FTM coming out letter.READ DESCRIPTION.FTM coming out letter.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
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I love you. You raised me perfectly. Please don't let this letter make you doubt that. It is because of you, that I'm the person I am today. Please keep an open mind about this, and that no matter what happens, I will always be your child. I'll simply say this right now, I'm not pregnant, I'm not on drugs and I don't drink. That's not what this is about. My hand is shaking as I write this, it's really hard for me. In all honesty, I'm terrified about what you will think, and how you will react. I'm still the same person I've always been, your only child, and nothing will ever change that. This is also not a phase, mom. I haven't made this decision based on the past couple days, the past couple weeks, or the past couple months. I've been feeling this way for well over two years now.
I hate this, mom. The feeling that I don't belong in my own body. It's like my mind is linked elsewhere. This body of mine is just a shell. I have the body of a girl, but t
Coffee high! N and Touko sat in their new house. They were grown now, and married, so what would be the bad thing about buying a house together. Well... There is one thing and that's N's coffee highs, when he completely goes insane. N had drunk thirty cups that morning and he was about to tell Touko something then that feeling sneaked up on him. He felt this happy feeling and it was going to be a good day feeling. Touko knew what was coming so she got out her spray bottle full of ice cold water. She screamed, "HIDE!!! TAKE COVER!!!" She ran out of the living room.Coffee high!2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
N licked his lips and growled hungrily, "Now what should I do? Ah, I know! Touko, where are you?!" He got down off the couch in a lunging position, ready to pounce on anything that moved.
"STAY AWAY FROM ME, N!!!" She yelled from upstairs up to the bedroom, and she locked the door behind her.
"Okay... I will!" He called back to her, but he was up to his Zorua tricks again.
"N, I'm serious!!!" She screame
Phil and Dan- BullyingWARNING: This story contains bullying, which may be disturbing to some readers. Also, it contains Phil and Dan as 11 or 12 year olds, 'kay? In the meantime, MI-CRO-WAAAVE~Phil and Dan- Bullying2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Phil sat in the corner, facing the wall of the boy's room, crying his eyes out. Why, he thought, Why do they bully me? It's not like I did anything to THEM. I wish I could back, I would if I could. But I can't. I just can't...
He decided that he should just hide out in the boy's room until the bell rang. Athena wouldn't be caught DEAD in the boy's loo. Suddenly, Phil felt a sharp hand on his shoulder. He jumped alittle and turned around. Athena!
Phil quickly erased any proof that he had been crying. If there was one thing more embarrassing than being bullied at all was being caught crying infront of your attacker. It just made them want to hurt you even more because they think that your weaker than they thought.
"Thought you'd get away, huh?" Athena asked sharply, picking up Phil by his underarms.
"W-what are you doi
Wingless AngelThere once was a woman who killed her own daughter.Wingless Angel2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Vile and worthless," She said when she was caught committing the crime. "That child has many sins over her head. Not listening to her mother and not doing as she's told. I didn't commit any crime. I just punished the person who did."
This 'mother' went to trial, but was soon released for the jury found her not guilty. After all, the prosecutor failed to present any evidence that this mother was guilty of murdering her own daughter. All he did was prove that she was insane which insane she was- which gave the opposing side a great advantage, for they wanted to prove that she needed mental help. She was soon released from the psychological hospital and was thrown back into the world.
She soon found a man that she loved dearly. He was someone that put her first and loved her newer self. When the time came, he proposed and they got married. It was her own happily ever after.
One day, they both agreed that they wanted a child. The w
Eden - Chapter FourEden - Chapter Four2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
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Touko lazily stretched and groaned softly, after hearing a couple cracks. She had felt better after having a long nights rest and would probably have felt greater if she slept longer but a buzzing sound was grating on her senses.
She sat up and blinked multiple times at the strong sun light filling the room and look towards the desk, expecting to see N working his ass off but instead it was empty... and there was a TV right in front of her cell.
"So that's where the buzzing noise in coming from... "
Forcing herself to leave the warmth of her bed, she stepped onto the chilled floor, holding back a curse, and stepped closer to the glass. She noticed the remote control on the ground and picked it up. She used it to put the sound up but didn't bother changing the channel. Who ever placed this in here obviously wanted her to see something on this channel.
Touko didn't have to wait for long before the screen turned white, the words "Important Message" blinked across the sc
Unofficial Official Rainbow Factory Ending SceneUnofficial Official Rainbow Factory Ending Scene2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Unofficial Official Rainbow Factory Ending Scene
By Aurora Dawn and B.X.S.
"You have beautiful eyes," she cooed, soft, yet clearly.
"I know. Confident, headstrong eyes. You want to know what these eyes are seeing?"
Rainbow smirked. "The little bitch who just ruined my quota. I can't make rainbows out of tears. I have a lot of work to do because of you." Rainbow Dash slowly drifted into the control room, whistling as she did so. She turned to watch the agony on Scootaloo's face as she pressed a series of buttons. Dash then pulled a lever down, slowing yet not stopping the machine. The orange filly's spirit was broken. She did not struggle as the machine slowly pulled her upward.
Scootaloo muttered something to herself quietly. Rainbow Dash, wishing to savor the moment, spoke up.
"What was that? Care to speak up before the end?"
"Goodbye Dash... I love you..."
Rainbow Dash paused for a moment, looking at Scootaloo.
"Good riddance," she spit. She paced in front of Scootaloo fo
A poem about my great friendsIn life one will have many friendsA poem about my great friends2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Some will come and go
But there are a few who may stay
Those are the ones who'll be there for you until the end of their lives...
And maybe a little longer...
They're the ones you can't leave for long
Even if you tried
The ones you can't hide anything from
Or at least not for long
They're the ones who keep your secrets
And will never tell another living soul
They're the ones who'll pick you up
When you fall down
Dry your tears
When you shed them.
These friends are more precious then any gem .
They worth more than all the money in the world.
These are the friends you must keep.
Because if you lose them...
You'll be making the worst mistake in your life.
ND Fanfic: Unforgettable LoveND Fanfic: Unforgettable Love3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Unforgettable Love - Nanatsuiro Drops fanfic
I might end up forgetting everything, but that doesn't mean none of it was important. The time I spent with you, both as Yuki and as Haru, is as precious to me as my own existence. I'm grateful that I was able to be with you for so long.
I might forget about these past six months after tonight, but that doesn't mean all of it never happened. It was during this time that I fell in love with you, and I will never forget these feelings of love which I now have for you.
I might forget everything, but my heart will remember, so you don't have to worry. I will always love you.
~ END ~
What is Love?Love is a force that is will never dieWhat is Love?3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
It is something that outlives any goodbye
It is what gives us strength
Even when we are kept at arm's length
It is what drives us to keep on trying
Even when inside we are dying
It is the greatest gift we can share
Though so many don't seem to care
One day though we will all find a way
To speak the words we want to say
It's something that is as pure as a white dove
Now that my friend, is love
ArmsWhen you told me you loved me for the first time,Arms3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
my broken heart was healed,
my face shone a smile,
and I became whole.
I felt like your arms were around me,
hold me to you,
keeping me safe.
I felt like I was never alone.
Every day since you stopped loving me,
those arms have slowly been fading.
I'm alone again.
I miss feeling like that there was someone who'd always love me,
when nobody else did.
I miss the way you'd tell me you loved me,
and the way my heart would leap out of my chest when you'd say it.
I miss you.
I... I love you.
But I understand...
Even if I'm alone forever,
your happiness is more important.
Even if I suffer a lifetime without you...
I love you.
I'm still waiting,
I Want It AllI want to live,I Want It All3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I want to die.
I want to walk,
I want to fly.
I want to speak,
I want to sing.
I want the freedom to be,
I want meaning in life,
I want nothing out of life.
I want simple,
I want complex.
I want purity,
I want sex.
I want to be smart,
I want to be naive.
I want to be Adam,
I want to be Eve.
I want to Pray,
I want to Sin.
I want to be good,
I want all the trouble I can get in.
I want all,
That I can have.
And I want to be,
All that I can be.
You Make Me Want to ScreamIn everything they doYou Make Me Want to Scream2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
It feels like the whole world's against you
They turned their backs
They looked away
And now they wonder why you hate
Let it all out
Maybe if they see what they've done
They'll see the monster they've become
Deeper and deeper every word cuts
Until your very soul bleeds
You just want out
You just want to be free
You know you want to
Melodies of the DeadI listen to your screamsMelodies of the Dead2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
like a sickening symphony
Your twisted shrills of agony
flutter through my ears
Each disturbing crescendo
is a step to moving on
The throbbing of your wounds;
keeping steady rhythm
and every beat
your next step
to being happy
this treacherously awful orchestra
but it is all
for the better
Shizuo x Reader (The Time of the Cherry Blossoms)As the charter bus skidded to a stop in front of the Prince Hotel entrance, I felt a knot form in my stomach. I never thought I would return here. So many memories I wanted to forget were dug into the heart of the sinful city of Ikebukuro. Everywhere I went after I got off that charter bus, embarrassing and terrible moments came back to me and made want to vomit.Shizuo x Reader (The Time of the Cherry Blossoms)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
There was one place where I would feel safe... sort of. It was with Erika and Walker, my two best friends that I had missed terribly after all those stressful years in America. It was so easy to spot them, having the fact that they carried a life-size figure of a different game/anime character everyday. Not strange at all.
"(Name)!!!" Erika and Walker said in unison. "What are you doing here?!"
"I moved back," I said, feeling my eyes get misty. "I can't stand America. Especially their food."
Erika laughed. "Of course, you probably missed Simon's Russian Sushi."
"I actually did," I laughed. "His sushi is proba
Happy Birthday Shizuo! Shizuo x Reader“I’m so excited! I can’t wait to see the look on Shizuo’s face when he sees his surprise party,” you giggle as you finish wrapping the gift you picked out for the blonde. Today’s Shizuo’s birthday and you’ve arranged for all of his friends to come over to your house and decorate for the party.Happy Birthday Shizuo! Shizuo x Reader1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
“Does this look right Celty? I can’t get this banner straight.” Shinra is standing on a swivel chair holding a large banner with balloons and a birthday cake on it. The banner has the words ‘Happy Birthday Shizuo’ in bold fancy script. You think it’s a bit tacky but Shinra went through the trouble of purchasing the item so you agreed for him to hang it up.
[Be careful that you don’t fall! It’s dangerous to stand on a swivel chair!] The dullahan quickly types out and flashes to the brunette. Shinra laughs and pushes his glasses up on his face before going back to hang the banner up.
“The cake shou
Izaya Journal Entry #2Orihara IzayaIzaya Journal Entry #21 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Date: December 22 2012
So much for the end of the world. The doctors said something about earlier events. I have no idea what they are talking about. Apparently in my room they gave me some really good books to read. I'm not complaining too much about the so called tests. I just figured out that Shizu-chan is next door so maybe I might come up with something to mess with his head. This will be so much fun. Something that will make my inner child happy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
BLANK 400 QUESTIONS MEME!(HEY. IF YOU'RE D-BAG FRIENDS TAGGED YOU, I MADE THIS BLANK BECAUSE I COULDN'T FIND ONE, GOT PISSED, OPENED UP WORD, AND WENT THROUGH EVERY PIECE OF CRAP QUESTION AND BLANKED IT FOR YOU UNLUCKY IMBECILES. NOW EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO DO THIS THING MYSELF.)BLANK 400 QUESTIONS MEME!2 years ago in Historical More Like This
(ACTUALLY, ON A SIDE NOTE, THE ORIGINAL HAD FOUR BLANK QUESTIONS, MARKED BY THE NOTE "NQ-". WANT THE ORIGINAL EXPERIENCE? DELETE THEM AND HAVE A BLAST.)
4. That makes you:
5. Where were you born:
6. Location right now:
7. Shoe size:
8. How many piercings?:
10. When you wake up you're:
11. When your about to sleep you're:
12. Zodiac sign:
13. Chinese sign:
14. Righty or Lefty:
15. Innie or Outie:
Section Two: Looks
A Little GirlDon't cry, little girl. It'll be alright.A Little Girl2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I know it hurts now, little girl, but I'll hold you tight.
It's hard right now, I know. But your hurts WILL go away.
It'll get better, you WILL see another day.
You'll grow up and things will seem worse.
You'll think of your life as not a blessing but a curse.
Don't take it out on yourself, though, my girl.
Don't cut, don't starve, don't hurl.
I know it's hard sometimes. I know they've hurt you.
But I'm here for you, and I'll never desert you.
I know, your thoughts are dark, you're hurt and scared
I know, when things happened, it felt like no one cared.
I've been there before, little girl, I know how it feels.
It's hard to manage the hand that life deals.
The burden is heavy, it weights down on each shoulder,
It'll seem to get worse as you grow up and grow older.
But I know how strong you are, little girl, I know you're brave.
I know I won't have to make an early visit to your grave.
You'll be okay, little girl, it'll be alright, you'll see.
Artistic Nude Vs. PornThere have been too many times that I have been browsing through this lovely site and stumbled upon something that is artistic in no way, so now it's time to break it down, the differences between artistic nudes and flat out pornography. Yes, there are other things that are not considered artistic, but this is a subject that has especially been irking me recently and it seems to be occurring more and more, and yes, everyone has their own opinions about art, but these are mine, so if you agree, great!! Let's become friends over it and have tea together, if you don't, that's fine too, everyone has their own opinions.Artistic Nude Vs. Porn3 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
What is an Artistic Nude?
Now you may be saying "Moushi, you're just a hater on the human body!" I most certainly am not. I love artistic nudes, the way the body can form different shapes and shadows has always intrigued me. The human body is indeed a work of art in all it's own, it's the way that you demonstrate it that pushes it over the fine l
off switch .if only reality had an off switch .off switch .3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i would be holding hands ,
spiraling in flight through the myriad of stars ,
in a deep navy & purple sky ,
aurora after unreal aurora ,
colors jumping like my heart does
when you embrace me tight .
Shizuo Journal Entry #1Heiwajima ShizuoShizuo Journal Entry #11 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Date: December 15 2012
Day one of this so called project I'm suppose to be doing for these weird doctors. They told me a bunch of things I really didn't pay attention to. One thing they did tell me was to write some kind of Journal entry every week about whatever I feel like writing about. Says it will help me with my anger issues. Whatever I don't have a problem. Another thing I remember them saying to me is that I was alone, which is good cause I don't want to deal with that darned flea. Maybe I'll finally be at peace. To anyone reading this I hope I make you guys proud or something I don't really care.
Izaya Journal Entry #1Orihara IzayaIzaya Journal Entry #11 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
Date: December 15 2012
I'm not sure how long I'm here but here's to day one! I got to meet the resarchers and they told me that I am completely alone in this space or the building. They promise to not treat me like a prisoner but I don't mind. Either way I hope they might help me figure out what is going on with me lately. Some of my lovely humans have said that I have Multiple Personality Syndrome. The people also told me to write a journal entry every Saturday about my "progress". I have no idea what they are trying to do or what this so called "project" is about. Either way I really think this is interesting to say the least. Hope my fan base or whatever it's called reads this and wishes me well.
Casey Anthony Verdict RageCasey Anthony Verdict Rage3 years ago in Articles & Interviews More Like This
Outraged Populace on Casey Anthony Verdict
By: Aubrey Langlois
The verdict is in. Casey Anthony, a mother accused of murdering her young two-year old three years ago in June of 2008 has been found Not Guilty on charges of 1st Degree Murder, Child Endangerment/Negligence, and Child Manslaughter. There are other, lesser charges placed on the young, twenty-five year old, but those are meaningless to the public. The outrage is clear.
When the twelve jurors went into deliberation the scorching hot day in July, the public and prosecutors were certain that justice would be served on the woman who had lied her way through court, making a pure mockery of not only herself, but of the justice system. It was anyone's guess how long those twelve randomly chosen people would deliberate, but with the media hounding the heels of this entire fan-fair, it came as a shocking blow when the jury came to a decision merely ten hours after being admitted into their holding chambers