(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (3)DISCLAIMER: I don't own you or Hetalia. You know it. ಠ_ಠ
Shattered Sunflower Memories (Chapter 3)
"Where is my album?!"
Natalya remained quiet. Yekaterina shushed me, but I was too furious. What did Natalya do to it?! I feel my teeth grit and my breathing became fast and hard, like an angry dragon.
"Natalya. I'll ask you again. Where. Is. My. Album."
I heard a click from the door and my head snaps to see (name) step in with the album under her arms. Oh... No, no, this can't be... I flash my little sister a glare, but she doesn't react. I walk quickly towards (name), reaching my hand out to the album, but just when I was going to get my hands on it, (name) put it behind her back. I stare into her eyes, reflecting nothing. Did she regain her memories...? She sighs.
"Unfortunately, I am still 'Aleksandra'. Now tell me, Ivan—"
I cut her off by slamming my hand on the door, making (name) flinch. I kept gazing into her eyes that seeked for answe
(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (2)DISCLAIMER! I don't own you or Hetalia.(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (2)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Shattered Sunflower Memories (Chapter 2)
It had been several days ever since that strange incident, when Ivan found me in the snow. I still hadn't been able to recall any memories, but I sure made new ones. They were pleasant, and I felt happy.
I had somewhat convinced everyone to let me sleep on the sofa, and they promised me I would be able to get my own bed one day. I ate a lot, and my body returned to its' normal, healthy structure. Over the several days, Yekaterina, Natalya, and I had gone out shopping for some warm clothes for me to wear, since I didn't have any yet. I felt like I was part of their family, and I was being embraced by a warm, soft love.
"Aleksandra… are you cooking?"
A tired voice called out from the hall, and I saw a sleepy Ivan, rubbing his eyes. I smiled and nod, showing him my soup.
"I'm making some borscht. I woke up early and decided to make breakfast. It's almost done though."
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Shattered Sunflower Memories (Prolouge)
It was the dead of night, and silence enveloped the town. I lay in the untouched, clean, white snow, and held my palms upwards, toward the sky. The falling snow melts as soon as it came in contact with my hands, and I shiver.
"S-so cold "
The snow accumulates without a sound, like light, and I keep watching the snowflakes landing on my lashes. As the snow became thicker, I was brought back to my senses. Who am I? I thought, trying to wind back in time, remembering my name. I try to recall the memories, but my mind refuses to do so.
I small girl lay in the snow. I smiled as I sprinted over to her side. In this gray world, time had stopped, including my heart and my thoughtsexcept for the falling snowflakes. She was an angel. Her body lay in the cold sheet of snow, weakly yet innocently. I stared into her unfocused, blank eyes. Then a drop ap
(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (4)DISCLAIMER I don't own you or Hetalia.(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (4)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Eduard Von Bock, also known as Estonia."
Toris said, whispering into the phone. Ivan was currently traveling to America for a world meeting, saying he should get there earlier just in case. Ukraine and Belarus had decided to stay behind, because Ivan had begged them to keep an eye on me. I've been talking to Toris behind Ivan's back. Even after I had 'promised' him I wouldn't try to search for memories, and let them come to me, I had been searching for answers, desperate to know. I scribble down the place of my destination, as well as the name of the person I would be meeting next; Estonia
"Thank you so much, Toris."
"You're welcome... Though I regret telling you now. I feel like you would get hurt, and Russia would get mad at me."
"Please, don't feel bad. I did kind of forced you to tell me. Really, I appreciate it."
"Alright... Can I ask you why you're so desperate to recall your memories?"
"I love Ivan... not only as (name),
(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (1)DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN YOU OR HETALIA!(Russia x Reader) Shattered Sunflower Memories (1)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Shattered Sunflower Memories (Chapter 1)
Sleeping soundly, I had a dream of a young man's profile. He had pale skin with pink blush across his cheeks from the Russian cold. His beige hair seemed soft silk, and it made me want to brush my fingers down his hair. The man had deep, lavender eyes that reflected something far, far away
I fluttered my eyes open to meet a pair of the same, violet orbs, which now sparkled with the smallest hint of joy, barely noticeable. I blushed and sat up in a pile of quilts on a bed.
"You're awake, da?"
"W-who are you, sir?"
I trembled. Why am I here? What had happened to me? The Russian man lifted the corners of his lips and formed a small smile. He took my hands with his large, cold ones and quietly spoke.
"You are in my дома. You were in the cold snow, and I thought I should help you."
I straightened my back, relieved that a kind gentleman as him had helped
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I came home from my visit to Eduard's place with yet another address and phone number in hand—to contact Raivis Galante, who represents the country of Latvia. This time, I was not eager to meet him. I had decided to piece the information gathered together.
One month ago, Ivan came back from the world meeting. He deleted the videos, but he must've found out that I lost memories, or at least something like that… But that all can't happen in a day... or can it? Eduard had refused show me that last video. Does that video possibly have to do with my memories? It has to, because the date that the video was taken was exactly a month ago.
My thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of my cell-phone. I draw it out of my coat-pocket, seeing the Russian's name blink on the screen. Nervously, I pick it up, not wanting to worry Ivan. However, even after picking up and pressing my phone to my ear, I fall silent. I couldn
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Bright colors were painted on the walls, creating a joyous atmosphere. The room was filled with beautiful drawings of sunflowers, and it looked as though you were in a field of the sunny, yellow flowers. Latvia smiled as he saw me surprised, yet happy to see this.
"Russia loves sunflowers, remember?"
"Yes… So I painted the walls with fields of sunflower, and my home seemed very warm… unlike the cold Russian weather outside. Ivan loved it…"
I walked into the room, finding cork photo boards overflowing with notes, dates, tickets, as well as photos. I find a piece of post-it paper, and it said, I love you, (name). I'll be back soon. I remember this note. I had called Ivan just because I had nightmares, and I couldn't sleep. He rushed to my side… I found this note when I woke up…
"I… remember some things."
"You do? I'm glad it helped."
Photos. There were photos of us together. Photos of plac
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 6You were dusting the piano while looking at the Greek language book you were studying. You turned around when someone tapped on your shoulder. You looked up at Toris as he smiled at you. He was busy getting ready for the party that was only days away.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 61 year ago in Romance More Like This
"He wants to see me?" you groaned.
Toris nodded as you closed your book and saved you duster. You went to Mr. Braginski's office alone; Toris went back to getting ready for the party.
"Come in." you heard an order.
You walked into the room. You looked around the office no one was inside besides you and Mr. Braginski. You stood in front of the man sitting at his desk. His bluish purple eyes looked up at you from his papers.
"Did you learn all the languages yet?"
"Almost, Greek is really hard you know." You grumbled at the man.
His intimidating eyes looked at you. You crossed your hands over your chest. 'Does he have any idea how hard this is? And why is he always calling me in here? I spend more time in here then studying or
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' (Back Story)You and your mother sat in front the fire like you did every day since your family moved to Russia. Your father got a new job a few weeks ago. You already hated the new location. It was completely different from the warm land you lived in before.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' (Back Story)1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"How long do we have to live here?" you complained as you looked at your mother.
Your mother smiled at you lovingly.
"I don't know. But try to enjoy the time here." you mother said looking at you with a motherly smile on her face.
You pouted as you looked at your mother's happy face. You loved your mother so much you two were really close. 'At least she gets to go to a warm house for work,' you said to yourself thinking of your mother's new job as a maid for a very important and wealthy family.
"__________, it would be easier if you gave the village a chance." your mother said.
Your mother looked at you when you glanced over at her.
You looked at your mother disappointed in the village. You tried giving the country a chance. You ev
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 9You were sitting in the living room waiting for Ms. Yekaterina. She asked you to meet her there over twenty minutes ago. You sighed not sure what kind of favor she would probably ask you to do for her this time. While waiting for Ms. Yekaterina a woman walked in. She had long brown hair and friendly green eyes. The dress she wore a green dress and an orange flower in her hair.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 91 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Excuse me, do you know where I can find Yekaterina?" she asked you could hear an accent in her voice.
"Actually, she's supposed to meet me in here. You could wait with me if you want." you told her with a smile.
"Thank you, my name is Elizaveta but the way."
"Nice to meet you Ms. Elizaveta, I'm ____________." You smiled at the woman moving over letting the woman sit next to you. She smiled kindly as she sat down.
"Oh, please call me Eliza. I remember Gilbert and Roderich told me about you, I wasn't able to make it to the party. But I did want to
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 2Life went back to normal for the most part. But for some reason Mr. Braginski has been paying more attention to you. You didn't know what to think about it. One day while cleaning around his office you could feel his eyes watching you the whole time.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 21 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Gadyuka." he called as you finished cleaning the windows.
You turned around with your normal frown as you looked at the beige haired man. He smirked at you. You were used to the nickname now.
"Mr. Francis from France will be visiting soon. On you free time try learning some of his language." He ordered you in his intimidating Russian accent.
'What the heck does he think I am? And why heck have he been watching me?' You questioned in your mind. You started cleaning around the fireplace.
"Gadyuka, I must say I am very proud of you. Mr. Antonio and Mr. Lovino both had such good things to say about you. They enjoyed having you in their company."
'He's never this nice to me. How many bottles of vodka did he drink today?' You wonder
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 7The following day you woke up with sore feet. Last night you danced with Feli, Romano, Mr. Arthur, Gilbert, Ludwig, Antonio, Alfred and even Matthew. Most of the guests from yesterday went back home. You were dressing when you remembered what Alfred told you about Mr. Arthur having to return to Russia in a few months for business and how he was planning on coming with him. You liked the idea of seeing the friendly American man again. You went to work cleaning the windows while thinking of the night before and the fun you had. The day went by fast and you finished all your chores.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 71 year ago in Romance More Like This
You were saving your cleaning supplies when you heard a meow. You knew that neither Mr. Braginski nor his sisters had a cat. You followed the meowing down the hallway to an empty room. You looked around seeing a gray cat curled in a corner. You leaned down calling the cat to you. It sniffed you hand before rubbing its body against you. You started to pick up the cat when you heard footsteps enter t
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 3The following morning after Mr. Francis left you walked to Mr. Braginski's study. You sighed looking at the door hoping he wouldn't freak you out like he did the day before. You knocked on the door like every morning. Before you could say anything the door opened. You looked surprised at a woman a little older then you dressed in the same maid uniform as you. She looked as if she could have been a modal. 'Who the heck is she?' you questioned staring at the woman whose light brown hair famed her face perfectly. The woman's steel blue eyes looked at you with disapproval.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 31 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Mr. Braginski its her." The woman said with dislike in her voice. You frowned you didn't know who she was but you already didn't like her. 'She's gonna make me smack her good.' you muttered in your thoughts.
"Let her in." you heard Mr. Braginski's intimidating voice, snapping you out of your thoughts.
Before the woman could move out the doorway you pushed your way in. You smirked while you shoved the door
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 5Then next morning you woke up feeling much better. Ms. Yekaterina told you to rest but you couldn't. For some reason you kept thinking about yesterday and the taste of vodka. You decide to get an early start on cleaning the windows.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 51 year ago in Romance More Like This
While you finished cleaning the frosty windows in the main hallway you heard someone walking towards you. You turned to see Ms. Yekaterina standing behind you with a smile. She wore a light green dress today with a matching hair band.
"____________, I need you to do something."
"What is it?" you asked curious.
"Matrina is sick and everyone else who has permission to enter Ivan's office is sleeping. Do you mind cleaning it for me?"
"But he doesn't want me in there anymore."
"It'll be fine he was out drinking with Mr. Gilbert and the others last night, so he probably in bed still. You'll be able to finish before he wakes up."
You sighed not wanting to do it. Ms. Yekaterina looked at you with her blue eyes.
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' EpilogueYou sat in the large library studying the different languages you learned while living in the Braginski house. Ivan would be coming home soon and you knew when he did guests from all over the world would be visiting again. The door opened and Yekaterina walked in. She was wearing a red dress today and a matching red hair band.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Epilogue1 year ago in Romance More Like This
"Yekaterina, I thought you were getting ready for Ivan?"
She smiled shaking her head no.
"I'm letting Eduard and Toris take care of everything."
You nodded as she sat in the chair across from you. You smiled you know they would do their best to keep the man they feared the most happy. Raivis would follow their orders perfectly so he wouldn't get in trouble either.
"So have you been feeling better?" she asked you.
You nodded months ago you found out you were expecting your second child. You had a hard time during most of your pregnancy. You haven't told Ivan yet you wanted to tell him face to face. He's been gone for over eight months. The two of you
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The house Ivan wanted to buy was enormous .
- Wow. - you said when you saw the garden - It's beautiful.
- You like it? - Ivan asked
- Yes, I do, but... Isn't it too expensive?
- Well, it is... A little. But if you like it, I'm going to buy it anyway.
You looked at him and blinked, surprised.
- Why are you doing this? - you asked - I don't need a big house to be happy. I like our home. It's not big, but it's our home . And...
- It doesn't matter the size of the house or anything like that. The important is to be with you.
He hugged you.
- But you said you like big houses. With a garden. Full of flowers. - he smiled.
- I do like. But... I love you. And I'm already living with you, and I don't need anything more than that.
He kissed you.
- I just want to see you always smiling, sunflower. You told me you liked big houses and I... Just thought you would be happier if we started living in a big house like this one.
- I'm happy now. -
RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 1Months passed since the disappearance of both your parents and you were living at the home of your mother's boss. Ms. Yekaterina who enjoyed having your mother as a maid and a friend used all her family's name to push the officers to find out what happened. But so far there was no luck. The police said whatever happened was most likely because your father's job. Ms. Yekaterina gave you a job working as maid as a way to earn money. She offered you to stay until your parents were found.RussiaxReader: Gadyuka 'Viper' Chapter 11 year ago in Romance More Like This
One day while you were doing your daily routine of cleaning. When you heard someone walk into the ballroom.
"___________, you need to make sure this place is completely spotless." said Eduard as he walked by.
Eduard was a man from Estonia. He had short blond hair and dark blue eyes that were cover by his glasses.
"What's the big deal you never bug me this much." You groaned.
You turned to face him. He was wearing a uniform similar to a butler. You were also wearing a new fancier uniform. It was
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You walked out of the bathroom and stretched yourself.
- Hm... I need to go now. - you said.
- Why? - Ivan asked, his arms around your waist and his lips on your neck. The movement of his lips made you shiver.
- I-I'm going to... Buy some clothes with Alice.
You decided to lie on the last moment - everything was just so perfect between Ivan and you right now that you didn't want to mention Alfred right now. He stayed quiet for a moment, noticing the hesitation on your voice, and then kissed your shoulder softly.
- Alright. You need to have some fun with your friends too.
You smiled and turned around, kissing his lips.
- Thank you, love. - you whispered.
- But come back soon, sunflower.
- I will.
You looked at Alfred's blue eyes, a little annoyed. He was looking at you for at least 10 minutes, opening his mouth and blushing. Like he wanted to tell you something but didn't have the courage to say. That was very unusual.
- What do you wanted to tell me? - you asked for the sec
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- Wh.. What? - you blushed furiously.
- My car. - he kissed your shoulder, holding you strongly.
- N... No. - you shook your head, trying to clear your mind - Alfred, that's not right.
- I don't mind.
- No... Stop it. - you said.
- Let's go to my car. - he squeezed you arms. You could smell the scent of beer coming from his mouth. - Let's go.
- No... Stop. - you tried to push his arms, but he was stronger than you.
- Just let's go! - he tried to lay you down on the sofa, kissing your neck, but you pushed him.
- No... Stop! - you wanted to cry and scream. He was starting to scare you. - I don't want to do anything!
He finally succeeded, and you could feel all your body trembling as he laid you down on the sofa and started to run his hand through your belly. You were scared, but not just because you didn't want to betray Ivan - you were also scared because you were liking his touch, and the warmth of his lips on your body.
- Stop it, Alfred. - you whispered, but you could feel that, if h
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When you arrived at home, Ivan was waiting for you. You smiled at him and started walking faster, and then you jumped on his arms, laughing.
- Wow! - he laughed. - What was that?
- I missed you. - you whispered.
He kissed your head, smiling.
- Hmmm... I need to take a bath. - you stretched yourself.
- Let's go in. - he smiled, holding your hand.
You walked out of the bathroom, the towel wrapped around your body, and searched for some clothes to wear. Ivan opened the door with a glass of juice on his hand.
- Do I really need to take this pills? - he moaned.
- Of course you need. - you smiled - You need this, you can't just stop taking your medicine just because your cold...
You were interrupted by the noise of the glass breaking. You turned around ans saw Ivan looking at you, his eyes widened.
- Ivan..? - you whispered.
- Your arms! - he choked. - What happened...?
You looked at your arms, just to see purple marks on them. You immediately remembered how Alfred held you, and how you f
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"It can't be... (NAME)?"
- Yes, it's me! Oh my gosh, Alfred, it's you!!! I...
- (NAME), what are you doing? - Alice walked to you - We have a lot of customers right now, you can't just stop working!
- I-I know. I'm sorry, Alice, I'm going back to wor...
- I guess she's not feeling very well. - Alfred interrupted you - I can take her to the hospital.
Alice looked at you.
- Are you fine?
- I'm... Feeling a little dizzy and I have a headache. - you lied with no hesitation.
Alice bit her lower lip.
- Uh... That's bad. Well, we don't have time for talking; you can take the day off, I talk with the boss.
- I can call Susan if you want.
Alice looked at you and nodded.
- Do this, please. Well, I shouldn't be here talking, I'm going back to work.
- Thank you, Alice.
- No problem.
- I'll return the favor!
- I know, I know.
After calling Susan, you entered Alfred's car and sat on the passenger's bench. He sat by your side and started driving.
- A little dizzy? - he asked.
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You woke up in the middle of the night and you were alone. You looked around, but Ivan wasn't with you. You went down the stairs and you saw him on the sofa, watching something.
You recognized the video immediately. It was an old video - from when you were 19 and Ivan 22, some months before you started living together. You were laughing because of a joke he had told you.
You looked at yourself on the TV, thinking about how 2 years have changed you. Ivan was changed too - he looked almost like an 18 years old boy on the TV. Now you were both mature adults. You smiled.
You sat on the sofa, by Ivan's side and he hugged you without saying a word. You didn't really need to talk on situations like this.
You rested your head on his shoulder and then closed your eyes. After a few moments, you were sleeping again.
You woke up on your bed, with the sunlight on your face. Ivan was sleeping by your side. You looked at the clock and then sighed.
- Ivan? - you called him - Hm... Time to wake up.
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You sighed, and looked through Alfred's car window. You had a little argument with Ivan earlier, when you told him you were going to a party with Alfred . He was okay with the party part but not with the "with Alfred" part.
- Is there something bothering you? - Alfred asked.
- You really don't know how to lie, huh? - he smiled.
- Maybe not.
You ran you fingers through your hair while he stopped his car in front of a very big and beautiful house. You could hear the loud music even with the car windows closed.
- Well, let's go - Alfred smiled.
- Yup. - you opened the car's door.
You put a smile on your face as you walked with Alfred to Feliciano's house.
- (NAME)! - Feliciano yelled when he saw you - Oh, I missed you, girl! Ivan didn't come?
- No, he's resting at home - you smiled as you hugged him.
- And this is..? - he asked, looking at Alfred.
- Alfred Jones, nice to meet you - Alfred said.
- Oh, nice to meet you too. - Feliciano smiled - I'm Feliciano, but you can cal
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When Ivan arrived home from work, you were watching TV.
- You're home, sunflower - he said.
- Yes - you smiled.
- What happened?
- I... I had a headache and took the day off.
He looked at you, worried.
- Are you fine?
- I'm fine now - you smiled.
He sat by your side and caressed your face.
- You sure?
- Yes - you nodded.
He hugged you and kissed your neck.
- Are you hungry? - you asked.
- A little. - he kissed your cheek.
You turned your face to kiss him on the lips.
- I-I made some soup. - you said.
- Hm... - he bit your lower lip, making you blush.
You kissed him softly and he hugged you. You let his tongue explore your mouth, and his hands held you body firmly but gently. You started to run out of breath.
- I... I need some air. - you pushed him softly.
He smiled and held your face between his hands. You held one of his hands on yours, and then hugged him, burying your face on his chest.
- Hey, what's this? - he laughed - You remind me of a child when you do this kind of
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Your reaction was instinctive. Before you could realize what you were doing, you pushed Alfred and slapped him on the face.
- OUCH! Son of a... Why have you done that? - Alfred yelled.
- I should be asking this question! - you yelled - Why. Have. You. Done. That ?
- I... Well, I thought you liked me. - he said.
- I used to like you. Ages ago! Did you really expect me to wait for you forever? That's so selfish, Al.
- So you didn't wait me? - he asked, sounding surprised.
- I have a boyfriend now. - you answered
"And I'm going to get married with him!"
Alfred looked at you for a moment and then shrugged.
- Well. - he said - That was... unexpected.
- What do you mean with unexpected? - you asked, but he ignored you and started walking away. - Hey, are you listening??
He waved and said, still walking:
- See you tomorrow, (NAME).
And then he left you completely confused.
Alfred entered his car and then started searching for something.