SuicideSuicide, the word rings in my ear;Suicide3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I get out a knife, and I don't show fear.
I write down such, a long pretty letter....
Knowing my life, can not get better....
I know if I stay, the pain wont go away
I lose more hope, every single day.
I sit in my room, tears in my eyes
Remembering all, those horrid lies.
I see my depression, is going to win.
I start to cut open, my broken skin.
Blood oozed from, my fragile wrist.
Soon, so soon, I wont exist.
I cut open the other, blood rushes out.
Yet I don't yell, and I don't shout....
Now comes, the biggest test,
Building the courage, to stab through my chest.
I hesitate a bit, my heart screams silently,
Then I stabbed myself, so violently.
My blood gushed from my body, onto my bed.
I did it, I did it, i'm finally dead.
Will anyone notice, that i'm not here?
Will anyone even, cry just one tear?
I can only assume, they wont see....
That they will never again see me....
The Peace SeekerThe Peace Seeker3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Peace Seeker
Whispers that no one hears
The world is deaf from despair
The sun becomes my throne
As I watch reality become undone
Someone can be another person's hero
If only love existed
Dusk will break with a darker tomorrow
Another day of being two-faced
Every second- a promise is broken
Every minute- a tear is taken
Every hour- a smile is forced
Every day- a child is born
I stitch my mouth shut / I finally had enough
Silence is my sin / Truth is my friend
Seal my eyes wide / Lies can finally hide
I will witness no evil / I will force another smile
Anyone can be someone's demon
Because greed insists it
Peace is not real to a planet of villains
Needs cannot be resisted
Every chance- wrongs replace rights
Every opportunity- delusions will ignite
Every wish- is for more of the same
Every hope- is for someone else to blame
Screams that will echo on
The voices of war will succumb
The moon becomes my beacon
As I await for the answers I'm seeking
SuicideShe was artsy.Suicide6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
She was odd.
She was a victim of the mob.
No one liked her.
No one cared.
They'd make fun or sit and stare.
She didn't cry.
She didn't fight.
She just let them take her rights.
A month went on,
And then one more.
All of their ridicules, alone she bore.
It all built up,
Until one night.
The "bulb" went off- she saw false light.
She chose her fate,
Then and there.
No one would miss her, since no one cared.
Russia X Reader Chapter 1Russia X Reader Chapter 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
You run around your city gleefully, the red Soviet Union flag tied around your neck like a cape. Your five year old self couldn't be happier, everything was beautiful in the spring. Your real name is _____, but most people call you Prypiat. You were a fairly large town in northern Ukraine, directly on the border with Belarus. You were in the Soviet Union, however you had to work so hard to make your economy that you've never met anyone else other than your own country, Ukraine. Despite this, you were a pride of the Soviet Union. You were considered a free city by the Union's standards, and your people were flourishing. Since you worked so hard, your economy was great. Everyone had a job, the school system was top notch, and people were happy. The pride of your city? The Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant that was steadily blowing out steam in the distance.
You ran to main street. It was late April, which meant that the Soviet Union celebration was underway. The sno
Pirate!EnglandxReaderxPirate!Spain~Black X~Part 11"Ohonhon look what we have here!" the frenchman mumbled, stumbling on the sand to see two other ships docked close to the island. "It appears we aren't alone."Pirate!EnglandxReaderxPirate!Spain~Black X~Part 113 years ago in Drama More Like This
A young woman, with long dark hair tied up with two red bows, wearing a pretty light blue dress followed behind him.
"There are others?" she questioned, and Francis nodded.
"Oui Michelle! We are not alone."
The rest of the frech crew made their way onto the beach, while Francis searched the area.
"'Zey are already in 'ze jungle!" he cried to his men. "We must follow 'zem!"
As he turned, he was face to face with a large gun.
"Who do you think you are?" a burley man glared.
Francis pushed the gun away with his finger and frowned.
"Not someone to bother getting involved with."
He looked at Michelle, who was standing there peacefully.
At once she obeyed, following behind the blond man as they walked into the jungle.
"The captain will know what to do with 'em." the man grumbled, pulling his gun away, and walking back
Russia X Reader Chapter 7Russia X Reader Chapter 72 years ago in Romance More Like This
"M-Mr. Russia!" Finland exclaimed, his eyes wide. "Wh-what are y-you doing here?" He was trembling from fear. You wondered why he had such a reaction. Russia had been nothing but nice to you, he seemed like a good guy... But then you remembered his strange dark side... Was there something else to him?
"I've come to gain you partnership." Russia said, looking at Finland cooly. "I'm leader of the Union now, da? I wish to have you as an Ally." He seemed strangely nonchalant about this... Joining a side in a war was no light decision; you'd be sacrificing people's lives, and putting a range of harships on your population. If you couldn't get enough people for an army, you'd have to start a conscription, and force people to enroll. The economy would more than likely begin to go down, especially if it's a really long and rough war, like WW2.
"I-I uh..." Finland didn't know what to say. He didn't want to fight with Russia, he didn't even want to be near him! After all, Russia did
Russia X Reader Chapter 5Russia X Reader Chapter 53 years ago in Romance More Like This
You wake up the next morning in complete darkness. The lantern had gone out, and now blackness engulfed the shelter. You would've been scared, but Russia's arms were still around you, and his warmth comforted you. You shifted slightly, and you felt him let go of you, surprised that you were awake. "Ah, Good Morning~" He said in a sing song voice, and you could hear him standing up.
You smiled in the darkness. "Morning?" You said, tone surprised. You got up and stretched, wondering what time it is. "Da." Russia said in return, opening the door of the shelter. Light flooded the shelter, causing you to squint to adjust your sensetive eyes.
Russia takes your hand, and led you out, gently guiding you outside. On the way out, you notice that the house looks exactly the same. It hadn't been touched. Once you get outside, you look at the city of Moscow with wide eyes. It looked fine! There were only a few places where any damage was noticeable. But there had been so many expl
Cloned to die: Clone x Romano x Reader. Part 12Cloned to die: Clone x Romano x Reader. Part 123 years ago in Romance More Like This
‘’You-’’You had no words to represent the anger you were feeling.
‘’Do you want to see my face? Do you want to see me? Do you want to see the woman who took Ludwig, the man that never belonged to you?’’ The woman’s voice was quiet, sweet, sinister.
‘’Show me who you are.’’ You said. You really did want to see what she looked like. To see if you recognized her.
‘’Fine.’’ You could see her figure moving swiftly to the light switch by the door. She flicked the lights on and turned towards you. She had brown/red hair. She was pale and had a strange green shade of eyes. She was beautiful. You instantly felt self conscious but ignored it and kept trying to remember.
---------- Flash back---------
‘’Hurry she’s losing blood fast.’’ The doctors who were driving your hospital bed to the emergency room were yelling at each other. You had fallen through the stair cas
Pirate!EnglandxReaderxPirate!Spain~Black X~Part 16Sitting over Arthur made you feel nauseous. The though of loosing him worried you. Alas, there was a doctor, but he repeatedly said there might be a chance he doesn't survive. It was a neasily shot to the leg, but how could you say that aloud? You had no idea the pain or how bad it actually was, and you hoped never to experience it.Pirate!EnglandxReaderxPirate!Spain~Black X~Part 162 years ago in Drama More Like This
“I'll need everyone to leave now.” the doctor replied, opening the tent curtains forcing everyone to leave, so he could operate.
Creeping out of the tent, and hearing a few cries of pain come from you love made you turn white.
“It'll be alright (Name).” Alfred said calmly. “He won't leave us like this. He's to strong, he'll pull through.”
You turned to him and flashing him a weak smile.
“I hope your right Alfred. I don't know what I'd do with-”
“Don't say anything.” Alfred laughed, pulling you into a bear hug. “Don't jinx it!”
You laughed along with him and hit his arm playfully.
Russia X Reader Chapter 8Russia X Reader Chapter 82 years ago in Romance More Like This
You sigh contently, and snuggle into Russia's chest. He smiles at this, and hugs you tightly, almost scared to let you go. He gently strokes your hair, and murmures, "We're going to New York, Pripyat. We'll see how effective the bombs were, and see how many survived.
You think for a moment, lost in thought. Just observing... It's not like he was going to attack anyone... Right? ...But wait, wouldn't that be spying? Oh wait, this is Mother Russia, he has spies everywhere, and they never get caught. You smile softly. "Okay~" You say, trying to sound cheerful.
Russia smiles brightly, and gently tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear. "We'll be there soon." He sighs, and holds you close. This caused you to smile and blush softly. Russia was so cute~
Little did you know that he was thinking the same about you. With your cute silver eyes and (hair length) platinum hair, you looked nothing short of adorable. He smiled, wondering what you'd look like when you grew up to
Prince!RussiaxPrincess!Reader: Pick One...Prince!RussiaxPrincess!Reader: Pick One...2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Today was the day you were supposed to pick your husband. You were lucky; most princesses didn’t get two cents in what man they married. Your parents were a little more fair, they picked out about eleven princes that were acceptable by their standards and let you pick.
There were the two princes Gilbert and Ludwig from Germania.
Twin princes Alfred and Matthew from the new world. Unfortunately for you Prince Matthew was a no show, it was too bad for you too you heard he was really nice.
Prince Arthur from Britannia.
Prince Francis from Francia.
Prince Yao from Cathay.
Twin Princes Feliciano and Lovino from the Roman Empire.
Prince Kiku from Japan.
And Prince Ivan from Russia.
Tonight you had to choose. The last six months each of them had been trying to woo you to the best of their abilities. But it all came down to this…
“May I have this dance Mademoiselle ___________?” asked Prince Francis. You gave a shy smile and accepted. “You look very nice.”
Last sketch - Jack!America X Rose!Reader~Last sketch~Last sketch - Jack!America X Rose!Reader3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
*Jack!America X Rose!Reader*
"I did it!We did it!" the sandy blonde headed male happily proclaimed,throwing his cards onto the table as well as his fists.
"Yes,we did!" the quiet voice of his partener came,as he was squished into the embrace.
Receiving the two tickets which he bet for everything he had into his hands and the ten dollars,he proceded in going outside only to be met by the sight of the large ship harboring into the port.
"(Name)!Please honey,hurry up!" the elder female's voice came as a delicate arm reached outside,gently taken by a male's who helped her out of the chalett.
A creamy coloured material came into view,the dandy broding from down the waist in small waves,a big,feminine hat covering the female's porcelain face as she watched in ore the gigantic ship which she was to step on to get to New York.
Breathing deeply,the (e/c) eyed female accepted the supporting arm,getting onto the board of Titanic.
Hearing the words 'First class,please',
Russia X Reader Chapter 3Russia X Reader Chapter 33 years ago in Romance More Like This
Russia leads you away from Red Square, and through the city of Moscow. You follow silently, looking around the place in amazement. It was close to the holidays, so there were many people celebrating, all in unique and strange ways.
There were street performers cossack dancing on the sidewalk, and a few violinists were playing tunes for them to dance to. Friends gathered around to watch while sharing bottles of vodka, and a few people were singing Red Army Choir tunes.
You walked by just as they began the 'March of the Defenders of Moscow,' and smiled at the familiar song. The scene was the stereotypical image of Russia, but you enjoyed it. Mainly because it brought back so many happy memories... Everyone here seemed to be cheerful, despite the war. Or were they cheerful BECAUSE of the war...? It was hard to tell. Russia did seem a bit twisted...
The thought left your mind when Russia led you to a large house that was on the edge of the city. it was old, but in g
Russia X Reader Chapter 10Russia X Reader Chapter 102 years ago in Romance More Like This
You blinked in confusion. Was that... Yes! There it goes again; the sound of a small boy giggling happily! Wait, what would a small child be doing in here? The children of your country were some of your favorite people, always cheerful and curious, but none of them had ever found their way in here.
Carefully, you make your way over to the bright flowers where the giggling continued to flow from. Slowly, you move a sunflower to look at the boy, but as soon as you moved it there was a terrified squeal, and the boy ran to the door in a blur.
It was quite amusing to watch him try to open it! He was so short, and the door was too heavy for him to push open, but that didn't stop him from trying. He struggled, leaning all of his weight against it, but it wouldn't open. The whole time he never realized that he needed to pull. Even if he did, the handle was too high for him to reach.
Then a scary thought suddenly hit you as you watched him fight the door. How did he get in her
Belarus,Ukraine,Hungary,Belgium,and LichtensteinBelarus,Ukraine,Hungary,Belgium,and Lichtenstein3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
koko wa boku no nawabari nano
dai suki na anata
dareka ni torar-!” [The first one to guess the song gets a llama badge]
“Aria, stop singing that,” Hungary shouted.
Aria looked at Hungary’s rear view mirror, “Why Mama Hungary?”
Hungary thought of a good reason, “Umm…it’s annoying everyone.”
“I thought it was a good song,” Belarus muttered.
Ukraine gave a small smile.
“Sing something else,” Hungary suggested.
“Ok,” Aria sighed then shouted, “Rubby Ducky, you’re the one
You make bath time lotsa fun!
Rubby Ducky, I’m awfully fond of yoooooooooooou!”
“Again!” Aria shouted. “Rubby Ducky, you’re the one!
You make bath time lotsa fun!
“We’re here,” Hungary interrupted. “Let the girl time begin.”
They had pulled up to a spa.
“This will be fun,
Cloned to die:Clone X Romano x Reader part 13Cloned to die:Clone X Romano x Reader part 132 years ago in Drama More Like This
‘’So this is it?’’ You asked, looking up at the tall hotel in front of you.
‘’Yes.’’ You started to open the door but Gilbert, who was in the front driver’s seat held you back.
‘’Close the door.’’ You did as he said.
‘’What? I want to get this over with.’’
‘’Are you sure you want to do this?’’
‘’Of course I am. I’ve never hated a person more than I hate her. I want her dead. And if that means losing the small bit of common sanity I still have in me, then so be it.’’
‘’I don’t want you to end up like her.’’
‘’ What do you mean?’’
‘’DO YOU HONESTLY THINK I’M GOING TO BECOME A DEMENTED BITCH?... If you do... you have nothing to worry about. I have a heart. She was physiologically born without one.’’
Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 4~The Halo Effect~ 4Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 42 years ago in Romance More Like This
It must have been later into the night than you had thought because when you burst into the bar, all of the usual drinkers had left. Allistor looked like he was about to close up, too, because he wasn’t cleaning any of the cups, and the counter looked like it was squeaky-clean.
“____________?” Allistor blinked. “What’re you doing here at this hour? Are you looking for Mathias?”
You slowly shook your head and plopped yourself down at your usual stool.
“Then what’re you here for?” he asked. “It’s late. Don’t you have work tomorrow.”
“I want a drink,” you said.
For what seemed like the longest time, there was nothing but silence all throughout the bar.
Finally, Allistor broke the deafening silence. “Did I….? Did I hear you right? I mean, I’ve never seen you drink before, and you look like a mess. Are you feeling alri—?”
“Just give me some damn
RussiaxReader: Assumptions (with ~TheOneAndOnly-K)WARNING!!! THIS STORY CONTAINS MILD LANGUAGERussiaxReader: Assumptions (with ~TheOneAndOnly-K)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
I thought you were mine...
Up til I saw you with him...
I thought you were mine...
But then I saw you love him...
Closing your eyes, you smiled in bliss. Your best friend, Ivan Braginski, was lying down next to you. Reaching over he poked your face with his finger and said: "Please don't ever leave me _____. Ya tebya lyublyu."
"What? You know i don't understand Russian, and I would never leave you."
"Thank you ______, and don't worry, the Russian means nothing..."
[END OF FLASHBACK]
That was 7 years ago, when you were 10. Right now, you were stuck in a history lesson doing your GCSE coursework. Ivan was still your best friend, but recently the two of you had started to drift apart slightly. He always seemed to have a far-away look whenever you spoke to him. Frankly, you were getting a bit pissed with his behaviour.
The thing is, the two of you had always told each other everything. Ivan had been there fo
BTT x Reader: Pick-me-ups (part 1)You ran. Your __ (h/l)(h/c) __ flying behind you. God, that was so embarrassing. Everyone had laughed at you, you had been made into a joke. You slowed your pace to a jog, then to a walk, then just stopped altogether. Panting, you looked down at your now stained __ (fav colour) __ top in shame as you started to pick bits of food out of your hair.BTT x Reader: Pick-me-ups (part 1)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
it was a normal day. you were in the lunch line, twirling a strand of hair around your finger whilst you chatted with your best friend __ (bf name) __. You were feeling slightly guilt, as you had recently dumped your boyfriend, Ivan. You and Ivan hadn't been together that long, he had wooed you at first. leaving a sunflower and a sweet note on your table every morning before registration. yet, he just wasn't the one for you. Ivan was cute, but you didn't have that spark with him. He didn't make your heart skip a beat, or make fireworks appear behind your eyelids when he kissed you. he wasn't what you were looking for in
Dear Pirate Lady - A Hetalia Reader Insert, Part 6Dear Pirate Lady - A Hetalia Reader Insert, Part 63 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"- In case ye want to see me again, I am Antonio. I gunna be at th' village's inn 'til to'morrow at nightfall, when I sail out."
This words echoed on your mind as you walked on the direction of the inn.
"It's not that late." - you thought - "He may still be there. He's a pirate; maybe he can help me find the Black Mariah and Gilbert. If not, I'll walk to the next village and search until I find Gilbert or someone to help me."
You had luck. When you arrived at the inn, Antonio was at the door with a group of his men.
- Be off to th' ship 'n prepare everythin'. - he said - We sail off before dawn.
- Antonio! - you yelled.
He looked at you, and then looked back at his men.
- Ye can be off.
He turned back to you.
- Hola, beauty. Wow, hey. Whar did these rich clothes come from?
- I don't have time for this. I need your help.
- Again? - he laughed. - Alright, but be tellin' me first how did ye stole 'tis dress.
- I didn't steal anything! - you said.
- 'n how do a lass from th'
Moonlit Sparkles - Ch. 5Moonlit Sparkles Chapter 5Moonlit Sparkles - Ch. 54 years ago in Romance More Like This
A lightning crack jolted Twilight awake, her eyes bolted open as she sat up and gasped. A film of cold sweat covered her face and back, which sent shivers down her spine. She panted hard, snapping her gaze from one side of the room to the other. It took several deep breaths to calm her down, repeating to herself that it was only a dream.
It was the third nightmare she had that night, and it was getting to the point where she didn't feel like sleeping anymore. She wiped her forehead and focused on the raging storm outside. The unrelenting maelstrom hammered away at Canterlot, rain pattering off the window of Luna's bedchamber.
She glanced down to her left and saw her sole comfort in an otherwise stressful world: Luna, the mare of her dreams The pony she could always count on to bring a smile to her face. The princess's presence instantly began to relax Twilight's heartbeat down to a more manageable level.
SorryI'm sorry I'm not perfect,Sorry4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry I'm not worth it.
I'm sorry we can't forget it,
I'm sorry you regret it.
I'm sorry for who I've been,
I'm sorry for who I am.
I'm sorry whatever it is,
I'm sorry it's come to this.
Personal InterrogationWhere is the line between love and obsession?Personal Interrogation4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What is the difference between ignorance and oppression?
Is there such as too much affection?
As each person we are, can there be perfection?
When in our longing escape we from depression?
How to expunge ourselves of subconscious connection?
Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 6~The Halo Effect~ 6Denmark x Reader x Scotland ~The Halo Effect~ 62 years ago in Romance More Like This
Fifteen messages, you sighed as you pocketed your phone. You had a feeling Mathias would try to call you and find out where you were so you had switched your phone to its silent mode when you drove to Allistor’s bar just the night before.
“Are you going to reply?” Allistor asked noticing your conflicted expression.
“I don’t know,” you said. “Well, I’m going to talk to him either way, but I don’t feel that doing it over the phone is the best method.”
Your friend’s emerald eyes narrowed. “______________, remember what I said—”
“I know, I know,” you interrupted him. “I might say something different the moment I look at him, is that right?”
“It’s not just that,” Allistor added. “Who knows what his mental state is like after knowing you left him?” He paused. “You never did tell me what happened.”
You rubbed your neck