Stereotypical EmoEmo does not mean to have cool puffy backcombed hair with side bangs and the long extensions and the colorful colours through it
Emo does not mean wearing black T-shirts/tops/vests or band tops or the wrist bands, and with skulls decorating everything you wear
Emo does not mean cutting yourself all the time or constantly sulking for yourself
Emo is not a type of music which is personally designed
Emo is not a type/brand of person or a feeling or constantly acting like there's no one there for you and you're all alone
Emo Means Emotional
It can be hating yourself for your own person reasons and everyone chooses to express it in different ways, all these things are just some ways some choose to do so
Well, they were before they became so over used and can just be a fashion statement to some or just a normal music genre to listen to.
But the long fringe can sometimes be the only thing they feel they can hide behind silently and unnoticeable without difficulty
Sometimes it's a case of wear
admittance is defeatthey called you beautifuladmittance is defeat2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
with porcelain eyes about to crack
and cigarette skin crumbling
away, a knotted spine and
you were never gracious.
you're slipping underneath, this
virulent smog masks a paper sky that
never allowed a dream and
you're afraid because it's soaking in
your pores again, unattainable and unoriginal;
the meaning of life never meant enough-
you were never hopeful.
there's a getaway map on the underside
of your pillow, and a lifetime of secrets
on the underside of your bones
you're a walking travesty:
your chest ticks, dull
your wrist beats, dying
time is keeping you but
you were never patient.
you lie large enough to make us believe you
don't entertain nightmares, but what if
no one could hear you scream?
remarkable, it seems
caged birds really know how
to sing out
(you were always beautiful)
You'll never break meHit meYou'll never break me2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The tenderness that's herWith every word written, with every word spokenThe tenderness that's her2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I try my best to express myself, without it being broken
For what I feel is deep in my heart, is love that I want to be showing
Every day it develops, every day I feel more loving
Is the tenderness of passion, which I’ve never felt before
A feeling that I got from a girl who I truly adore
Beautiful as a rose and gentle as a peaceful dove
My heart gets filled with warmth, a feeling I describe as love
She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve seen, that’s as simple as I can be
So very cute and filled with joy, she’s the only girl who I want to see
Her adorable smile that always cheers me up, she’s the only one I need
She’s everything I ever wanted, I thank god that he gave her to me
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Why do you cut?"Because it's a pain that I can control when it stops, whereas the pain inside. It doesn't stop. It never stops. It's not control over the pain I need, its that power to decide when enough is enough."Why do you cut?7 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
That's what she told me when I asked her why she cut. But that wasn't the whole truth. And as the tally etched down her legs, the reverse of the marking of ages against a doorjamb in her parent's house, I saw another truth. I gave her space until she felt safe enough to say it out loud. An addendum to the truth:
"I need the scars, I need to be able to blame them for being unlovable. Need to be able to blame my past, my craziness, the pain and those who caused it for being unlovable. For no one wanting me. Need them to cover my body so people see them first and the shape of me second. I need them as a mask. Because if the scars are gone then the truth is obvious. That no one wants me because of my body first, and my mind second.. and I can't blame anyone but myself for those things. The sc
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BloodI've got a filthy mouth,Blood2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
& a house of stars
thriving in my throat.
& I still have yet to tame
this grounded constellation
I call my temple. -Slithering
tongue hissing too many
"fuck you's" against my teeth.
I fear I will write myself hollow-
or until my bones are corroded away
& I am nothing-
an insignificant nebula
orbiting the wrong atmosphere.
But, my veins bleed sweet ichor,
& words are only words, Mother.
50 Mlp Themes Challenge ^^I Decided To Make A 50 Mlp Themes Challenge ^^50 Mlp Themes Challenge ^^2 years ago in Personal More Like This
=Themes I have done ^^
Here are the themes ^^:
1 - Birthday
2 - Valentines day
3 - Halloween
4 - Christmas
5 - Easter
6 - Favorite Flower
7 - Your Birthstone
8 - Your Favorite Season
9 - Your Favorite Song
10 - Your Favorite Color
11 - Prince
12 - Princess
13 - Space pony
14 - Steampunk
15 - Maid Pony
16 - Favorite Food
17 - Favorite Drink
18 - Favorite Mlp Shipping
19 - Favorite Animal
20 - Favorite Candy
21 - School Colors
22 - Nature
23 - Ice
24 - Angel
25 - Devil
26 - Hurt pony
27 - Dragon Pony
28 - Favorite Ice cream
29 - Love
30 - Wish
31 - Model
32 - Hair stylist
33 - Dress Maker
34 - Favorite Fruit
35 - Dream
36 - Hyper
37 - School
38 - Beauty
39 - Merpony
40 - Artist
41 - Nurse
42 - Male Pony
43 - Rainbow
44 - Beach
45 - Cutie Pie
46 - SOCKS
47 - Jewelry
48 - Gamer Pony
49 - Nerdy
dead girls don't write poetrydear someone,dead girls don't write poetry10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
there are no funerals
for the flesh
for the mind
no curtains & no cremations
for all our pretty words
you can't save every patient
a corpse would warm your bed
MLP 100 Theme Challenge AdoptsEDIT: RESERVES ARE CLOSE RIGHT NOW SO DONT ASK FOR A WHILEMLP 100 Theme Challenge Adopts2 years ago in Personal More Like This
:iconchallengeacceptedplz: Yush thats right I'm gonna do it! It's gonna be tough :iconcryforeverplz: but same time it's gonna be FUN ! I'm accepting reserves but only a little per person!!
Drawn and sold = Drawn not sold = Not Drawn =
1. Socks - SOLD Porcelain-Hero
2. Dirty - SOLD Literate-Adopts
3. Oreo - SOLD IIbukiMioda
4. Babies - SOLD MonsterHighDesigner
5. Cows - SOLD Sarahostervig
6. Sad 1# - SOLD King-Despair
[Bullet; Pink]7. Sad 2# - SOLD King-Despair
[Bullet; Pink]8. Vintage Minnie - SOLD Sarahostervig
[Bullet; Pink]9. Fusion - SOLD jessmia
[Bullet; Pink]10. Parrots - SOLD imapumpkinwhee
[Bullet; Pink]11. Fashion Star - SOLD Evertide-Song
[Bullet; Green]12. Evil - RESERVED inuyashalover77
[Bullet; Green]13. Love
21 reasons why periods suck.21 REASONS WHY PERIODS SUCK.21 reasons why periods suck.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
1. After sitting down for a while, you stand up and suddenly it feels like freaking niagra falls.
2. You want to hit everyone...In the face...With a shovel.
3. You cry so much for random stupid reasons.
4. You crave random crap, that you don't even own.
5. When someone corrects you, you feel like shoving a Wii remote down there throats.
6. When you lose at something, you scream "SCREW THIS" and walk away really angry.
7. You fall asleep...when you're not even that TIRED.
8. You feel like you want to just stab yourself 600 times in 'that' area.
9. You want to just shove a freaking towel up 'that' area.
10. NO white pants that week.
11. Remember that cute pair of undies you got? runied. for. life.
12. Everybody is annoying, not matter WHAT they do, or say.
13. When you DON'T get to go to the bathroom, because your teacher says "no" you want to scream in their face, and say "I'M ON MY FREAKING PERIOD OKAY?".
14. Boys are 10x more annoying.
15. Those stupid- pa
UselessI'm a cutterUseless2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That's all I'll ever be
Once you've learnt that
Defining fact about me.
You'll call me mad
Assume that I'm sad
And that I want
You'll check my arms
Only matters if you can see
But I can hide them
All over me.
You'll think I'm sick
Sick in the head
And that makes me feel
Like I want to be dead.
I don't do it
I don't do it
For a mention
I don't do it
I do it because of
That it's cast over me.
Time Really Can Change a Person (Personal Story)About 4-5 years ago, in my Freshman year of High School, I lost my best friend of 15-16 years, Morgan.Time Really Can Change a Person (Personal Story)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Her mother and my mother were friends, so she and I grew up together and were like sisters.
But for some reason, as soon as High school started, Morgan started ignoring me.
I knew High school changes some people, but I never expected Morgan to be one of those people to change.
One day we were talking like any other day, the next few days she started ignoring me more and more until she was walking by me as if I wasn't even there.
I'm guessing it was due to our other friends.
She hung out with the other side of the lunchroom (so to speak) and my friends were.. well, the outcasts of school popularity.
Morgan was always more popular then I was. She was always naturally thin, and very flirty and not scared to speak her mind to a guy. (She's bi-sexual now, but back then she and I checked out guys together.. she could've been bi back then, but she never told me she was until Freshman y
Lets Have A Contest! CLOSEDHi guys! Its me, River Racer! I have been recently upgraded to a co-founder, and I'm here to tell you about a contest we are holding!Lets Have A Contest! CLOSED3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Me and :iconamami-adoptables: had a discussion about how more lively this group needs to be, so one thing we decided on was a Fourth of July Contest!
What You Do: Make a sheet of adoptables that has a MINIMUM of 2 ponies, which all follow the theme of Fourth of July! (fireworks, red white and blue, etc.)
What We Are Looking For: The adoptables you make will be judged solely on creativity. The best designs in our opinion will be the winners, so get your thinking caps on!
Judges: :iconriverracer:,:iconamami-adoptables:,:iconpurplepuppychan:,:iconsublitany other members that would like to judge LET US KNOW. If you judge, you cannot enter )
Deadline: July 4th (duh!)
Extra Rules: Advertise for this contest in a journal entry, and you may submit as many designs as you like. BE CREATIVE!! :iconimaginationplz: B
New MLP Species :3!!Yush!! I thought of it when I was in the shower X3 , I always have good ideas when I'm in the shower X3 , so they're called Dlintchies (D-lint-cheese) I think the names kinda stupid though :iconherpderp: X3 So now let's look about them!New MLP Species :3!!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So they're ponies that are created by a magical powder called Dlintz, the colors of the powder create the pony of how they're personalities are going to be and the colors for the pony (Mane , Fur , Eyes , etc.) So the Dlintz is the stuff that make Dlintchies :3! For what species they are going to be it's obviously Dlintchies but it also needs to be a mixture of a diff species like Pegasus , Flutter , Crystal Eyed , Unicorn , ya know! So you choose a gender and choose any species , that's it BUT an Alicorn is super special so it cant be a Dlintchie , it has to be Golewark , a Golewark is for royal , special ponies! They have diff colors to! Also I forgot to say that for Dlintchies you could on
.You can't fight.9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
As you gaze
Into the abyss
Will gaze into
Ponysona Name GeneratorNeed a good name for your ponysona? Or are you just bored? This name generator will help.Ponysona Name Generator3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Take the first and last letters of your username (or your real name) and find them down below. Then circle or highlight at least 3 words you like in that letter line. :3
(You can use more then two letters if you'd like.
There are lots of words in some lines and less in others.)
A- Apple Art Awesome
B- Butter Beat Bolt Black Blue Brown Bonk bean Blade
C- Cool Crystal Crazy Caring Color Cake Crown
D- Dance Derp Deep Dash Dark &
His BallerinaA gown of silk, flowing as a stream,His Ballerina10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her footsteps so gentle, perhaps she was a dream,
As he crouches near bushes to glare at the unseen,
And she danced like ballerina.
Her fingers combed her golden hair,
A perfect lady who didn't care
To see the man that would never dare
To touch a ballerina.
But desire grew, and patience died,
As a lovely girl danced before his eyes,
So he buried his heart, pulled out a knife,
And tickled the ballerina.
She fought his hands, in fear of death,
A dirty blade sinking through her chest,
For he would never settle for something less,
As she screamed,
She took her final breath...
And the wind grew calm, barely blowing on the stream.
Her voice so quiet (perhaps it was a dream).
As he closes his eyes, cradling his queen...
His beautiful ballerina.
Depression.........It's a sunny day outside.Depression.........2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I should go out,
Not just sit around in my room and hide.
I try to make myself get out of bed.
And I succeed.
But I am still trapped inside of my head.
The more I think,
The more I try,
To convince myself that I am alright.
The more I convince myself,
The more I feel,
That nothing else is real.
Besides this pain.
I think I might be going a little insane.
And excuse me friend,
Could you draw a smile on this paper bag I am wearing?
After all you're the one I am trying,
To hide all of my feelings from.
This never ends does it?
I feel useless.
Maybe I should just let go now,
But I still cling onto what little hope,
And that is how,
Things might be.
Just one more breath.
One more day,
I am closer to my own death.
350 POINT GIVEAWAY BY ME!!!! CLOSEDREAD CAREFULLY350 POINT GIVEAWAY BY ME!!!! CLOSED2 years ago in Personal More Like This
-EDIT- the end date is now September 15th instead of october.
Hello people! ^_^ I have some excess points I've been thinking about lately, and I decided that I would hold a free point give away! It's pretty simple, and I only ask 3 things of you!
1.) FAV THIS JOURNAL: This is how I'm going to be choosing the winner so... yeah, it's important.
2.) MAKE A JOURNAL about this journal. After, post a comment here with a link to your journal. This is for advertising of course ^_^
2.) WATCH ME!!! This is just for me, really. I love when people watch me (perv?) and I offer free things exclusively to my watchers every month, so it may be worth it anyways
First Place: 250
Second Place: 75
Third Place: 25
CHOOSING THE WINNER: The winner will be chosen by going to Random.org and using the random sequence generator to provide me with 3 numbers which will be the winners. If you haven't noticed, all those that fav something are put in numerical order and ca
:Forbidden- Ch 10::Forbidden- Ch 10:2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I hesitated a moment before turning and running back into the house. AJ was already trying to push his way between the quarreling brothers.
"Cain!" The blue-haired teen screamed, his fist tightening around the man's shirt. "You need to calm down!"
Cain ignored AJ, pushing him aside to swing his fist toward Talen's face. Cain's sibling dodged it and retaliated with a right hook of his own but instead of his brother, Talen's knuckles struck AJ's face, the dark-eyed boy staggering backwards and lifting his hands to his eye. He whimpered for a moment before shaking off the pain and re-centering himself between the two, turning towards Cain.
"Cain, please stop!"
His hands wrapped around the man's waist as he burrowed his already bruised face into his slightly blood-stained shirt. Cain stilled, staring down at AJ, his eyes widening. Talen stumbled backwards, a wall catching him before he could lose his footing altogether as he lifted his arm, wipin
Reasons I love my Mother (When she's Sober)I will write this like a playwrite.Reasons I love my Mother (When she's Sober)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
*Kayla notices her elderly cat walking/dragging away from the bathroom. Notices a trail of shine following her.
Places a towel over the puddle of urine and goes to grab the broom so she can sweep the stray catlitter before mopping.*
(Heads up, my cat Shadow is the same age as me; 20, so skinny her back end has trouble keeping her up and is now incontinent so she pees on the floor a lot)
*Right before heading in, her mother speaks up*
Mother: I have to go to the bathroom!
*Kayla stops and turns slowly, broom in hand*
Kayla: Seriously? Now?!
*sighs and laughs*
Then sweep up the cat litter while you're in there.
*holds out broom handle*
Mother: *grabs the broom* Yes ma'am.
*Kayla rolls eyes and waits.
Mother comes out of bathroom a little while later and does not have the broom*
Kayla: So, did you sweep?
Mother: Oh, n
InertiaSometimes, I feel so very sorry forInertia2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the letters that I write.
Born onto a blank page and
trapped there all their lives.
No new sites to see, no unfamiliar faces to meet;
standing in a lonely row
just to express my thoughts as words,
and yet, completely unable to express their own.
They lie paralyzed in their birthplace
lacking the ability to grow and learn.
Immovable to change for the rest of their lives.
And sometimes, I wonder to myself,
why I choose to be the same.