Because of youI'm screamingBecause of you3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
All because of you
And it's all because of you...
The night beforeThe morning after the night beforeThe night before3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dark feelings once more
Darker than previous
If I end it all in this second
Who would miss me
I'm scared to think of the pain
It won't fade away
It stings like a knife
Cutting away at my tired skin
It burns like the flames from a raging fire
My body feels numb
Like I can't move
But there's this pain all over
Stops me moving
Will I make it out alive?
Turns out only just for this night
Everything And Nothing-Everything And Nothing-Everything And Nothing2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You ask me:
Are you alright?
The truth is,
I simply don't know
I feel everything,
pain, sorrow, anger;
and yet nothing,
ice and numbness,
at the same time.
My body is falling apart,
bone by bone,
muscle by muscle,
cell by cell.
My scarred and broken heart
is slowly shattering
a pile of shards of glass.
Darkness calls to me;
why was I born to this life?
I don't belong
Mirror, Mirror-Mirror, Mirror-Mirror, Mirror1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
What do people see,
when they look at me?
Do they see a freak,
dressed in black,
with piercings and a
Do they see the
Darkness that lurks
through my eyes,
filled with painful memories?
Can they see my scars,
and not be judgmental,
and understand that
I cut no more?
Do they see a freak;
or do they see a rebel,
one who chooses not to be a
clone of society?
I look into your shimmering surface,
and see my reflection:
my strange hair,
and dark apparel.
But, I also see
someone to be proud of:
one who is a powerful woman,
has overcome the obstacles
put in her way to hinder;
conquered her fears,
and the dark dreams
and memories that haunt her;
has tamed the seething
pit of anger inside her soul.
You see a freak of nature,
I see an enlightened woman,
made stronger by her past;
all the pain, sorrow, anger,
and heartbreak has
made her who she is today.
She is strong.
on the w
RelapseRelapse, into the drugs again, but nothing really happens... I just mention it and Thomas lights it up...Relapse1 month ago in Profiles More Like This
Thomas was walking to school when he passed some classmates who were smoking. He didn’t give it much thought before he smelled the familiar smoke. Stopping in his track, Thomas felt the urges to get high storm his body. When Thomas turned to see who had actually been smoking, he saw them walking away.
-Probably a good thing,- Thomas thought and sighed. Feeling his body scream for the drug, Thomas turned his back to the gang. Before he could start walking again he saw a joint lying on the sidewalk. His heart missed a beat and his hands started shaking as he stared at the joint. Slowly, Thomas picked it up and held it in his hands. He could do it. Heaven was right there in his hand.
-I shouldn’t,- Thomas thought, but his body and mind disagreed. Escape this hell. Be happy. It was right there. T
The smile under your memories...Your eyes glimmer in the moon light as the ocean flows through the shore, as you pass by, my heart beat raises and my cheeks begin to take a slight colour red, as you pass by I notice that the once beautiful smile of yours is now gone...who did this to you, why is that important piece of yourself is gone? I try not to breath heavily so you won't notice me but with a beauty like yours what man would be able to control themselves. You are like a rose, your delicate and inspire love, I wish I can one day see that smile that once brought me close to you, that smile which I love, the smile I want to be drawn on your face again...would you let me draw it with my passion and love or will you push me away again, will you break my heart for second time? I know you don't remember but we were once love we shared and we were happy I miss my little Annie I want that little smirk you used to gave me every time I teased you and that little kiss you used to give me in the morning...I want you back, reThe smile under your memories...1 month ago in Emotional More Like This
I love youI love you8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I love you with all my heart, you mean everything to me… and this is why it hurts to lose you, but it’s what you want and I cannot stop you from leaving, but I just want you to do me a favor…never forget me please because god knows I’ll never forget you… you are a good person and an even greater friend I love you no matter what anyone says for now and until the end of time in my heart there will be a place for you… forgive me for my weak action.. they are stupid my heart is stupid, but it feels something for you and I cannot stop it from feeling it…sorry
What Is HiddenA smile can hold a thousand words,What Is Hidden8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
a million screams and scars;
the face I show to the world is a mask,
the real me I keep caged inside.
Long sleeves can hide the cuts and scars,
the results of heartbreak and numbness;
you think I'm fine, but really I'm not,
I'm lost in despair and darkness.
For every situation I have a different face,
but there is one that I never reveal;
the real me I let out when I'm alone,
the queen of darkness, crying her despair.
Hidden away inside of me,
are the horrors that I've been through;
I can cover them with a smile, fake even in the attempt,
but what is hidden never goes away.
On Cutting And Suicide-On Cutting And Suicide-On Cutting And Suicide2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
To anyone who has cut, is cutting, or is suicidal:
I have been there before,
I know what it's like.
When you've been hurt so much,
you're completely numb,
and you need to cut to feel anything at all,
because sometimes pain is better than nothing.
When you just want to give up on life,
because under the layers of numbness is a deep amount of pain,
and you can't continue living anymore.
even cutting doesn't help you feel anymore,
because the numbness has encompassed all of your scarred and broken heart,
and is covered in ice.
And you want to escape from the lack of emotion,
the lack of love,
from the one who broke your heart so badly.
I have been there,
I have felt the pain,
and all of the layers of ice and numbness.
I have been in a suicidal state of mind before,
wanting to end the empty hole inside of my chest,
where my heart was cruelly torn out,
still bleeding from the wounds and beating for only one person,
and was thrown to the ground and
Self Made QuoteA quote I made:Self Made Quote1 month ago in Emotional More Like This
"My poetry speaks for the anguish in my soul;
music is my spiritual release from the past.
with which I sing,
is an outlet for my sorrow;
Darkness and Death is my sanctuary."
-Terese M. Quinlan
Longing His lips touch mineLonging1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
they were soft,
His eyes close as he leans to me
My eyes continue to be open
I push him back
His lids flew open and blink
We drifted apart, our faces red
But that kiss left a permanent stain
Like a scar, it was everlasting and painful
But it was a beautiful feeling
The moment was like a dream,
Short lasting and unreal
Thousands of thoughts swept through
The only thing that's left
Is the longing for another
SMIH Utapri Ver: RenxTsundere!ReaderAuthor's Note: Seven Minutes in Heaven Utapri Ver.!! It's been a while, ne? I'm sorry it's been so long.;w; Also sorry if Ren is a bit OOC, or even a lot OOC. I'm trying to update all my series. And you got no idea how many THAT is.SMIH Utapri Ver: RenxTsundere!Reader2 months ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Jinguji Ren x Reader
"Yay! Let's play everyone!" said Otoya in an excited voice.
"Oh no...this can't be happening...," you said in a disgusted voice.
'No way I'm gonna play this,' you mentally said.
"Alright! Come on, lady. It's your turn!" winked Ren.
You ignored him and just crossed your arms over your chest. You didn't want to get involved into this, and you weren't going to.
"That's not my name, Jinguji," you kinda growled at him.
Ren was such a player! You didn't like him because 1, he was a flirt and it was disgusting how easily girls fall for him. 2, he always called you 'lady', and trust me, that gets annoying after a while. And 3rd...well, ugh, he just disgusted you by looking at him! For some reason.
"Lady," he said seductiv
A Graceful WarriorSweet and low may I carry you throughA Graceful Warrior1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Light to touch but a shield
Rest your eyes and keep them shut
So I may craddle you tenderly close
Through harms way
the truth hurts....jenny:...(gasp)...(cries softly)..god..shes such a bitch...the truth hurts....1 year ago in Drama More Like This
me:..(runs back to my computer)...(sob)...i cant take it anymore!!!
jenny:..hmmph...if she wont help me...then she can go to hell!!
me:..(types a story)...(sigh)...i wish she was gone...
jenny:....(chuckles)...(types on facebook)...heh..now everyone knows wat you really are..a worthless scum! a slut!!!!
me:..(sigh)..(shuts off computer) i cant take it anymore...im done...(lies down on my bed)
jenny:...have a nice day at school tomorrow miriam...(smiles evilly)
a new day awaits tomorrow...
Romance Competition: Dew dropsFollow me, follow me, to the garden of loversRomance Competition: Dew drops1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And when it begins to rain, we'll take cover
In each other's arms is where we belong
But of course, you've known that all along
You were just biding your time
Waiting on the side
Waiting until I felt the same way about you
Baby's breath in my hair
Roses in my hands
Your breath in my ear
'' Catch me if you can. ''
I jump up and follow
You're fast as a swallow
Flitting and darting in this lover's race
Whose lips will meet first?
And surely my heart will burst
Your lips graze my ear
And I pull you near
Then we fall into the grass, in the sea of
the truth hurts....jenny: *knocks on my door*the truth hurts....1 year ago in Drama More Like This
me: hmm?...(steps away from the computer and opens the door...(frowns slightly)
jenny: hey girl! (smiles wide)..listen umm i need your help..im planning a party at my house..heh but my parents dont know...can you help me set up?
me:..(hands clench into fists)...(calmly speaks) why should i help you?
jenny:..umm because we're cousins??..(smiles nervously)
me:..cousins?...(chuckles)...yea ok...(sarcasm)nice to meet you
jenny: hey...you have to help me! (whines)
me:..no i dont!! get your other friends to be your servents!! im done! (loses temper)
jenny: wat??!! why would i want to do that!!!
me:..because you have been doing that to me for 11 years!!...why would you want MY help...(tears stream down)
jenny:..because your the smartest person i know...
A Cool RainLike a cool rainA Cool Rain1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
you offered brief respite
from the driest desert
of my life
a flickering flame
to pass the night,
a heartfelt hug
to sooth my fright
but the calmest winds
so soon must die
and in the end you passed me by
for other less tormented lives,
so into time I step the same
as I've been and will remain,
alone to dwell among my pain
until rain cleanses me again.
Tug-of-warI stand, waiting for you, why aren't you here?Tug-of-war1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't see you now, are you still gone?
You come late, ridiculing my concern,
But, Im fragile, haven't you noticed by now?
You say Im your friend and, that to you, Im special,
as you walk away, don't you notice my tears?
With cruel and insightful eye's, you tell me to follow "No" My Green eyes meet Brown.
"No?" you demand, "No!" I stand my ground.
You grab me and shove me against the wall "learn your place." you hiss
I drop to the ground as you turn and walk away from me.
Why do I feel like a rope? Is this Tug-of-War?
Rabbit, rabbitRabbit, rabbit, what's your habit?Rabbit, rabbit1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tea and cupcakes, bottles of wines.
Where's your company, where is Alice?
Eating mushrooms, growing fast.
Rabbit, rabbit, where's your clock?
The clock is broken, time is lost.
What's your hurry, where do you run?
The queen is angry, she lost her heart.
Darkness~Darkness~1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't know where I am
needing a light to shine my way
wanting to see the light of day
for a long time
the time has come
to see the light
so come out of the darkness
of which consumed me.
NightmaresI want to run awayNightmares9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
And leave the nightmares behind.
But I'm trapped for good
So they might as well rewind.