A rant-ish thing.So while looking on one of my watchers pages I saw a comment that kind of upset me and I felt a little trolled.A rant-ish thing.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Some one had brought up this watcher being a fan of my bby, :iconshark-bites: and they asked if they knew of me.. the person replied :
" yeah i know 'kodee' dont think thats her name as shes never said it before i dont think... but any who XD yes i like hers too c: "
Really...? My name IS Kodee.
My full first name is Kodee-Lee. It says so on my birth cirtificate, my ID, my school cards and my mail. That is my name.
And if you don't think it is my name, then ASK me.. dont go commenting about me somewhere else. :iconnomemeplz:
I commented back to the person, saying it was my name.. and please adress me as a male.
YES, I AM AWARE THAT I AM NOT PHYSICALLY MALE.
I DO KNOW THIS.
MY TITS ARE A GIVE AWAY.
I PROMISE, I AM AWARE.
I am FtM transgender. And I don't dress the part of a boy as much because I am not openly discussing this with my paren
What does a 'friend' mean to me?Well I was like replying to shadowwolfknight:iconshadowwolfknight: comment but she said something very intersting which I don't hear most people say... at all and I quote "Friends are awesome. You can't live with them, but you can't live without them."What does a 'friend' mean to me?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
What she was indeed right! and kinda made me wonder what does a friend mean? well there are many opinions but for me theres only one answer....
Friends are more precious then silver and gold. They are like family and both were forged into each other life....
A friend, someone who you can trust, someone who got your back. They are your support to not give up in life and keep moving forward. The word 'friend' itself is special in it's own way. Friends can sometimes be more then what you think of. They give you new experiences and make your life thrive with excitement. Without a friend who is the second person to look up to? You may sometimes get into fights with them but that won't make you stop lo
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Celebrate deviantART's 13th Birthday!Celebrate deviantART's 13th Birthday!2 years ago in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
On the day of your birth, you were likely surrounded by those who loved you, who would lead you through the rough first scary years of life, and who would stand by as you grew into a capable person. As time passed, others may have drifted into your life, and even if you didn't know it, they also nurtured and cared for you in much the same way, helping to shape the person you would become.
When a community like deviantART is born, the same common thread binds its originators and founding members together. Over the years, more and more creative beings drift into its life and strengthen its core every single day, resulting in an exponentially inspirational powerhouse for the sheer fact that they've become a part of it. That nurturing spirit, that inherent support system, that caring community inspires deviantART to grow, and it comes from inside each and every one of you.
Sweet Sixteen, Forgiveness and Writing DelaysSo, as most of you know, it was my sixteenth birthday yesterday; thank you very much for all of the lovely birthday messages! I had an extremely lovely day (aside from my Biology GCSE exam where I wrote that sperm comes from the Pancreas and that the name of a certain enzyme 'escapes me'). My favorite presents were; my Pikachu onesie, £160, Miss Dior perfume (£63 a bottle!), a locket from my Nan and series one of Black Butler anime on DVD.Sweet Sixteen, Forgiveness and Writing Delays2 years ago in Personal More Like This
However, one very stupid person forgot it was my birthday. Who is this person? Lookalike/Alex. Not only did he forget my birthday, but he also forgot how old I am (when someone reminded him he said, "Oh shit! Happy fifteenth birthday!"). He is going to give me my present when we (plus one of my other best friends) go to see Les Mis on Saturday, but for revenge I made him beg for my forgiveness publicly on Facebook. This is what he came up with:
'I am sorry that I forgot Please forgive me and as a token of incentive I have made you a poem (A,B,A,B) (n
this one still searches....where is He?It has been a while since this one has spoken, many things have happened and many memories have come to the surface that has caused a general state of doubt and uncertainty. It has been asked of this one, what is it that is been sought out? This one has no clear answer because it is hard to describe the irony of the request given the amount of pride this one holds in being independent and yet still seeks someone to take care of things this one can not.this one still searches....where is He?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Everyday this one searches in mind and spirit for someone to come and yet day after day, night after night it is always the same. We are alone and forgotten in a world where weakness is not tolerated and pain is the only language this one truly understands. How does one describe how beautiful and comforting pain is to anyone who has not experienced it in its truest form? Speaking not of the pain from abuse or cruelty, rather the pain that comes as a means to overcome the abuse or cruelty. The beautiful sting of pain across the skin, rele
I've been away a whileI lost my words. Someone stole them from me. He broke me in two, he ripped my fingers in half and left me for dead.I've been away a while3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I found them again, thanks to the patience and kindness of one man.
And then he was taken from me as well...for no fault of his own, but those of a few misguided words. I don't blame him. I never ever will.
How do you recover when you have nothing left to recover for?
Because I do have something to recover for. I have every single one of you. You give me faith...and hope and make me believe in myself. Thank you...thank you for making me believe in myself again.
I love you all.
summersummer2 years ago in Personal More Like This
"And boyhood is a summer sun
Whose waning is the dreariest one
For all we live to know is known
And all we seek to keep hath flown"
E. A. Poe
growth w/o reverberation by andrewpershin
This thing called life by mehrmeer
hyaline by ForrestBump
t b d by HaruNiji
the sea is there I by iramDistortion by little-moonshine
3 by lucidscarlet
For future reference,I write from personal experience.For future reference,2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I don't write for you, I write for myself.
Every piece takes a part of me with it.
If you don't like the bloody mess
my words leave behind,
I love this site, I love my followers.
But, I have never wanted to leave this site more then I do right now.
I can't take all this negative attention and controversy my writing brings to the surface.
Update: I'm not leaving, I just feel like I have to really watch what I say. And I shouldn't have to feel this way.
I shouldn't have to censor myself. And I wont, for anyone.
Casually pass out in class?So the title isn't as dramatic as it sounds, I had a special ceremony with my Firstnation studies class and we had a slamon cook-out in the court yard with a fire pit. It was really neat up until the point were I suddenly got hot and cold flashes and my head spun like crazy. It was really strange and I stumbled back awkwardly. Luckily my teacher looked over In time and drug me to the office. Mrs. S (I love her so much, she's the secretary at my school) made fun of how green my face was. xD So I didn't fully passout and fall on the ground, I just blacked out for a couple seconds.Casually pass out in class?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
That would have been embarrassing to flop over on the concrete. xD
So I got sent home because I was all disgusting-looking, So now i'm here bumming around the house.
HOME: THE PLACE WHERE YOU CAN BE FUCKING UGLY AND ENJOY IT. :'D
I Will probably make some cool creature adopts or open up commissions to pass the time. (I need to get more points for a big gift I'm getting someone)
//baww it would have b
Lesson from some kids. //life.I'm just going to get right into this.Lesson from some kids. //life.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
The other day I was sitting in class rather frustrated with everything and the people around me. I'm in a split class with grade 10's, 11's and us... the 12's, so there was about 15 minutes left in class and i had noticed this grade 11 boy glance over at me every so often.. thinking it was strange i finally exchanged a long look with him, it caught me off guard when all he did was smile at me then turned to leave. Now i've never talked to him, and i know he didn't mean anything with the smile. But the look he gave me almost said: "you look upset today but thats ok, smile with me?" So i smiled back.
That actually changed my outlook on my entire day. Something as small as some kid sharing a smile with me, It kinda made me think about how simple the whole thing was.
Sorry i'm just blabbering my feels towards the world.
Then today a little girl in my other art program was just talking about how excited she is to grow up and graduate and move out an
Batgirl's New Redesign has Lots of Fans (art)Batgirl's New Redesign has Lots of Fans (art)10 months ago in Art Features More Like This
DC just released images of Batgirl's new costume, and deviants have been creating fan art like crazy! *Join the sketch challenge below!
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Weekly photo #001 Majestic Mountains by LG77 Utopia II by Avine Treasures by nhuthanh Calopteryx virgo by dralik Daheim by feigenfrucht Do You Remember by AlicjaRodzikWeekly photo #0012 years ago in Art Features More Like This
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Hey you..Yeah.. you. I don't know if you'll even read this and I know I said I wouldn't talk to you until you came to me..so that's why I'm writing this here instead of messaging you personally, But I saw your journal. And I don't expect any form of reply to this.. just as long as you read it..Hey you..3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Im happy some one else made you feel better last night.. and I'm sorry the way things went over between us. I'm sorry I hurt you as much as I did, It wasn't my intention and it's not like it was painless for me. I'm happy you have some good friends who can help you feel better and make everything alright, I'm playing myself off as the bad guy.. and you can too. I deserve it. I know I do.
I regret the note I wrote in the card I gave you, It defeated the purpose of me doing anything the first time.. Looking back.. Im not even really sure why I wrote that. It's probably because I wanted to make you happy again, I missed your smile..and it was killing me to see you so upset.. But in the end.. I guess I ended
My StampsMy stamps pretty much explain.. well, me lol. I suggest you look at them all. Feel free to start a conversation anywhere about them c: (They're always on my ID widget)My Stamps2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
LBP Love Stamp by LuckyBambooPhotosAdventure Time Stamp by Trillo-LilloTWD Game Stamp by angelbebop8Musical Instrument by AraulsStampsI luv my intrnt frnds neblublk by PanthiguarFursona love stamp by XxFlameFrost101xXScoliosis Awareness Stamp by Coryn315Always tired... by prosaixStamp: I Love Stamps by FantasyStockAvatarsI Hate School by Davidgtza2Sword Art Online Stamp by LinaLeeLWarriors Stamp by Superior-SilverfoxHunger Games Stamp by JtDanielLove to read by Claire-stampsCall of Duty stamp by SuperFlash1980Minecraft Love Stamp by smileystampsMarkiplier stamp 2.0 by MeganeSnowLDShadowLady Stamp by LamentiStampsStamp: YOGSCAST Fan by thatcoldmaskI love Feedback by Sweet-DooDoPegasister Stamp by Kezzi-Rosenocturnal artist eh... by AxiasAlexaLove Feedback Stamp by Mirz123Proud to be a deviant by FrikieFull-Time Deviant by AbfcI reply to all my comments by black-yoshiSelf taught artist - stamp by Eirene86Studying Stamp by Kezzi-RosePajamas Stamp by WorldincoffeeAfraid of the Dark Stamp by WorldincoffeeI'm happy being me by lightsided-angelScoliosis Stamp by XxXPrincessIzzyXxXmy life by S0niyaproud wierdo by puddingcup303FUN by TivariWacom Bamboo stamp. by ellisn00bCarrot Illuminati Stamp by StormyCatArtistApple Stamp by vsdigitalWhat is an Artist? by Neikoishteddy stamp by findyQBad handwriting -Stamp- by xxkeikochanxxLife needs... by IshdakittyI Collect Stamps by SquallxZell-Leonhart
And that gives you the right to comment,eh?So anyone who knows me, knows I have many many scars all over my body. I accept that people will look at me funny when I leave them uncovered. I am aware children may innocently ask "What happened?" and I will answer simply "I had an accident." This leaves them satisfied and the parents off my back. However,if you see me and I am out with my own children, you have no right to look at me and tsk at me like I am a monster.And that gives you the right to comment,eh?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I say this because early today we went out for a walk, its part of my therapy and the weather wasn't bad so off we went. James was clinging to Ryan, as even the grass is something weird to avoid to him and Leah was chasing a bug, because apparently its fun. So we are all entertained, everything is going well and then it happens. Now as I said I am used to stares and even questions, this one however holds a special place on my "Are you that fucking stupid?" list. This young mother comes up to me and says "Yknow my sister had that same problem as you do, shouldn't you be
...Will everyday ever stop being a battle? Will I ever be allowed to just be? Im sad Im angry Im happy Im alone Im loved Im feared Im hated. But most of all Im just numb. I dont know if thats good or bad anymore. I regret so much that it hurts to breathe most of the time. The ledge those pills the knives all look a little bit more inviting right now. Im trapt in a cycle I dont want of my own doing. I didnt have to rush. I didnt have to leave.I didnt have to....I chose to. Look at where its got me. Im so broken I cant tell one emotion from the other. I dont know how I should feel or at least act to feel anymore. I dont know anything and its all my own doing. Its all my fault and there is nothing I can do to change it anymore. I can smile and bare it though. Its what I deserve isnt it? For being stupid I deserve what I get. I should shut up and smile and stop complaining. I got just where I wanted to go. The middle of nowhere. I just had to learn the hard way. So I'll deal with it. I dont h...3 years ago in Personal More Like This