SuicideSuicide, the word rings in my ear;Suicide3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I get out a knife, and I don't show fear.
I write down such, a long pretty letter....
Knowing my life, can not get better....
I know if I stay, the pain wont go away
I lose more hope, every single day.
I sit in my room, tears in my eyes
Remembering all, those horrid lies.
I see my depression, is going to win.
I start to cut open, my broken skin.
Blood oozed from, my fragile wrist.
Soon, so soon, I wont exist.
I cut open the other, blood rushes out.
Yet I don't yell, and I don't shout....
Now comes, the biggest test,
Building the courage, to stab through my chest.
I hesitate a bit, my heart screams silently,
Then I stabbed myself, so violently.
My blood gushed from my body, onto my bed.
I did it, I did it, i'm finally dead.
Will anyone notice, that i'm not here?
Will anyone even, cry just one tear?
I can only assume, they wont see....
That they will never again see me....
SuicideA noteSuicide5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Into the void
So many ways
So many emotions
Turmoil never ending
From feelings of
A way out
From the jeers
Form the tears
From the cuts and bruises
A failed attempt
Perhaps a cry for help
Simply a failure
Added to the list
One more reason
For the tourniquet
The sweet kiss
The final dance
Of the faceless stranger
Will the hand flinch
Away from conclusion
A moment of indecision
Enough to save
Away from the end
The Peace SeekerThe Peace Seeker3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Peace Seeker
Whispers that no one hears
The world is deaf from despair
The sun becomes my throne
As I watch reality become undone
Someone can be another person's hero
If only love existed
Dusk will break with a darker tomorrow
Another day of being two-faced
Every second- a promise is broken
Every minute- a tear is taken
Every hour- a smile is forced
Every day- a child is born
I stitch my mouth shut / I finally had enough
Silence is my sin / Truth is my friend
Seal my eyes wide / Lies can finally hide
I will witness no evil / I will force another smile
Anyone can be someone's demon
Because greed insists it
Peace is not real to a planet of villains
Needs cannot be resisted
Every chance- wrongs replace rights
Every opportunity- delusions will ignite
Every wish- is for more of the same
Every hope- is for someone else to blame
Screams that will echo on
The voices of war will succumb
The moon becomes my beacon
As I await for the answers I'm seeking
Suicide Note To Your HeartWipe the tears from your eyesSuicide Note To Your Heart10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No use for them no longer
I've got something
To put you out of misery
I have this note
Not just any note
A suicide note
But its not for you
Its for your heart only
To read and let it sink in
To tell your heart
Ill no longer be there
To protect it and keep it warm
From now on it will be cold
And petrified with no life
Mine will be dead
Not one more beat
Not one more kiss to you
Not one more thought
Make the best of this time
And tell my heart good bye
Wont be here much longer
To protect you
This note explains everything
Only to your heart
SuicideShe was artsy.Suicide6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
She was odd.
She was a victim of the mob.
No one liked her.
No one cared.
They'd make fun or sit and stare.
She didn't cry.
She didn't fight.
She just let them take her rights.
A month went on,
And then one more.
All of their ridicules, alone she bore.
It all built up,
Until one night.
The "bulb" went off- she saw false light.
She chose her fate,
Then and there.
No one would miss her, since no one cared.
Russia X Reader Chapter 5Russia X Reader Chapter 53 years ago in Romance More Like This
You wake up the next morning in complete darkness. The lantern had gone out, and now blackness engulfed the shelter. You would've been scared, but Russia's arms were still around you, and his warmth comforted you. You shifted slightly, and you felt him let go of you, surprised that you were awake. "Ah, Good Morning~" He said in a sing song voice, and you could hear him standing up.
You smiled in the darkness. "Morning?" You said, tone surprised. You got up and stretched, wondering what time it is. "Da." Russia said in return, opening the door of the shelter. Light flooded the shelter, causing you to squint to adjust your sensetive eyes.
Russia takes your hand, and led you out, gently guiding you outside. On the way out, you notice that the house looks exactly the same. It hadn't been touched. Once you get outside, you look at the city of Moscow with wide eyes. It looked fine! There were only a few places where any damage was noticeable. But there had been so many expl
Cloned to die: Clone x Romano x Reader. Part 12Cloned to die: Clone x Romano x Reader. Part 123 years ago in Romance More Like This
‘’You-’’You had no words to represent the anger you were feeling.
‘’Do you want to see my face? Do you want to see me? Do you want to see the woman who took Ludwig, the man that never belonged to you?’’ The woman’s voice was quiet, sweet, sinister.
‘’Show me who you are.’’ You said. You really did want to see what she looked like. To see if you recognized her.
‘’Fine.’’ You could see her figure moving swiftly to the light switch by the door. She flicked the lights on and turned towards you. She had brown/red hair. She was pale and had a strange green shade of eyes. She was beautiful. You instantly felt self conscious but ignored it and kept trying to remember.
---------- Flash back---------
‘’Hurry she’s losing blood fast.’’ The doctors who were driving your hospital bed to the emergency room were yelling at each other. You had fallen through the stair cas
Russia X Reader Chapter 8Russia X Reader Chapter 83 years ago in Romance More Like This
You sigh contently, and snuggle into Russia's chest. He smiles at this, and hugs you tightly, almost scared to let you go. He gently strokes your hair, and murmures, "We're going to New York, Pripyat. We'll see how effective the bombs were, and see how many survived.
You think for a moment, lost in thought. Just observing... It's not like he was going to attack anyone... Right? ...But wait, wouldn't that be spying? Oh wait, this is Mother Russia, he has spies everywhere, and they never get caught. You smile softly. "Okay~" You say, trying to sound cheerful.
Russia smiles brightly, and gently tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear. "We'll be there soon." He sighs, and holds you close. This caused you to smile and blush softly. Russia was so cute~
Little did you know that he was thinking the same about you. With your cute silver eyes and (hair length) platinum hair, you looked nothing short of adorable. He smiled, wondering what you'd look like when you grew up to
Last sketch - Jack!America X Rose!Reader~Last sketch~Last sketch - Jack!America X Rose!Reader3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
*Jack!America X Rose!Reader*
"I did it!We did it!" the sandy blonde headed male happily proclaimed,throwing his cards onto the table as well as his fists.
"Yes,we did!" the quiet voice of his partener came,as he was squished into the embrace.
Receiving the two tickets which he bet for everything he had into his hands and the ten dollars,he proceded in going outside only to be met by the sight of the large ship harboring into the port.
"(Name)!Please honey,hurry up!" the elder female's voice came as a delicate arm reached outside,gently taken by a male's who helped her out of the chalett.
A creamy coloured material came into view,the dandy broding from down the waist in small waves,a big,feminine hat covering the female's porcelain face as she watched in ore the gigantic ship which she was to step on to get to New York.
Breathing deeply,the (e/c) eyed female accepted the supporting arm,getting onto the board of Titanic.
Hearing the words 'First class,please',
Russia X Reader Chapter 10Russia X Reader Chapter 103 years ago in Romance More Like This
You blinked in confusion. Was that... Yes! There it goes again; the sound of a small boy giggling happily! Wait, what would a small child be doing in here? The children of your country were some of your favorite people, always cheerful and curious, but none of them had ever found their way in here.
Carefully, you make your way over to the bright flowers where the giggling continued to flow from. Slowly, you move a sunflower to look at the boy, but as soon as you moved it there was a terrified squeal, and the boy ran to the door in a blur.
It was quite amusing to watch him try to open it! He was so short, and the door was too heavy for him to push open, but that didn't stop him from trying. He struggled, leaning all of his weight against it, but it wouldn't open. The whole time he never realized that he needed to pull. Even if he did, the handle was too high for him to reach.
Then a scary thought suddenly hit you as you watched him fight the door. How did he get in her
RussiaxReader: Assumptions (with ~TheOneAndOnly-K)WARNING!!! THIS STORY CONTAINS MILD LANGUAGERussiaxReader: Assumptions (with ~TheOneAndOnly-K)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
I thought you were mine...
Up til I saw you with him...
I thought you were mine...
But then I saw you love him...
Closing your eyes, you smiled in bliss. Your best friend, Ivan Braginski, was lying down next to you. Reaching over he poked your face with his finger and said: "Please don't ever leave me _____. Ya tebya lyublyu."
"What? You know i don't understand Russian, and I would never leave you."
"Thank you ______, and don't worry, the Russian means nothing..."
[END OF FLASHBACK]
That was 7 years ago, when you were 10. Right now, you were stuck in a history lesson doing your GCSE coursework. Ivan was still your best friend, but recently the two of you had started to drift apart slightly. He always seemed to have a far-away look whenever you spoke to him. Frankly, you were getting a bit pissed with his behaviour.
The thing is, the two of you had always told each other everything. Ivan had been there fo
BTT x Reader: Pick-me-ups (part 1)You ran. Your __ (h/l)(h/c) __ flying behind you. God, that was so embarrassing. Everyone had laughed at you, you had been made into a joke. You slowed your pace to a jog, then to a walk, then just stopped altogether. Panting, you looked down at your now stained __ (fav colour) __ top in shame as you started to pick bits of food out of your hair.BTT x Reader: Pick-me-ups (part 1)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
it was a normal day. you were in the lunch line, twirling a strand of hair around your finger whilst you chatted with your best friend __ (bf name) __. You were feeling slightly guilt, as you had recently dumped your boyfriend, Ivan. You and Ivan hadn't been together that long, he had wooed you at first. leaving a sunflower and a sweet note on your table every morning before registration. yet, he just wasn't the one for you. Ivan was cute, but you didn't have that spark with him. He didn't make your heart skip a beat, or make fireworks appear behind your eyelids when he kissed you. he wasn't what you were looking for in
Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 6~The Halo Effect~ 6Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 63 years ago in Romance More Like This
Fifteen messages, you sighed as you pocketed your phone. You had a feeling Mathias would try to call you and find out where you were so you had switched your phone to its silent mode when you drove to Allistor’s bar just the night before.
“Are you going to reply?” Allistor asked noticing your conflicted expression.
“I don’t know,” you said. “Well, I’m going to talk to him either way, but I don’t feel that doing it over the phone is the best method.”
Your friend’s emerald eyes narrowed. “______________, remember what I said—”
“I know, I know,” you interrupted him. “I might say something different the moment I look at him, is that right?”
“It’s not just that,” Allistor added. “Who knows what his mental state is like after knowing you left him?” He paused. “You never did tell me what happened.”
You rubbed your neck
Sleep Tight: PrologueSleep Tight: Prologue3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The night was calm, the air cold and crisp. The stars shone brightly, piercing through the veil of black sky, fighting against one another to have their light to be seen the best. They flickered and twinkled as they laughed at and with one another, filling the universe with a celestial mirth.
They were laughing away their troubles.
For, that night, yet another star had been extinguished. Yet another golden planet. With them, another galaxy.
But all of this went unknown to the inhabitants of this little green and blue planet, a safe haven that was, at the time, not found on any maps of the cosmos. Our planet, whose atmosphere the remaining childlike stars were trying to project their light into.
A peaceful planet where no evil was known.
But that would change on this fateful night.
Winter held the Earth close this night long ago, smothering it in its thick, caring embrace. It permeated everything, wanting to follow the critters and people into their homes as a guest, a family mem
Can Your Hear Me?(Can...)Can Your Hear Me?3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Since I heard your voice,
But it was not my choice
The days...pass...in fear,
They wander along, so lonely
But now we're fallen
And every...thing...is weird
It's the same old story
I...! Never thought that you would leave
(And now) I...! Don't know what to believe
(You know that) I...! Feel so deceived
(And I wonder) Can...! Can you even hear me...?
(Can you even hear me?)
(Can you even hear me?)
Fall...is upon...us now,
The leaves so brilliant,
But there's...no easy way out,
And I feel so stupid
I never...should...have listened,
Because I knew that you were wrong
So now...my tears...they glisten,
And drop to join the throng,
Unless we choose for it to be
I...! Never thought that you would leave
(And now) I...! Don't know what to believe
(You know that) I...! Feel so deceived
(And I wonder) Can...! Can you even hear me...?
Fem!AmericaxReader Good deeds“Hey, __________.” My mother greeted as I walked through the door.Fem!AmericaxReader Good deeds3 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Hi, Mom.” I groaned, not as all as eager as she was. College was exhausting yet again, and I really didn’t want to talk about it.
That made no difference to my mom, same as always. “How was school?”
“Fine.” I lied.
“Anything interesting happen today?”
“Um… we had a test today.”
“How do you think you did?”
“Good, I guess.” I sighed.
“Any boys try to talk to you today?”
I felt my face heat up. “N-no!” Ah, I hated that question. It’d been about a year since my ex-boyfriend and I had split up, so every now and then this lovely little question would pop up. My mom meant well, and I think she was just playing, but honestly, dating just… wasn’t as big a deal to me anymore. I was over the whole thing. It was a better place to be than moping, slowly driving myself to an in
Someone Once Asked....Someone once asked me...Someone Once Asked....4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"What is love?"
I looked at them blankly.
"Well don't you know?" I asked.
Love is that tingling feeling that you get from your head to your toes.
Love is the knowledge that you'll always have "that one."
The one that will hold you close.
Love is the one who will alway fight and protect you.
Love is the knowledge that you are loved for who you are.
Love is the one you can tell all your secrets too, and know they'll hold them close.
It's the one who'll make you smile the most.
The one that will know you through and through.
Love is what will make you delierously happy.
Who will be your strength and your shelter in the worst of times.
"Well I know that," they replied...
"But how do you know when you have a love like that?"
I just smiled.
"You don't question love, you'll know when it hits you...
....After all, love just is.
Not that hated- AmericaxReaderThis was starting to get weird.Not that hated- AmericaxReader3 years ago in Romance More Like This
For ten consecutive times in a row, Alfred F. Jones, the personification of America himself, missed out on a social gathering.
Well okay, admittedly, social gathering probably sounds a bit too formal. The other countries weren't having meetings (which he was also frequenting less often); they were just having fun. Going swimming, getting drunk, partying...I thought he'd at least come to the parties. If anyone likes parties, I assured myself, it's America
But I was wrong.
Two things kept me from exploring this any further until now, however.
1. Guilt, as I'd only noticed his absence about the 5th time around.
2. I still saw him at the meetings, even if it wasn't as often, which let me know that he was at least okay.
But even during the meetings, it was like he was a different person. He didn't take charge of the meetings like he used to, spewing his hilariously ridiculous ideas about whatever.
Something was wrong, very wrong.
Sleep Tight: Chapter 4Sleep Tight: Chapter 43 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The moon-rock door swung open as the five Guardians came closer to it.
A giant aquamarine glowworm with a kind face greeted them, standing just beyond the doorway and inside the lunar house. He ushered them inside, welcoming each of them individually with a deep and gentle voice, calling them by their full names and their Guardian titles.
The door was smaller than your average door, forcing the five to enter one at a time. North barely managed to squeeze his large figure inside. Both he and Bunny had to practically fold themselves over in half to avoid hitting their heads, too.
“And lastly, but most definitely not leastly, welcome, Jack Frost, Guardian of Fun,” the glowworm said when it was the winter spirit’s turn. Jack ducked his head to avoid the low clearing (though not nearly as much as the long-eared rabbit and massive man had had to) and went through the doorway.
Is every animal larger on the moon? Jack wondered to himself as he walked past the glowworm,
Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 5~The Halo Effect~ 5Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 53 years ago in Romance More Like This
When you woke up, the first thing you noticed was the smell. This wasn’t your home. Heck, it wasn’t even your car. Where was the familiar smell of sharp cologne and fresh-baked bread?
Crap, my head… you groaned and rubbed your temples. Everywhere hurt. Your breath tasted absolutely foul, it was dark, and— What in the world were you wearing?
These weren’t your clothes. Instead of the light jacket and jeans you were wearing from last night, your body was covered with a dress shirt much too large for your body. It might have even doubled up as a dress. And when you pressed your nose to the fabric…
It has the same smell as him… you thought, your eyelids growing heavy with the familiar scent.
You clutched the shirt close to your chest. It wasn’t too often when Allistor would show this side of him. More than anyone, you knew he preferred not to have company. Perhaps tha
Verifiedsometimes fear is a little black monster that waits in your closetVerified3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
nursing all your skeletons back to health, tempting you
with tightly wound lies like bitter almond candies
and compliance is second only to believing that maybe, just maybe,
the words slithering out of its mouth (then around your throat,
choking you when you are finally alone enough to be convinced truth
is objective) are something real, something worth believing in
unlike all the other things that have forsaken you,
there's a certain comfort in knowing that fear is
a constant, it is a shadow, it is as concrete as the bags
you carry excess time in under your eyes; but it is still
silent, hidden, it is something only you can bear
like a cross sewn into your skin to remind you
you were born to sin, you were built to fail.
everyone always knew you were too weak to succeed because
they had planned out your mistakes long before you knew why
they said "life isn't fair," long before you knew what it was
to wake up crying for p
Cloned to die:Clone x Romano x reader part 10Cloned to die:Clone x Romano x reader part 103 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
You walked out of the kitchen. Feli had made some pasta and you had found out extremely quickly that Antonio or ‘’Tony’’ as he had told you to call him, loved Feli’s homemade tomato sauce. Basically tomatoes in general.
‘’I’m going to go see Gilbert later today.’’ The name made you remember Ludwig.
‘’That won’t be possible Antonio.’’ Lovino said as he sat down In the dining room.
‘’He left with Isabella.’’
‘’Antonio I have a lot to catch you up on.’’
‘’Si bueno. You’ll catch me up after dinner?’’
‘’I brought the pasta.’’ You said as you put the huge dish on the table.
‘’And the tomatoe sauce, Feli is such a good cook, how come you can’t cook Lovi?’’
Sleep Tight: Chapter 2Sleep Tight: Chapter 23 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The girl sat on the branch of a tree, her legs dangling over the side. The branches of other trees hid her well, permitting her to see all, but none able to see her in return. Not even the prying eyes of moonbeams could find her.
Her hands were resting gently on her lap. Loosely held in them was a beautiful flute unlike any other.
She truly loved the instrument. The way the thin layer of diamond surrounding the pure white ivory captured the light. The slight engravings of leafy branches that found their way across its length. The way it sounded, the calm it provided to her as she played it. It seemed to be alive, to connect to the deepest, most intimate parts of her soul, as if a piece of her lived in it. Its songs were her soul’s songs, its notes those of her inner self.
But where it came from, she did not know.
One Winter night, much like the one she sat in now, she had awoken in the middle of a forest, sprawled out on its floor, her head half-buried into the thick layer of sno