Scary Monster aNd Nice Spirite English
Scary Monster and Nice Spirite
We all at some time feel it … this feeling, this sensation, this adrenaline. When we are in danger it is when more it appears and is what it gives us the force to go out of difficulty, all … WE ALL in this world have it, some of them do not develop it, others if, others simply see it as a curse … as I pass to my 3 years ago …
SMn´NS chapter 0
I was in the habit of being a normal girl, any world was saying that it was like an angel … (A nice spirite), was happy nice, sweet, had very good qualifications. My only friend (with the one that had more confidence) to the one that was telling him everything he was Jeff a boy of the same stature blond hair gray eyes, I was a girl of medium stature, chestnut-colored too clear hair, eyes color white honey, teas, many people were saying that my eyes seemed of crystal, that they were so pure, that
The tenderness that's herWith every word written, with every word spokenThe tenderness that's her2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I try my best to express myself, without it being broken
For what I feel is deep in my heart, is love that I want to be showing
Every day it develops, every day I feel more loving
Is the tenderness of passion, which I’ve never felt before
A feeling that I got from a girl who I truly adore
Beautiful as a rose and gentle as a peaceful dove
My heart gets filled with warmth, a feeling I describe as love
She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve seen, that’s as simple as I can be
So very cute and filled with joy, she’s the only girl who I want to see
Her adorable smile that always cheers me up, she’s the only one I need
She’s everything I ever wanted, I thank god that he gave her to me
Deserving of NothingDeserving of Nothing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My endless imperfections
shout to the very core of my soul,
Beating away at my humility,
To bare reminder
that I do not deserve you
in the slightest...
Grace is your very essence,
as you embody that which is perfection.
Whereas my rush
to find the flaws of my name,
You tell it tales true,
of the feelings you hold.
Abnormal is my persona,
and infinite apologies are due,
Many thanks, just as much,
are in order...
To God, to you....
Beauty be what has enraptured my heart
for the eternal hour at hand,
You and only you are the whom
that I most desire,But never deserve.
UnpoeticI wish someone couldUnpoetic3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
See through the
The excuses I make
up so I don't have
to bother anybody
I wish for respect
For someone who
Who doesn't do something
that hurts me
Someone who fights for
When the depression comes
and drags me away
Someone who will
pull me back
and hold onto me
Never letting go
and everyone has their
back to me
They walk away
What is so wrong with
Or can love me?
I'm screaming at the top
of my lungs, because
Gasping for air in a
Crying out for help,
and no ship in sight.
Dancing On the CloudsDancing on the cloudsDancing On the Clouds2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I’ve always yearned to try
Leave my world behind
Seek sanctuary in the sky
To be one with the birds,
Forever free to roam
To move like the wind,
Have but the heavens for my home
To embrace the moon,
Oh, what I wouldn’t give
Amid the flaming stars,
That is where I long to live
How can you catch a cloud?
In spite of your beseech,
The dreams you dream the most
Are the ones farthest from your reach
I've Been ThereWhen I tell you I'm different,I've Been There3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't want your pity.
When I tell you my feelings,
I promise, it won't be pretty.
But you're surprised anyway,
or you don't even care.
Yes, I know.
Believe me, I've been there.
When I tell you I'm different
please, at least, react.
I know you don't want to be friends anymore,
your face only shows fact.
When I tell you my feelings.
I won't fall apart.
I'm just sending out emotion,
straight from my heart.
So you're still in shock,
or you don't even care.
Please don't go away,
I've been there
My LostI closed my eyes and gripped it tighterMy Lost3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My knees began to tremble so much that I had to lean against the counter
The light I held was now completely gone
Why bother continue when you'd lost your hope?
Maybe I'm shallow or stupid as others say
But the feeling of being broken is never an easy thing
Whether I knew the fates had played it this way
Or that the void of cold emptiness had finally eaten me
Should that even help how it feels right now?
Its cold, it drips, and is now streaked wet
Why do tears fall when it is all over?
Stop it, stop crying!
Dripping tears would only fall to the harsh ground and become nothing
Do you regret the choice you've finally made?
Lost and empty, cold and dark
Broken and useless Stupid enough
Choose what you have to, rely on your hand
See what no one understands
Fall and crawl, may my memories haunt me
Because I've lost what I had, never would return.
Leave me aloneLeave me alone2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Retreating to the isolation inside my room
curling up in a blanket of misery
Memories replay and corrupt my peaceful slumber
"You're not good enough."
"You disgust me."
"Nobody cares about you."
Tears stream down my mask
The negative thoughts have made the positive evanesce
I just want to be left
The Waxen LullabyFarewell to leaning fortress grey,The Waxen Lullaby2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Your bower walls are winding trees.
Crowns aflame with breaking day,
A-tremble in the breeze.
Send your wandrings to the sky,
Set your mantle shining bright,
Outrun the blood-red eventide
Outshine the stars at night.
Let your weary steps be swayed
Far from your hearth, far from your home.
Life and longing now forbade
When to the witchs realm you roam.
Be wary, fear the cursed gaze
Weathered face and eye of stone,
Embers in the ashes blaze,
And you are waxen to the bone.
No weary falling of the limb!
No sight to see the sunrise dim!
No touch to feel the fallen snow!
Afar afar afar you go!
And you are waxen to the bone.
DeceptionThe dawn has brought with it insecurityDeception4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
An empty aching feeling that I am failing
Failing them, failing you
Destined to fail at all I do.
My sanity feasting
At a cold sterile table.
The mirror lies when it sees me
Reflecting what the world can see.
You will find I'm cheaper.
Scarred and disfigured
Disgraced by my own hands,
Pride and worth ripped in shreds.
Will you want me
When you really know me?
May 9, 2011
Hold Meyou're all i need right now.Hold Me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the only one i want to talk to
the only one i NEED to talk to.
if you could, would you hold me?
would you kiss me?
would you love me?
would you keep me safe?
would you never let me go?
would you heal me, no matter how long it takes?
speaking to the atmosphere.
no one's here
and i fall into myself.
tears fall faster
with each unstable breath.
i need you....
be near me....and my broken heart
Decayed at bestThe beating of my heart,Decayed at best4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
is pounding in my brain.
Like a hammer constantly colliding
into a brick wall.
The hard shell of my body
only amplifies the sounds all,
because I am empty.
In the midst of a lone night,
I have the same dreams.
For the images are like a movie
set on replay.
In this blurry depths on my thoughts,
these demons,these fears.
All have twitching fingers.
They touch my belly button,
and press into my skin.
And sink and stay.
They hide and bubble in my core.
The hairs on my flesh all rise,
the blood in my veins run twenty below.
And though, I may try to escape,
Though, I may scream until my lungs give out,
Though,I may run until both of my legs
are snapped into broken hard bones.
I know now, there's no way of waking up .
I Have WalkedI have walked through hell.I Have Walked2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I have pushed through its fires.
I have walked over needles and daggers with flaming arrows being fired.
I have walked through blizzards.
I have walked through freezing rain.
I have walked across thin ice and seen the cracks as it gives way.
I have walked over mountains.
I have felt their sharp edges.
I have stumbled over loose rocks and clung to the ledges.
I have walked the smooth paved roads,
And slipped on the smaller gravel paths too.
And felt the thorns tug at me as I pressed through the world to make a new.
But I have danced through meadows.
I have felt the soft grass underfoot.
The tingling of the summer sun and frolicked through brooks.
I have walked in light flurries.
Watched my footprints imprint in the gentle snow.
And I knew I’d left my mark behind, that my presence might affect someone not even known.
And I have marched into the deep oceans
I have walked through the swirling seas.
Only to emerge once again, complete and having faced a cha
fire and ice.i am from the world that ends in fire and ice.fire and ice.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i am from light and darkness, volcano and ash, living and dead. i am from all the words i've left unsaid, from the silence that speaks louder than the path i tread. i am from the poetry that i refuse to write, from the spaces between phrases that never turn out right.
i am from the one a.m. phone ringing, from "i love you, be okay." i am from the lungs that keep breathing, the heart that keeps beating as the ropes begin to fray.
i am from the earthquakes that pull california to the sea, from the arizona shore burning back at me. i am from a place i call home but have never truly known, from inside of the cage where my childhood played but never truly stayed.
i am from a tripping rhythm of self-expression, from quiet hunger and manic depression, in constant digression and possession and obsession and repression.
i am from electric oceans, oceans and oceans and oceans, repetition and repetition, the same words that spill over from my mind ea
AloneDo you know what it means to be alone? Had no friends, no social life, and no normal family? Deidara knew. It hurts... actually it hurts like hell. Like every time you thought about it - feel sharp pain in the chest. Anger, sadness, envy is your constant emotions and you can't get away from them. Other people do not see it, because of the mask. A shell of happy teenager, pretending that everything is all right, but it is not. Then nobody saw him, smile disappear from face and he became nobody again. Sometimes he felt like a doll beautiful outside, empty inside and so easy to break.Alone3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Deidara sighed looking into the ceiling of his dark room. Today was one of his misery days, one of the bad ones, when he can't pretend anymore. He had them time to time. Then his emotions burst out and all defenses shatter. He just had to let it out and then everything will be back to normal. Deidara sat on the bed and turn on music. That helped him to relax heavy sound of guitars, d
Last Winter [JackFrostxReader] Pt.23Last Winter [JackFrostxReader] Pt.231 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Pitch Black, the Boogeyman, was someone you had never truly believed in and had hardly ever heard him mentioned. Maybe you should have paid attention when Jack had mention him, but you had disregarded him and had forgot what he had mention about such a man.
He was bad. That is what you knew; Pitch Black was what nightmares were made of, or what commanded them. Your thoughts were muddled by your nightmare, by his appearance in your reality, by your mother’s and Ruben’s reaction when you kept screaming for them to turn around and look at the threat behind them.
There was another fact that couldn’t be ignored by your analytical mind, and that was how his sole presence affected the atmosphere of the room, the attitude of those inside the room, how he was able to affect the state of your mind.
I should have paid attention,’ you thought, and the previous thoughts you had had before the nightmare were partially answered; Jack hadn’t been a fixation
The End ofthe BeginningPhantom shadows that chase my dreams,The End ofthe Beginning6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Beyond ghostly halls of empty screams,
A voice that whispers just as before,
So quiet at first now shrieks once more.
Unholy the sound; as angels die,
As the storm proceeds to split the sky,
An Undeserved PunishmentMy head is a prison;An Undeserved Punishment4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My emotions the shackles.
I am it's prisoner,
The sole resident.
Kept under ward.
The shackles chain me;
Hope pulling for freedom,
And doubt tugging to stay.
Love, clawing at handcuffs.
Shame locking them tight;
Deep inside this lonely cell.
The warden condemning a crime;
What did I ever commit...?
venomousThe darkest of times lay upon my soulvenomous3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and refuse to go away. There is no control
in my movents.They won't let me go.
The insanity crawls back again to my brain
I won't give up on fight - I won't feel ashamed.
I'll end up with more scars than I used to have
I'll fight with those monsters until my one last breath.
Love LetterBeloved,Love Letter2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Is it possible to feel too much at times? Can the heart become a weapon, carrying the weight of unspent dreams?
There are rare nights when I seem to ghost dance with the world. I move through it, aware of the physical existence of people, places, things - their connections - and nothing more.They leave no indelible mark; they are a mere whisper on my landscape that echoes vaguely in my conscious mind, a glancing blow that barely registers. Mouths move...words are said, and I comprehend the physical act, the meaning and reality - but it only ripples the surface.
And then there are nights that are quiet electricity and life blooms out of control around me in vibrant and livid color. Every word has a music to it and every nuance of movement shoots through me and pins me to the wall of desire. I am held prisoner by the soft beauty of words not said. I feel the pain of lost tears and memories mumbled in a gentle catechism of failure..
And it is on those nights that I think of you.