Cynthia and Winter NightsDon't forget who she used to be
The sweeter song of fidelity
I can feel you next to me
Haunting me and taunting me
It all began like December time
A time I wished upon a shining dime
It all has fallen into butterflies
To a day when no one dies
The Spring Sadness has taken over soul
And age has grabbed my toll
They had said love never dies
If only they had been more wise
And now my light has bloomed
Between the speckled mushrooms fumed
Addicting little marigold
And the story we have told
The MirrorMy heart burst into a million shards of glassThe Mirror1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And you tried to pick them up one by one
Did you not care that you cut yourself?
Drops of blood fell from your fingertips
As I watched you pathetically, laying on the floor
Why did you love me so much?
A single stumble - you fell breaking the shards even worst
But you, my beautiful darling, kept on going
Are you not tired of me?
Try putting me back together
And I come back
But what is life without you?
Cracking UpThis is insanityCracking Up1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The feeling you get when you watch blood run through the cracks in the sidewalk
That laughter you feel bubbling up inside of you isn't bad
Because this is insanity
Lovely DisgustThe World was BeautifulLovely Disgust1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Filled with ever changing Colors and Lights
People would Evolve, becoming Miraculous
But then I saw a Change that was far from Greatness
Everything became Nasty and riddled with Disgust
It all grew into something Wrong and Impure
My Hatred for the People I used to Love started to Grow
Just as their Filthiness Grew
And I thought of ways to Light them All on Fire
But like Armored Knights they came
My Friends I had previously Abandoned
And they showed me the unfiltered light within the
It's all in your head...She heard the music in her headIt's all in your head...1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Even when she slept in her bed
The tune was never ending
The tone was forever bending
She scarred her face to make it stop
Her world exploded with a pop
Don't hurt my baby, please
My, my, the fates are such a tease
I'll laugh and cry
Meanwhile she'll die
The music is in her mind
Don't Grow UpAnd while other children turn and goDon't Grow Up1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Forget their dreams and wishes
I'll stay here
A pearl in the dark
ForeverI want you to devour meForever1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tear me apart
Kick me around
And then kiss me
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear
Drive me crazy
Up the wall
Until we fall apart
Like castle ruins
Devil's WineI drank the Devil's wineDevil's Wine1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
As we were sitting on my bed
His bright eyes gleaming
I had swallowed my death
In my nightmares
My skin is splitting
My face is shriveling
And my bones sanguine
My hear is ice
My lungs are fire
My body burns
As my breath freezes
A blood-curling scream
Scratching at my soul
God, help me please!
There goes the Devil's laughter
For my tongue is gone
As is my final breath
I drank the Devil's wine
Who am I?My life has become a hazeWho am I?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I have forgotten my namesake
Who am I in the darkest hours of the day?
There's a little girl who walks down the road
Making mistakes I try to correct
And she looks too much like me
A little boy watches her go
He laughs at her
But in the end, there's nothing left of him
Who are you in the darkest hours of the day?
Bloody RedYou are painted in redBloody Red1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Red and black and white
Splattered across your lips
Your eyes are painted in green
The witch eyes of a queen
Empty black pupils
Your hand is painted with soft cream
Nails the color of your soul
Your body is painted with black lace
Curling over curves
In a lonely dying embrace
Your soul is painted in ribbons
Of your hopes and dreams
Of all the fallen
Unsaid Words and Death"It hurts"Unsaid Words and Death1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
That's all she can say
As she stares into the dark moor
Into the emptiness
And she's dying
But no one can save her
She tells me words that pierce my heart
Words that take turn in stabbing my soul
"You can't save me"
Murmurs said so sweetly
Do you know who you are in death?
"I love you"
I love you too
But saying so will kill me with you
Don't Kill YourselfI only wish to give you hopeDon't Kill Yourself1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I can grant you nothing else
I only wish to save you
Because you're killing yourself inside
Forgive me if I take away your sanity
Take away your will to die
Know that I will always love you
Whether or not you commit to lie
Your feelings are what have been given
Your wishes are a disarray
I will be here for you until the day
The day you stop telling me to go away
2. Love, Shadows, and the Sun He had no idea how great her love was, and the second he realized how great her love was he lost her.2. Love, Shadows, and the Sun1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And he had loved her just as much. What was he to do with love that couldn't do anything? He left it to die in the Shadows, and there the Sun never came.
His love stood frozen and numb. So long had it been in ice that when the Sun shined again the love cracked and started to destroy itself; to break.
Only the Sun's fire could melt the ice, but the Sun was so furious, sad. And so, the Sun stopped shining until the day love continued to live between them again.
Who knows when the day will come?
3. Simply LightThis is the beginning of your sight3. Simply Light1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
What shines in the dark of night
It is for what they fight
Healing the villains poisonous bite
Glowing the color white
You say it helps fight the blight
The heart of my knight
The beauty leaves my heart feeling tight
Bonded by our plight
They become a wright
I use it to write
It is Light
MonkeysMy monkeys laughMonkeys1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Their brown fur ruffling in the wind
They sway side to side
Swinging on a tree
They jump on the bed
As I read them a book
A book about other monkeys falling off and hitting their head
Eating their bananas
Clear joy in their faces
They fill my heart with warmth
Because they're not really monkeys
But they might as well be.
They're my baby brothers, my own monkeys.
4. As the DarkEven as I live4. As the Dark1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Even as I love you
Even as I die
All I see is Darkness
Rotting ThroneThere were many people who fell that day. I was not one of them. But then the rest started to break, like aged puppets. I was not one of them.Rotting Throne2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
But then I looked around at the residue. Straying souls, empty bodies, black eyes, and the smell of lost hope in the air.
One person pushed their self over the edge, to fall and to break. Like an aged puppet with broken strings. But it was not just a puppet, it was a marionette.
That person was me.
I fell to fix the cruel sadness. And I came back. We all did.
But we had forgotten.
Never forget your scars. They will grow. You will forget to heal them, mend them. And so they grow. Grow. Grow. Grow.
They grew. Grew. Grew. Grew.
And again, many people started to fall. A second time. The rest to break. A second time. But I was not either of them.
They were imbeciles.
I stayed on my throne. Ruled all of nothingness.
Then the impossible happened...
I started to rot. Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot. Rot.Rot. Rot.
My DearHello, my dearMy Dear2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You seem so near
And yet I cry tonight
And in the night
I lose my sight
Covered by my tears
I said Good Bye
You were so shy
I love you, my dear
1. Introduction (edited)I'll give you an introduction1. Introduction (edited)1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
One that never ends
Because we are forever
Our love never descends
The introduction began with a song
Sang throughout so many years
My voice adds to its crescendo
All to the children's ear
My introduction is about a girl
Or maybe it's a boy's beginning
Of how they grew to be
Into something horrendous
So stay tuned
Because introductions last forever
Since we always discover new things
LimboWe are caught on stringsLimbo1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
That are impossible to cut
So we must rip them off our souls
Despite the fact that doing so will break us
We will fall off our wooden crosses
Into a never ending red abyss
Some of us will crash into the hard concrete
Ending with mangled bodies of broken bones
Bones that will pierce through our flesh
Sticking out as white stained red
Yet other will grow wings and fly
They shall soar with all their colors
And together they shall recreate
Bringing back the things that had ceased to exist
But beyond those two chances, there will be another
The others who will only continue to fall
Those immortals that will live on forever
Limbo is much worse than both Heaven and Hell
HmmmHmmm (Hum it)In my head and mindHmmmHmmm (Hum it)2 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
I hum not to hear music
But to block the sound
Night and Day: 1st Day: Chapter 1Chapter 1: My sob storyNight and Day: 1st Day: Chapter 12 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
My throat was itchy. I coughed. Maybe I was thirsty? Was I dehydrated? Was I getting sick again?
I looked at the cold, bare trees outside. It was winter and it was cold outside. The twins' birthday was just tomorrow and I still hadn't picked up their present from the store. It was bought and wrapped, just waiting to be taken home.
I shook my hair out with my fingers.
"What's shaking, oh darling niece of mine?" my uncle Callum asked grinning and rubbing my head as though I were a toddler.
"What did you get the twins' for tomorrow?" I asked looking up at him.
All Royals were breathtakingly beautiful. My uncle stood tall with his dark looks. The Dark family had darker looks. He had
Who is she?Her eyes were colder than fireWho is she?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her touch hotter than ice
5. Shut Down (Seeking Solace)Can you leave me alone?5. Shut Down (Seeking Solace)1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Shh, there they come
What I fear
Just let me be
You don't understand
I'm seeking solace
From everyone you brought to me
And if you don't
Don't let me die
Be prepared to say good-bye