Let me love you.Today I talked with a woman who's daughter I knew since we were kids. This girl was always introverted, really shy. And half the time I figured people didn't even notice she was there. But I noticed. We became this awkward sort of 'friends' our sophomore year of high school all the way up to graduation.Let me love you.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Her mother told me today that she is still backwards and pretty awkward around people but she's getting better. I assured her that I tried to bring her daughter out of her shell, and she smiled and said to me, "Oh I know—she talked about you everyday after school. Kayla did this, Kayla said that. Kayla brought me into this prank…"
( Sidenote: We taped printed out pictures of kittens all over our history teachers classroom.)
I always figured she thought I was annoying and merely put up with me.
But now, all I can think is, "Wow—someone thought I was awesome enough to tell the closest people to them about. MEEEEE."
I am nothing special but this ma
For A FriendIts ok to cry.For A Friend2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Its ok to let your feelings out.
Its ok to speak your mind.
It's ok to let the words issue from your mouth.
It's ok to let them leap from your lips.
Being strong is not always the best for you,
Bottling the pain in brittle bottles.
'Cause those bottles always break and what they once held;
can comeback stronger.
The feeling immersing you in grief and sadness.
Robbing you of light and casting you into darkness.
Making your heart become cold, causing you to fade.
Don't be afraid darling, we will guide you.
You are safe. <3
Feel like self harming? Committing suicide?Stop there. Don’t do it. Do not pick up the blade, don’t pick at your thighs, don’t pick at a certain spot until you bleed. Put down the scissors, lower your hand and stop for a minute. Think about what you are doing. You’re already hurt enough aren’t you? Someone, somewhere has caused you a lot of pain. You’re hurting enough aren’t you? Then why? Why hurt yourself even more then you need to?Feel like self harming? Committing suicide?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Don’t self harm, you are lovely person. You have a heart, you care about other people. You know, we all push people away, especially when we need them the most. I know, I get it, I have been there. But that’s life and if they really cared as much about you as they said, then they would stay by your side no matter what. What will self harming solve? It will only cause you more physical pain. I get it, I get how self harming can release some sort of adrenaline rush and I get that after cutting for so long you can’t just stop, but
My Photoshop Actions journal = closedWhat are Photoshop Actions?My Photoshop Actions journal = closed3 years ago in Art Features More Like This
Photoshop Actions are the recordings of commands that can be applied to one or multiple images in Photoshop. When you press play, it applies these recorded commands. Think about changing the mood in a picture with various adjustment layers. Using an action can actually help you save a lot of time.
Which versions of Photoshop are lieveheersbeestje's actions compatible with?
All Photoshop CS versions, CS2 to CS6 Extended. My actions are not compatible with Photoshop Elements or other programs.
How can I download your exclusive actions?
You can download most of the actions at my DeviantART for free, it's easy and takes a few seconds. However I do have some exclusive actions as well, you need to pay with DeviantART points in order to get them. Want free points? Read more below in this journal.
30 points every week!
Every week I choose at least one artwork that used one of my actions. This artist will receive 30 points.
i'll love you if you read my story~~~Hey guise :3 Erm, I made a short storyi'll love you if you read my story~~~2 years ago in Personal More Like This
It honestly sucks ass, but I don't give two shits C:
Welp, in the story, the guy and girl are both 15. That's honestly all I'm gonna say.
You'll catch on quite quickly if you read the whole damn thing.
Hope you enjoy~~~ lol please don't judge.
I'm way better at writing than this piece of shit:
"Shh.." Skylynn whispered. She pulled her finger from her lips and put her right arm down by my left. I wanted to grab her hand and say that everything's going to be all right. But it wasn't. Her father was coming through the doorway, drunk as ever. Straggling behind him were the laughs of a drunk woman.
As always, Skylynn had told me her father comes home drunk almost every night, with a woman he's met at the bar or club, and brings her home. Skylynn hides in the pantry, filled with warm beer, wine, and foul smelling cheeses, of the kitchen while her father, and the unknown woman, stumble into the house and drag themselves upstairs to his room.
By this t
It Could Happen To YouI found this in a friend's journal and decided to share - it's about a guy called Shane and his boyfriend Tom. They were happy and all but then they decided to come out to their families. Now Shane's family accepted him and were happy for him for finding the love of his life, but Tom's family however .. well, see the vid that Shane made for yourself http://www.youtube.com/watch?vR9gyloyOjM [warning though, seeing this, seeing Shane cry, chances are you WILL cry as I am now.]It Could Happen To You3 years ago in Personal More Like This
SanitariumWelcome to where time stands stillSanitarium3 years ago in Personal More Like This
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep, my friend, and you will see
The dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see that's why my brain says rage?!
Leave me be
Just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well,
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win!
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell!
Leave me be
Just leave me alone
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some d
Life is Beautiful...There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home...Life is Beautiful2 years ago in Personal More Like This
You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie
You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry
At my FUNERAL
I know some things that you don't
I've done things that you won't
There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
...When you've lost it all, that's when you finally realize that life is beautiful...
[CHAPTER 2 PROLOGUE] ChangesFigures drifted about, murmuring softly to themselves. Their voices rolled through the air with an arcane double-timbre, concern lacing the tone of each word. The calamity that had reaped their peace from them continued on in a new shape, refusing to surrender the death grip it had on their existence. On a silent cue, their eyes - completely whited out - lowered to the invisible ground beneath them. Below, beyond the charcoal wisps of cloud that floated across the sky and the particles that hummed softly through the air, the Spirits gazed towards the cats they looked over. And wondered how to save them.[CHAPTER 2 PROLOGUE] Changes2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Dim shadows curled through the water, drifting lazily wherever the breeze kissed the surface. It lingered on the shores, brushing up against dirt and sand and pebbles, but before long it began to follow the flow, spreading through the streams.
Scrunching up his nose, the auburn tom leaned back from the water, staring down at it. For several moments he looked skeptically into the w
FeatureFeature7 months ago in Art Features More Like This
+be the sunlight in my every day+ by HexHypoxia
Your halo is not so pure. by ArmellinThe Crow by JiaJenn31
9ISHWAN by simox96My Dream To Be A mermaid by Lolita-Artz
You can run, but you can't hide by pjenzCastiel #1 by crymeouts
BUTTERFLY and MOTH with Runa by M0THartIf the birds can reach the sky to this land by AshtrayheartRomina
Dormant River by NataliaDrepina
WHY World? What happened?Don't understand what is wrong with our current world, everytime we watch news its news about cheating,killing,rape all kind of negative news, WHY?WHY World? What happened?3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Every thing seems wrong right now,we do need a change right? people who did good things for all the time, next moment they became bad people, everybody became against them.Then those attention seekers who do anything to get attention, then those depressed people, and those bullies ( enough of them) , we cant change this?
Just consider we are mutants, seriously we artists are better people right now in this world.I am happy to see people who spend their time to draw things they love, edit things they love, create things they love.You guys are best. But we need to be united for a better world. or to put an artist touch in every humans life.
This world really need Artists right now. else it will explode, it will explode because of lack of smiles, lack of respects, lack of feelings.... we need to take our artworks out of paper, we need to start
~Rawr 87Almost 2 am. It's a perfect time to write a journal after.. I don't know how long.~Rawr 871 year ago in Personal More Like This
It's all because lately I'm feeling so tired and powerless that everything seems exhausting to me, even simple basic activities. I can't manage to tidy my room, answer the comments and get myself together. I'm scared and paranoid over too many things and it causes this mood, full of heavy thoughts.
About the school, now I have only to write my speech for polish oral matura, take history of art exam and also pass the english oral matura and then I'll be free.. I hope. Anyway I don't know how long it'll take me to get rid of this state, but I hope it will happen as soon as possible, I'm already a ruin.
I don't want to explain my problems, and talk about them in details because it's not my style to rub them against people's faces. I only want you to understand that I can dissapear time to time and might not answer sometimes.. and It's not because of what you wrote, It's just because I'm not strong enough. I
Giving away 300 points!The WinnerHello, sweeties!Giving away 300 points!The Winner2 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
I decided to give one lucky deviant 300 fresh and make their wintery day a little bit warmer
All you have to do to participate is
favorite this journal
comment on it with an answer on the following question:
Check my new photo below (I hope you like it) and answer which colour pencil in the photo below is the shortest?
(please, check carefully, I won't count people who were changing their opinions many times... And please, don't comment on the actual photo, the answer won't count)
Hello, again, darlings!
I'm glad that the contest was very successful and fun and thank you everyone who participated.
The correct answer on the question above is orange.
I'm glad the most of you answered right.
I uploaded the screenshot of the picking the winner process and the lucky number is 885!
Here's the screenshot:
Congrats to the winner WonderBazaar
Awkwardness :3That awkward moment when you start telling a story and realize no one's listening so you slowly fade out and pretend you never said anything.Awkwardness :33 years ago in Personal More Like This
That awkward moment when you say 'your mom' and the person takes it seriously.
That awkward moment when you have to explain to someone that you were being sarcastic.
That awkward moment when you don't know whether or not you should hug a person goodbye when you just met them.
That awkward moment when you sneeze and hundreds of little rainbows show up all over your monitor.
That awkward moment when you feel like a bug is crawling on you but it's just something lightly brushing your arm.
That awkward moment when you're texting and you feel like the person next to you is trying to read your texts so you try to hide your phone.
When you introduce yourself to someone and they reply that they just met you a couple weeks ago.
That awkward moment when you wave at someone and they don't see you.
That awkward moment when it's just you and the bus driver on
Taylor Swift"Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone."Taylor Swift2 years ago in Personal More Like This
― Taylor Swift
You see this beautiful lady that's my background can wait see her in concert I love her. c:<3 She sings amazing and the songs relate to girls >.
CONTEST TIMEokay so i've never hosted a contest before so bear with me =u=;CONTEST TIME2 years ago in Personal More Like This
what would i like you to do?
draw a halloween themed picture with one or both of these two:
(please include coal's necklace and ring in her design if you draw her, i forgot to put those on the reff sheet )
(for skyfall please use the colors in the first picture, but the design itself is the same in both, sorry i don't have a reef sheet for her)
you can draw them feral, anthro, or even human! i dont mind as long as you can tell who they are!
the picture can be digital or traditional, but please, if your doing traditional, have a working/accurate /good quality camera.
i know its halloween and things are supposed
Trying to make Sweden smile...:iconsveplz:~ ._.Trying to make Sweden smile...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
:iconLittlesunflower17:~ : D
:iconLittlesunflower17: ~ : )
:iconLittlesunflower17:~ : P
...Why doesn't he like me?! :iconcryforeverplz:
.in a poem.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
to life, so i write
about you, i write
about you, and i
am still keeping
(light the path then, lantern eyes, if you know the fucking way out of here)
You know what I dont understand?Popcorn.You know what I dont understand?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Not in the fact of how it exists, but more like the way you have to make it.
the thing that I find the most disturbing is the fact that most microwaves come with a popcorn button, right? but then on the popcorn bags its like "AND WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT USE THE POPCORN BUTTON ON THE MICROWAVE FOR GOD'S SAKE."
I use the popcorn button anyway
HELLO FTM WATCHERSIf you have a underworks binder, and its not working for you.HELLO FTM WATCHERS3 days ago in Personal More Like This
PLEASE PLEASE CONSIDER http://www.gc2b.co/
i got a new one today and it iS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD TO HAPPEN TO ME.
Im a 44 DD bra size.
Im so happy i could cry
The July 1/50 for 150 RaffleBULLETIN:The July 1/50 for 150 Raffle3 years ago in Deviant Events More Like This
Well look at the time, another month, another opportunity to shower you illustrious beacons of dashing handsomeness with gifts! Why? For being such illustrious beacons of dashing handsomeness, that's why! Here's how!
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Then +Fav this news article to put yourself in the July 1/50 For 150 Raffle! For every 50 +Faves this article receives, I will add another winner to the running, so you have at minimum a 1/50 chance of winning*! Ergo, the silly title of the contest. Redundant? Perhaps. Easy? Absolutely!
*Up to the first 500 who +Fav this article. Not eligible for mole men, vengeful spirits,
or Justin Bieber (sorry, he's too gosh-darned handsome to qualify).
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ScotEng described in gifsAsked by :iconMixed-Scotlands-rp)ScotEng described in gifs1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Making up (usually over drinks which makes for awkward drunk hugs and mutual hangovers or someone else makes them)
Scenario B: (after getting mutually yelled at to make up)
Being semi-drunken dorks
England: (I've always wanted to do this but at the same time I'm like 'I don't wanna risk my life for a roll of cheddar that I can't even eat-)
Kicking someone's ass over the other (as in they fucked with the wrong bro today):
Being sexual deviants with each other:
The 'unimpressed' face: