looked around me. I noticed it had
Fandom Meme -:HETALIA CRACK YAOI:-Pick 12 characters from a fandom and number them one to twelve, then answer these cracktastic questions...Fandom Meme -:HETALIA CRACK YAOI:-2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
9. N. Italy
10. S. Italy
1. Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fic? Do you want to?
Hmmm... a Spain/Japan fic..? *Stupid Grin* I never had but it would seem so damn adorable~ xD I don't think anyone would ever write this xD If I want to read it? .... *laughs like a retarded hyena* ...Yes :I
Spain's eyes glanced towards the Japanese man as his arm tried to reach a book in the top shelf, none would of guessed Spain would be there but he needed a book on how to handle a child southern Italian, thus encountering the petite male, Spain quickly walked over with a small smile and grabbed the book Japan was reaching for and noticed how short he is compared to the spainiard. Japan blushed at the sudden closeness of the smiling male and pushed himself closer to the shelv
UsUK Chapter 1Chapter 1UsUK Chapter 12 years ago in Drama More Like This
Alfred held his mother's hand tighter as he walked into Hetalia Academy Elementary. He looked up at his mother. “Mommy... I'm scared... I liked my last school more...”
His mother rubbed his hand. “It's okay darling. You'll be fine. I'm sure there's lots of nice kids here.”
Alfred squeezed his mom's hand tighter as she opened the door to his second grade classroom. There were kids everywhere. He hid behind his mother's back as the teacher came up to her.
“Hello!” The teacher smiled brightly. “I'm Mr. Vargas.” He held out his hand out to Alfred mother and she shook it. He knelled next to her. “You must be Alfred. I've heard you're very smart.”
Alfred nodded and hid his face in his mother's dress. His mother looked at Mr. Vargas. “I'm sorry. He's kinda shy and nervous about the new school.”
He shook his head. “Naw it's okay.” He reached out a hand to Alfred. “Hey... You wanna go meet your n
War effort Ch 18 previewWar effort Ch 18 preview2 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Alfred!" Arthur Kirkland blindly called out to his counterpart.
He was alone in a dark room, cold and scared. He had no idea how he'd gotten there and he had no idea how to get out.
Where are my kids? he thought to himself. Are they okay? Where am I?
"Alfred!" he called out once again, tears coming to his emerald eyes. He looked around for a few minutes before giving up, deciding to sit on the floor instead. He allowed the tears to flow as he brought his knees to his chest . "Alfred!" he called desperately. "Isabelle! Sydney! Someone please!" he began to sob as silence answered his strangled pleas. He looked down at his feet, not even sure if they were really there with all of the darkness. "Please…" he whispered.
"Arthur?" a voice suddenly called. Arthur looked up to see the silhouette of a man standing in an open doorway ahead of him. He squinted, trying to make out the image before him. The man began to walk towards him, laughing the ent
UkUs - Village Vampire Ch. 3UkUs - Village Vampire Ch. 32 years ago in Romance More Like This
His green eyes opened, almost in fright, having no sense of time. Sitting up, noticing how the darkness remained by his side, Arthur's clothing and Alfred were absence from the room. "Did I sleep through the whole day?" His hand lifted the thick cloth over the window, burning sunlight stung across his flesh. He cursed and hissed loudly, hand twitching hard from skin bubbling red.
Alfred turned his head from the kitchen, hearing a noise. "Arthur? Is that you? About time you got up. It's late in the afternoon, I was getting worried."
The demon bit his lip to stop his scream and stuffed his hand under the pillow, hiding the red boils. "Yes. I just slept a deep slumber."
"Well, that's understandable really, you lost much blood last night. Just give me a moment and I'll bring you some food." The blonde looked over to the living room, looking to see if Rosa had waken up, sighed when he realized she was still asleep. "What do you care to eat?"
Arthur would take blades and gun shot wounds
APH: 7 Minutes in Heaven: AMERIPANAPH: 7 Minutes in Heaven: AMERIPAN2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
America reached in and started searching around. After a while he pulled his hand back out.
"Interesting! Japan you are up." America said as he held up an iron fan. Japan sighed and stood up and took his fan away from America. Then he tentatively reached into the box. After blindly searching around for a bit he grasped something that felt like a rectangular cloth. Curious he pulled it out and immediately put on a poker face.
The cloth was actually a tri-colored flag. But instead of being horizontally or vertically split it had thirteen red and white stripes. And on one of the top corners there was a blue square with fifty white stars on it.
"Alright! Looks like you chose the hero!" America shouted as he grabbed Japan and practically dragged him into the closet before closing the closet door behind him.
"Be careful Amerika-san," Japan spoke as the closet door closed. "I could have accidently cut you with the tessen."
"Huh? How could you have cut me with the fan?"
"It's made out of iron
Hetalia Music MemeMusic Meme: HetaliaHetalia Music Meme2 years ago in Humor More Like This
Set your music player on shuffle.
Choose a paring/character/whatever to write about.
Write a ficlet for the first ten songs that come on you only have the amount of time of the song. No going over!
So I'm choosing to write about GerIta! This might be a bad idea, he's so innocent I can image this going wrong...but whatever! //shot
1. Little Black Submarines by The Black Keys
Germany sighed, running a hand through his hair. Italy was with Japan, collecting fruits on the island. How could Italy be so cheerful at a time like this? A time of war? And to make matters worse, they were stuck, vulnerable and lost, on an island. During war. Any normal man would be crying. Then again, none of them were normal. Italy could be so blind sometimes, it made Germany wonder what went through the rascal's head. He had such a dark past, too...Germany wished he had that bravery.
2. Handlebars by Flobots (lol wut)
"Look at me Germany! No hands, VEEE~!!" Italy boasted as he peddled
GermanyxItalyGermany slowly woke up to Italy's shuddering in the middle of the night. He drowsily opened his eyes and saw the corner of Italy's lips twitching as he dreamed, the full moon shone through their window providing only pale light to see. Italy soon began talking in his sleep, something about an alien, pasta, and a psychotic France. Germany smiled to himself as he listened to Italy talk; it was funny, some nice entertainment to wake up to. He looked down and noticed his arm was wrapped protectively around Italy's chest, 'Every single time I wake up at night I'm holding him ' he thought to himself. Germany knew he loved Italy, but he was unsure of how to show it but it seemed like at night when they were sleeping, showing Italy this little bit of love was easy. Germany looked back up at Italy's face, he looked like an angel: eyes lightly closed, pink lips open just slightly, and his golden-brown hair brushing against hiGermanyxItaly3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
+Cookie+Canada smiled slightly as he slid the pan into the oven and closed it carefully, then pushed the timer button and set it with small beeps coming from the machine.+Cookie+2 years ago in Romance More Like This
He sighed contentedly and picked up Kumijirou, carrying him into the living room and setting him down on the couch. Canada sat down on the couch and yawned slightly.
The door opened for a moment then closed, and Canada instantly knew it was either America... Or Prussia. He blushed lightly at the thought of the Albino.
Said Prussian walked into the living room, looking at Canada curiously. " The awesome me smells cookies... You can cook something other than Pancakes?!" He gasped in mock horror.
Canada pouted and threw a small pillow at Prussia, who easily caught it. "Aw come on Birdie, I was just joking." Canada still pouted. "It wasn't funny." Prussia stepped in front of the Canadian. "Do I need to tickle you to get that smile back~?"
Canada looked up instantly in horror. "Nooooo!" Prussia laughed and stepped back as the oven
Around the world in 90 days (America X Reader)Around the world in 90 days (America X Reader)2 years ago in Settings More Like This
You are wandering around New York City. You are lost so you decide to ask for directions. You tap a young man's shoulder. "Excuse me." you say. He turns around. "Hello." he smiles at you. "My name is Alfred." he says to you smiling. You shake his hand. "My name is ________. Do you know how to get to Manhattan form China town?" you ask quietly. "Yes. You go a few blocks that way. Say, are you new to New York?" he asked. "Yes, a bit." you say shy. "No prob. I will show you around." he replies. He gestures to follow him. "Come on. I know my way around New York." he says. You follow him to a town that is very lively. "This is China town." he points. He leads you a few blocks away. "This is close to Manhattan." he says. "Thank you." you say shy and walk toward Manhattan. He runs to you. "Wait!" he calls to you. You turn around. He places his hand on your shoulder. "Can I join you?" he asked out of breath. You give a small nod. He runs next to you. "What are you doing in New York?" he asks.
Small Problems Ch.2 (USUK)Arthur flinched back again, cursing his luck. He stared up at Alfred's face and started shaking a bit. He would never admit it, no, but he was a bit afraid. He stayed still and silent, though, and hoped the taller nation would pass it off as an illusion.Small Problems Ch.2 (USUK)2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Alfred kept staring at him. "...Are you, like a fairy now or something?"
Out of anger, Arthur finally found his voice. "Of course not, you idiot!" he managed to shout up.
Alfred's confused face turned into a grin. "Dude...then what the hell happened?"
"I-I don't know..." Arthur muttered. He really didn't know what had gone wrong. It should be Alfred small and him normal-sized!
"What do you mean you don't know? It was apparently something YOU did! I mean, if you don't burn the food or drinks you make, course you're gonna screw it up somehow!" Alfred replied, grinning.
"Shut up! I'll figure it out, just go away!"
"Go away?! Dude, I'm a hero, I totally haveta help you now!" Alfred reached out with both hands, gently poking Arthur with one
APH:PruCan 'I Made Mistakes.. And I'm Sorry'Anime: Hetalia (Human/School AU)APH:PruCan 'I Made Mistakes.. And I'm Sorry'2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Pairing: PruCan - Prussia/Gilbert and Canada/Matthew
Genre: Angst, Romance, School
Summary: Gilbert has made a grave mistake, and he may pay for it.. dearly.
Sorry if this is so short.. it's only a mini prologue. I wanted to get feedback and see if people wanted more.
If there was one thing in my life that I could change, I wouldn't have rejected Matt's confession. It was only a few weeks ago, before the senior prom, and all through high school I've had this serious problem about keeping my self image. I was the awesome jock that had all the girls drooling at his feet. The truth is, though.. I've been gay since middle school. I never thought that I would become so conceited that I would.. hurt my best friend like that. Every time I close my eyes, I can still see the pain and shock on his face when I had laughed off his words and said that I ha
Italy X Reader: It will all be okayItaly X Reader: It will all be okay3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Feliciano let out another blood-curling scream as he felt an aftershock in one of his towns. You cringed in fear, never seeing Feliciano in so much pain. It began in the night, around 4 in the morning; he woke up suddenly, shaking and sat up. You, being wrapped in his arms, also woke up, worried.
"Feliciano honey, Is everything alright?" You ask him as his face displayed a pained expression. He gripped his head and screamed in pain. You sat up quickly and shook him, "Feliciano! Feliciano are you okay!" You cried. He shook his head violent and cried out. He gripped your shoulders tightly, so tight that it hurt you, and stared into your [e/c] eyes,
"Please (name) make the pain go away!" He cried to you. You hug him crying form as hugged your tightly.
"It's okay Feli, its okay, don't cry, it will all soon go away." You said in a soothing voice. Soon, you felt what he'd been crying about. Your bed began to shake and as did everything in the room. Your eyes