The day you left me forever......I swore that dayThe day you left me forever......2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
that I would never forget
and I've kept my promise
but oh the pain it brings
Of course I'd never forget the day you left me forever. Everyone kept telling me how silly it was to remember such a thing, but they didn't see what I saw that day. They didn't cry as hard as I did. They didn't hold your soulless body against their chest.
They never knew the pain.
That morning, you were fine. Of course, you had been feeling sick that week, so I made plans to take to in and see what was wrong. I was concerned for you. You were coughing and sneezing so much, and nothing seemed to keep you warm.
I made plans ..
I wanted you to get better. Oh how I worried. I knew though, that once I figured out what was wrong, I could help you and things would get better from there. Your sister was also concerned. She always kept a watchful eye on you it seemed.
She'd look over to you while she ate, and once in a while, she'd even let you share
Seme!Italy Weekend Event congrats to Italy for winning against Germany in their game for Euro 2012!Seme!Italy Weekend Event1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Now... as I promised and as I suggested... I am holding a Seme!Italy event. and hell. just for the fun of it. Let's make it last til Sunday night.
I will take be taking requests for anything that relates to Italy being the Seme~ this includes Mochi, Nyo, Neko, 2p!, etc. -though. be warned. depending on how far the request goes, it might be censored or changed a bit. ~u@
So please, I will be eager for requests~ I'll take 'em all the way up until Sunday. once midnight hits for Monday my time. no more requests~ though, i will continue working on the drawings until i finish them all.
oTL oh god, what am i getting myself into?
*shakes* please... give me your requests~ and I will do my best.
Congrats again, Italy~! :iconyayitalyplz: :iconyayromanoplz:
(this only goes for ItalyxGermany. that is all. thank you~ <3)
Berlin's HeadcanonsBerlin's HeadcanonsBerlin's Headcanons1 year ago in Profiles More Like This
Berlin didn't know Germania before he became the city that she is. Considering though that the actual city has actually been around before AD, she still have dreams of a baby being cared for by an older brother that wasn't much older than herself, with a fatherly figure coming by and helping
Berlin was very shy, but sweet, when she was a child. Her two older brothers, Germany and Prussia, both looked out for her equally (Even if Prussia seemed to show neglect due to his ego).
Berlin was scared of Prussia at first due to his ways, she mostly began to cling to Germany all the time. But after Prussia took her out to seas once, he gained the strong appreciation for scenery and created a closer bond to her older brother.
On the same trip, Berlin was introduced to the two friends Prussia always told stories of, France and Spain. She was afraid of them at first and was slow to trust, but after getting used to them, she at least made contact. After t
The British EmpireA calm air hidden behind smoke of fine tobacco always hung around him. Red, lavish robes, extravagant tapestries, and rainbow-colored feathers plucked from beastly angels made his home. The pure luxury that ensconced him filled up his hazy emerald eyes. Every morning, he could hear miles of choirs singing his glory to the golden blue skies above. Every evening, he gracefully received his subjects' whispered prayers.The British Empire2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
While his loyal people praised him, he spit into the faces of his barbarious enemies. They were disgusting beings who scoffed at his greatness. He gave them the honor of driving his leather boots down their cursing throats. Of course, it was not an honor they deserved. They were always so disgraceful.
He indulged in her tan skin and long hair. Sea-scented butterflies nested in his nose. He wondered if she could understand his language. It didn't matter, however, since she would have to learn it very soon. "Mm, you're just delicious..." he moaned softly. "Like the smooth liq
Let me give up on living for a while.......If I were to disappear today, I doubt that anyone would notice. They might realize the empty seat, but they won't notice that I am gone. No. It won't be until a week of my not being there that they shall finally ask why I am gone. It will be a week after that they might start to worry. It will be three weeks after, when they will start to call my phone to see if I'm ok.Let me give up on living for a while.......2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Will I answer them? Of course not! I'm missing after all. So I won't come to my door, and my phone will hold a thousand unread messages from those who might have cared. I will listen to the ring of a new message in my inbox, and stare at my ceiling with faded eyes.
What does it matter?
I'm not really missing anyway. I just want to act as such for a little while.
I just need to disappear for a little while. Just a little while.
Don't worry about me. I'll be okay and maybe I'll show up once again in the near future.
I'm not too sure right now. I just have to take some time off from living so that I can rebuild mysel
InsomniaI can't seem to go to sleep once again I'm wide awakeInsomnia2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm trying so hard to, I really am There's only so much I can take
It's hurting now to breathe and talk
My visions blurry and I can barely walk
How long has it been since I've had a good night's rest?
Maybe a day? Two or three at best
My eyes are burning but they just won't close!
Oh when will this end please, please night, bring repose
You Are Your Own HealerPeople always tell me that things will get better eventuallyYou Are Your Own Healer2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do I ever believe them?
Of course not!
Things won't get better!
The gruesome truth is that things will probably get ten times worse before anything good happens.
And the good is most likely something very small that will make no difference.
Something that will soon be forgotten and disappear as the pain returns.
Everything is not ok.
Everything will not work out in the end.
Nothing will get better.
The pain will never disappear.
These are the facts I believe are true.
Then again, I've been clouded by the pain in my life too much to truly believe that anything can be considered a good thing.
I have not opened my eyes for years.
I fear that if I ever shall look for the good, I will keep myself waiting an eternity.
That pain, is something I have faced and no longer care to acknowledge any more.
I know that there is good in the world.
Not every day is filled with strife.
Things may get better eventually.