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Strange EmotionsEmotions are strange things, probably the only things in this world that escape the reign of reason. So much that sometimes they seem as if they are the rebellious children of reason, doing the exact opposite of what reason would have it do, just to spite it. For it was never the times of great pain and hardship that I longed for death, those were the moments I fought the thought of the tooth and nail. Despite feeling as if my life was as awful as it could ever be I kicked and yelled at death. Instead it was those moments where I lay wrapped in the darkness, whispering under the covers with my wife, trying to be as quite as possible so no one would catch us, when I was complete and at peace and as happy and fullfilled as I could ever dream to be that I so often stopped to think that if I died right now, I would be content. And all the pain of the moments of horror in my life has long since faded and never return with the memories. Instead it's the memories of true happiness and belongiStrange Emotions1 month ago in Personal More Like This
ArtistsArists are really just weirdos and tasteful perverts. The best kind of people! ;DArtists6 months ago in Personal More Like This
The MomentThere's a silence over the room and what feels like over the world, that never exists in the same way during the day. Even the lights have fallen quiet, for light speaks too, in a different way. Everything is hidden, everything is still, everything is quiet. Not sleeping but not awake. Slowly I slide in under the warm, protective covers, like the arms of a mother. Woven from soft strings of heavenly clouds. She's laying on her side with her face turned from me, never moving, never speaking. I move in as close as I can without actually touching her until I wrap my arms around her and kiss her soft, naked back. I entwine with her and we entwine with the stillness. Every fear, every worry, every though drowns in that deep ocean we become. That silence feels like music flowing through me but even more powerful, as if that sielnce is angel song it moves my soul with it's tender strokes. Her body isn't there, but I feel her, I taste her, I smell her, I breathe her, so intensly I almost belieThe Moment6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Free FeatureA feature for you all!Free Feature8 months ago in Personal More Like This
:iconkaydaa:
Kaydaa: Kaydaa is a really good digital artist. She can be your very best friend, if you are a very best friend to her too.
:iconXshiron:
XShiron: XShiron, I like your OC's very much. Her digital works are amazing!
:iconvchannel:
vchannel, I love your traditional work, keep it up!
Want to be featured here too?
- send me a note with maximal 5 links of your best works
Contest: Apologies (MUST READ):IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ: :IconmegustabishiePLZ:Contest: Apologies (MUST READ)10 months ago in Personal More Like This
CONTEST THEME: Ok so what i want is a Gym Leader It can be Any Design Or Type You Want !!!!
It can be A Boy , Girl , Twins , A Couple, Old People. ANYTHING ! But Make them Look Awesome And very Distinct.
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PRIZES :iconraepfaceplz: : There will be 8 WINNERS !!!
All 8 Winners Prizes: Your Gym Leader Will Be Apart of My Region (Rainko) Were I will Begin to Make Official Art Of them
With The 1-6 Of my Fakemon That you Have
Used in Your Competition Entry & Including the New Fakemon.
The New Fakemon Will Be In My Gen 3 Sprites All Credit Will Go To YOU !!!!.
Your Winning Design can end up Like these
http://trehman.deviantart.com/gallery/3360555#/d46z14e
http://trehma
Balthamos VS you contest! + Extension!Balthamos VS Contest!Balthamos VS you contest! + Extension!6 months ago in Personal More Like This
Thanks to everyone who gave advice, or asked. This is a contest for YOU!
you should read everything carefully to give you an advantage or disadvantage on the contest. I will be judging this with some others mainly on how correct you get her! not on the art itself. So if you feel you see a amazing piece and feel fret to join, don't be! Im not judging this on how much effort you put into it!
A bit about balthamos the eevee
Balth herself is very weak. This needs to be noted. Her scarf is a weapon, which she uses herself. it's controlled by herself, her brain control's it. They can pack a punch, but it balth herself is hit, she'll go down.
>>her newest ref is WRONG. Her wings are now fully attached to her
Orange obsession I.Some time had passed and some journals have been written since I've made my last colorful collection. I think I've chosen enough red pictures, so now I will move on to an another wonderful warm color - orange -, another wonderfu artists and another wonderful works! I hope you'll enjoy and as I know myself, you can count on more orange pictures too! But now there's only one. Enjoy!Orange obsession I.9 months ago in Personal More Like This
And two work worth to check, but the pictures are not allowed to put in thumbs:
http://therafflesia.deviantart.com/favourites/?offset=24#/d1qoje8 http://saretta1.deviantart.com/art/Caribbean-Dream-50465912
And more awesome artists to check:
:iconleocervas: :iconingelore: :iconsaretta1: :icontwiggyteeluck: :iconlove
Life of Sea FeaturesTime for another feature!Life of Sea Features9 months ago in Personal More Like ThisI've found quite a few pieces of art having to do with sea life/ocean/water. So I decided to do a feature! :> My only requirements for a piece being featured is that it has very few faves/comments to begin with. So most of these pictures come from artists who aren't highly recognized. Give them your support! My goal is to encourage them by featuring one of their best pieces of art.
-Be sure to fave the journal if you like it, and show the artists your support by faving/comments!-
Well that's it for today. :] Hope you all enjoyed! Feel free to give me some suggestions for what topic of feature you'd like to see next. I'm open to anything!
Until nex
.n. My Top Pet Peeves shall SOAR.Yup..n. My Top Pet Peeves shall SOAR.4 months ago in Personal More Like This
1.) Cussing
2.) Yelling/Screaming
3.) Uneeded Sarcasm (Like when people say "I didn't catch that, ENGLISH PLEASE!" Uhm, are you deaf, do you need a hearing aid, or are you just that retarded(Or stupid, I'm Mexican for Pete's sake, don'tpiss us off now)?)
4.) When people expect me to not take things seriously
5.) Whenever I tell someone I like anime, manga, the Japanese's culture, or I tell them that I'm practicing Japanese, they automatically think I'm Japanese-American. Flat. Out. That.
6.) People persuading me to do something I already told them that I don't want to do. Seriously. Why don't you make like a tree and leave!?
7.) People question my religion, then say I'm an athiest.
8.) Whenever someone is mean or annoying to my friend, the end up hurt by me.
9.) People having an obsession with something overrated(One Direction, Twilight, Justin Beiber, Lady Gaga, Usher, ect.)
10.) I say one thing about something unrelated, and fangirls have to relate it to a stupid, popular, overp
free adoptionhellofree adoption4 months ago in Personal More Like This
i have this ocs that i want to give away for free
why i don't want them any more?
well i am unsure of that, i am 100% sure that i don't want them anymore
i am not in on ghost anymore
and i was reading a DC comic the blue beetle and later i saw again some of his episodes and in night 1 i had a dream and in the dream my brain created a new oc who and same suit like the blue beetle only just in red color i am going to draw her soon and post her out here on DA
but later after that night i created my new DC oc , i had a dream of the blue beetle in night 2 and in night 3 i had again a dream of the blue beetle and night 3 was today
and it was then i understood that i am not going to use my ghost oc and that i don't want them
so if you want to adopt my ghost oc just comment
INTERVIEWS X3Oc Interview:INTERVIEWS X35 months ago in Personal More Like This
(first answer) Stephine the Hedgehog
(second answer) Lizzy the Wolf (when she's thirteen)
- What is your name?
......Stephine
LIZZY! X3
- Do you know why you were named that?
why does it matter? -_-
hmmm, no...not really XP
- Are you single or taken?
............
??
- Have any abilities or powers?
...why am i here? -_-"
i have a WHOLE lot!
- What's your eye color?
...blue?? :/
red!! (like blood)
- How about hair color?
Purple...?
uhh, orange ^^
- Have any family members?
Boo...
Lavina ^w^
- Oh? How about pets?
Pokemon...
?? pets?
- That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
-_-...
when people run away before they get killed DX
- Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Practicing with my Pokemon
killing things!
- Have you ever hurt anyone in anyway before?
...the less you know, the better >:3
...DUH! XP
- Ever... killed anyone before?
*shrugs*...
-_-....
- What kind of animal are you?
Hedgehog
Wolf
- Name your worst habits?
.....
.
rp?RP?rp?1 month ago in Personal More Like This
No?
Okay.
Spirit of desertion. Number 2.This chasing feeling of Time. It is almost elusive, imperceptible substance of our existance. So many books are written and so many science works are made. People know very much about Time but it continues to take away our left creations. Does Time exist or not? It is a big question for us all. Anyway, while we are thinking it still takes away, take away and take away again..Spirit of desertion. Number 2.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Hey, Time! Isn't it time for you to stop?!
In Need Of Urgent AssistanceI need a trustworthy friend out there to help me cope with my anger. I have noticed it has been getting worse lately and even little things can set me off. I can tell my friends have been noticing as well. I am asking if anyone would like to help me to find ways to cope. Comment below and we can get started. Thanks.In Need Of Urgent Assistance1 month ago in Personal More Like This
Ps. For those of you who were at the track meet...i dont want anything floating around school so please dont talk about it, and if you hear anyone talking about it. Tell them its not true. Thanks.
The MountainUp and down the mountain she goes. Will she make it? Will she give up? She will do neither of these things. She will not make it up the mountain because there is no end to the climb. Problems will keep occuring, but its her choices that will effect wether she moves up and overcomes the problem or if she slips up and falls back a few feet. Even with the occuring problems in her climb she will not ever give up. No matter how much pain her heart is in, or how much the mountain gives her problems. This mountian climb is not ment to be a perfect, no problem climb. Thia climb is ment so that she makes mistakes, so she can learn from them and lead a succesful climb until her time is up.The Mountain2 months ago in Personal More Like This
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Even though I came up with this i do not follow anything in it. Pretty stupid huh? Well im trying. Im happy, and almost to the top of the hole ive fell into. I do have a little help though.....i have a backboard who ca
Hello! Huge Spring Giveaway!Cool Prizes!So I'm here to tell you that RDSDanceQueen is an awesome person who likes to give out free stuff! This most recent contest is for a.... drum roll please... LLAMA!!! And some points for the less awesome winners :3 So, here is what you have to do:Hello! Huge Spring Giveaway!Cool Prizes!2 months ago in Personal More Like This
First: Watch her. Not too hard, especially because you'll want to watch her eventually
Next: Write a journal or poll and link it in the comments on the link below! (that's what this is... let's let that sink in........... okiedokie ready for the next one?)
Then: Comment on 5 of her deviantions and like 10! Easie peasie lemon squeasy! And I'm sure you'll find ones that you love
After that...: (my favorite one) give her a llama!<3
Finally: add http://my.deviantart.com/art/Huge-Spring-Giveaway-5-Winners-361347345 this to your favorites too- and your done!
Well, that's allAnd if you liked or even read this, please favorite or comment!
Killing MeSlowly its killing me....by the strong desire to be loved.Killing Me3 months ago in Personal More Like This
Slowly its killing me....by my shattered soul.
Slowly its killing me....by recalling certain events.
Slowly its killing me....by being so confused to emotions and feelings.
Slowly its killing me....by the choices i made.
Slowly its killing me....by being a prisoner of my own mind.
Slowly its killing me....by only having my heart and missing the other
Slowly hes killing me....by not being by his side every second of the day.
Slowly hes killing me....by pushing me fartger and farther away.
Slowly hes killing me....by not wanting me.
Slowly hes killing me....by ignoring my pleas of pain
Slowly hes killing me....by laughing at my cries for love and nurture
Slowly hes killing me....by not wanting the one thing in the world that cares a lot for him.
Just venting a little. Although tonight broke my heart in too many ways to count. It was also the first night he listened to me even if it wad only for a few seconds. It was the best and
So it is truelook up on google.com and type in: 50 most popular womanSo it is true3 months ago in Personal More Like This
click on the first link
and check out #7
XD
WordsYou want them to be mean, and say mean things so you will relise your mistake and hate them, but at the same time it hurts when they do. You know its bad for your mental health to even love your friends, and yet you still love a person besides your friends and family. Why? Is my human brain so tiny it doesnt comprehend and recall all the bads things that come with this. I wish there was someone who could erase my mind, so i will forget that stupid word i hate so much. And even worse she will be in school tomorrow which means she will be in that same room with us, and she will ge looked at by the most beautiful brown eyes on the planet, and that pisses me off that those eyes will be focused on everthing else in the world but me. She says shes not compitision. YEAH RIGHT! she flirts back. I see it and endure it when she bothers to show up at school. I staked a claim, and that claim is MINE! Ill spell it out m-i-n-e. My beautiful brown eyes to look at not hers!!!!Words4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Happy Dance Anyone????*happy dancing* woot woot!!Happy Dance Anyone????4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal EntryTo hear your parents fight everyday is one thing, but finding out that you have to choose one is another. To watch your father cry because he is loosing his wife, and family is heartbraking. Im giving you guys a heads up. Im not getting any happier, and today i have been rather violent. For your guyses sake im giving out a warning because i dont know how im going to act tomorrow at school...i was happy last night from 12:00am until around 10:00am this morning. I relized that I deserve a happy life, and a someone who will love me for me, and not put the bait on the hook and watch it snag me and torment me. But then i found out that my parents are splitting up, and all of the happiness went away. A lot of my friends have divorced parents, but i dont know know how to deal with it.....Devious Journal Entry4 months ago in Personal More Like This
im sorryIm very ashamed of my actions twords Joli and Belle and everyone who was defending them. Just know that not only myself but everyone has hard times and my thoughts get jumbled and i target the people i care about most...i handled this very immaturly. I do see how i hurt the people i love so much. Im sorry for what i said... but still i was only defending myself. It wasnt right to judge how one gets their problems out of their systems....if that ofended anyone im sorry but its the truth. I think were all even now. We can forgive and forget if you guys want. I will choose my words carfully next time. Im sorry guys i still love you. But i dont want you guys to forgive me because i might hurt you again. If your willing to take that risk then it woukd he greatly appreciated. I would do anytjing to take back what i said. Its just hard right now...i was simply getting my problems out...just somthimg to think about...im sorry4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Silent Sacrifice- first storyShe sits all alone in a puddle of tears with no one to hold or comfort her. She cries, but her eyes are running dry for the tears are no longer streaming down her face. She pulls her knees close to her chest, and buries her face. If only she could forget. If only she would relize it would be best for the both of them if she would let go. If only she would say goodbye, so the memories, good and bad, would fade away. She sits for a few moments, when the sniffling subsides she climbs onto her dresser, and watches through the tiny window at the twinkling stars in the night sky. She is not sleeping and her schoolwork is hard to concentrait on. She fears she will be stuck in the past forever. The only place she is allowed to have good memories. People who are not mean are acting strange, and being mean. Her friends tell her everything will be ok, but she thinks to herself "its easy for them to say". She knows what they think of her feeling this way. She knows her friends do not approve, butSilent Sacrifice- first story4 months ago in Personal More Like This
Have I changed?Have I changed?4 months ago in Personal More Like This
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