ohmyfuckinggod OK TO PATCH THINGS UP??Alright because so many people want to fucking fIGHT ABOUT IT ON MY DEVIATIONS FUCK wow it's annoying as balls
Okay, :iconshibutts: is FTM, Female to male transgendered, she is biologically female, but her self identification is male.
No, this doesn't mean I'm ''Lesbian dating a boy'', she is still biologically female, which is what I am attracted to, romantically, sexually and emotionally, it wouldnt be the same if it was MTF [Male to female] because the male anatomy and parts and whatnot v.s my sexual attraction [lesbian],
No, Caspar [Shibutts] doesn't want to get a penis, so it doesn't change anything, she's a transgender female.
Now, I would appreciate it if you guys called her a he, it makes her more comfortable and more self-belonging. Now why am I using female pronouns with her? Because of how long I've known her, and my sexuality, using male pronouns to the one I have sexual, romantic and emotional feelings for makes me uncomfortable because well thats pretty self explanatory.
Just another [serious] help journal I suppose.Don't really know what to title this, oh well.Just another [serious] help journal I suppose.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I apologize before hand as well, this is a long journal, but if you could take the time and read it I'd mean the world to me, I know it's a lot, but it's a lot to explain so it all seems clearer.
I really hate doing things like this, it makes me feel like a mooch and like I don't care about my watchers or appreciate them, which I do, you guys mean the world to me, each comment is much appreciated, each gift art means everything to me, the fact that you guys take the time out of your days to make something for me in hopes to bring me cheer or a smile, and when you guys offer support when I'm down, and art of your characters comforting mine. The long notes elaborating how I'm your idol, and I helped you in some sort of way, be it art, sexuality, break up, self harm, I know I can't do a lot and I can't help a lot, but I want you guys to know I'm there for you as much as you are for me, and I may be slow! But I have a lot of messages daily, an
An idea I wanna know if you guys are interested inSo I've had an idea to start offering things for raffles.An idea I wanna know if you guys are interested in2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So like, I'd have raffles for different things.
Like a raffle for a custom plushie.
Or a raffle for an animated video.
And other things like that.
And each "ticket" would be $1 -$2.
(I'd also probably put a limit on how many you can get, maybe only up to 3)
So you would have to put the money out for each ticket, and may not get anything.
But if you do win, you would have only ended up paying about $2 for something that would have been between $40-$50+
Anyone think that sounds like a good idea, and if so, would you possibly be interested in it?
I kinda think it's a good idea, but then I think if I did offer something like that that I might just end up losing money. owo
But I could always just see how it goes I guess? XD
Amazing burn remedyjust thought I'd share cause wow does it work okAmazing burn remedy1 year ago in Personal More Like This
so yesterdayi lit my stove on fire while making frenchfries uhuh
and i pulled the pot of boiling oil away from the stove and hELD IT AS I BLEW THE FIRE OUT CAUSE WE DIDNT HAVE FLOUR AND OIL GOT ALL OVER MY HAND and i got a bad burn on my pointer finger and thumb
anyway i tried a bunch of things to cool it down but it nEVER STOPPED BURNING
until i put shaving cream on it, however it has to be MENS shaving cream.
So after you get a burn, soak it in cold milk for 5 mins or so, then put shaving cream over it and let it sit for a while.
it literally stops the burning and so far i have no blisters and it's going away
idk how man but
ok ta ta
HetaliaI started watching Hetalia today.Hetalia2 years ago in Personal More Like This
All I can say is, I see why people like it so much. ;w;
It's so much cute.
Just... So much cute.
And Germany and Italy.
I lub them.
Might have to draw German's little group one day. XD
THIS JOURNAL IS POINTLESS I'LL LEAVE NOW
Free Plush ContestI will be hosting an OC contest after the first of the year. I will make the winner's OC into a plush. No Alicorns!!!!!!Free Plush Contest1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I will have a list of rules after Christmas.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!
Done.Quitting dA. I am tired of everything I say being overlooked and ignored. I'm tired of the harassment about everything, real or not, art or not. This community has turned to shit, just like tumblr and I no longer wish to be apart of it. I'm not safe in my own home, nor in my own mind and I'm in fear of being pushed over the edge that I stand at.Done.1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Commissioners, do not worry! I have you all on note pad with what I owe you and your usernames. I will use an abandoned side account to send those to you upon completion.
//stealing this pass-it-on because feelsI rarely do this anymore, but oh my god it hit me right in the feels; via Dashing-Tophat//stealing this pass-it-on because feels11 months ago in Personal More Like This
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.
You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing,
Please read.Back whenever I started hitting the front page of DeviantArt, abit after I'd turned fourteen I admit that my ego popped up a notch. And not just one, mind you. No I was both surprised and in awe that some kid like me could end up taking up space in a place where only masterpieces and loved pieces were seen. And honestly, it stuck out like a sore thumb because seriously, My art isn't that good. I was blindfolded by pride in belief that I could actually go somewhere with what I had. But after awhile, pressure began to set in and I felt that more was expected of me and I couldn't meet those expectations. I'd never been exposed to constructive or negative criticism before that point; so I admit full heartedly that I acted out of line and childishly. Which led to people being angry and hurt by my stupidity, and I am sorry. It should have never happened, and I promise that it won't ever again.Please read.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So as time pressed on, I began to get desperate,
SPIKE updatesJust thought I'd share with you guys some updates on the progress of finishing my "SPIKE" novel.SPIKE updates9 months ago in Personal More Like This
A lot of people have asked me how it's going, when it will be published and stuff. I really appreciate getting asked these things because it shows that people are actually interested in my writings, and that it just such a great feeling
I've got two news for you guys today though: one bad news and one good news. Let's start with the bad news.
I haven't finished writing SPIKE yet.
And I honestly don't know when it will be finished - which oddly enough brings us to the good news:
I've made a new, major decision in the SPIKE story that I think a lot of you will be happy to hear. As usual I don't want to spoil too much, but there is a part in the story where Spike and Sam are separated from each other for quite a long while. At first I was planning on only writing from Spike's point of view, like, what he's experiencing during this separation period. I figured that since he's the main cha
I really need everyone to read this pleaseHey everyone. This is really important so before you exit out please consider reading..I really need everyone to read this please1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Yesterday I got into a really bad car accident. I didnt want to tell anyone. Im fine but I lost my car.
As some of you know Im going to see :iconAj-shep: in may.
I kniw this is a lot to ask from people but ireally need some money...
I work everyday and I stillwont have enough to even get my life back together.
I cant digital art commissions except on paint because I spilled ginger ale on my laptop and killed it...
I can do traditional drawings, id scan them in and be very professional, but thats all I can do
If you can find it in your heart to even donate a 1$ to help me out id be so appreciative.
I hate asking for money but im sitting heresobbing my eyes out completely numb...
Note me for my paypal or to getacommission
I appreciate you even considering donating ♥ thabk you all so much
Munny-making processYup, I've started customizing Munny dollsMunny-making process11 months ago in Personal More Like This
If you don't know what a Munny is, then go right to the search bar here on DeviantART and type 'Munny' - you'll find loads of cool stuff
Do it now and read this journal afterwards!
So, well, it all started with scribble-rapo introducing me to the world of Munny and Trikky dolls. I was just amazed at how much one could do with a Munny, so I ordered some, or.. *cough* six of them *cough*
And I got them in the mail yesterday
I was well prepared, I'd gotten almost everything I needed ('cept the primer, which is pretty important, but I'll get that one later), so I actually got started on it yesterday - making my own Munny
I had loads of ideas for what type of figure to make, but oh so typical of me; I started with the hardest one. Spike. I mean, his hair is going to be a pain to make XD lol
Anyways, if someone's interested, I posted some progress photos in my blog. yes, I actually have a blog...! But it's in Norweg
INK as an ANIMATED VIDEO! +INK newsVIDEO: Super3dcow has done something absolutely amazing with INK! Through what I can imagine to be an incredible amount of work, the panels of INK have been given motion and sound in a really amazing and immersing experience!INK as an ANIMATED VIDEO! +INK news1 year ago in Personal More Like This
You can view it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYTWDvEQ6rk I'd recommend watching in HD!
Also, please comment on it with what you think! Hopefully Act II should be made into a video as well!
Soooo much thanks to the creator of the video for turning my comic into something so cool!
NEWS: And I'm sure you've been wondering about the fate of INK-- it is certainly NOT BEING DROPPED! I was on a temporary and sudden hiatus due to school, stress, and some other factors. It will return; hopefully very soon. So just sit tight and INK will be back! Until then, watch that awesome video!
Feralheart, response to a rant.I just wish to point out that the things said in here is not from the rest of the staff of FeralHeart nor the creator.Feralheart, response to a rant.2 years ago in Personal Journal More Like This
This is all just my own personal response to a rant that got brought to my attention, and due to this rant personally pointing me out several times, but also pushing other mods and users in the dirt, that in general put so much time and effort into the community I just can't keep my mouth shut, even though I try my best not to be fed by things like this, it really pushed it too far.
Please do not even reply if you can't take your time to read through.
"But what if the staff isn't on? The person will think they got away with it, and to see they got banned a few
hours or days later, they'll rage at the staff for banning them for no reason. I don't know, I have never been
banned, except on my first days I kept messing up my password but that's about it."
You can't put the blame on the mods for individual users behavior at all times,
Preachin' to Strugglin' ArtistsOkay, so some of you might have seen that one guy comment on that dumb 'Osmois Jons' picture I drew that had said something quite rude to me. Now I'm not asking for pity or help, I'm not gonna tell you to bash him. Actually DO NOT do that, because that is the wrong way to handle things, i appreciate the help but it's between the two of us and it should stay that way.Preachin' to Strugglin' Artists10 months ago in Personal More Like This
His rude comment didn't really bother me too much but one sentence he said seemed to strike a nerve.
"You should probably stop making art now."
I just wanted to say that that is something that NO ARTIST SHOULD EVER have to hear.
And no artist deserves to hear that, simply because their art is not 'good enough' or it 'bad'. That's really cruel and hurtful. Sure there are some artists more skilled than others but that doesn't meant they can't improve, and that does not mean they should stop making art. Just because your art is not 'up to par' to someone, does not mean you should stop drawing, that does not mean you're worthl
Commission information (out of date) If you want something, send me an email, not a note!Commission information (out of date)3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Make sure you check the queue before sending me anything!
What you can commission me for
Parasprite plushie - £10 and in whatever color you want that I have in stock.
Trixie, Twilight Sparkle, Fluttershy, Applejack, or Derpy plushie (see above link for example) - £50
Rarity or Rainbow Dash plushie (see above link for example) - £55 (£5 extra is due to complic
Capukat 2012 OC Contest- RESULTS and PRIZES!*The results to this contest are finally out!*Capukat 2012 OC Contest- RESULTS and PRIZES!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
These were judged on creativity, effort, and how well the character was portrayed. The minority of the judging went to skill but that didn't play a big role!
Special thanks to all judges who helped~! Big thank you to all of you :'D I wouldn't have been able to judge without everyone xD
Winners, please note those listed below for your prizes which will be done at the artists' pace
~This was stunning! The background and attention to detail is definitely something that impressed not only me, but all the judges~!
Though as you pointed out Genesis is in reality double the
Emergency Commissions -Open again-EDIT: Slots filled. When I get them done, i'll open up the slots again. >w<Emergency Commissions -Open again-2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Hey Everyone! Long time no see, neh? >w<
Anyways, I know I have a LOT backed up that I have to do, but the time has come again where it has become a minor emergency and need to do emergency commissions. ;w;
Here is what i'm doing thsi time round~ owo
DECORATIVE CUTIE BLOBS
Here are examples of what these things are! owo
http://sta.sh/022stspe2loi (Yes, these are uncolored but the commissioned ones WILL be colored.)
Decorative Cutie Blobs are only $3 ($1 for each added person) and have many varieties~! You have to be specific about the size and if you want a BG or a transarent BG. owo
I can only accept real money, such as from Paypal and actual mail. Don't pay until AFTER I give the ok that i'm doing your commission.
Cutie Blobs I can do:
Cats Dogs Birds Lizards :bulltgre
You know what's odd?Do you remember back when art thieves were actually 'sorry' for stealing?You know what's odd?10 months ago in Personal More Like This
This isn't going to be some kind of rant or anything but I watch a lot of people and I've been seeing lately (at least over the last year or two) that many people have been dealing with art thieves and it seems more or less like a lot of the art thieves either won't admit to stealing or even apologize nowadays.
I can still remember confronting a few people who used to trace and copy my work and they were sincerely apologetic about it, complied with taking down the stolen work without much of a fight, and then I even became pretty good friends with a few of them (and still am today).
It's a bit weird how things have changed in that area. Now it seems almost every(other) art thief either puts up a fight or when caught they try to 'troll' or act tough, even when obvious evidence of their thievery is presented.
Now, I'm not talking about people who reference poses or something like that, you can't copyright a pose (d
Updates- Winter Break and Plans! Please Read!Season's Greetings everyone, I hope your winter is going great for you so far!Updates- Winter Break and Plans! Please Read!1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So as you may have noticed and I will apologize for, I've been getting behind on a great deal of things. I have a lot planned out so I decided it's best to just give more updates on the whats and hows.
The semester/quarter ends after next week since next week is my last week of school before a little over a one week break. I have free time but this will be spent on everything mentioned below! As for this week and until I'm finished, it will be my main priority during weekdays and an important minority this weekend xD lolz~ But this isn't to say I'm not busy with school, I have a lot to study for and not much time to do it :/
Contest Result Updates:
I have yet to gather the final round of judges on an exact date and I'll either have to make do without some of them or
We're Fine.She'll lie, though truth to her...We're Fine.2 weeks ago in Free Verse More Like This
No matter how hard she falls,
how far she goes insane.
She'll lie to you....
"Are you okay?"
The saddest words, so many don't even see.
She's lying to you,
she doesn't want you to feel her pain.
Her souls failing her,
though she's 'fine'.
Can't you tell in her dull eyes,
She's full of those lies...
"I'm fine, honest."
And all you say is "Okay."
'Cause you just believed her words.
Why not, you don't expect your friends to lie...
I lie to you...
Say things that aren't true...
I say the same things....
Just to push the pain down...
Why should someone suffer with me?
I'm falling so far down,
I'm bleeding on the inside,
so much self hate.
But you know,
"I'm fine, I'm not broken, I'm not hurt,
You don't see my scars, or where I've burnt myself."
Everyone believes those words "I'm fine..."
Sadly, who expects it.
It's okay though,
cause I didn't want to make anyone feel low...
But when I finally decide I'll need you,
Justin BullshitDon't like it? Don't look!Justin Bullshit1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Hello and welcome to a completely random episode of Justin Bullshit!
Today, we look at some of the laughable shit nuggets that tumble out of Justin Butthole's mouth!
"If me and my girlfriend were fighting, and it got to the point where she started crying, I would just shut up and hold her."
I have a better idea. You should just shut up and never speak again for as long as you live. Period.
"I'm a really claustrophobic person to begin with. I hate elevators, especially crammed elevators. I get really scared. So I think that it's very definitely scary when girls are all around me and I can't go anywhere. At the same time, I guess I got to get used to it, you know what I mean?"
Yes, I'm sure being surrounded by pre pubescent little girls is frightening
"I dreamt about blackness because I don't dream. I just fall asleep, see black, and wake up."
That must have been the brick I threw at your head.
"So remember, this is bieber's worl