LostYou sit there on your high horse,
Judging all those that you see.
You don't know me, of course,
How dare you apologize for me!
To you, I am just star-gazed,
Hiding from what is real.
In a fantasy, lost and crazed,
You have no clue what I feel.
Only I know what has happened,
The many times he and I have met.
The look into each others' eyes,
Is not something I can forget.
You say that I don't know him,
But he sings from within his soul.
Touching me in my deepest core,
It's not something I can control.
Love is not something planned,
Or something I take lightly.
Whether I'm near him, or alone.
It's always shines so brightly.
I want for him only happiness,
My Schatz, for he is a treasure.
I hope he finds the love he seeks,
In his smile, I will find my pleasure.
I have no surreal expectations.
I say what I feel in my heart.
It takes the form of poetry,
Or emerges through my art.
I am quite clear as to who I am,
It's you who's lost in your zeal.
Hiding behind someone's picture,
The Game of LifeThe game of life.The Game of Life2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
To hear the name, you wouldn't think much of it.
It's just like any other game, right?
Just a pawn you move around the board.
What happens is just a draw if a card,
A roll of the dice,
A lucky or hapless series of events.
It couldn't possibly mean much.
But it's everything.
One choice can send you high in the sky
Or sinking straight into the depths.
And you're either waiting for the fall
Or tying to crawl your way back to the top.
And we like to believe we have some sense of control,
That our decisions matter.
But it's all random,
Nothing but luck.
In the end, our thoughts, our decisions mean nothing.
Because one day, the world's going to come to a rushing halt.
We're all going to die.
And everything we've ever done, ever lived through, won't mean a thing.
The Whispers"Torn, twisted, brokenThe Whispers7 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hurt, flawed, hopeless"
All these little whispers
Meant to destroy me
Hold your head high
The whispers are wrong!
Someone would care if you died
Fall down, no one cares
No one sees me cry
The little whispers tell me
Nobody cares if I live or die
Tears fall, blood drips down
The whispers call to me
Over my steady scream I hear
"You know how to end this"
Hold your head high
"You have to give in"
The whispers are wrong!
Someone would care if you died
"You're breaking down"
"No one will ever dry your eyes"
WallsI've never been one to let people in.Walls5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
I built up walls, my defenses against society, to keep out the pain of life.
I've always kept to myself, creating a wary distance between me and the world.
Having been crushed so many times, I didn't want to hurt again.
But here you come, you with your cheerful smile,
Your eyes that could light up the room brighter than the sun itself,
You with your kind words shining through the foggy gray of life,
Acting as a beacon of hope to those buried too early within their graves.
You came to me, treated me as an equal, a friend.
You made me feel human again, made me believe I was worth something.
You defended me against those who were hateful, made me hope for a better life.
You made me open my heart to you, showed me how to wear my feelings upon my sleeve.
How easily you fooled me into thinking that you cared.
I was just a project to you, a broken toy that needed fixing.
It was all just an act you put on, a play for the world to see how magnificent you we
Death of A MuseWhere are all of the words?Death of A Muse5 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
They used to come so easily.
Corralling them now like wild herds,
Instead of floating in quite peacefully.
Now, I am left in this vacant void.
A mindless drifting out to sea.
It was not me being paranoid,
Drowning in the lies you left me.
Numb and devoid of real feeling.
My heart is broken wide open.
Inside from pain I'm still reeling,
Not even a splinter left for hoping.
Love so fleeting could never be real,
Dismissed without even a thought.
You can't even tell me what you feel.
The lies sold to me not what I bought.
So easily you lie, talking a smooth game.
Only for your convenience or your gain.
Mark my words, you'll remember my name.
Darkness will come, and so will your pain.
You cannot treat me like I don't matter.
What you give out will find you threefold.
When the words ring louder than chatter.
As your life of lies spins out uncontrolled.
For you were once my everything.
Your whispers of love filled my soul.
But you aren't worth the pain you bring.
her name is marigoldhair like dwarven gold,her name is marigold2 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
spilling recklessly along her white shoulders
she has skin like fresh cream
and as soft as a kitten's paws
her eyes of sapphire shimmer
in the heat of the day
piercing you through your soul
and clasping your heart to her bosom
her rhythm beats a vibrating tattoo
in your arms;
the wolves that raised her
are tame compared to the wilderness
that pursues her steps --
she can melt into the shadows
and engage herself with the rock cliffs of yore
better than any creature
the maiden of marigold,
The crown and the abyssAt the sound of the horns and rode symphoniesThe crown and the abyss9 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Walked and marched like a king on earth
A king who controls every little thing
But while walking distracts me with the little things
Pulled away from the true path
It is dangerously approached the abyssal depths
Abysses where even the highest and desperate cries out
At each step I take I feel the crown weigh
Carry no more a crown but a burden
I'm about to fall into the deadly depths
In every step I take I approach more
At each step I isolate myself in a fantasy world
A world where I will be the eternal king, every little thing that controls
A world impossible , unrealistic , unattainable
Serving me only refuge from reality
A reality that increasingly falls
Falls on me
And pushes me toward the abyss
Less and less lucid
Close your see a future of glory and honor
But are you close your lie
One misstep and fall
Caio depths that I created myself for me
I feel forced to skip
RE: Meet Me Halfwaybefore we start dancingRE: Meet Me Halfway5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i should probably let you know
i only asked because i wanted to chill with you for about 3 minutes and 27 seconds.
im not some smooth guy coming to sweep you off your feet.
i might accidentally trip you while were dancing though, if that counts for anything.
to tell the truth, i dont even know why i asked you to get up.
i cant even dance, actually.
before i ask you out,
i should probably let you know
you shouldn't expect too many presents and stuff like that.
im broke, to tell the truth.
plus, i'd much rather make you something anyway,
maybe a poem, or a song.
i dont want to give you something someone else made.
that guy in china who made that little trinket doesn't even know who you are.
so why should he be making something for you instead of me?
i mean, im trying to earn your love, not bribe it out of you.
before you ask if i prefer cats or dogs, pizza or salad, natural girls or girls with makeup,
i should tell you i'm an animal lover, not a dog or cat lover.
Choices , hard choicesEven loving you so I can notChoices , hard choices8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
There are a thousand reasons to accept
There are a thousand other reasons for not
I'm afraid to hurt again
I'm afraid of making mistakes as before
I'm afraid of wasting time
I'm afraid that we can not work
Maybe my choices do not lead anywhere
Maybe destroy my life, our lives
Perhaps right choice
But what is certain today
But my fear holds me
Lonely, forever lonelyAround are empty shellsLonely, forever lonely8 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Rotten and still bearing gold
Replaced by robots
Cold that even pretend to be what they are not
All false, but one day the mask will fall
All hollow, one day, who knows
Will fall apart or be completed
Does it matter?
Would truly love?
Love these frivolous and false machines
I feel alone in a crowd by taking
Discouragement, and the mistakes, the past
i swore i'd never write a love poemi once knew a girl with golden curls who would laughi swore i'd never write a love poem6 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
whenever i told her they reminded me of angel hair
see, she believed herself to be an angel in the
same way lucifer was
cast out by the lord and fallen into blasphemy every
second she dared to breathe
but the sun had forgiven her sins and
offered its light in coils to frame her face
a constant reminder to keep a warm smile
the same one that could make the most guarded hearts
u n f u r l
trying to reshape into a pattern to fit in her approval
the last night we talked away she told me how she
wore the dark circles under her eyes to hide bruises
because she had been knocked down so many times
she’d all but given up trying to get back into the ring
i didn’t have enough strength to carry the both of us
i was not your jesus, and you were not my cross
but if you had l
The Song of DeathSing, little children, the song of death,The Song of Death5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Words whispered upon your final breath.
Write the notes in tears and blood.
Let your thoughts poor onto the page in a flood.
Your skin is the sheet. Your knife is the pen.
You add one more line when you cut again.
The tune becomes more erratic. The world senses your stress.
Scream out to the world all you wish to confess,
How your life has no meaning. You've been fighting so long,
But everyone tells you you're doing it wrong.
Your friends have all left you for they can't understand
Why love and compassion you just can't comprehend,
Like you were dropped on your head when you were but a child.
Since that fateful day, your thoughts have been wild
With grief and despair, with hate and with pain.
The life you've been living has driven you near insane.
So you beg us the question, why keep pushing ahead
When the future you see fills you with nothing but dread?
Your days dressed in darkness, cloaked with Hell's red,
That begs you to join all tho
The LonelyYou were once everything to me.The Lonely2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
You were my world,
The one person I truly cared about.
You were more than a friend.
But you abandoned me.
I invested so much into us.
I loved you more than I loved myself.
And now I don't know what to do.
I'm on my own.
I've never been by myself before.
You were always there for me.
But now you're gone.
There's nothing to replace my thoughts of you,
Nothing to distract me from the hole in my heart.
Now it's only me,
Me and the lonely.
Something RealFaster, faster, gaining speedSomething Real7 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Stop me I can barely breathe.
Blackest darkness all around,
How much farther to the ground?
Pushing, pressing, caving in
Screaming in this freefall spin
Rushing, racing, clutch the air
I can’t hold on anywhere
Help me, please. When will it end?
This darkest trip down pits of wind.
My lungs are dry. Can no one hear?
I’m falling faster than my tears
When will I see, when will I feel,
Or catch a hold of something real?
Pillowed to a sudden rest,
Gathered to a loving breast,
Brighter, brighter, living Light
Surrounds me ‘til there’s no more night.
Rising, lifting, shooting out,
Breathe free air and give a shout.
Flying upward from the deep,
Cradled softly in His keep.
Water pouring over me,
All around now like a sea.
Brightest colors fill my eyes,
Wash away the vicious lies.
Caressing me, I start to heal
Oh, my Savior, You are real.
Cross my heartCross my heartCross my heart7 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and hope to die,
I never thought
we´d say goodbye.
I promise honey
I´m being good,
I´d be with you
if I could
but I must wait
till God decides,
to place me once more
by your side.
Cross my heart
I still love you so,
you have to know.
The place in my heart
that you once filled,
is longing for you
and always will.
Cross my heart,
it hurts so much,
not to have your gentle touch,
not to hear your wonderful laughter,
stuck here in this life ever after.
Cross my heart
this life goes on,
even if we want or not.
Happy or sad,
if we live or if we die.
A poem by Suzanne Karbach 15th July 2014
What s in a name.What´s in a name?What s in a name.5 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It´s just a word that we call,
Everything and everyone
has a name,
does it make us a better person?
No... what a shame
Does it define our characters?
No... it´s not to blame
Does it have any financial status?
No .... but maybe fame
So if you´re a rockafella, a Gates,
a Trump or even the Queen
It doesn´t matter
shout your name
I am who I am
and I have a name
cos deep down inside
we´re all just the same.
by Suzanne Karbach August 2014
call my nameIn your last dayscall my name5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
you must have called my name
a hundred times,
You needed me so much.
Now I´d give anything and everything
to hear your voice
call my name again,
just one more time.
by Suzanne Karbach august 2014
Star VoyageCan you hear that sound,Star Voyage5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
That trickles through my head?
I looked up at the moon,
And all I could see,
It seems like,
It's been forever,
Since I've heard your melody.
I looked up at the sun,
And I felt the burning touch,
From where your hands used to be.
It's been a long time,
That this has been coming.
But I can't stop the wheels,
Can you hear my voice,
When I call out your name,
In this vast array of stars?
We were tied together;
Bound in gravity.
And my only.
Boulders and PromisesMountains grew between us;Boulders and Promises5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
A barrier bestowed.
You were my heavens,
The sky I gazed upon-
My solid rock,
And my only comfort.
But in this valley,
Of doubt and assumption,
A mountain grew,
With a peak of lies.
With a taste so sweet,
That promised of fresh life,
In a pasture so green.
You ask me,
Do I love you?
A chasm has spread,
Widening the gap,
That lay between us.
I long for that,
Pasture of green,
That promises of fruit,
So sweet to eat.
The encounterI do not know if we rightThe encounter8 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just know that when I saw you I felt different
My fear and shame disappeared
As if by magic
I thought it could be better
And it was
This did not feel very well
I felt renewed
Beside him felt important
Talking with you was amazing
You kiss was wonderful
I've never been more excited
You are everything I expected
Could never imagine someone so amazing to me
Someone so fantastic
Your kisses so soft and exciting
Really wanted to be with you now
Why are we so far?
Why can not we live closer?
When you finally found you became my sun
You became my world
Blood, Fears, and TearsI'm not looking to stay alive.Blood, Fears, and Tears6 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
This isn't a world where I can survive.
There's so much hate and fear inside.
It's impossible for me to thrive.
When others overpower you with words
That leave you shaking to your core,
Why do you want to keep on living
When you want to scream out never more?
I've tried the pills and tried the blade,
But still death won't accept my pledge,
But I'm taking death into my own hands.
I'm flying off the building's ledge.
Don't expect me to survive tonight.
I'm determined to take my own life.
I won't shed anymore tears at night.
I won't live another day in strife.
Take my pain, my blood and fears.
I'll never shed anymore tears.