One Year, Six Months, One Day.One Year, Six Months, One Day.5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
1 year, 6 months and 1 day.
I wish I could say the exact date, time, right down to the millisecond when I fell in love with her. I wish I could. I wish it more than anything.
Except that she was with me now.
I wish I could say that she died in her sleep, gentle, old. Beside me. I wish I could say that I held her, and I was happy, because I knew I would soon join her. I wish it more than anything.
Except to hear her voice again.
I wish I could say how beautiful, how strong she was in her final moments. I wish I could describe each line on her face, how her hair fell across her brow, how deep and how blue her eyes were in her last few minutes. I wish it more than anything.
Except that I could have stopped it.
I gripped her hand like it was the only thing keeping me sane as her breathing became more laboured, her words more forced. I held it tightly, trying to pump some of my life into hers.
It was all my fault. All mine.
She wasn't selfish. Of course she wasn't. She never was. She only t