Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 10Phil's POV
I kept my head on Dan's shoulder but repositioned myself to watch Jack and Dean stumble towards us.
'Jack, Dean what are you doing here?' Dan said, clearly confused, and a little annoyed at their rude and intoxicated entrance.
He appears to be in more of a confrontational mood than myself, so I'll let him do the taking, while I shut my eyes and pretended to be sleeping.
'Well Phil-' Jack said, his voice slow and slightly slurred.
'Very much so, I'm Dan, just like I have always been, I was the one who asked you what you're doing here, this is Phil.' He put his arm around me and squeezed slightly to show them that it's me that he's talking about. 'As you might be able to see; we aren't the same person.'
'No but you two should really get together sometime-'
'Jesus Christ.' Dan said under his breath. 'We did Jack; a while ago now, we told you about it, remember?'
There was a pause. '… No.'
'Ooh pick me, I remember!' Dean shouted fro
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 4WARNING - a little bit of kinkiness towards the end - blame Alice! All Alice!! Ha ha, I know you don't mind thoughPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 42 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pjs POV -
I woke up feeling dizzy and cold. The memory from last night stuck hard in my head and I couldn't seem to shake it away.
I'd kissed Chris. One of my best friends, and I'd completely mucked up our relationship. Oh, not to mention the whole camping trip, and Phil and Dans friendship with us too. It was one of the rare times when I wanted to crawl into a small dark hole and die several times over.
I peered sleepily out of the car window, watching the cars stream past quite happily, before looking over my shoulder to find that neither Dan or Phil were there. I didn't blame them if they'd just left all of a sudden.
Finally, I forced myself to look down on my lap, where Chris's head lay asleep. He features looked so peaceful and calm, so much more relaxed and happy from last night - so beautiful
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 3WARNINGS: A bit of kinky action and swearing (I doubt any of you shippers care so I didn't put a warning XD)Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 32 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
After slamming the car door shut I just started walking. My mind wouldn't think straight. I needed to get out of here.
I couldn't see anything. I just walked into the abyss.
The whole of the car journey my frustration has been building up. Phil and Dan have been snogging in the back most of the time; giving me a stab of jealously in the stomach at the sight of them.
They fit together perfectly. So in sync with eachother with everything they do.
I'm jealous of two of my best friends, what is up with me?
It would never happen with me and Pj. We're just friends. He would never feel the same way about a boy, let alone me.
We always have moments where we stop and stare into eachothers faces. Its always him that pulls away, I can never stop myself from getting entranced by his bright green eyes.
Every time I just got that bit closer to his face, Pj woukd always retreat. He
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 2Pj's POVPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 22 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The night rolls in and we continue to drive.
I look at the map and try my best to make sense of the lines and dots. I think I know where we are, but I have my suspicions.
I can hear someone rummaging in the back seat, I'm pretty sure Dan's awake now, just a pity that Phil's not, he fell asleep shortly after Dan, the pair had slept peacefully leaning against their windows for the best part of two hours whilst me and Chris managed to stay awake in the front seats. The rustling continues as Dan is finally reunited with his one and only love, Malteasers. He pops one into his mouth and chews silently before saying 'I've been asleep so excuse me if you've just discussed this but, where exactly are we?'
'Um I don't know, Pj?' Chris said briefly looking towards me
'Err ..' I stumble, frantically looking at the map and outside of the car for something, anything that would confirm where we are.
'We must be in Wales by now' Dan said leaning forward so his face was in between our seats an
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 7Title - The Camping TripPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 72 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author - ChocolateHoneyApples
Age - 13+?
Genre - Romance, fluff, friendship etc.
Parings - Kickthesickz, Phan
Warnings - Some swearing involved
"No! Not fair you cheated!" Chris cried as Pj smugly placed down a +250 card onto his pile.
"I think that makes me, the winner!" Pj cried triumphantly, adding up his points to bringing his final score to 1050. Chris looked glumly down at his own rather poor score of -350.
"Well, maybe I would've won if you didn't keep picking on me! Giving me all the minus cards!" he pouted glumly, as Dan leaned over to pick up all the Sopio cards and putting them neatly into one pile to one side. Pj shrugged with a smile, patting him gently on the back.
"Maybe you'll win the next game?" he suggested, grinning wildly from ear to ear. I heard Dan groan beside me - Pj had beaten us all pretty bad.
"I think we'll leave Sopio for now..." I c
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 9Phils POVPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 92 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
There was a deathening screech erupting from all our throats as we sped towards the abandoned vehicle. You would have thought that someone had been shot by the sound of our girlish screams, but no, just the death of precious electronic equipment belonging to us- youtube enthusiasts.
The scent of damp startled me as I reached the car. The tide wasn't that high earlier, was it?
I cautiously peeked my eyes to look inside through the glass. The first thing I could see was a packet of soggy maltesers on the backseat.
"Not my maltesers!" Dan slammed his fists against the metal door, slightly wincing at the pain. Only he would be the one so severely upset by the chocolates.
I placed my hand on his shoulder and comfortingly patted him a few times. He showed no response to my gesture, neither any change in emotion. He just stared into the drenched car and gritted his teeth.
He always has been the one more sensitive out of us all, I've never really known truly why. He always gets so ag
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 6WARNING: a little bit of smut stuff towards the end XDPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 62 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The tree fall with a deathening sound. The glass was smashed everywhere. There was red liquid everywhere. The screams of fear shot from every corner of the area.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD. PEEJ CAN YOU HEAR ME?! PLEASE BE AWAKE!" Chris screamed at Pj's bloody face drooping out of the smashed window. He cupped Pj's face in his hands, stroking the hair out of his eyes.
"You can't be dead peej. You can't be dead. You can't be dead..." he chanted, with tears streaming down his face.
"I can't cope without you Pj." Chris whimpered, grabbing a large shard of glass from the car window. He stared into his green blood stained eyes.
"I'm coming for you now." He stammered, placing a kiss on his damp curls. He hovered the glass over his heart. Closing his eyes.
"I love you Pj."
He plunged the glass into his heart.
I bolted upright. I screamed with all the power of my lungs. I placed my hand on my forehead, I had been sweating like crazy
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 12Chris’ povPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 122 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The morning came with the promise of further humiliation; neither Pj nor I have dared to even mention getting out of bed yet, although even if last night had gone well I wouldn’t be rushing to get out of Pj’s arms anyway.
There’s a rustle coming from Dan and Phil’s direction, then the sound of a zip opening.
‘They’re awake.’ Pj whispered.
I listen intently for a moment ‘I think only one of them is.’
‘Which one do you think it is?’
‘I can’t tell but please let it be Phil.’
‘or dan in a really forgetful mood.’
‘or that, that might even be better.’
‘I hope you’re discussing technique in there, I don’t want Chris throwing up over breakfast do we?’ Dan shouted. Fuck.
‘Oh har har very funny.’ Pj shouted back.
‘Gotten over the boner then have we Peej?’
‘Yeah I just pictured your face and it disappeared.’
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 5"Aha this looks more like it" said Chris with a grin as he turned into the campsite. They chose a spot that looked dry and relatively flat to put up the tent on. Dan, Phil and Chris began putting up the tent leaving pj who had fallen asleep in the car. They talked while they worked, generally on the topic about the amount YouTube paid them and questioning which Xbox game to buy next for their pooled collection.Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 52 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Where are the tent pegs?" Chris asked as he tried to hold a corner of the tent down in the windy weather.
"In the car I'll go get them." Dan said as he walked the short distance back to the car opening the boot and beginning to Search for the pegs. Phil grabbed a nearby rock and put it on the corner of the tent so he could go and help Dan who had just found the bag of tent pegs but it was ripped and when he picked it up all the pegs scattered onto the grass.
"Can I help?" Phil asked
"No, no, I'll be fine." Dan said quickly gathering the pegs and putting them in a different bag
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 8Pj's POVPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 82 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I heaved myself up from my lying down position, achy and sore from last night's sleep;
ha ha sleep. What a joke.
Sleep isn't really an option when you've got phan going on in the tent right next to you. Neither Chris nor I got much sleep last night. He's managed to fall asleep now though, I haven't, its 6:30 am and the noises are still going around in my head.
Screw sleep! I don't need it; I've got things to do today. So I slowly creep out of the tent, trying not to wake Chris up, because no one wants to be woken up before they need to be on their birthday.
I yawn as I shake the side of Dan and Phil's tent to wake them up without actually entering; there's no way I'm going in there unannounced in the morning again. I wander over to the car and search for the cleverly concealed substitute for a birthday cake that we collectively decided on firstly because we thought it would be funny and secondly because it's easier to hide than a whole decorated cake.
Dan and Phil still aren't
Phan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 1Dans POVPhan/Kickthestickz - The Camping Trip PART 12 years ago in Romance More Like This
I couldn't sleep. My mind was in a loop of memories from the previous weeks. Cuddling and kissing on the sofa while watching Buffy, sharing a milkshake in Shake away and most of all, the moment that Phil confessed his love towards me.
I got out of my bed and sat on the edge, running my hand through my thick, brown hair.
I can't get him out of my mind. There's nothing else I can think of apart from him.
Grunting, I reached over to my bedside table and checked the time on my phone, 3:54am. I made a loud groan, and fall back on my bed with a thump.
How am I supposed to wake up tommorow?
Just as I started to try and get to sleep again, I heard faint whimpers coming from the rest of the flat. I opened my eyes in realisation that it may be Phil.
I sprinted quickly, yet quietly towards Phils room. The noise started to get even loader while I grasped my hand around the door handle.
I pushed the wooden door open with a gentle creak. The room was comp
Without You - PhanWithout You - Phan2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Arguing, it was the worst. Especially with a loved one. Dan hated fighting with Phil and Phil hated fighting with Dan. They couldn't even remember why they started fighting but it brought up stuff from their past.
“Well maybe if you would pay attention more,” Phil muttered looking down,
“Pay Attention more? I am paying attention to you now” Dan spat back, they were sitting on opposite sides of the couch arguing.
“Yeah, maybe now because you feel like you have to” Phil said quietly, he didn't want to admit it but that’s how he felt, he felt like Dan; his boyfriend of a year, didn't want to spend time with him anymore.
“I don't feel as if I have to I do have to” Dan muttered, Phil's head snapped up
“What? You don't have to do anything” Phil yelled, he wasn't depended on Dan, sure it was nice to be loved but it wasn't like he needed Dan 24 7.
“Well it feels like it” Dan yelled back, a few tears threatened to spi
Huge Collab - Part 1Title: Huge Collab? (It doesn't really have a name)Huge Collab - Part 12 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Author: This Part - SecretShipper1 (Author's and parts listed bellow)
Rating: This Part - PG? Can't say for the others
Warnings: None in this part
Disclaimer: I do not own these people, nor do I claim any of this happened. as far as I am aware, unless there is something thy are hiding, none of the writers can see this hapening in reality, nor do they own the YouTubers mentioned.
For the 17th time that day, I found myself staring out of the same old window. I didn't even know why I did it anymore. Once upon a time, I looked out of this very same window, and dreamt of a million different possible futures. Moonlit dances with the person of my dreams, an amazing job doing what I love or even just days spent walking along the Thames, surrounded by the people I love. Needless to say that, as it stands, I don't think any of them are going to be coming true anytime soon. In fact, I don't think anything remotely pleasant
MIA ~ PhanTitle: MIAMIA ~ Phan2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Warnings: Mentions of Suicide
Author's Notes: I am so sorry.
I feel my cheeks flushing red. He knows I hate to be called 'baby - it's such a cringey pet name. He does it just to annoy me. I shake my head and laugh, saying, "You're lucky you're so far away or I'd have slapped you senseless."
He chuckles. "No, you wouldn't have. You're as harmless and adorable as a little butterfly."
"I'm not." I say, pouting which seems to be only proving his point. "I'm manly as hell."
He grins and shakes his head fondly like I'd done a few seconds before. "Of course you are, Phil. Of course you are."
We talk for a while longer. I tell him about what I've been up to which, if I'm honest, isn't much. I've been going though a rough patch, missing him more than I should be. It's only because Skype is so handy that I'm able to see him at all. He's so far away
New Kid - Phan - Chapter OneA/N: I haven't a clue if they lived in London as kids (don't throw rocks at me. It's 12 AM) so I'm just setting it as so.New Kid - Phan - Chapter One2 years ago in Romance More Like This
I heard from Joseph that there was supposed to be a new kid starting today. It wouldn't interest me much, except this new kid, we were all told to be extra nice to him because he had 'issues', big enough issues that he was turfed out of his old school. It surprised me, because no one that has a bad record is allowed into our school. Mom paid big money to get me in.
As I sat in the English classroom, idly tapping my fingers on my table, the door opened suddenly. The teacher, Mr. Hayes, walked in, his face looking ever sterner than usual. I cursed silently. It was going to be a long hour with him. But, different to the other days, a new student -the new student- followed him. I have to say, I was slightly shocked.
He was tall and skinny, awkward looking and not at all bothered to hide it. He had black hair, about the same length and style as
Not alone -Phan, Kickthestickz-How long as it been now? Weeks? months?. To be honest Phil didn’t know. Time just seemed to merge together. Life seemed meaningless now. He had no one. The one person he had truly cared about, was gone. He shook his head, trying to make himself forget. No matter how much he tried to forget his best friend, He couldn’t. Dan would be in his mind forever. Forever leaving his imprint there. Never letting Phil forget about those perfect brown eyes. Or that amazing smile. Everything about the boy was perfect. That didn’t matter now, did it?. Dan was gone. Gone forever.Not alone -Phan, Kickthestickz-2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Slowly fading away
Lost and so afraid
Chris sighed softly as he knocked on Phil’s bedroom door gently “Phil?” he called out quietly “come out, please”. he sighed again as he heard soft sobs from the other side of the door. What was he supposed to do?. He was supposed to be the strong one here. The one that would assure Phil that ‘everything will be okay’. he knew it w
Phan - It's You.Phil's P.O.VPhan - It's You.2 years ago in Romance More Like This
I really enjoyed being with Dan. At the same time, I hated it more than anything.
Allow me to explain.
I liked being with Dan because he was always such great company and so easy to talk to. I'd laughed more in my few years with Dan than I had in my entire life. He was funny, entertaining, and just...well, just perfect, to put it simply.
I also hated being with Dan. I hated being with him because the longer I spent with him, the more I'd want to tell him 'I'm so madly in love with you it hurts'. The deeper I fell for him.
It hurt me, to be honest. It hurt me because I was falling so hard for someone that I could never have. He was straight and I wasn't good looking. It was a relationship that was destined to fail. The idea of us being a couple just weirded him out.
I liked the way our relationship was - we were sort of affectionate, in the sense that we could cuddle up on the couch or unconditionally touch each other without it being 'weird'. Dan had called us 'platonic
Street Kids ~ Phan (Part 4)Title: Street KidsStreet Kids ~ Phan (Part 4)2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Genre: I think this part is relatively fluffy.
Rating: Any Age
Warnings: Drinking, I guess.
Author's Notes: I'm sorry if this makes no sense. It's late.
Dan felt his heart almost stop. Home? Did that mean he was welcome here? He did hope so. Friends sounded like a wonderful idea right then seeing as he'd lost all of his when he'd decided to leave everything behind. Everything he'd ever known was back there in Manchester and he was starting to really miss human contact. The nice kind, anyway. Humans who crashed into him in the street or spat on him on the way past or tried to mug him in dark alleyways were the humans he could happily go without ever encountering. Unfortunately, they seemed to be the only ones who even noticed he existed. At least, they had been until Phil had shown up with his matted hair and cosy little home tucked away from civilisation and had welc
Kiss Me My Love - Phan+kickthestickzKiss Me My Love - Phan+kickthestickz2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Italy, what a perfect spot for a vacation with your best friends or your lover of only a few weeks. Dan, Phil, PJ and Chris were on a flight on their way to Italy. Chris had won it online and decided to take them all there, he thought it would be a nice treat for his boyfriend; PJ, since he is Italian.
Phil leaned forward "smile," he told them as he snapped a photo for twitter. Phil was sitting next to his boyfriend Dan, they had only been dating a week and a half but they've liked each other since practically the day they met. Dan was flipping though a magazine as the plane took off. He took Phil's hand and smiled at him,
"This will be fun, a whole week with my Philion" Dan said grinning, Dan has always wanted to share a kiss with Phil but he was nervous and he wanted it to be special and not just some kiss.
It was a new hours into the flight and everyone had settled down, Dan dozed off in a little nap, Phil was looking out the window and PJ and Chris were cuddling. Phil looked over
Exposed ~ PhanTitle: ExposedExposed ~ Phan2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Rating: Any Age
Author's Notes: I wrote this in a hour. I am really sorry for any typos/spelling errors etc.
"And now we have an amazing music video by a girl on YouTube whose username I can't pronounce. I starts with an A."
Dan grinned, biting his lip. Anatidaephobia was possibly the worst name for a YouTube channel ever but at least it was interesting and pronounceable. Well, apparently not for Phil. It is the fear that somewhere, somehow, a duck is watching you. That is the actual exact wording in the great big book of phobias or whatever. Well, it made Dan laugh. Phobia names were the best thing in existence. After Matt Bellamy. He was pretty hot.
After several failed attempts at pronouncing the name, Phil gave up and moved on. "Well, anyway, here is the video. It's Ce Lo Green's "Forget You". Here we go."
They stared at the c
Little Orphan Philly (Part 1) [Phan]“Little orphan Philly all on his own,Little Orphan Philly (Part 1) [Phan]2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He has no place to call home,
He’s got no friends; he’s got no family,
All he has is his feet which are smelly!”
The constant mocking, the constant teasing. Anybody else would think that I’d love to get away from school! But I don’t. Because it’s not as if ‘home’ is any better. But I don’t like to dwell on these things at school, its best just to try and survive. The bullies have their regular hideouts, I know roughly where to avoid. But you can’t always run, and sometimes you have to pass the ‘danger zones’. And that’s when the bullies get you.
Like today, for instance. Today they encountered me round by the bike sheds. I’m was trying to get to maths club, when I ran into them. Percy, Adam, Marcus and the others. They were smoking, cigarettes and something I didn’t recognise the smell of. Drugs, probably.
“Oi, Orphan. You got any money?
The A-Team [Phan]I see him every day; small boy, dark hair, pale face, skinny frame, startling blue eyes. I know his name is Phil, everyone knows his name is Phil. Nobody really knows how he got like this, a poor boy on the streets, selling his body for money drugs. But there’s an unspoken taboo of helping him. It makes me sad, and I wish there wasn’t because it’s obvious that he desperately needs help.The A-Team [Phan]2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I turn the corner from school and see him. Like always, he’s just wandering the streets. This time last month his landlord kicked him out, after he couldn’t keep up with the rent, which I always thought was cruel. But now he wanders, evidently hoping that someone will give him work. I can’t imagine he likes his ‘work’ very much, but that appears to be the only thing that he can do.
By the look of him today, he hasn’t had anything to eat or drink in a while. Looks as if he’s sober. I mean sober from drugs. Is there a word for that? I don’t
V-You ~ PhanTitle: V-You (I tried to name it "My Lawyer Made Me Change The Names In This Fic So I Wouldn't Get Sued" but it was too long *cries*)V-You ~ Phan2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Rating: Any Age
Author's Notes: Based on Dan's V-You answer from a while back.
Up until that moment, it had been a pretty ordinary day. Dan was at uni doing whatever Dan did while Phil was curled up on the edge of the sofa, scrolling through tweets and tumblr posts and YouTube comments for hours on end. Being an internet person, he found that real life didn't really appeal to him. Sure, he had real life friends and family and some interests but, for the most part, everything came back to his life on the internet. So, naturally, this was where he spent the majority of his free time. At first, it had served as an escape from reality, a place where he could be whoever he wanted to be and didn't have to share anything he didn'
End of the World ~ PhanTitle: End of the WorldEnd of the World ~ Phan2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Rating: Any Age
Author's Notes: In The Description
Spoiler alert: The world didn't end today.
The last day of school before Christmas was always the best day of the year. Even the final day before school broke up for summer never quite matched up to it. It sucked that you still had to go in full school uniform though. You'd think they could at least allow you one non-uniform day instead of tricking you into thinking they're slacking off a little by allowing you to wear hoodies and hats in class. No one really followed timetable and hadn't done for at least the past week as they preferred to go to classes with their friends, meaning the entirety of Phil's year were residing in one French class and probably would be for the whole day. Phil, being one of the few people there who was actually timetabled to be in this
Turnip - PhanA/N: Don't read the description unless you want to partially spoil this fic for yourself C: But when you're finished I have something important in the description <3Turnip - Phan2 years ago in Romance More Like This
As a kid, I loved my birthdays more than I loved anything else. Most kids preferred Christmas, because you got more presents, apparently. Even if that was true, for me, it wasn't always about the presents. Sure, it was great to get gifts, but I liked the fact that for one day, just one, no one argued or shouted. And that everyone came together to celebrate with me.
Yeah, I was a weird kid.
When I got older though, I didn't get hyped up over my birthday. It wasn't that I began to dislike my birthdays or anything, it was just that I wasn't as excited as I used to be. The reason for this was that when I started growing up, my family didn't mind if they argued on my birthday because I was old enough to deal with it.
Since I met Dan, all of that changed. He made me feel like a little kid again. Which w