How to cut yourselfGrab the blades, go into the bathroom, and lock the door. Place the blades on the counter and stare at the floor. Take your clothes off and look at the mirror. Imagine a life of hiding and fear. Imagine scars filling your body. Imagine razors blades kissing your sharply. Imagine not swimming, or wearing short clothes. Being hot in the summer, and wearing long sleeves. Sitting on the floor, wondering what went wrong with me? Imagine the names, taunts, and abuse. Imagine the cuts by 1's 13's and 22's. Imagine wanting to kill yourself. Imagine your parents worried for your health. Then one day you finally die, and everyone else wonders why. Now put on your clothes, and throw the blades away. Smile and think about your wonderful day. Unlock the door and hug your family. Cutting yourself leads to a terrible life. Don't let pain fill your eyes. You have a great life right now, you know it's true. Don't ruin it now, your a beautiful you.How to cut yourself6 months ago in Personal More Like This
in which I haven't written a journal in a whileAhh hey guys! It's been a long time ahaha... I've been so busy with school (and I've sorta been more lured into tumblr lately) that I've kinda forgotten to be as active here and... well... /guiltin which I haven't written a journal in a while2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I uh... thought I'd talk about something that I kind of find annoying? I-IDK AHAHA me and my unpopular opinions OH WELL WHAT CAN YOU DO /weep
Honestly, I'm tired of seeing people say to others "you're only popular because you draw ____ fanart" or "you're only drawing _____ because you want to become popular"
Because God forbid anyone ever actually LIKE a series u___u
Honestly, I'm sure there are some people out there who only draw certain series because they would like to become more popular and feel that appealing to an existing fandom is a great way to do this. And yes, while it would be nice if they drew original things from time to time and stretched the limits of their creativity to the high heavens, it would also be nice if others would get off their backs about it.
I feel like it
'about me'My name is Kayla, and I'm 15. Photography, writing, and anything artsy is basically my entire life (and social life.) My camera is my baby.'about me'5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I love music a lot, but I can't sing/whistle/hum/play instruments/anything musical related to save my life. When I sing, I actually sound like a dying fish. But I love to listen to music, and a few of my favorite bands are A Day to Remember, Never shout never, Pierce the Veil, Paramore, and waaayy too many more.
My bestfriend is gay, and I love him, so when people are homophobic, it really bothers me.
Awkward and damn proud.
SO , here's the real version.
My name is Kayla, I'm 15, and I live in the past. I'm not clinically depressed, but if I had actually talked to my therapist last year about how I was really feeling, I would be. I have terrible anxiety, over the stupidest things. Just going to school every morning, I feel panicky and scared, to the point
Critique my work![CLOSED]font face="Comic Sans MS">Hello guys!Critique my work![CLOSED]5 months ago in Personal More Like This
For a long time, I thought we have to do a new contest. But I can't donate as much prize as I want beacause all that I get I save for the group to upgrate to Super, so I put it into a waiting list... But yesterday, an idea came into my mind! Let's see!
I know, most of the comments under your pictures are "fantastic", "awsome", "great work", "i like it" and things like that, right? These makes you smile but have you ever wondered why? Why do they say this? I often, and I often miss a longer opinion. Because of this I thought from time to time I'll make a yournal like this where you can link a piece of your work and we'll give them a longer, more detailed comment, or if you have critique option, we give critique!
What you have to do:
Fave this yournal!
Write a comment with your picture's link! Don't forget, you have only one entry per 'Critique my work!' journal.
HellsteedsI decided to put information about my horse breed here, since it was long and I didn't want to make a fatty picture about it. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.Hellsteeds1 year ago in Personal More Like This
NOT an open breed. Repeat. NOT an open breed.
Hellsteeds came to be when a war lord wanted steeds for all of his warriors, but was dissatisfied with the "skinny nags of horses" he found at every stables. So, he performed a ritual to a war god pleading for great horses skilled in the ways of war, and cold to feelings of fear and regret. The result was a massive horde of strong, fearless stallions with the power to rend and devour flesh. The horses were so effective that he conquered many lands in only a year's time. However, it was not to last, and soon a growing resistance formed against him and his "horses from hell." One night, a mob stormed his fortress and got to the stables first. They slaughtered as many Hellsteeds as they could. At that point, many thought they were all destroyed an
Monthly Feature submissions open for December 2013 You can now submit your photos you want featured in the folder titled "Monthly Feature Submissions Box - Dec. 2013"Monthly Feature submissions open for December 20132 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
#Photography-Express's third (and possibly final) monthly feature for all members who want a little recognition for their work displayed on the group's main page.
Most (or at least a lot) of groups on dA (not just photography groups) do their own features, weather it be daily, weekly, monthly, bi-monthly, irregularly, randomly, once a year, whatever the time frame you can think of. I think it's a good idea to give the members of this group a chance to be features, regardless of skill level.
If you want your photo to be featured for the month, please leave the photo in the submission folder.
A folder for feature suggestions is open for contribution http://photography-express.deviantart.com/gallery/46093154
Just a note, in case
Silhouette Contest WinnersThis is long overdue guys, I'm really sorry!Silhouette Contest Winners1 month ago in Personal More Like This
The theme was Silhouettes
Here are your winners! I took a look at all of your photos, and all of them were great!! But I did have to pick some winners, so here goes:
1st Place: ~ExtremePilot4472
2nd Place: ~jeyk-O
3rd Place: *Nuzvael
All the entries were really wonderful, please do not get discouraged if you didn't win Please check out the winner's galleries if you have time
PS. Any theme suggestions for next time?
Slenderman caught on camera? ... :/YEsterday my grandmother found her old film camera in her basement!! She had about 11 shots of black + white film left in it too. She knows that I've been keen to take some film photos for a long time, so she called me up and invited me over. We both went out with the camera and I was really excited. She lives near a forest walk and we both thought it would be a good place to take some photos. It was the first time I've ever used a film camera, and an old one at that!!! She instructed me on how to use the camera, get the right exposures etc etc since it's fully manual. She let me take 7 photos and she took the remaning few.. we got home and my grandad developed the photos in their darkroom.Slenderman caught on camera? ... :/2 months ago in Art Features More Like This
I went this morning to see how the photos had turned out. I first got them and was prety pleased with the results - they weren't amazing quality as i'm new to manual film photography - but that's what i liked about them. I kept looking at the photos, because i loved them so much, and i was so excite
Stolen x'PDear Girls,Stolen x'P6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Set this as your status. I bet no guy can send you a paragraph that will make you smile or make your night.
Let's see who is the sweetest boy on deviantART.
Watch me get none cx<i wytiwyg="1">
In life.In life your gonna go through challenges. But through every bad turn and fall, it can be your biggest breakthrough as you pull the the strength to get through and it's all worth It; life is worth living, not wasting. So go out there and achieve your dream even if it seems impossible just make that wish and reach for it and keep reaching till you get there because life is too short to daydream about it. Life is about achieving your goals, creating memories and living each second of your life how you want to live it. Write your own story and be proud of what you stand for. Because I believe that every one can accomplish what they believe if they just try and push themselves to succeed. Yes it may be hard but you stand strong and fight back.In life.7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Feelings and Now.I may as well just write it all out...feelings and emotions can be a scary but beautiful thing kind of like art. I know for a fact I've been scared of every emotion I have from the obvious one of fear and being a lone but sometimes the thought of holding proper feelings again for the first time in a year is scary yet beautiful. I don't want to lose her, even though I haven't asked her to even be mine...I think I'm getting grips with holding my emotions properly together and I'm proud to feel the feelings I do. I hope I get the courage soon to ask her...Feelings and Now.7 months ago in Personal More Like This
I just have trouble's trusting at times...my last proper relationship was January 22nd 2012..I learned so much and I dont regret it...I suppose I regret the hurt, it really affected us both badly....It was the thing that made me snap and breakdown, made me want to run and never come back, because I felt there was no hope as I remembered the words
"you were just an experiment" it made me feel unwanted months passed I was getting better.
One day...One day I'd like to get high and be left with paints and a canvas and see what I could create...while listening to some Red Hot Chilli Peppers.One day...7 months ago in Personal More Like This
The Summer Set"And then suddenly, it hit me. That moment you realize you're not half empty. That moment, of all moments. Like there is music in the night and we can dance the sun out of the sky. These are the nights where everything feels possible. Maybe one day we will fall short of the stories we tell. But tonight we are more than just words on a page. We are here. We are different. And we are everlasting. We are half moon kids. We are legendary"The Summer Set7 months ago in Personal More Like This
c:My Ex Taught Me That Sweet Guys Could Turn Into The Biggest Assholesc:7 months ago in Personal More Like This
GuysGuys look: If your girl doesn't like another girl DON'T TALK TO THAT GIRL.Guys7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Don't say Hi to that girl. Don't play the bestfriend shit with that girl. Don't message that girl. Don't ask that girl how she's doing just to be nice. Don't add that girl on facebook. Don't like that girl's picture. Don't like that girl's status. Don't hang out with that girl. Don't walk with that girl. Don't text that girl. Nigga I don't give a shit. If your girl doesn't like that girl, it's for a reason.
So DON'T TALK TO THAT GIRL. simple.
LoveLove has no limits,Love7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Love has no sex opinion,
Love doesn't have an age,
Love is about keeping him/or her,
Love is truly about truth,
Love is when he olds you to make you feel safe,
But if you don't feel safe then he's not your guy,
Love knows who should be together and shouldn't,
Love is a journey that is infinity,
Love is love it has no ending.
A secret thats no longer a secret...I dont think I'll ever grow out of liking Busted or even Mcfly...they were like my childhood music....god dammit....A secret thats no longer a secret...7 months ago in Personal More Like This
and I still like dancing on the kitchen floors....
Not a perfect person.I'm not a perfect person. I've done things that are bad but I dont regret them because I live with it everyday but I learn from the mistakes I've made and some are visible to remind me that I survived and pulled through. I never meant to hurt anyone when I was growing up but I never chose to be abused as a child but I'm glad I went through that hell of guilt and blame because It's made me strong and shown me that life is precious and that I should make those proud as well as myself. I'll live making others happy, and telling them how I feel. Id rather someone else be happy than myself even though I get angry and pissed off easily and take it out on people I'm close too i'll always make it up to them because I make sure it doesn't happen again. I'll protect my family, friends and even people I just know like an acquaintance. I treat people how I want to be treated and I live by what people say to me because they create memories and these are the 5 that will always stick with me.Not a perfect person.7 months ago in Personal More Like This
i'm in richmondand i'm getting to see thirty seconds to mars, once againi'm in richmond3 days ago in Personal More Like This
i also have golden tickets this time, to i'll get to meet them ^^
omg i'm so excited
i'll be heading down to stand in line soon
but i brought my unicorn mask
so maybe i'll get to go on stage
wish me luck!!
The breakupMy Chemical Romance.The breakup5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm probably the last one to the party, but I was trying really really hard to not let it get to me. I think the full weight of the situation just hit me. My Chemical Romance. This is the band that defines who I am. They inspired me to be creative, told me to run and not look back, to have no regrets, to stick up for what you believe in, in a fight or flight situation to always fight. They saved my life. Three words that is a permanent part of my personality. When I heard the news of the breakup, I cried. I did. But then I told myself "Hey, I'm okay. They'll get back together soon. Even if they don't, they we're fabulous." And I spent a couple of days comforting other MCRmy soldiers. And I told everyone that I was okay. I've been lying to myself. My Chem taught me that it's okay to not be okay. And you know what? I'm not okay. My first thoughts were that I could scream it, yell it, but it wouldn't bring them back, so I didn't. Now it's all bittersweet laughter. Eve
Having a bad day?So I don't know how well any of you know me. Some of my friends on here have read my secret account before I deleted it and know a lot, while others no close to nothing. And either way, thats cool. I don't quite know what I would like to accomplish here..but here it goes.Having a bad day?6 months ago in Personal More Like This
I've watched people struggle my whole life..I've watched people I love have addictions and be depressed and not eat for days and days. I've witnessed love stories that you think only exist in story books and tragedies that you don't think could ever happen to you. I've had people come to me for help for things ranging from friend problems so contemplating suicide.
I myself have faced my own fair share of struggles and going to friends for help..but doesn't everybody? Doesn't everybody struggle at some point in their life? If you think about it there are so many things that could go wrong.. disease and mental illnesses and accidents. But at the same time there are so many things that could go right. And isn't tha
KILLJOY #0I HAVE IT GUYS. I WENT TO FREE COMIC BOOK DAY AND HAD TO STAND IN LINE WITH A BUNCH OF OBESE MEN THAT NEED TO SHOWER BUT I GOT IT. IT'S FUCKING BRILLIANT. SOMEBODY GET ONLINE AND TALK TO ME. WE NEED TO FREAK OUT TOGETHER.KILLJOY #08 months ago in Personal More Like This
UPDATE: So I scanned the comic and put it in my scraps. I'll be deleting them in a week to respect Becky and all her hard work. So if you can't getyours hands on a copy, go ahead and enjoy. Sorry for all the crappiness in my scan, my scraps, and it being on my page.
yep.ye.. I'm a freshman. It's so fresh, funny and Busy.. also tired.yep.8 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm doing well, if u ask me or not.
haha, I'm studying art here, umm especially the Media Design thing.
I don' know what do I want to be.. just started studying.
I had a dream..ye, It can be looks like stupid but I wanted to be a music video maker(director, producer..whatever) for famous rock bands..!
Yeh, My Chem was the TOP of my dream.
And... I lost it. Feel so empty, sad.. I cried whole day.
I'M OKAY NOW!
I can keep listening to their music and also can make a lot of artworks listening to the awesome tracks!
The band still alives in my heart. I knew that.
Still a little bit sad but I still love them.
I'm just sayin'.
MCR Thank You Project [Closes on April 23rd]Last night I started a Thank You project for MCR. I have had many people already contribute to it and I have even had support from Cassie The Venomous (also known as Poison and Fire). All I need for this project is a picture of you holding a sign that reads 'thank you' with you name and country also on the paper. That's it! I'll put all of these photos to the song 'The World is Ugly' and post it on Youtube. We'll then message the guys encouraging them to watch it. Lets think of it as a farewell to MCR, a way for us to all say 'thanks' and then we can move on. Sounds good?MCR Thank You Project [Closes on April 23rd]9 months ago in Personal More Like This
You can email the pictures to me at RareMCRmusic@gmail.com.
More info ----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6Y3zHGypws
Savannah 'Sane Asylum'