Raistlin and Crysania.***Raistlin and Crysania.12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And why is something missing?
And why is something wrong?
And why is there a hole in me?
Some part of me is gone
You're all I ever wanted,
You're all I never wanted
So go away so go away
And leave me here...
The day I'd fall in love is
The day blind men could see
Then you came your sightless eyes
Saw straight inside of me
I'm so far below you I'm the dark
And you're the light
But standing here beside you all
I know is this is right
This conflict of desire is
tearing me apart
My lust for power and for you
is coursing through my heart
All I see is death and
Even you decay.
Always winter always night I
Never see the day
If I were you if I were you I'd
Run so far away
But only you but only you
Have courage enough to stay
You plan to save me. How?
Look around you look around you
Welcome to my hell.
And stand here by my side
And look into the light
Our time's both short and long
And all I know is wrong
Stand close and take my hand
where the rusted roses laycurl up the corners of her paperback heart--where the rusted roses lay6 years ago in Typographical More Like This
the pages are bare,
but they can't turn alone.
Concrete AngelShe walks to school with the lunch she packedConcrete Angel9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace
"Look, there goes Tema, wearing the same dress as yesterday." Mica laughed to his friends—most of the village kids. "What's wrong, Tema? Don't have any other clothes?" He sneered loud enough for me to hear.
Pinpricks of tears threatened to slip over my eyelids. I tried to ignore the taunting as I carried my lunch to the school house. So what if I have to wear the same dress twice in a row? So what if, tears were now spilling over my cheeks, I don't have pretty dresses like Tya or Lacy.
I sat at my desk, knowing I was lucky Queen Selenay had said that all kids were supposed to learn how to read, write, and do math. If I wasn't here, I'd be at home…with my mother…
Ha! Mother. I thought they were supposed to love their kids… I guess not…
I tried not to jar any of my bones or bruises as I co
The Black Parade part 4MamaThe Black Parade part 48 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The float stayed still and shivered. Patient realised something was wrong. The float always moved when it was told to.
"What's going on?" Mikey asked, striding to the front of the float. Gerard whispered something to him.
"WHAT!?!" he yelled "We have to go there!!! Um can't we just skip this memory?"
Gerard shook his head.
"He'd kill us" He whispered back to his brother, who bit his lip.
"What's wrong?" Patient asked as Ray kicked the float. It shivered again and fell through the darkness, plummeting towards the ground. "WHAT THE…?"
"We have to go to Hell to see your next memory" Mikey yelled over the roar of the wind. "But don't worry! What ever you see, it can't hurt you while you're with us."
The float stopped falling. The darkness around them was now flames. The guys shivered as they approached the glowing portal. Patient tore his eye away from a pair of demons and looked into it.
Past Patient was standing at a front door. He looked nervous. He gulped and knocked. A woman answ
The Black Parade part 1The EndThe Black Parade part 18 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The heart monitor beeped quietly, telling Patient he was still alive.
Patient moaned. He was dying. He knew he was. No matter how many times the doctors told him he was gonna make it, he saw it in their eyes.
The beeping got louder and faster. Patient gasped in pain as his heart froze. The cancer had finally won. After years of fighting, his body was giving up.
*BEEP* Patient was going
Patient felt himself leave his body. He hovered over the room, watching the doctors and nurses try to bring him back. He looked at his still body.
'I look so peaceful' he thought. A ghost of a smile flickered over his face then a tear rolled down his cheek. No one was there with him. No family to say goodbye to. He died alone. More tears followed. As he cried 5 hooded figures floated over to him on a red float. Patient wheeled round to face it.
"Come" said the figure at the front of the float "We have a long journey ahead o
The Black Parade Part 5DisenchantedThe Black Parade Part 58 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Ah here we go!" said Mikey suddenly "Portal number… um…"
"10!" yelled Bob from the back of the float
Mikey counted them on his fingers
"Yup! 10! Thanks Bob!" Mikey grinned and waved at him. Bob tutted and shook his head.
The portal showed a 16 yr old patient sitting in the prison yard, alone, strumming on an old, battered guitar. 2 boys wandered over to him.
"Hi!" said one of them "I'm Jack and this is Tommy." He pointed at his friend who was absent-mindedly drumming in midair. "We think you're really good at guitar and were wondering… um… would you like to join our band?"
Patient stared at the two boys. No-one had ever asked him to join in with things since 'the gun incident.'
"Sure" Patient replied, getting up. The portal shimmered. Patient was now 17 and was out of prison. Him, Jack, Tommy and a guy called Stan were sitting backstage, waiting to go on. Stan, the front man, was drinking vodka like water. Patient was growing steadily paler. A man ap
The Black Parade part 2Welcome to The Black ParadeThe Black Parade part 28 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
As they drove on Patient started to hear drumming. He looked at the drum kit but no-one was playing.
"Where's that sound coming from?" he asked, walking to the front of the float.
"Your next memory" the figures answered as one. Patient looked out at the memory and gasped in delight.
Tall figures dressed in green marched past, towering over him. Confetti fell like multicoloured rain. His father squeezed the young Patient's hand and pointed out the float. Patient giggled and jumped up and down. The portal shimmered. Patient and his father were lost. Patient spotted a man lying in a gutter, one of his legs at a funny angle. He was sobbing in pain. The young boy looked up at his father and pulled some coins out of his pocket. Patient walked over to the man and handed him the small amount of money. The man clutched them to his chest as though they were priceless gold.
"Bless you, Boy" The man muttered to him. Patient smiled at him sadly and ran ba
My Little Warriors: ProlougeClop Clop Clop That was the sound of the 5 ponies trotting down the small road. "I wonder what Twilight has in store for us." Said a excided Applejack. "She said it was huge!" Said Rainbow Dash. "OOOO!! I can't wait! Maybe she's planning a party! Oh, My, Gosh! What if it is a Super duper Pony Party!" Pinkie Pie proclaimed. "Well, It has to be something Fabulous dear! If I were to attended any party. You know it MUST include Rarity!" Said Rarity in her new saddle, with red rubies and orange and yellow gems for a 'Fire Flare' as she called it. Fluttershy had Angel next to her, in her new carrot bow. That she hated. Then they saw the purple unicorn coming towards them. "Great! Come on! I couldn't wait! I had to come! You guys will be so freaked! It's incredible!" Twilight Sparkle said. Pinkie Pie couldn't stop jumping "EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!' She said. Rainbow Dash rolled her eyes. "Oh Pinkie Anyway, I bet I can bet you guys there!" She then galloped off. Applejack wasn't far behind, tryinMy Little Warriors: Prolouge4 years ago in Settings More Like This
Illness - Derek:SeasickSpoiler warnings for chapters five and six of the game! Ye have been warned!Illness - Derek:Seasick8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Trauma Center: Illness
Derek had never been on a ship before. Rafts and small fishing boats, sure, but an actual ocean bound ship was something entirely new. He was never one for travel and he had already known he did not like planes. The flights were always long and the couch was small and cramped. Compared to that, plus the airline security and other hassles, he was somewhat looking forward to this means of traveling. It certainly could not be any worse than flying, right?
". . .Uhhhnn. . . .this . . .sucks. . ."
Derek grimaced as another wave of nausea overtook him. Crumpled against the side railing of the deck, he placed a hand over his churning stomach and tried to keep his gaze fixed on the horizon. Fresh air and watching the sea line was supposed to help with seasickness, but obviously no
The Black Parade part 1.5The sharpest livesThe Black Parade part 1.58 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The portal ahead glowed bright red as they approached. The figures gasped as the float was plunged into darkness.
"What the…?" Patient yelled, staggering into the drum kit. He righted himself and looked into the portal which showed a party. Past Patient was slumped on a sofa, laughing, a bottle held loosely in his hand.
"Was I really that drunk?" he wondered aloud as the past Patient drained the bottle and threw it across the room.
The picture changed. He was hiding in a barn. 2 girls were sitting close to where he was hiding, cutting themselves with knives. The torches and candles glowed red. The blooded corpse of some sort of animal (human???) was sprawled across the ground. Blood dripped from every nook and cranny. Past Patient shivered and backed away as the 2 girls spotted him. They shrieked madly and ran at him, knives raised. Patient fled from the barn. The portal faded and the float glowed again.
"Moving on" said 1 of the figures, sounding shocked
The Black Parade part 3I dont love youThe Black Parade part 38 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The portal glittered in the darkness. Ray frowned
"That's weird" he muttered. Patient opened his mouth to ask what was weird, but saw the portal and gasped.
Harry stood there, tall and pale. Her black hair tumbled over her shoulders. But her eyes were red and sore. Past Patient was shouting drunkenly at her. Harry looked at him, shocked, and then stormed out of the house, grabbing her fingerless gloves off of the side. The portal shimmered and the picture changed.
"No!" Patient moaned at what he saw. Harry was standing tall as Patient shouted at her. Then he got angry and began to beat her. She fell to the floor, blood pouring down her pale face. Patient stopped, horrified at what he'd done. Harry rose off of the floor. She slowly walked into the bathroom, cleaned her face, packed her bags and left, ignoring Patient. She stopped at the door and looked back at Patient
"I don't love you like I did yesterday" she whispered to him. The portal flickered and died.
The Deviant's DictionaryThe Deviant's Dictionary11 years ago in Humor More Like This
$- A title that commands respect, such as "Sir," "Duke," or "Bass Master." Also: ', @, ^, #, %, and +
Adoptee- A subspecies of deviant, which attach themselves to larger predators, much like remoras or temporary tattoos.
Anime- One of the most thriving, fastest-growing religions in the world today.
Avatar- The tiny, tiny window in the computer screen, though which a deviant may look at the outside world.
Community- A safe haven where like minds can gather, free from the prying and oppressive eyes of the outside world, to talk about how sexy Jack Sparrow is.
Constructive criticism- Any comment that does not involve the words "dood," "teh," "poop" or "gay." Any replies made to constructive criticism will contain all four.
Dark Art- Pictures of various pale women with too much eye makeup. May or may not be bleeding from somewhere.
Deviant- Once thought to exist only in myth, the wild deviant has recently been found thriving in variou
Raistlin Majere: a portraitRaistlin Majere: a portrait12 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Born the weaker of two
He has worked hard to gain his due
Bitter and cold to everyone he meets
Earning his trust is an impossible feat
Golden is his skin and white his hair
He only sees death in that yellow, frigid stare
The magic of old is his only love
But he does much more than from a hat, bring a dove
His ambition was to be a god
But he became a hero and never received a nod
The Master of Past the Present, a dark gem
He could have ruled the world, just on a whim
Words of WisdomYou dont have to live in reality, but you have to know its there.Words of Wisdom8 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
You dont have to be a part of society, but
you have to know how to work with it.
You dont have to be like everyone else, you dont even have to like everyone else, but you have to learn how to live with them
Chrysania and RaistlinChrysania and Raistlin13 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Chrysania & Raistlin
Come close to me revered daughter
feel the flame under the darkness
come to terms with what you sunder
cast away my ordered loneliness
In day or night I ll be the one
of darkest ways and hidden truths
for I despise and deeply shun
the puny ways of mortal youth
Your love 's denied for I cannot
afford no love,no tender feeling
for these are things I just forgot
regret,repent I am not willing
And when in time my love you need
I will leave you,like me,alone
subtly I ll smile and I ll not heed
to desperate cries of mourning soul
Come close to me reviled Master
I feel your sadness,your inner flame
to purest holyness I will deliver
the darkest paths from where you came
In day or night I ll be the one
to hold you dearly in loving arms
forgive and purge what you have done
redemption lies in embrace that warms
now let me come here beside you
and touch the magic golden skin
my vows will be forever true
caged in heart that burns herein
Through the Abyss I ll tread along
Hello youHello thereHello you8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
How are you?
Where have we been?
What do we do?
You know who?
And they do to?
Well at that something interesting and new
Tell them who
Because you know
Or perhaps you didnt
And didnt want to tell us to.
But dont you know its true?
We just want to tell you
my first spoken wordmy first spoken word13 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
a teenage cutter
a high school failure
an attempted virgin suicide
a high school bleeder
a hopeless romantic
failed in love
overweight, overused, over done
like those over the counter drugs i tried to fix my life with tried to
end my life with and
i overslept last night for the first time in eight years but somehow
i don\'t feel better.
that\'s not why i\'m here.
right now i wanna talk about depression, about why it\'s turned suddenly so popular
about why my feelings and emotions have become so mainstream that i can\'t even say the word emotion anymore without feeling like i should add a sideways smiley
or an acronym for an action that i will
lol is the keyword for our culture today, but when i read it
all i see is the tongue lolling out of a dying dog\'s mouth, and when i say it
and right now i wanna talk about the high school girls whose only ambition is to be thinner and thinner until we have
Illness - Angie: Poison IvyTrauma Center: IllnessIllness - Angie: Poison Ivy8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Angie: Poison Ivy
It had seemed innocent enough. Angie had decided to spend her break outside and she took a nice, brisk walk around the perimeter of the building. The fresh air and sunshine put her in a good mood, as she rarely got to experience either. She stretched her arms over her head and let out a content sigh.
Ah! I cant believe it!
The sudden cry of one, Tyler Chase, brought her from her revere. She looked up to see him looking out a window as a bundled packet of papers fell and settled among the vegetation below. Derek appeared next to him and placed his hands on the window sill, leaning over slightly to see where the packet had fallen. How in the world did you managed to drop that? he asked, sending Tyler an inquisitive sideways glance. The latter said nothing more than unintelligible grumbles as he collapsed over the window, his arms d
50 Fun Things to Do at Walmart50 Fun Things To Do At Wal-Mart50 Fun Things to Do at Walmart5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
1. Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations.
2. Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store.
3. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day.
4. Start playing Football; see how many people you can get to join in.
5. Contaminate the entire auto department by sampling all the spray air fresheners.
6. Challenge other customers to duels with tubes of gift wrap.
7. Leave cryptic messages on the typewriters.
8. Re-dress the mannequins as you see fit.
9. When there are people behind you, walk really slow, especially thin narrow aisles.
10. Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in Housewa
He Will Not Fade.Oh young prince, how far you are falling.He Will Not Fade.3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
For your sister's dagger is calling.
The humans, they have killed many of your kind.
So why must she keep their safety in mind?
Though your soul will forever rest in the shade.
From this world you will never Fade.
You sister did not wish to go.
Her love for Abraham did show.
A proud warrior, it's true that you are.
You always were Bethmoora's shining star.
You two forever bound by a link.
When one ship is shot you will both sink.
Fragments of You and Me Chap 1Fragments of You and MeFragments of You and Me Chap 18 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
WARNING this contains ShonenAi or Yaoi or BoyxBoy. If you don't like, don't read!
Fragments of You and Me
Chapter One-Awakening of the Forgotten
Tobi spent another sleepless night tossing and turning in his bed. He had shadowy blotches under his eyes. Tobi yawned for the hundredth time. You idiot, stop it his blonde partner growled. Deidara sat on the opposite bed, watching his younger partner rubbing his eyes, orange mask beside him on the bed. Go-gomen Senpai he yawned, placing his orange mask back over his face. I just could
Thoughts on PolyamoryIt seems to me that most people think of polyamory in terms of threesomes, of swinging. A way of sleeping around that isn't technically "cheating." A prevailing idea in the '60s counterculture was free love. Most people thought they were free, expressing an interchange of love with multiple partners. But it wasn't. It was slutting around without consequences. But at least everyone was equal, and diverging from the old way. In my mind, polyamory isn't openly getting with as many people as you want at a time.Thoughts on Polyamory5 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
It's not speed-dating. There are those who have serial marriages, serial daters. They are with someone for a few weeks, a few months, and then move on. There is no growth in the relationship, and as soon as the partner doesn't meet your conditions anymore, you move on. You are done with them. This kind of carousel relationship practice fall short of what polyamory should be by miles.
To get to the pinnacle of a polyamorous lifes
I am meYou know that thing?I am me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The one that engulfs your being?
That raises your spirits?
That makes you feel like you're something special?
Is yours a person?
No matter what, it still makes you feel important, right?
Imagine that thing being taken away from you.
Stolen by someone else.
It destroys some people.
But for one, it drove her mad.
She lost it.
But still managed to calculate how to escape her asylum.
They called her a murderer.
It wasn't her.
That man in the window, watching every move they make.
He did it.
He took away her Life.
With one fell swoop.
If he couldn't have her, no one could.
The girl lay there alone.
In that empty padded room.
Holding that raggedy, tattered bear.
Planning her revenge.
Thinking of her lover and the knife that took her essence away.
The man screaming Murderer.
She is no murderer.
She is me.
I watched her die.
I watched the blood pool out of her limp body.
Gonna Be Mine - FourxxxGonna Be Mine - Four8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Gonna Be Mine!
Stranded with Gaara...poor Sasuke! Our little uke is seemingly going to be lost to the clutches of perverted darkness! But is this Gaara insane, or just messing with everyone -else's- heads? Hmm...a strange little mystery, indeed. But for now, best leave it at that and return to uke-chan, who, for once in his life, is wishing that his fangirls weren't too distracted to come and rescue him. (as he ignored the nagging in the back of his head that that Uzumaki guy would probably intervene, himself, and that would be even better than the fangirls...)
"S-someone should...go save Sasuke-kun," Sakura whispered to Ino after they'd finished bickering. The two girls were sitting calmly--or rather, shaking in their boots as calmly as possible--and nervously watching after Gaara and their Sasuke-kun. The bubble-gum haired girl was seated on the edge of her chair to the far left, as if she were huddling towards Ino for safety; Ino appeared to be contemplating whether