Immortals: Insulsum LibraI have contemplated 'Love' for the ever long duration of my never ending life. It has yet to become a concept that I can comprehend, and for one simple reason: In all the years that my heart has beat and breath has continued to be an unconscious action, I have not yet felt the overwhelmingly warm emotion. I have felt the affectionate emotion I deem to call love toward those who share my blood – though it is a small number that I say so to truthfully – but it hardly feels as if it were a complete version of the emotion.
Everyone who has loved has hated. Love does not exist without the malicious emotion of hatred. In all my days, I have not yet learned to hate. It is a foreign concept to my body, mind, and soul. I will not hate in the life I am to live, and if that keeps me from knowing love, then so be it; that shall be my tragic Legend.
The Immortal who knew neither love nor hatred.
Both emotions are incomprehensible to me. How could one feel such feelings? Love, complete love, comes w
The MirrorMy heart burst into a million shards of glassThe Mirror2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And you tried to pick them up one by one
Did you not care that you cut yourself?
Drops of blood fell from your fingertips
As I watched you pathetically, laying on the floor
Why did you love me so much?
A single stumble - you fell breaking the shards even worst
But you, my beautiful darling, kept on going
Are you not tired of me?
Try putting me back together
And I come back
But what is life without you?
Devil's WineI drank the Devil's wineDevil's Wine2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As we were sitting on my bed
His bright eyes gleaming
I had swallowed my death
In my nightmares
My skin is splitting
My face is shriveling
And my bones sanguine
My hear is ice
My lungs are fire
My body burns
As my breath freezes
A blood-curling scream
Scratching at my soul
God, help me please!
There goes the Devil's laughter
For my tongue is gone
As is my final breath
I drank the Devil's wine
Who am I?My life has become a hazeWho am I?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I have forgotten my namesake
Who am I in the darkest hours of the day?
There's a little girl who walks down the road
Making mistakes I try to correct
And she looks too much like me
A little boy watches her go
He laughs at her
But in the end, there's nothing left of him
Who are you in the darkest hours of the day?
Don't Kill YourselfI only wish to give you hopeDon't Kill Yourself2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I can grant you nothing else
I only wish to save you
Because you're killing yourself inside
Forgive me if I take away your sanity
Take away your will to die
Know that I will always love you
Whether or not you commit to lie
Your feelings are what have been given
Your wishes are a disarray
I will be here for you until the day
The day you stop telling me to go away
Night and Day: 1st Day: Chapter 1Chapter 1: My sob storyNight and Day: 1st Day: Chapter 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
My throat was itchy. I coughed. Maybe I was thirsty? Was I dehydrated? Was I getting sick again?
I looked at the cold, bare trees outside. It was winter and it was cold outside. The twins' birthday was just tomorrow and I still hadn't picked up their present from the store. It was bought and wrapped, just waiting to be taken home.
I shook my hair out with my fingers.
"What's shaking, oh darling niece of mine?" my uncle Callum asked grinning and rubbing my head as though I were a toddler.
"What did you get the twins' for tomorrow?" I asked looking up at him.
All Royals were breathtakingly beautiful. My uncle stood tall with his dark looks. The Dark family had darker looks. He had
It's all in your head...She heard the music in her headIt's all in your head...2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Even when she slept in her bed
The tune was never ending
The tone was forever bending
She scarred her face to make it stop
Her world exploded with a pop
Don't hurt my baby, please
My, my, the fates are such a tease
I'll laugh and cry
Meanwhile she'll die
The music is in her mind
Lovely DisgustThe World was BeautifulLovely Disgust2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Filled with ever changing Colors and Lights
People would Evolve, becoming Miraculous
But then I saw a Change that was far from Greatness
Everything became Nasty and riddled with Disgust
It all grew into something Wrong and Impure
My Hatred for the People I used to Love started to Grow
Just as their Filthiness Grew
And I thought of ways to Light them All on Fire
But like Armored Knights they came
My Friends I had previously Abandoned
And they showed me the unfiltered light within the
Don't Grow UpAnd while other children turn and goDon't Grow Up2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Forget their dreams and wishes
I'll stay here
A pearl in the dark
ForeverI want you to devour meForever2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tear me apart
Kick me around
And then kiss me
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear
Drive me crazy
Up the wall
Until we fall apart
Like castle ruins
Bloody RedYou are painted in redBloody Red3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Red and black and white
Splattered across your lips
Your eyes are painted in green
The witch eyes of a queen
Empty black pupils
Your hand is painted with soft cream
Nails the color of your soul
Your body is painted with black lace
Curling over curves
In a lonely dying embrace
Your soul is painted in ribbons
Of your hopes and dreams
Of all the fallen
2. Love, Shadows, and the Sun He had no idea how great her love was, and the second he realized how great her love was he lost her.2. Love, Shadows, and the Sun2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And he had loved her just as much. What was he to do with love that couldn't do anything? He left it to die in the Shadows, and there the Sun never came.
His love stood frozen and numb. So long had it been in ice that when the Sun shined again the love cracked and started to destroy itself; to break.
Only the Sun's fire could melt the ice, but the Sun was so furious, sad. And so, the Sun stopped shining until the day love continued to live between them again.
Who knows when the day will come?
Cracking UpThis is insanityCracking Up2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The feeling you get when you watch blood run through the cracks in the sidewalk
That laughter you feel bubbling up inside of you isn't bad
Because this is insanity
3. Simply LightThis is the beginning of your sight3. Simply Light2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
What shines in the dark of night
It is for what they fight
Healing the villains poisonous bite
Glowing the color white
You say it helps fight the blight
The heart of my knight
The beauty leaves my heart feeling tight
Bonded by our plight
They become a wright
I use it to write
It is Light
Unsaid Words and Death"It hurts"Unsaid Words and Death2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
That's all she can say
As she stares into the dark moor
Into the emptiness
And she's dying
But no one can save her
She tells me words that pierce my heart
Words that take turn in stabbing my soul
"You can't save me"
Murmurs said so sweetly
Do you know who you are in death?
"I love you"
I love you too
But saying so will kill me with you
4. As the DarkEven as I live4. As the Dark2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Even as I love you
Even as I die
All I see is Darkness
Rotting ThroneThere were many people who fell that day. I was not one of them. But then the rest started to break, like aged puppets. I was not one of them.Rotting Throne3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
But then I looked around at the residue. Straying souls, empty bodies, black eyes, and the smell of lost hope in the air.
One person pushed their self over the edge, to fall and to break. Like an aged puppet with broken strings. But it was not just a puppet, it was a marionette.
That person was me.
I fell to fix the cruel sadness. And I came back. We all did.
But we had forgotten.
Never forget your scars. They will grow. You will forget to heal them, mend them. And so they grow. Grow. Grow. Grow.
They grew. Grew. Grew. Grew.
And again, many people started to fall. A second time. The rest to break. A second time. But I was not either of them.
They were imbeciles.
I stayed on my throne. Ruled all of nothingness.
Then the impossible happened...
I started to rot. Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot.
1. Introduction (edited)I'll give you an introduction1. Introduction (edited)2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
One that never ends
Because we are forever
Our love never descends
The introduction began with a song
Sang throughout so many years
My voice adds to its crescendo
All to the children's ear
My introduction is about a girl
Or maybe it's a boy's beginning
Of how they grew to be
Into something horrendous
So stay tuned
Because introductions last forever
Since we always discover new things
MonkeysMy monkeys laughMonkeys3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Their brown fur ruffling in the wind
They sway side to side
Swinging on a tree
They jump on the bed
As I read them a book
A book about other monkeys falling off and hitting their head
Eating their bananas
Clear joy in their faces
They fill my heart with warmth
Because they're not really monkeys
But they might as well be.
They're my baby brothers, my own monkeys.
Night and Day: 1st Book: Chapter 3Chapter 3: Reminiscing HellNight and Day: 1st Book: Chapter 32 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I remember an old catholic joke about a man who spent his whole life going to a church every day and prayed to the statue of a great saint begging "please, please, please, let me win the lottery." Finally the exasperated statue comes to life and looks down at the begging man and says "my son, please, please, please, buy a ticket.". ~Liz, Eat Pray Love
"When she was just a girl, she expected the world, but it flew away from her reach, so she ran away in her sleep, and dreamed of paradise." Paradise, Coldplay
It was my fault, really. I was the reason I had been kidnapped. If I had just listened my family.
I closed my closet and I sighed. It really was too early to be angry at the world.
I had gotten dressed and not for the first time I was exasperated that so many Nobles and Guest were at my home, the only place I could feel remotely at peace. Seeing as though they were around I couldn't dress as I normally would, in jeans and some shirt. No I had
LimboWe are caught on stringsLimbo2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That are impossible to cut
So we must rip them off our souls
Despite the fact that doing so will break us
We will fall off our wooden crosses
Into a never ending red abyss
Some of us will crash into the hard concrete
Ending with mangled bodies of broken bones
Bones that will pierce through our flesh
Sticking out as white stained red
Yet other will grow wings and fly
They shall soar with all their colors
And together they shall recreate
Bringing back the things that had ceased to exist
But beyond those two chances, there will be another
The others who will only continue to fall
Those immortals that will live on forever
Limbo is much worse than both Heaven and Hell
My DearHello, my dearMy Dear3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You seem so near
And yet I cry tonight
And in the night
I lose my sight
Covered by my tears
I said Good Bye
You were so shy
I love you, my dear
To Death Do Us PartMy love for you is like all the stars in the skyTo Death Do Us Part3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Untainted you see wonders
Invisible, so you ask why
After the flood comes the dove
Your love moves me, to all corners of our Earth
Leading to the center of Hestia's Hearth
Aphrodite, please accept us within your embrace
So that I may see my beauty's face
Apart from each other we yearn
Together again we breathe and fly
For always we shall learn
Never dare whisper the cruel words of "Good Bye"
My lover's fidelity means more to me
Than all the life I have lived to see
Than all the things I have grown to be
All for this, Man falls to one knee
Only few see the love which I bring
Perhaps for rejection I wait, like a dart
Perhaps for the yes that will make my soul sing
So, my love, To death do us part
Today and Tomorrow are Completely DifferentIf you died todayToday and Tomorrow are Completely Different2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Then I would have to say
That I really don't care for you
But if you died tomorrow
Then I would have to say
That I really do...
Hate you... for leaving me