So AfraidSo AfraidSo Afraid3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Baby I want you, you know it's true
Love I need you, I swear I do
Baby I love you, you know it to
I'm not ashamed, I swear
I'm just afraid, So scared
Of what they'll think
What they'll say
What they'll do
If they'll stay
Baby you make me feel so alive
When I feel dead inside
Love you've helped me find my way
Inside this swelling sea of hate
Honey your love helps me stand
When everyone pushes me down
Baby I'll hold you
don't let them scare you
Baby I'll save you
won't let them get you
Honey if you fall
I'll always catch you
And I know you'll end up hating me
But it'll be worth it in the end
And you know I'll be yours forever
I can't see me loving anyone else
And I know it'll only hurt more later
but I really can't help myself
And after all the fights
That end with someone in tears
We'll be made to realize
how much we really care
And through the screaming "I hate you"s
you'll hear the message hidden inside
But through all that
That If you fall
I'll always catch
Ever Wanted?Ever wanted to just curl up and die?Ever Wanted?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Turn off the lights?
Or kiss the world goodbye?
For HerHearing your nameFor Her3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Makes my heart feel aloft.
Seeing your smiling face
Fills my ashen cheeks with color.
How your eyes shimmer
When I grasp your hand in mine
And twine our fingers together.
You ignore my rough exterior;
Look past that to see
The fragile, delicate soul I hold
With fumbling fingers.
How you steady them with a calm voice,
A brush of lips.
I will never take your love for granted.
For I fear I will lose myself
If I ever do.
TWLOHAShe sat in her room,TWLOHA5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The cold wooden floor touching her jeans.
She traced her wrist,
The place that was so tempting,
Her demons whispered to her,
She picks up a near by maker,
Like the blood she sheds,
And on her wrist she writes,
With sloppy, unstable handwriting,
"To Write Love On Her Arms"
But she doesn't stop inking her arm,
The pain has yet to leave,
She writes, still the handwriting is shaky,
'Once more' She thinks,
And in large, cursive letters,
She caps the maker and begins to cry,
She had never been so proud of herself.
IndistinctYou have not a voice, so that you can whisper.Indistinct2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Then how will you your secret tell?
When you say nothing.
Because you cannot.
You have not color, for the daylight to see.
So how may I know of your secret, do tell me?
When there is now nothing to look upon.
Because the light won't let me.
You have not kindness in your inherited temper.
So how can you give away so much?
When all you have is love.
You are of so many riddles.
Who, you cannot manifest,
Though I know, you biggest riddle is empathy.
You Can Run Away With Me.You Can Run Away With Me.4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
You Can Run Away With Me Anytime You Want.
"Would you follow me to the end?"
I looked up from the sand I've been staring on for the last three minutes, rocking my swing back and forth a little while I looked over at Gerard, who was sitting on the swing next to me, looking like he was lost in memories and not seeing the world in front of him.
"That depends, what is the end?" I said slowly, digging my foot into the warm sand, enjoying how hot it felt against my bare skin. My shoes were lying beside the swing, same with my jacket.
"When I die, when you die, that's the end," Gerard said, shaking his head softly, his black hair flying in the air around him. "Will you be with me until we die?"
Death was maybe not something my 19th year old self thought much off, but Gerard always seemed to think of things my teenage mind never would've come across if it weren't for him. He was special like that.
"It's a long time left until we die," I said with a voice not higher than a whisper, only Gerard
Cancer .:Frerard:.He was dying and I couldnt do anything about it, he was hurt. I couldnt even see him. I would have to wait outside in the hallway, until 10 a.m., waiting to see him. He was beautiful; hair or no hair, asleep or awake, cancer or no cancer. I was constantly crying since he had been brought in this horrible, death-ridden place. The doctors couldnt feed him right, nor keep enough water by his bed to drink. Thats why I stayed here, all of the time, thinking of him. Sleep was about to take over me when a doctor appeared in front of my tucked up body. I sleepily looked up to him, at first he was a mere blurry figure, then my vision focused.Cancer .:Frerard:.6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
You may see him now if youd like. He whispered to me, telling that I was tired as hell. I nodded, and slowly got up and stretched. I grabbed my water bottle as I yawned, turned around and walked into the empty room across from were I was sitting. I saw the sleeping figure of my love; he shifted to face me as I sat
I Don't Want to Expect from Humans Any LongerI Don't Want to Expect from Humans Any Longer2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When the people look at me
They look at me like I am only a stone
I always alone
Despite the rain and the storm approached
I'm hoping to be accompanied
But everything goes out like fire
If the fire is my friend
That warmth is my power
But when the wind blows
The heat burn all my hope
A good friend is something so valuable
Can not be bought or sold
But I also need to realize
That he also has his own problems
It's the time to stop expecting the humans
Because every human has his own problems
It's not a wise thing to expect humans
Because in the end they always let me down
up in smoke.and to think that every memoryup in smoke.3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
i thought i'd keep
simply vanished in the blink of an eye;
and to think that you and you and you
went along with it.
inhale. exhale. it's all a dream.
but baby, don't you see?
i'm more than some figment, i'm a
living rag doll.
see these dead blue eyes, see this
limp hair? saggy body? ripped, outdated clothes?
please. i'm your model, "baby". i'm your muse.
i'm your best friend.
all this time, up in smoke,
blown into the air carelessly,
flowing forward and bam! nothing.
not a call, not a chance, no explanation.
looks like you got some explaining to do.
but wait, just calm down,
don't they prescribe you some crazy with your
hm, well wait, maybe i have this all wrong.
maybe i am crazy or neurotic, and it's all about you.
and maybe we're all tripping on acid,
the pictures fluid to stiff to blended together, 1960's style.
maybe i was unjust, maybe i was unfair.
or maybe i'm some pathetic beacon of truth, spilling out light
as you freeload of
The Little Things She Noticed At The AltarHis tuxedo's cuffs were frayed; worn.The Little Things She Noticed At The Altar3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Still LifeAs a child I planted a singleStill Life2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
seed where the sidewalk ends,
near the place of your remains.
It grew into an oak; strong and rigid.
Every autumn, I would watch
the leaves as they wither
away; as if to tell me that the
darkest times are coming
And that I should brace myself
For your death
Winters, I spend looking out
Into dusk, and admiring
the beauty of still life.
Through your slumber
I patiently wait for
The ferryman to carry
You home, but I've yet
To feel your warmth set free.
Springs, I see the branches
Rekindle their light,
I see the sunshine
For the first time
In forever ago.
I feel at ease.
I feel at home.
Best FriendI'm afraid to look at that photoalbum to see your smiling face looking back at me..Best Friend8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't want to lose the happiness that is already slowly fading away.
The times you and I spent together all seem so far away and yet it only seems like yesterday that we were laughing together.
If I go back there to that place I'm sure that I will cry.
Though that place is comforting, I know that I can't rely on it forever and someday I'll have to stand on my own two feet.
I want to be able to smile and say I'm doing great. But even so, saying something that is only partially true breaks my heart. Although I'm happy and doing fine I still miss you to death.
I think about you all the time and miss the days we spent together.
The only one who could make the pain go away completely and make me feel happy all the time. The only one I considered my best friend. The <i>
Basics of Make UpBasics of Make Up4 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
Basics of Make Up!
A lot of people asked to give them advice about how to do make up, so I collected the important things. But I'm not saying that eyeryone should do it in this way, I just want to give some help.
So here you go :
Some advices for choosing your make up-type:
- first, you need to make sure which colours fit your skintone! For example, if you have a bit darker skintone, brown hair and brown eyes, never use blue eyeshadow on the upper eyelids! It's very important, you don't want to look tasteless. Apply the colour and ask your friends, how does it look on you, or ask a professional.
Simple or Dramatic?
- unfortunately dramatic make up with bright colours and bold eyeliner doesn't fit everyone. Make sure you didn't overdo your everyday look.
- so which shade emphasize your eyecolour? Examine the colour wheel: the complementer colours are in front of each other, they're opposites (green-red, blue-orange, yellow-purple) they emphasize each other. You ca
CATULUS #8CATULUS #83 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Ciel bounded around tall mans feet in the kitchen. He liked the kitchen. It smelled good. There were lots of things to investigate. He liked the cooking utensils. Laying on his back he swiped at them with his 'paws'. Sebastian smiled softly at the young boy. He agreed with Miss Elizabeth on one thing, Ciel should smile more. It was a beautiful smile. He squatted down.
"Are you going to turn back so you can have lunch?" He asked the kitten. Ciel cocked his head which he took for a no. There wasn't much point in making something if Ciel wasn't going to eat it. Taking a brimmed bowl he got out some milk. Setting the bowl down on the floor he watched Ciel fondly lap up the cool drink, a white dribble running down his chin. Sebastian expression changed to one of worry. Ciel was the same colour as the milk. He still wasn't to sure what was happening, apart from the fact that Angels were involved.
Ciel finished the milk. Talking his hankie, Sebastian knelt down and stared cleaning up Ciel. Th
Into nothingnessA silent scream,Into nothingness3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A broken heart,
A sad thought,
Breaking of a man
Into a million pieces.
How did it all go wrong?
We were happy just yesterday,
Kissing and laughing from
Sunrise to sunset.
How did I not see
That you were dying inside,
Slowly fading away into nothingness.
You never told me how you felt,
Because you thougt it would
Break my heart.
A silly argument,
Tears and pain,
A shock when you said ''conditional love''.
Now you are gone,
Forever and ever,
I look at the letters,
Where we had written,
That we will hold on to each other,
Forever and ever.
Helpless I look at your letters,
A strand of your hair,
Your ear ring,
Mementos,reminders of a time,
When I felt whole.
I berate myself,
How could I have done this to you?
Was I the right person for you?
Why did it have to be so hard?
I promised myself,
I would always be thee for you,
Hold you,cherish you,protect you,
Respect you,cheer for you,make you smile,
Always make you feel loved.
I look at myself
Six Feet Of WinterWe left Autumn buried under snow.Six Feet Of Winter3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Ultimate Reason for ChristmasPicture this:The Ultimate Reason for Christmas3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You’re driving home from work one Monday evening after a long day. You’re tapping along with the song on the radio when abruptly it is interrupted and a news report plays. It says that a new disease is sweeping across the nation. This new disease doesn’t have a cure yet and is very contagious. It advises everyone to stay home and to report to a hospital if any of the symptoms they listed started to appear. You are somewhat concerned but continue home as normal.
When you get home you go about your normal routine. As usual, you turn on the TV after dinner with your family. You’re surprised to find that none of the normal programs are playing. They all have been postponed and a special news coverage is playing instead. The first two women who were diagnosed with this mystery disease have died; exactly 24 hours from
Taboo: In Each Other's Arms"You're too old", she said, crying.Taboo: In Each Other's Arms3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Lonely roadThe lonely road leads on foreverLonely road3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A road tread alone lasts forever
This road I once promised to walk with you
Forever and ever,forever lonely
I watched you slip
Down into the abyss
The deep dark abyss
So dark and cold
As you cried and despaired
I watched on helpless
Trying to pick you up everytime you fell
Carry you on my shoulder
Make you feel loved
You slipped and slipped
Stumbled and stumbled
I kept picking you up and up
Tears and pain
Sadness and disappointment
Torment and loneliness
I watched on helpless
Cried and watched
I held on to you,desperately holding on
You kept slipping from my hands
Like sand through open fingers
I held on tighter
You kept slipping away
I searched and thought
Pondered and obsessed
But never was able to figure out
How to help you
I felt like a failure
As I heard the sadness in your voice
Saw the tears in your eyes
Felt the pain in your heart
The inevitable happened
You fell never to rise again
Your laughter never to be heard again
The EndDig your nails into your skin, feel their harshness crawl within.The End2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Scratch and tear the flesh apart, for here begins a fresh new start.
See the pink, the red, and the blue, grab a knife, you know what to do.
Remove the organs, hear the tears, scream and wail for further repairs.
And now you're down to your heart, tear it out to end and restart.
"Muse FanFic" Chapter 11Chapter 11 (This is not the whole chapter. )"Muse FanFic" Chapter 115 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When the doorbell rang, Matt had disappeared.
"Coward..." I whispered to myself with a smug smile on my lips. Dom looked euphoric and he almost ran to door, and Kelly came after. Chris came silent down by the stairs, he had just sat the kids to bed. He smiled at me and went after Kelly.
I couldn't move from the couch, so I sat there, while everyone was at the door. Except Matt, then. Who possibly hide in a closet right now.
Too bad... I was kind of looking forward to see that. Too see how he would react... would he stand on himself? Apparently not, he's running away. I laughed to myself. I would always be the protector.
I didn't hear when they came to the living room, suddenly they just entered the living room. Next to Dom stood a cute, short and red haired woman. Sarah smiled kindly at me, and she didn't show any kind of jealous... She maybe was over Matt... whatever what she had been with him.
"Hi there, my name is Sofie!" I said, to be ki
What Are You?Are you gay?What Are You?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A foreign alien?
No. I. Am. Human.