How the Tables have Turned.I let my guard down.How the Tables have Turned.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Promised myself you weren't the same.
Promised myself that you'd treat me right.
Told myself I wasn't to blame.
To blame for people come and gone.
Who tore me apart and thought they'd won.
People who'd taken the best of me,
Ripped me apart and watched me bleed.
Now all that's left is this hollow shell.
Numb to all feeling, emotion - which is just as well.
You are the same, and I know, this time i'm not to blame.
This isn't over yet, we aren't through.
When we're done, there won't be anything left of you.
Then I'll work my way backwards, destroying them all.
I want to make them cry.
Watch them bleed.
Watch them fall.
Fall into the dark place, leaving them empty and numb.
Leaving them in the state I was in, broken and alone.
You Call Yourself a Friend?Trapped inside my own head.You Call Yourself a Friend?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming to escape.
You see me sitting there with a smile on my face.
This smile hides far too much.
Truth is, you're making me be someone i'm not...
A two-faced liar.
That isn't who I am.
I covered your back.
I kept your secrets.
I haven't told her your lies.
I haven't told her who you really are.
Instead of being the friend you should be, you're scum.
No better than the dirt in the street.
You should watch where you step.
This ice is paper thin.
I won't hold anymore in.
I won't pretend for you.
I won't keep your secrets.
I'll no longer be someone i'm not.
I'll no longer be your friend...
You.What makes you think you can pry your way back in?You.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Explainations, reasons, excuses.
They're all the same when they come from you.
An experiment, a way to kill time.
That's all I was to you.
Hurting someone who's already hurting more than you care to see.
That's a sick game to play.
Pulling at my heart strings as I tried to be rid of you.
You're like a slow poison seeping it's way into my veins.
Taking, destroying, consuming. That's all you're good for.