through harlequin sunglassesthrough harlequin sunglasses10 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
in the dim afterglow of the neon lights, she looked almost pretty.
her azure eyes were hidden beneath tacky two dollar orange glitter harlequin sunglasses.
purple hair falls down to her shoulders. it's wild, tangled &curled; whispering of summer breezes, menthol cigarettes &countless nights spent dreaming underneath the stars.
but no stars sequin the uniform navy blue of the sky tonight - all seems dark, lonely &forgotten.
her tired, pale fingers with chipped away hot pink nailpolish firmly grasp a blood red polaroid camera contaning every single living, breathing moment of that day.
there were snapshots of of half-eaten cinnamon buns laced with syrup, vanilla sprinkles &walnuts that she'd attempted to gulp down that morning at her favourite bohemian cafe which seemed a shrine to self-proclaimed rockstars &andy warhol prints.
there were torn pages of an anne rice novel dancing free with the breeze, tainting the placid, perfect nature of the kelly green grass park with talk of vampires,
Amor, dejaste paso a la duda.Hay algo en mi corazon que de pronto renacioAmor, dejaste paso a la duda.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
un sentimientos que al parecer nunca se extingio
pero esto me esta causando una ligera depresión
al igual que una enorme y profunda confusion
Entiendo que los sentimientos no se extinguen completamente
lo sé, por todas estas cosas que aun tengo presente
y ahora en esta situación bastante cruel
aparecen notas de tinta en mis sentimientos escritos en papel
Lo que yo di por una historia completamente muerta
tiene mas fragmentos incompletos de los que me habia dado cuenta
y ahora lentamente pierdo la razón
por cosas que no entiende mi corazón
En este momento me siento dividio en dos
sumergido entre tantos momentos y recuerdos
de repente mi mente se acordó de aquel romance que nunca comenzo
y se confunde pensando en esta relación que parece se destrozo
¿Que es todo esto?
To whom it corespondsI need you so much,To whom it coresponds2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You can't imagine how,
I keep dreaming you
I've been thinking about you
When I am with you I feel so happy
I can't stop smiling
My heart won't stop racing
I want to hug you and never let you go
I wanna kiss you in a way that's slow
I need to show you what you're worth
My heart was once shattered and I never got it back
But it doesn't matter; I'm making myself a new one.
This heart will be of magnesium
Once it is finished; it'll be yours to own and hold
Please keep it as your treasure
Counting on you is the best thing I've done before
A voice so warm and soft
Just hearing it is enough for me to melt
Your eyes are so calm, so cool.
They give me a peace I'd never before felt.
You're a very aspecial girl
You're sweet, kind, cute.
Unperceived by others, you thought you were.
But a soul like yours is something my eyes couldn't avert.
Continue...? 9... 8...7¿Qué es lo que está mal de mí?Continue...? 9... 8...72 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
¿Es qué soy demasiado dulce?
¿O por qué soy demasiado leal para mi bien?
¿Qué tengo mal que te hace despreciarme así?
¿Acaso hice algo mal?
¿O fui demasiado para ti? ¿O muy poco?
Ya no te comprendo. Creía conocerte.
Siempre te trate como tú me lo pedías.
Aun así, tú me abandonaste y ahora me humillas.
¿Solo cuanto más fuerte tengo que gritar?
¿Sólo cuánto más fuerte tengo que llorar?
Basta por favor, no puedo correr más.
Las puertas del mundo que soñé se están cerrando.
Este dolor me está matando.
Me quedare con todos aquellos recuerdos queridos.
Recuerdos de todos aquellos momentos de diversión.
De todos aquellos momentos de felicidad que me diste.
Pero aun así lo siento mucho.
Yo ya no puedo actuar más.
Cada estrella que mires en el cielo.
Cada brillo que veas en la noche.
Es un fragmento de
Una sombra en la obscuridad.Hace algunos años sucedió en este pueblo un acontecimiento devastador.Una sombra en la obscuridad.3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Creo que todo comenzó el día de la gran fiesta del pueblo. Cada año en mi pueblo se hacía una fiesta para celebrar, el día que se creó.
Había mucha gente en las calles, y en la plaza, preparando la gran fiesta, que comenzaría en cuanto la luna estuviera en el firmamento. Solo recuerdo a gente adulta haciendo los labores de la fiesta, y a los jóvenes reunidos en casa hablando, y algunos otros disfrutando de la ausencia de sus padres.
Yo tenía 17 años, y al igual que casi todos los de mi edad no ayudaba en los preparativos, simplemente que en mi casa, decidí alejarme, para pensar profundamente en los asuntos que me inquietaban.
Me aleje del pueblo, a un bosque cercano, y comencé a caminar.
Tenía muchas cosas en mente, y estaba muy confundido, tanto por mi forma de ser y por mi relación con las personas. Fue despu
i love you anywayyou always say stuff about howi love you anyway4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
dumb, ugly, fat, stupid,
tactless, worthless and darn
stupid you are. and darling,
dearest darling, do you know
what i say to that?
you could be a toothless hobo and
i would love you anyway.
you could be a blind fool and
i would love you anyway.
you could be a heartless miser and
i would love you anyway.
so please, stop being silly, 'cos
i love you either way.
Day 14Hello, my lovely waifu!Day 145 months ago in Letters More Like This
Today's the 14th day. 2 entire weeks without you, darling :c I want to see you soon and hear from you all day long! Hug you and kiss you and touch your lovely little cheeks and soft, warm kitty body I really love you and really miss you like you have no idea. We gotta go to the movies soon! :3
Yesterday I did a lot of things. I woke up early to go with my mom to help her buy some tickets for airplane travel. They're not for anyone of us, though, but for other people of our family. I took Venus with me and she was looking out the window of the car all the way there and she was so amazed at how big the place is when we went in there. She was dazing around the whole time
After that we went to go see my aunt, my dad's older sister, because my mom needed to leave something there and because two of my dad's aunts are visiting for a while. You have to meet them :3 They've traveled all over the world and one of them is a professional chef that ma
Day 11Hello, my true loveDay 115 months ago in Letters More Like This
It hasn't been a good day today... I've been in a bad mood almost all day long and not even having listened to the entire AC/DC Back in Black album has helped much :C I'm in desperate need of you. I've also felt like I'm just a tool as well all day long...
Other than that, my day's been kind of quiet. I've been at the house almost all day long. I've been with Venus ever since morning She's getting used to her blurred sight and the doctor says she's not losing vision any longer. As long as she gets her surgery she's going to be fine
I basically did nothing but play and read today. There was this time in which I went out to buy groceries and gallons of water for the house but other than that I didn't do much xD I only watered my back lawn for around an hour and that's it xD
Right now I'm playing Call of Duty. So far we're starting out good. But my friends will surely leave soon, so I guess we're going to leave it for now in a few moments after
Day 10Hello, darling. My one and only.Day 106 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day 10 already. It feels like it's day 100 for me because I still and will always miss you a lot when you're not beside me
Today, I woke up at around never. I didn't get to sleep at all with Yoru snoring louder than a pig and lion, Pablo occupying half the bed and Andre slapping me in the side every now and then with his spaguetti arms. He was flailing them around all over the place. Hit me at least 6 times. So in that account it's been 48 hours without me sleeping over half an hour straight.
When I left I gave Pablo a ride to his place and then went back home. Didn't sleep as my family had left me chores to do around the house and eventually I took a shower like every morning. Then we ate when my dad came back home from work and a few hours later my mom, sister and I went to Costco to buy stuff. After that we went to a place where they sell ice cream and stuff which I think is called Star Flavors. It's right next to Kekoko's chicken. I had
Days 8 and 9Hello my sweet and beautiful pancakeDays 8 and 96 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's already the 9th day and I have never missed you this much I really really need you with me right now I am in deeeeeep love with you
We already talked yesterday about the 8th day, so this letter will be only for day number 9. Remember month 9? I do I liked that drawing for the month a lot because Germans and you and I as Germans
Day number 9 was a lot of fun! I woke up very late because of my sister's ball and then went to church real hurried up. I had to go to the one near my house, though because I didn't make it to the one we usually go to :c After that my family and I stayed at home until my parents went to go vote for the major. I didn't know it was yesterday, nor what each candidate proposed at all, so I didn't vote.
When they were coming back they called us asking what we wanted to eat. My sister said Wendy's so they bought some burgers from there. They didn't ask me what I wanted 'cause the
Day 2Hello, dearDay 26 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day two now and I didn't hear from you all day long. I hope you made it in time and that you're A-Okay, darling. I miss you like hell. My day today was pretty good. I'll tell you about it right now :3
I woke up late. Like at 10:50 am xD That's late for what I'm used to on Sundays since I go to church at 11 with you But I still managed to get dressed and ready for 12:30 and went with my Mom and sis.
Then we went back home and then back out to Costco to eat. I hadn't eaten with them for a long time. We had some pizza there, my mom ate a hot dog and then we bought some things for supper, some boxes of my bubblegum and some nuts and gummy worms . Then I had some choco-vanilla ice cream xD I love that ice cream because it's both my favorite flavors in one Yin Yang 50/50 spread of perfection
After we were done we went back home and I went to my room to watch the final matches of the MLG Spring Tournament. It was intense because the team I want
You're everythingYou're everything that I've ever wanted...You're everything2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You're everything that I ever needed...
How can I express this feeling...
without making our hearts keep bleeding?
I never wanted to hurt you...
I never wanted to make you cry...
No matter how hard I try...
I always end up killing you...
All I want is your happiness...
and for you I'd give up on all my dreams...
on all my hopes...
on all my memories...
I belong to you forever...
no matter what happens...
Even if I have to suffer...
I'll show you that to me...
You're all that matters...
I love you babe...
I love you a lot...
I need you babe...
I need your love...
Take my hand once more...
And let's dance all night long...
Hold your body against me...
And let your heart become once more...
One with mine...
Inside your soul...
PS. I love you babe.
Bittersweet Child Of HersI gave my heart toBittersweet Child Of Hers3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a boy who held it
but held something else in
his other hand.
A teddy bear
out of place in his bruised fingers
a too-tight mid-riff t-shirt
fallible, falling forever eyes
with an almost giggle smirk.
It can dance and talk
stuffed with old promises
and brimming hope
the sickly sweet kind that makes him forget about
Bitter tastes we shared over morning coffee
and groggy phone calls.
Bitter taste of past mistakes.
Her name was Rini,
and he brought Rini home.
bloodI want to be a virus.blood3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
so i can live under your skin, swim softly through your blood.
to rush through your heart, feel your veins squeeze tight around me
pushing and pulling me
about your body.
free reign to travel from your head to your toes
trace along your finger prints, down the shafts of your hair
to be apart of you, entangled,enveloped forever.
The way you are in me.
To My Long Distance LoverThere is a tangible ache in the hollow of my chestTo My Long Distance Lover3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and i miss you like the sea misses the shore when its tide is tugged elsewhere.
Rules of horology are falling and fading and failing fast-
every second seems to stretch and I turn to my calendar like a bloom to the sun,
55 days until I can feel the electricfireshock of your skin against mine.
I miss you, I love you, imissyou.
I want to scream into a scratchy arboreal mess,
run through trees that tower fifty feet above my head while my feet
pitter patter crunch against twigs
and dry leaves, the sound reminiscent of the crackle of wood in a fire.
I want to just get lost until I find myself,
until I find you and your arms wrap around me.
You are my sanctuary, my refuge, and I need your embrace like the earth needs the sun,
like the starved man yearns for sweet, gluttonous contentment.
I miss you so much it hurts. I
keep inhaling nostalgia instead of oxygen,
and it burns going down and makes my lungs choke up,
dehydrates my mouth to someth
To my new best friendBright red hair,To my new best friend2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sweet pink lips,
Tender white skin,
And soft pink cheeks.
She's got a bright smile,
A childish attitude,
She can be rough when she wishes to,
But I know just how sweet she can be.
There's some mystery around her.
It's just not something I can infer.
She's someone I've yet to see.
Yet her problems I wish to prevent and foresee.
She's got an attitude of passion.
She does anything for her friends.
She's just one sweet, cool person.
I'm glad to be one of her friends.
She likes Rock N' Roll.
She likes sugar, and I like honey too.
I love it when she nyans.
She sounds so kawaii!
I couldn't have asked for a better friend indeed.
She's really special person.
She can easily forgive and forget.
Everyone calls her a huge nerd.
I'm just happy she's my new best friend.
Roses are red.
Her favorite color's blue.
In soviet Russia poem write you.
I know my poem's lame.
But I'm writing it for you.
To make things short and not so weary.
Of this you must be wary.
Meeting her was not someth
Lo que siento por tiNo se como decirloLo que siento por ti2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No se como expresartelo
Ni tampoco como demostrartelo
Pero tu belleza me ha cautivado
Llegaste un dia a mi
El cual recordare toda la vida
Ese dia me cautivaste
Y tambien me enamoraste
Jamas habia imaginado
Que de ti estaria tan enamorado
Y ahora te pregunto
¿Te gustaria estar a mi lado?
Sin importar cual sea tu respuesta
Quisiera decirte una ultima cosa
No solo porque seas hermosa
Sino que para mi eres la mujer perfecta
Day 13 :heart:Hello my one and only true love and eternal soul partner1Day 13 :heart:5 months ago in Letters More Like This
Today was a great day! I did a lot of things today at home. I played with my dog and cleaned around the house. I didn't get my 7/11 Slurpee though, because my mom and my sis had no reason to go at all, so then we stayed at home all day long today. It was very cloudy too, but it didn't rain at all. It was even windy enough :c
I read part of a book that's taken me years to finish xD It's an old Resident Evil book. I've got them all on my PC in case you want a copy of them too. They're all in Spanish too :3 Although I think it's Castellan because there are some words I've never seen before too xD but that means more cultural interchange when I google the meaning, right? :3
After reading I went to play games. All my friends were playing Minecraft and rebuilding the village we all live in that got destroyed by one of them when he was bored xD They were having a hard time rebuilding it and needed help so I decided to buy the g
Day 12Hello my baby, hello my honey ♪Day 125 months ago in Letters More Like This
This is the second time I have to write this letter xD My stupid browser went back two pages for no reason and so I'm going to have to start over. I'll probably forget a lot of the things I had already written xD so excuse me if the content is too little xD but let me let you know that I love you
Did you know today's 7/11's free slurpee day? It's because today's the 11th. I want a free Slurpee :3 I'm probably going to go to El Paso tomorrow to get it.
Oh! Yesterday was my dog's birthday too. I took her for a shower and a haircut because of that. She doesn't know it was her birthday though. But that's because she's a dog and dogs don't know what a birthday is :3 she was a very good dog today. We played together a bit and she beat me on Call of Duty :0
Ah, that's right. Venus says hi! She misses you two so much. But you two will be back soon to play with the two of us, right? We wish you good luck on your trips We'll b
Day 7Hello, my eternal love!Day 76 months ago in Letters More Like This
Today was a good day. I did a lot of good stuff today. First of all I woke up FULL of energy unlike any other day. And it was all thanks to you That extra energy came as soon as I checked all the messages you had left me in the very morning. I think it was 7 am here when the messages arrived. They didn't wake me up, though :c otherwise I would've replied back to each and every last one of them with all my love. :3 Why? Because I *insert Skrillex lyrics here* you!
After I woke up and read your lovely messages I started cleaning around the house for a bit and sat down to play games with some of my friends while still waiting for Pablo to call me and/or Andre to go to the movies. Well, in the end Pablo called us at 5:30 when the movie they wanted to see started at 6 so we naturally didn't make it. We ended up not going to the movies and just played games back at Pablo's place. It was a fun as dicks day!
I got back home around 11pm xD
Day 6Hey there, Spooky.Day 66 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day 6 already. Today was a very boring day for me. I woke up early to only do chores around the house. Then I exercised a bit and took a cold shower, doing both while listening to The Patch #7. It's a podcast dedicated to games only.
After that we went to El Paso and we got to look around at some things. Turns out the sharpening stone I wanna buy for our knives at Wall-Mart is 13 dollars now instead of 17 :3 but I still don't even have half that amount xD
After that we ate at Taco Bell and then bought half a dozen doughnuts from Dunkin' Doughnuts. Then we went back home. I didn't do anything since then but sit down and watch fireworks while waiting for you.
It was a really boring day :c not much to do today even when I went out. Maybe it's because I miss you a lot.
By the way, your daughter misses you too and her little brother She wants to see you two soon We both miss you and love you very much
Right now she's sitting on my lap
Day 5Hello, my one and only.Day 56 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day number 5 dear and I have still to hear from you at all... I don't know if it's because you're busy or because something happened... I just hope that it's the first one and not the second. I miss you a lot like you've got no idea.
Today was a very good day. I woke up at 9:30 and had almost nothing to do but relax all morning long. I excercised a bit too. It's been a while since I could do it in the morning. Also, my sister's apparently entering her Slenderman phase so after I finished excercising and went downstairs for some water I decided to load up the typical static you hear when he kills you. While I was going upstairs I played it at full volume. Best thing was, she had fallen asleep in the room and I didn't notice. She described her reaction as: "I woke up because of the noise but I didn't make it out at first and then, when I realized that you weren't there anymore excercising and I recognized the sound I started to panic and think Please
Day 4Hello, my true loveDay 46 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day 4 already. I stood up late waiting for you again and you didn't show up after going to the movies but that's okay I love you anyways. I just hope that you're okay and that everything's fine. I can't protect you all the way there so I worry every day that someone might do something to you :c I love you so much.
My day was very boring today. I cleaned up the house just like yesterday and that's all I did :c Besides that I played games, did a bit of exercise and played a bit with my dog and then I played a bit with Venus too She's learning so fast I'm glad she's our cute little daughter. She still smells a bit like you from the time she stayed to sleep with you
Every day I give her little baths in the kitchen sink because she's so small she still fits in it I feed her and take very good care of her. Thank you for giving me a daughter like her. Oh! Don't forget to read to Jasiel and tell him I love him and I miss him f
Day 3Hello my darling,Day 36 months ago in Letters More Like This
It's day 3 and I did get to hear from you today. I'm so glad I did. I'm happy to know you're safe and sound and having a lot of fun with your family over there. I'm doing very good myself.
Today I woke up earlier than I'm used to. I cleaned the house a bit, made some tea and laughed my ass off watching the GTA IV Let's play of today. It was very funny. Then I watched the Full Play of Resident Evil Revelations part 5 because I like that series and Micheal is doing it :3
After that I didn't do much. Played for a bit and then went to clean my van up a bit. Then I went to take care of Venus and feed her milky She was very happy and smiling a lot. She's starting to try and walk too She misses you a lot but I'm taking good care of her. How's my baby boy doing? I miss him so much
I also miss you too, darling Right now I'm not doing anything. Waiting for the 1.6 update of Minecraft to finish downloading while writing this to you. I need you a l