Ex - Boyfriend, Ex - GirlfriendEx – Boyfriend, Ex – Girlfriend
I still love her smile; I still smile for him
Why did I let her go?; Why did I walk away?
She needed her space; I thought I needed space
She needs her freedom; I need him back
I need her; He needs time
She's happy; I'm shattered
I'm broken; He's okay
I'm still waiting; He'd moved on
She's moving on; I can't let him go
I still love her; I'd lost him forever.
Random thoughtsIs it perfect enough to be wrong?Random thoughts1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Will all your promises be broken,
every word that you have spoken?
I knew it all along.
Is the strangest way the best?
Could I've known the right words
to stop all that hurts?
What will happen to the rest?
I Loved You MoreThey say patienceI Loved You More1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
can go a really long way
So I waited
and I waited
for you to say
What was going on
In that pretty little mind
you pushed me off
and you wasted my time
All those things I said
all those words in my head
all that love that I gave to you
now its clear what it all meant to you
I simply loved you more
I crossed my heart and I swore
that someday I would make you happy
but the promise is all but broken
and my heart is gone, all but stolen
I can't ever get it back because
I guess I loved you more.
I tried building
bridges over all of the walls
I tried healing
all of the burning scars
But you didn't want me at all
What was going on
In that beautiful head
Did you think I was done,
over, and gone?
did you realize my soul was dead?
All those actions in my head
All those words left unsaid
All I wanted was to give to you
But its clear now what I meant to you
I simply loved you more
and you walked out of the door
I only wanted you to smile
The emotion is all but gone
Soul Searcher.Are you? Like me?Soul Searcher.8 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Do you? Strike tree?
Part of me wants to bite free,
but society binds so tightly.
Don't. Take me lightly.
Dubstep and women excite me.
Be. Your own being.
An internal trip, go sightseeing.
Find your identity.
African soul in a mixed breed.
Heartbeat rhythm in my feet.
Take a seat. Hear me speak.
I Miss YouI miss you in the morning,I Miss You1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I miss you late at night,
But I know what you are doing
Is good and just and right.
You're always in my thoughts;
I hope that you can see
I'm proud of you for serving
Our country, God, and me.
And when you're home again
I won't miss you anymore,
But I'll always admire your courage
For fighting in this war.
CareCry away the sorrow,Care1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Cut away the pain,
Hope the tears and blood,
Will help me feel again,
I'm so tired of being empty,
Confused of what to feel,
Wonder if it's just a nightmare,
Slowly turning real,
Can't live each day this tired,
Can't have my sadness eat me whole,
Must hold a smile upon my face,
Must not slip out of role,
Laugh when I should laugh,
At times I'll have to lie,
They may even see me frown,
But they shall never see me cry,
For these tears are mine alone,
And not yours to bare,
Because no matter what they say or do,
No one can really care.
My Poems are ScarsWhat is the point of poetry?My Poems are Scars1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It only creates a record
Of things I would rather forget.
So why do I even write it?
Why do I document despair
To dwell on it later
And relive those memories
That should be old scars?
Is it because I cant remember
Without some trigger
And some masochistic part of me
Cannot let go of my past?
My poems are what I have left
Of that place I once called home.
But why do I read them
When Im so much happier here?
Don't Leave Me Here All AloneDon't Leave Me Here All AloneDon't Leave Me Here All Alone1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am weary and my heart aches
Every time I remember you are not here my heart breaks
My footsteps grow tired and weak
My ears strain to hear your voice but for reasons I can't understand you refuse to speak
My back stoops and strains under the weight of your absence
Any other man would have given up on you long ago but it seems I have no sense
I have only my love to guide me
Everything I do is for you so why can't you see
That God made me just for you
and your silence makes my heart bleed dark blue
Tears stream from my face
I'm so alone, and in such a dark place
Lord please light a candle to guide my way
Help me find someone who will never leave my side and always stay
You know who my heart yearns for
My love for her grows deeper daily and forever more
But if it will never be returned then this emptiness in my heart will only grow
Woman, I love you dearly, don't you know?
If my love means anything to you at all
Then let me know before I fall
If what we had
Love TriangleHe loved her,Love Triangle1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And would do anything for her,
But there was always someone in the way.
He couldn't show her how he really felt,
He knew she didn't feel the same.
But how could he compete with him.
He was everything she wanted,
And he was nothing more than a friend to her.
This guy was perfect, more perfect than anyone she had ever met,
And he was everything to her.
So how could he live up to those expectations?
How could he be everything she wanted?
The guy she was so fond of manipulated her,
And deceived her,
He knew very well his hands weren't clean.
He knew that he could get into her head,
And twist her words around.
He had to make her forget him,
He wanted to be the only one on her mind.
And he knew he could do it.
She did love them both,
She only loved the guy, who hurt her because he saved her life,
But she loved the other guy for him, not because she had to,
But because she chose to,
Deep down she knew all along that she loved him back,
But she would never admit it.
If he left af
I WishTruly I do loveI Wish1 year ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
The passion inside of you
I wish it was mine
Do You Have Any Idea?Do you have any ideaDo You Have Any Idea?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
What it's like to sit on the floor and cry?
To have tears of pain run down your face.
To feel so bad that it's hard to move.
Just wanting to die,
And end this pain.
Every piece of your heart
Falling to the ground.
Nothing matters anymore,
As you lie on the floor.
Nothing will ever be right,
For your world has become destroyed.
Every tearful thought crosses your mind,
As you lay completely broken.
Your world is upside down,
It has fallen apart.
So let the tears fall,
To help you get better,
And make your world a better place.
Little GirlYou saw me,Little Girl1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Broken under the tree.
I sat alone,
Trying to be my own person.
Trying to live without a crutch.
But I guess you looked through me,
And saw the broken little girl I am.
I wish you hadn't scooped me up.
I wish you hadn't started caring for me.
I wish I hadn't cared for you.
You saw me cry.
You didn't know how much baggage I carried.
What I had,
You could never deal with.
The baggage I carry,
Needs someone to be around all the time.
I've been neglected.
Ive been lied to.
Ive been left out on the street to fend for myself.
Ive been left to fight other peoples battles.
I just want to be my own person.
I want to not hurt anymore.
If you see me sitting under that tree,
Don't come up,
And try to save me.
You would be trying to win a losing battle.
They say it gets easier.They say it gets easier.They say it gets easier.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
They say lots of things.
How could I possibly forget about you?
The one person who knows me completely.
The one person who would never betray me.
The one person who smiles and sets me free.
How can time heal these wounds?
When each minute is a red, hot brand
Reminding me of the feel of your hand.
When every day is another empty room
And I'm losing track of the hours in this tomb.
Time becomes my eternal prison.
How can I go on without you?
I'm flying blind without you.
I'm deaf, dumb, and dead without you.
I'm putting a gun against my head,
And pulling the trigger without you.
They say it gets easier.
They say lots of things.
My Best FriendLike a current in the oceanMy Best Friend1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
you carried me away.
Except that you stood standing on the beach,
While I was being pulled under by the waves.
You said you would never leave me
Like a shark,
You swam strong and straight.
But I was a crab.
useless and could only walk from side to side.
You said you would support me
Like a child,
You laughed and were happy.
I was the tired parent.
I got angry but still loved you.
You said you would be there
Like a sunny day,
You pleased everyone.
I was the ice cream that melted
and disappointed many.
I wanted to be useful
Where did you go? What happened to us?
Why are we so
21 Things Girls Don't RealizeSomething I found and yeah, it's completely true.21 Things Girls Don't Realize1 year ago in Personal More Like This
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they love you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? ..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) Guys love you more than you love them!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful
A friend.Let me tell you what a friend is. A true friend. A friend isA friend.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
someone that cares. One that always asks you what's wrong? or how are
you feeling? or sometimes they will say: I know something is wrong.
What is it? A friend is one who lives for you. Who dies for you. Who
would steal the sun from the sky for you. who will stick up for you in
court cases, against bullies, fight for you, and guard you. one who
thinks you are everything. What is a Mate? Hehe... well, that's someone who'd do all of that everyday without questioning.
Where Were TheyWhere Were they When I was crying?Where Were They1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Would they care if I Was Dying?
Where we're they when I was lonely!
A BLEEDING HEART
DROOWNIING IN MY OWN FUCKING TEARS
YOU WERE THE ONLY one TO FIGHT away ALL MY FEARS
I CAN'T STAND ALL THESE FUCKING LIIES
THIS FRINGE IS NOT A DISGUISE
MakE Them leave me Aalone Save Me From this HELL I Call a Home
You are always the one to Wipe Away My Tears
You Were always there To Fight off all my fears
I Was ready to pull the trigger then you came along
IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU I WOULDNT BE SINGING THIS SONG...
You Won't Leave me Alone..You wouldn't Let me Die..
Baby Please don't ever say Good Bye..
Screaming SilenceThe world Whispering, silentlyScreaming Silence1 year ago in Personal More Like This
To the girl on the cliff
her legs rocking back and forth
Humming, ever so quietly
You see her eyes...
Through the veil of her hair
her tears seep through
The cracks in her guise
she continues to scream
She sits on the ledge
dangling her legs over the side
Gradually bathing in the past
Flowing over the edge
she screams silently
At the world
That teems with noise
Calling for guidance
Just a faint hum haunts the air
Among violent vibrations
her voice grows numb
As nights go by and days grow dim
stars are struck dumb
her veins contact and slim
she continues to scream
Hoping, one day
Someone will hear
her quiet little cry
Out of the shadows
And the dark
Too scared, to trust
Of being misunderstood
Too scared to stop screaming.
too scared of her past
she tries to breathe,
And she counts to ten
her body falls
Hear the worlds whisper
From that girl on the cliff
As the world Begins to move and shake
Feel the hum
Six Words Story: Red LightRed LightSix Words Story: Red Light2 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Uncertain Tomorrow Uncertain TomorrowUncertain Tomorrow2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Port of Badon
"Let's celebrate my friend," said Hector to Eliwood, raising his glass of beer. "Let's enjoy for this might become our last."
Eliwood smiled and shook his head on his best friend's behavior. No one aside from him knows this side of the well known General of Ostia. Hector might be noble, brave, and respectable, but just like any other human being he also have his own ups and downs. And it just so happen that heavy drinking is one of his greatest down. "You've drink enough, Hector," he said, taking the glass from his hold. "I believe we need to return now to the ship for we will set sail first thing in the morning."
"Oh come one, Eliwood," Hector whined. "We barely got started."
On his point of view. Yes. On his? No so much. "Let's leave my friend." He straightened up and supported Hector to his feet. "Marcus, could you help?" he called towards Marcus who's seated from another table of the pub.
Marcus went immediately to their
Impossible Love Ch.5Final ChapterImpossible Love Ch.52 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It greatly breaks his heart but Damon had no other option but to do it. As long as he is a part of her life, she will be continuously haunted by the shadows that hound him.
He will never let that happen. Rainie doesn't deserve it.
She deserves a life of security, free from the chaos and death that his existence brings.
So even though it hurts so much that he had to erase his existence from the life and memory of the only woman that mattered to him so much, he must do it if he truly loves her.
Even though it is painful, he's immortal and he had an endless lifetime ahead of him that he can spend in moving on while she will return to her normal where she will continue her life not knowing him.
"Listen to me, Rainie." Damon couldn't almost breathe as he Compelled her. "You never knew anyone named Damon. He never been part of your life, you've never seen him, you've never knew that he existed You never loved him."
Rainie closed her eyes and Damo
I love youSometimes...I love you1 year ago in Emotional More Like This
I want to cry.
I feel funny inside.
I want to cry.
I'm so emotional.
Especially for someone like you.
I know you know you've hurt those before.
I'm young. I'm naive. I don't know yet.
But I know that's how it is.
I love you.
I love you not.
I love you.
I want to cry, because I don't know if you feel the same.
You take longer. He did too. It's okay...
I love. I hurt. I know you're destructive.
I cry inside, my heart out.
I sit in the corner and I cry my tears I cry.
I want you to take my hand.
But it's your hand that must decide.
I know if you take it...and don't mean anything by it...I'll cry.
Because I love you.
Even those you love, will hurt you. They'll hurt you deeply.
For some, if you change, they stop loving you.
Some, even if you change, it's okay, they'll be there.
Just wanna sit there by you.
If you love me too, or like maybe at first..
it'll be okay to take my hand, or touch my shoulder.
If you do take me, be gentle.
My soft heart is break
I'm The GirlMy mind gave up and ran awayI'm The Girl1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It said to me, "I can not stay!"
Life was to hard, now i'm insane
So sit and listen as I explain!
I'm the girl that sits,
All alone at lunch.
I'm the girl that always,
gets another painful punch.
I'm the girl that gets,
Abunch of evil glares.
I'm the girl that thinks,
no one really cares.
I'm the girl thats told,
I am just to weak.
I'm the girl who forgot,
How to even speak!
I'm the girl thats trying,
To find a place to hide.
I'm the girl whos broken,
Really deep inside.
I'm the girl that lost,
Her sanity today.
I just told you why,
So that's I have to say....
IgnoranceShh.Ignorance1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Look behind you.
"Are you okay?"
Shapes, forms, bodies, animals, plants
Shifting, moving, being
"What's wrong with you?"
You're a freak.
No one wants you.
You should kill yourself, let them out of their misery
Or we'll do the job for you.
"They're fake, you know."
No they're not.
"What are you doing?"
This is how I live.
Save me, from the monsters, the shadows
"What can I do?"
You can stop.
You can stop being ignorant