I'm FineTo say "I'm fine."I'm Fine2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's so easy.
To mean it?
That's not so simple.
when tears spill unheaded
in warm rivers down my face,
and desperate sobs
it's hard to be "ok."
I'm just glad no one can see.
See the frazzeled, snotty mess
the horrid swollen abomination of a face
that gives lie
to every "I'm fine"
ever uttered or typed.
SometimesSometimes I feel like I have lived a full life,Sometimes3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Done and gone,
Finished well, lived quite nicely.
Though my goals have not been yet finished,
I'm sure one may take them on
Someday, just as I have.
Sometimes, I feel ready for the cold arms
Of Death to carry me away,
His circular heart beating,
Forever worn, forever tired.
The Last Poem21,146 words,The Last Poem2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All inspired by this website.
The ups and downs,
The lefts and rights,
It sure was a hurtful
And spirit-lifting ride.
But one thing's for sure:
I'd never trade my experiences here for anything.
Fitting InI could,Fitting In3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Oh trust me, I could.
So easily could I change my appearance,
Both inside and out,
So easily can I become another,
Another part of a widespread group,
Yet, I do not,
I do not speak to it,
My opinions kept silent,
My thoughts rarely expressed.
So Sad, SadnessSo sad, isn't it?So Sad, Sadness3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So sad, so many in despair,
So far down,
So past help,
So far, no one to help.
So let me be there,
So let me help,
Sew your soul together
So you remain alive,
So many happy, aren't you glad?
Gay, Straight, Or BiSo what if they like the same sex,Gay, Straight, Or Bi3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Or even both?
Is it really in your power to judge them
For something they cannot control?
So why do you tease them,
Be so awfully rude and hating?
Is it on your mind that these things hurt,
That they are people too?
So what if they act differently,
And all you do is judge?
Does it occur to you that these people
Kill themselves because of your remarks?
Whether you are gay, straight or bi,
We are still all human,
We still all have feelings,
We will not change who we are,
So you must learn to open your mind,
Random Quote of the Day 8"Goodbyes hurt more and somewhat longer when you know they are coming along." ~DCIIIRandom Quote of the Day 83 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Very Good Story I FoundI just love this story... TOTALLY NOT MINE THOUGH!Very Good Story I Found3 years ago in Personal More Like This
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks"
Suicide SuicideSuicide2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I cried myself to sleep
Not bearing to live another day
All I could see in the mirror
Was a girl filled with tears
Happiness had exist
I missed those days
Now my life ends here.
Random Quote of the Day 2"You can only find the good in the world if you learn to look past the bad." ~DCIIIRandom Quote of the Day 23 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
InsanityAre you like the others?Insanity2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For are you among the ones that point
Their bony fingers and laugh!
Laugh at my inquiring ponders I have
Long thought upon, and confirmed their
Will you call me mad?
Only because I seclude myself from those
How I dare I even speak of them in the Holy
Sanctity of this place!
Now, if what I perceive is to
Be in fact quite the most valid of statements,
Then my inquires you may not hear!
No, for such genius will not bear
Anymore disgrace from those
Who lack my kind of qualities!
For you are not worthy of my wisdom,
Nor being included in my presence!
I beg of you in the most kind of manners,
Do not exclude me from your distant thoughts,
And know that once you have come to appreciate
What my mind has concocted up,
You may return to wallow in the rich vastness
Of the pureness I attempt to
Behold before you!
Look To The SkyI told her:Look To The Sky3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Forever I have waited for you,
Forever, I've looked to the sky,
Wished with my soul and heart,
For someone to come my way
So my lonesomeness would flee,
And how my blood was spilled upon
That starry night of
Gray furred clouds."
Happy as can be,
Yet cried as she pulled away from me,
Unable to talk,
Unable to see me.
I told her:
"Look to the sky,
Look far into it,
Deep and hard.
But only if you listen
Will you hear me,
Hear my cries.
For the sky never forgets,
Neither will I."
DrowningI reach up,Drowning3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But my hand grasps the nothingness
That is around me.
I cry out-
So painful and sorrowful,
But no, no one hears me,
And ones who do
Wouldn't care even the slightest bit.
Surrounded by the horror,
As I am sucked in further,
The life forced out of me,
Like God's hand squeezing my soul
From my body, and I gasp-
And drown soundlessly,