Wishes: Love And ChaosAnd there in her memory she lies on her bed, helplessly. Her clothes are torn, her shirt nearly off. Lines of blood and pain are scattered across her back. She feels the pain, the torture, the fear...and yet she continues to smile.Wishes: Love And Chaos2 years ago in Emotional
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Does she enjoy the chaos? She could not answer that question if she tried. Does she enjoy the pain? It does seem so. And yet still something tells her it is wrong.
She must be led, she must be taught. She cannot think for herself. She is weak, and they are strong. They must show her the way. She must be led to happiness.
And yet there is something about him that makes her want to lead as well.
Sometimes she wishes he would do what had once been done to her. She longs for the fear, the chaos, the horror. She misses it.
Other times she only wishes to lead him, to have happiness, peace, love.
Can there be both? She wonde