You and ILingering through my dreams,You and I1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Grasping my hand,
in a gentle dance,
across the field of swaying flowers.
Holding you close,
embracing against the shine of the sun,
soothed by the touch of the wind.
And laying in the rain,
just you and I,
hoping to be yours till the end of time.
I close my eyes,
till the beating of the rain
To Whom it Doesn't ConcernHello.To Whom it Doesn't Concern1 year ago in Letters More Like This
I've truly realized how none of you care.
You act as if you do, but in the end, you are concerned with no one but yourselves.
I had never asked for much. A simple kindness was worth too much to give, it seems, but I understand.
I wasn't the person you were looking to give it to.
I learned that I've never wanted to be.
Never wanted to breathe, never wanted to live.
Mostly because, there is nothing worth living for, not even myself.
Why must I suffer? Why do I let myself face this agony and this pain?
You say that this is selfish, because it'll only inflict pain upon others, but there'll be none.
Because you don't care.
It is selfish of you to degrade me for wanting release, for letting me crumble and wither away.
But you don't care.
You're just like everyone else. And hopefully you will suffer just as much as I have to.
It's unbearable. It's indescribable.
It's consumed me.
I've turned into this monster.
And it's time that I rid the world of it.
I don't careI no longer careI don't care1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's just a mere wound,
just another drop of blood,
and just a little sob.
It becomes routine,
part of the coldness of your hearts.
Please tell me why God has chosen me
to live on this planet.
Somberly, along this oppressive path.
I wanted nothing.
And you got everything.
Phantomsdriving to schoolPhantoms3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
still half in my dreams
the road seems way too bright
have you figured out yet?
I am nonsense
so my borders shake and veer
my heart almost beats a rhythm
to and from your door
why am I
to these phantoms
small enough?Am Ismall enough?4 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Small enough to fit
inside your heart
like the pain you hold so near?
small enough to fit inside
that bottle you caress within five shaking
that can't stop what they've started.
Small enough to hide inside
the bruises and cuts that
you can't forget
and still think you deserve
Small enough to be the one you put into your back pocket
like the cents you ask to borrow to get on a one way train
and you don't want to go where it's taking you.
small enough to add to your collection
of people who didn't leave you
small enough to fit in the tear that falls when you
reach inside of your heart
to find the razor blade has taken the place
of the words you had but are now gone
because it's over
am I small enough
to not cause you more than a pin-prick of pain
when I make a mistake
because I may be small
but I love you
more than the space I don't want to