My Suicide Note This is my suicide note.My Suicide Note5 years ago in Spiritual & Occult More Like This
A tale, if it could be called that, of a lonely girl.
My tale. My
The one who has been hiding,
from the world,
from her 'friends',
and from her 'God'.
She Dreams of a Man That Isn't MeShe Dreams of a Man That Isn't MeShe Dreams of a Man That Isn't Me3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
She longs for a man that isn't me
I act like I don't, but I can see
And I don't understand why I'm sadden by her glee
But I should be happy, I guess
But I'm unable to find any rest
And I wonder how I ended up in this mess
But I'll try to stand strong
Because maybe I'm wrong
And I'm the one she wanted all along
But I laugh and shake my head
Can you believe what I just said?
Maybe I should quit while I'm ahead?
But I don't want that!
I want to deny the facts!
And I know I'll end up regretting how I act!
But we all know I'm a fool
Since I dropped out of love and school
So I know the golden rule
How many p
Just Slit My Wrists....Just do it for me;Just Slit My Wrists....6 years ago in Other More Like This
Slit my wrists...
Just let the hurt out.
Because all you do is hurt me.
All of you.
You may think you're helping me...
Well guess what?
I may hurt myself.
And you may ask why.
It's because then you can't hurt me.
You can't hurt someone who's already hurt.
You can't make someone cry who's already crying.
And you can't make them not trust you,
If they don't trust you already.
My Greatest SinMy Greatest SinMy Greatest Sin3 weeks ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is not my first sin
And the thought of you knowing gets under my skin
But my soul was never someone who could win
And your not the first girl
To be at the center of my world
And you won't be the last to see me hurl
Because maybe one day I'll get over you
Maybe I should give myself a clue
But I stick to you like glue
So that's why I'm drinking this beer
So okay, it's Smirnoff my dear
But it's what's near
And my dear friend
Why am I writing this poem again?
When you won't read it in the end
Well god only know
And I just go with flow
Because I have nothing else to show
And I just don't fuckin understand
Why this empti
Alex Nighttray Info sheetAlex Nighttray Info sheet1 year ago in Profiles More Like This
Name: Alex Nighttray
Race: Vampire, Asian
Hair Color: black
Eye Color: red
Weight: 145 pounds
Appearance: (the pic above) wears wire framed glasses.
History: his father was a president of a very popular shopping website. Alex didnt spend much time with his father through his life, but he spent a lot of time with his mother. When Alex spent time with his father, he would be child abused to get stronger. Bruised, cut, whipped, burned even. When Alex was in middle school he would have more injuries. Alex would go into his room with some bandages on his face and body, sometimes coming in with a broken a
Keep your hand on your gunKeep your hand on your gun2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
This one is dedicated to the suit-wearing arms dealers
To the champagne-sipping depleted uranium droppers
Keep your hand on your gun
Don't you trust anyone
Keep your hand on your gun
Don't you trust anyone
First in my scope is BAE Systems
Specialize in killing people from a distance
Power is a drug and they feed the addiction
Immediate deletion of people's existence
Who says what is and what isn't legitimate resistance
To push the buttons you don't need a brave heart
State of the art darts leave more than your face scarred
You might impress an A&R with your fake bars
Cause you probably think Rolls R
for Gaza...don't know howfor Gaza...don't know how3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'll do your worry...tonight
I'll feel your sorrow...tonight
just relax and get some sleep
get some rest and leave me to this creep
I'll keep you safe..tonight
I'll make sure everything is all right...
and if your life became a dark street
you will find me beside u in a heart bit
so just let your hand hug mine
let me make your world be just fine
there will always be things to face
and others that you'll just have to chase
the only difference is now I'm here
you won't be alone in such fear...
Sad is what u will never be
Take my hand I'll set you free...
just let me be your ray of light
just let me do your worry tonight....
Happy Birthday RingsHappy Birthday Rings2 years ago in Letters More Like This
Dear Richard Henry Parkin Starkey Jr,
Holy freaking crap, that is one long name. Ha, I love it. So it's the famous Ringo's seventy-first birthday, eh? Honestly I have no idea how you could be over sixty at most. Anyway...
You had a really rough childhood, and I'm glad you were able to prove them all wrong. You were supposed to die in the coma so many years ago, but here you are. Dancing up on stage with your All-Starr band. Now that's brilliant. You really are just an amazing person. You're someone I know I can really look up to. All you want for your birthday is peace and love and that's what you wish for everyone. And you just seem like
TraitorTraitor3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
I remember back when we were kids I remember pushin' you on a swing
I remember when I helped you study for tests and the triumphant joy on your face when you showed me a perfect score
I remember helpin' you out fer yer first date heh ya'll were so nervous
I remember when you carried me to the medic's office when I passed out on the track
remember when I accidentally broke the coach's prize trophy an' you took the rap for me an' had to run twenty laps
I remember the night you told me you were one of THEM... a rebel
I remember tellin' you
Midnight Club Dub Edition Club OC BiosMidnight Club Dub Edition Club OC Bios11 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Midnight Club: Dub Edition Club Bios.
Location: NYC,NJ,Tokyo,Konoha,Los Angeles,San Diego.
Created: Late 2007-Early 2008.
Founder(s): Nikko Akusa.
Type: Nissan Skyline only team.
Affiliations: Midnight Club (Organization).
Allies/friends: Unbeatable Street Racers (because Nikko's Girlfriend is there leader and is a Former member and Lieutenant after Yoruichi Left and Soi Fon became there new leader.),Original Riders,S.O.S. (Society of Supras and his Older brother is the leader of that team.)Triple F (Ferrari Frenzy Fighters).
Rivals/Enemies: Team Taka (Public enemy N0 1 since the Christmas indecent of 2008),Arrancar riders,R
A Heart to Heart TalkA Heart to Heart Talk1 year ago in Settings More Like This
A heart to heart talk.
Takoda and Ty Lee
It has been a year since Ty Lee and I had met and started to train together I didn't think it was possible for our bond to get any closer but I was proved to be wrong one night. It started out on a late night during a full moon we were just about to start a long training session between the two of us but something wasn't right. Ty Lee seemed to be lacking today and her mood wasn't as happy as what I was usually use too, she had me worried but she assured me that she was fine just tired. She asked if she could cut down on training for tonight and head to bed early which I agreed with
Small OC Bio'sMina, A year younger than Naruto.Small OC Bio's4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Hair: brown Eyes: green.
She is far-sighted, so practically blind with up close objects.
Likes: helping people, ice-cream, and Kiba. :D
Dislikes: but still loves, her parents, and can't help but want to please them.
She hates sour, bland and extrememly spicy, tasting food and drink.
Nanami, Same age group as Naruto.
Hair: Black Eyes: Hazel
Likes: a good fight, powerful men (almost to the point of erotic obbsession), SHe loves spicy food.
Dislikes: stupidly weak people, morons, Bland food and has arachniphobia (which she doesn't tell people.)
Sadako. Two years older than Naruto
Hair: Short and Black
What I Learned at SRU -64-What I Learned at SRU -64-1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A/N:If you think you might be interested in giving me some commission work, please feel free to e-mail me at that address or send me a message through this website with what you have in mind. I am incredibly grateful for all of the support you guys have given my work across multiple websites and wrote a journal about that here:destiny-smasher(dot)deviantart(dot)com/journal/A-Word-of-Thanks-274192717
I'm just not sure what I can be doing to help myself out of this whole situation, but felt that it couldn't hurt to ask.
With that business out of the way, I hope you all enjoy this heavy chapter - I put a lot of myself into it and it's probably t
Sleep, My LoveSleep, My Love11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
There is a horrendous hurt-
a hurt I know you'll never understand
That ghastly feeling that I get...
When I grab your stone-cold hand-
When my lips caress your temple-
or when my fingers run through your mane
It's a god-awful feeling...
Because I know that you are not really there,
Those memories together-
I curse my raw heart,
Your body is still here...
and damn you are as beautiful as ever
but... my loving wife-
I know your spirit is gone
Your body is a shell that I so willingly would kiss
But my mind is fading too...
Though I know that together we'll make it through this
I'll always be your loving husband...
in this lif
Life and DeathLife and Death11 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life and death
They are both so alike yet so different
They bring us pain and hurt and even happiness
One cannot survive without the other -
They balance each other out
There is no life without death
And there is no death without life
It is a feat we shall accept
And learn to love the time we have left
Shall I die a fatal death
I shall live afterlife in happiness
Shall I bear the pain of seeing a friend die
I promise I shall try not to cry
Moment in life are like precious peices of silver light
So rare and bright
I prmose to live forever in content
Because of life I feel the element
The element of love and life ali
Does it Hurt?Does it hurt to be beautiful?Does it Hurt?1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I would guess that you would know.
Jaws drop as you enter the room,
people wish they could be you.
Does it hurt to be amazing?
People faint to your smile.
They wish to be noticed by you,
they wish to be with you.
Doesn't it hurt to be you?
No? It will very soon.
Your skin will crinkle and fade
You teeth will rot and crack
You hair will gray and die
And everyone around you will forget your name.
It might not hurt now.
But, don't worry darling.
It will soon.
burnburn1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I spoke the truth
of old woods behind lungs
on flaming pillows
an empty room: there's no
whimpering and good mourning
r e t u r n
there's no room, but empties
[breath sounds like soaked]
SAW VIII: Chapter 17SAW VIII: Chapter 171 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A sigh of relief went through the ranks of the apprentices, as Kathrin made it to save her 'secret admirer' -Jayden Johnson-. Both, he and Susan, had mostly -refrain from Tobias- deserved their life. Sue wanted to stop and Jayden did all of this just because of love. Of this, Brad and Ryan can even sing a song, how silly and stupid the rose-colored glasses of love makes. Especially if this is only from one side ...
Daniel Matthews looks a little unsteady over his left shoulder. He is worried about Korey. When he and she drugged Susan she received a blow on the head and was unconscious again. It is strictly against the f
SAW VIII: Chapter 16SAW VIII: Chapter 161 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Quickened with luck, because of Susans rescue, Kathrin continues. She had managed to save someone! These games are not unwinnable!
Elated she encounters a secondary door. Immediately the distinctive chlorine smell rises -which she noticed since her awakening- into her nose. She finds herself in a large pool hall. That extends a few feet in front of her. It is shallow, has the shape of an isosceles triangle, which always gets deeper as far she would enter the pool.
The shimmering water seems to equal a mirror, except for a few small, outgoing waves, which seem to have their origin somewhere in the deeper part of the bas
SAW VIII: Chapter 15SAW VIII: Chapter 151 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
All life from Christian Denbows eyes dissolved at that moment in which the bullet of his own service weapon gouged through his brain and the occiput exploded. Lifelessly he collapsed over Mark Hoffman -his idol and his killer-. Blood and brain are dripping down on those who pushes the corpse -in disgust- away. Still with that frightened stare Chris is lying on his back.
Contempt is in Hoffman's posture. But this changes in malicious joy. He was not able to kill someone for a long time. He sits back down on the office chair and looks around. This area has lost much of its lack of color. Now it shimmers in various shades
My Bloody ValentineI crush the petals in my blood soaked handsMy Bloody Valentine1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
White roses turn red from my crimson cuts
I rip up the card to which you poured out your soul
And gave me sweet kisses of death as you let me slip away
Piece by piece my heart crumbles and burns
As I stab each photo of you with my trusty blade
My sour tears cut paths down my cheeks
And ruby lines create patterns down my pale skin
I throw out the memories of our lives together
As the sweet sense of loneliness envelopes me in its hollow arms
Your voice whispers into my loveless soul
Consoles and soothes me late into the night
I now understand my darling love
You were just a mistake my b
SAW VIII: Chapter 8SAW VIII: Chapter 81 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Odium. Wrath. Ire.
These words could describe Mark Hoffman's current emotional state. Odium that Mika disappeared without concrete answers for an afternoon, evening and the beginning of the night -again-, although he has spoken to her mailbox, that she should show up immediately with some utensils he needs. Wrath on John, because he sits here at all in this mess, just because has taken 'measures', in case Jill dies. And ire at himself, because he is dependent on a small, nineteen year old, vengeful girl. Mika is nice and reliable on -her way-, but something is wrong with her ... She seems to be so ... He can not say ...
SAW VIII: Chapter 6SAW VIII: Chapter 61 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Incredible angry Mika enters the office in the first floor of her house, slams the door after behind her. By the loud clanging Hoffman thoughts are torn from his plans. He looks up, "Where were you?"
In response she throws -very loaded- a newspaper in front of him, on the desk.
With a casual glance, he looks at the headline that reads, 'Jigsaw strikes again', then he looks back his roommate, although they see each other relatively rare. Michaela's face is reflected in aggression, hatred and -mostly- fear.
"So what?" Mark asks casually.
"SO WHAT?!?", she repeats shrilly," SO WHAT! THINK ABOUT OUR BARGAIN! "
SAW VIII: Chapter 5SAW VIII: Chapter 51 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Humming Korey enters the area of the pool attendants of the disused indoor swimming pool and walks along the long, dreary, barren concrete corridor. Although her chest hurts -by the impact, three days ago- but she is so fit again that she can help Lawrence with the final work. Full of enthusiasm she opens the adjacent door to the dressing area to the former employees, in which they will watch the games of the new victims. The monitors are already available but not connected to the cameras. Of course ...
She sighs ... This was so clear ...
Without hesitation, she crawls under the tables, connects the cables. After a whi