sense of mesense of me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've always the quite one. The weirdo you've never notice but scence I've learn how to focus. I've realize why I shut myself up. I have too big of a mouth and too much love to burn out. I've seen it all before. I guess I was that girl. So what if I just sat quietly and not speak to anyone who approached me. you'd never notice the pain behind that smile. It's burned out….burned out. Crowed my head again. All I can do is hurt over and over. I'm hurting u, myself and him. la la la la la la la. This morning I told myself I could change but all I ever do if screw it up. Maybe this time, oh wait today but I can't I have failed u again and again. I just can't shut my big mouth. Words come out like knifes that scar u and leave you with the pain of guilty lies. I'm drowning in blood. Too much emotions going through my heart. Pain, love, guilt… and lots of other things. Too much overwhelming me. I'll be the girl who cries herself to sleep at night rethinking these memories. I've always been the
CanadaxDepressed!Reader: Close Your Eyes"It's morning," he tells you, as if it isn't obvious enough with the sunlight streaming in through the curtains, and the birds chirping so loudly they could wake the dead.CanadaxDepressed!Reader: Close Your Eyes3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You keep your eyes closed, focusing on the dark and hoping you might fall asleep again. "I don't want to move."
"It's almost seven. You're going to be late." He stands, the bed creaking under the shift in weight, and his footsteps thud away. You hear him shuffling around for a minute before coming back to sit down on the edge of the bed. He takes your face in his hands and plants a soft kiss on your cheek. "Come on. Let's go."
You shake your head slowly. "I can't." It takes effort to push the words past your throat—it takes effort to breathe. Your chest hurts, right in the center between your ribcage, next to your heart, and your fingers are cold—so cold you can't feel them.
"What do you mean?" he asks, patiently. "Are you sick?"
How can you put it so that he'll understand? You bite your lip, your eyes
The Webs We WeaveThe room is spinning from the resentmentThe Webs We Weave1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
We hold so tightly to
As if letting go would
Make us disappear.
And the screaming matches are infinite
Like we assume that silence
Would somehow save us.
The picture frames watch idly by
Mocking us of a perfect world
Inside a tiny cage.
And they’ve escaped
Surrounding us to fill the
Hollow cavity we caved ourselves in.
But yet, we are reminded of the love we grew
In the garden of our hearts.
We may not have weeded out the rotting fruit,
But the roots have grown
Around us, holding our life
With a delicate clutch.
These are the webs we weave
And the intricacy of them
Only makes it harder to swallow
The poison our words concoct
And the home we found
Inside each other.
2P-GermanyxReader part 3- finale2P-GermanyxReader (with Poland)2P-GermanyxReader part 3- finale3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Crap, you were back in the future, with Lutz and Felix. How the hell where you going to explain this?!
"WHAT IS DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!?" Felix squealed, jumping of the bed, he picked up your laptop.
"Nothing! Put it down!" you hissed, looking towards the door.
You heard footsteps, "Is everything okay?"
"Yup, uh, Iggy just threw up." The little cat glared, from his spot on your dresser. You had thought that he had gone missing half way though the year in WWII Germany. Apaerently he had just been sent back before you.
"Well make sure you clean it up." You listened as she walked away. Breathing a sigh of relief, you turned back to the duo.
"Vell, vell ,vell. Who knew zat leibe had stuff like zis." Lutz was holding a black lace bra, smirking like an idiot.
"Give me that!" you hissed, snatching it away.
Leave it to him to find the underwear drawer in fifty seconds of ente
Character Profile - DivebombCharacter Profile - Divebomb6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Name: Portia Kayla-Collingswood
Nickname: Divebomb (previously known as Powerglide and Swoop)
Theme Song: Divebomb by Red Tape
Height: 5'11" (180cm)
Weight: 64kg (141lbs)
Place of Birth: George Town, Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands
Current Residence: Surrey, England
Wrestling Style: Brawler
A vibrant and socialable hero, Portia Collingswood is the life and soul of the party. In battle she's more at home swooping high in the sky, raining grenades on enemies or performing death-defying plunge dives with her arm blades. Above average in close combat, but usually hampered by her bulky wingpack, Divebomb prefers fast hit-and-run attacks to prolonged brawls.
The child of a British industrialist and a leading banker from the Caribbean, Portia was brought up with the easy-going
Katara's How - Ch. 9Kataras How Ch. 9Katara's How - Ch. 97 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
He saw me. He saw me and I thought I could avoid him. Nice thinking Katara. Katara, dont go. Think of something you idiot! I I wasnt going out Right like hed believe you. I have a feeling why you are here. You you do? I saw Kya run past my office. She was yelling mom doesnt understand me anymore!!! I have a feeling it deals with you not knowing things. Katara looked away. She unintentionally hurt her daughter. Im sorry Kya. I really didnt know what to say. Hm Zuko has my attention now. I guess I shouldnt avoid it any longer. Zuko, could you tell me what happened these last 20 years? Including you being with Mai, and recently discovered, me being with Aang? Zukos eyes widened. Aang didnt tell her? Zuko thought, hes still the same, hiding the truth. Katara,
Walking on EggshellsWalking on Eggshells3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Every move I take makes me walk on eggshells.
I just wanted to be the picture perfect girl who excels.
Trying to please everyone else with so many eggs that can break.
So many inifinite and breath-taking chances that I never take.
With each step I take toward everyone's goal; another door closes.
My hopes and dreams become delicate petals falling from roses.
My hands quiver with anticipation helplessly watching more damage.
I didn't know then that sometimes some things you can't bandage.
My world is so beautifully fragile and I try my best to keep walking.
Everything would be destroyed if even a single voice began talking.
Each egg is someone else's expectation that have now become my own.
I wonder if this endless hallway will ever feel like my home.
I suddenly realize how silly I must look walking on egg shells through life.
It is my own thoughts not other's that make a purpose for strife.
I break out into a run and I hear all the white little eggs break.
I push through the door and I
Poisoned by PixiesPoisoned by Pixies4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
CAUTION! "SEXUAL CONTENT" WARNING!
(p.s. I just wanted you to be able to see the preview image...)
I smiled as I walked through the empty food court, scarcely aware of the morning bustle that was the mall in the wee hours. I said my hello's and hey's to those who waved towards me. I fished the keys out of my pocket as I turned around the corner and unlocked the vampiric-like doors that led into Hot Topic.
I walked to the back of the store throught the black light room and found my way to the switch bos, flipping on the eerie lighting. I put in my punch card and turned on the music for the store. I returned from the back room and lightly checked our stock. Lucky for me, the closing shift from Friday re-stocked before thy left, which made my morning a hell of a lot easier.
I walked into the check out booth or whatever you wanted to call it and was contemplating going to get a coffee from Starbucks when my shift buddy showed up.
"BROSKI!" I heard him yell as I put my Un
Video Game Madness 1 - Chun LiVideo Game Madness 1 - Chun Li4 years ago in Settings More Like This
One day Sparkz was in the park walking as it was a nice sunny day but no one was in the park. He walked for hours until he spotted something.
"Whats that?" He said as he picked up the object as it was a studded wristband. "Cool, looks like those things a goth would wear." He said as he put it on his arm as he checked it out more. "Cool." He said as he continued walking.
He walked a little bit more until...
"Ouch." Sparkz said. "This armband is getting a little too tight." He said as he tried to pull it off but it wouldn't. "What the hell, its stuck and its not coming off." He said as she tried to pull it with all his strength as he fell back on the grass with a thud. "Ow." He said rubbing his head when he noticed something.
Sparkz looked as he saw his tennis shoes had become a blue and gold colored pair of athletic shoes as he felt his legs go numb.
"What's going on? I can't feel my le-..." He started as he saw his legs begin to shrink down as they gained some muscle too.
"I have to ge
Good Enough: EpilogueEpilogueGood Enough: Epilogue8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A month after the fall of Fire Lord Ozai and the ending of the war, Zuko found himself preparing to take the throne as the new Fire Lord. He stood in the high-ceilinged throne room, eyeing the great throne suspiciously.
Its not going to bite, you know. He cast a sideways glance at Katara, who was standing beside him, and felt her give his hand a gentle, reassuring squeeze. It is only a chair.
Zuko glanced back at the throne. My fathers chair. My grandfathers chair. Its been the chair of terrible men, Katara.
But, she said softly, laying a hand on his arm. Now it is your chair, your throne. She paused, smiling up at him. Fire Lord Zuko.
He crinkled his nose. What if I fail, Katara? What if
If youre not good enough? He looked down at his feet and nodded. She sighed. What do I have to do to make you see that you are good enough? To get p
CasanovaIn the old town of VeniceCasanova3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The sin was born
One man, in the moonlight,
Took a woman's soul
She got doomed
But it seemed fair
That one night with him
With nothing left to tear
Centuries have passed
Even the rain turned cold
The sin lived
In the other men's blood
He looked at me and said
"Be the flame not the moth"
He was hypnotizing,
But he's Casanova, he can't love.
He likes numbers
And I was 24
I gave my body to his arms
I used to cry back then, but not anymore
That one night,
I remember it well
The stars came down
With no words to tell
Because we were one
Under the endless sky
The morning you left
Every part of me died.
You think you're in love
You have to grow up"
And yesterday I saw him,
I guess he hurt the one he loved,
His look wasn't hypnotizing
Maybe, he got a broken heart
You have to become a man
To treat a girl right
This life, you know,
Is one big fight
But still, I'd come back
I'd give myself to you
Only if you said
You love me too...
SoxMa Poison Chapter 18SoxMa Poison Chapter 184 years ago in Romance More Like This
Soft steam wafted from a cup of hot tea. Maka stared at it as if determined to melt into it as a final and desperate attempt to avoid the piercing gaze of her long time friend. Maka had fought many fights and been in many dangerous situations but she had never felt more pinned-down than she did right now.
"Maka, I asked you a question." Tsubaki's agitated but still somehow motherly voice filled Maka's ears. How had this topic come up again? Last time she checked she was here for a study session, not probes into her very new and very sudden love life. Oh ya, it's because she told Tsubaki they didn't have long to study because she had a date; a date with the clingy, overprotective, incomplete albino shark who was currently sitting outside Black*Star and Tsubaki's apartment because he wouldn't let her walk there alone. Maka sighed. It was annoying to be babysat like this but he was just so stubborn! Sometimes it was just easier to go with his whims.
"Ahem ?" Tsubaki
The Additions Part 6The Additions Part 63 years ago in Settings More Like This
Over a month has passed since I had become a vampire and in that time I have started to train my new life as a vampire. How to survive, how to feed and how to make sure that human's don't catch onto the fact that I am a vampire. Yet, I still miss my family greatly, especially my mother; she was the one that has passed onto me the four arms and now I must live forever as a four armed vampire. Being changed into a vampire was necessary to save my life but was something that I have not willingly chosen to do. My Best Friend was killed the night I became a vampire and I have not seen my family since then. I miss the waking up in the morning sun and walking around in the daylight. I miss being able to talk to my parents, especially my mother, when I felt down. I couldn't even stay in contact with my friends since they were still a threat to my existence. I feel a sense of depression over the fact t
When all this has Ended.Chp45Chapter Forty-Five - A GatheringWhen all this has Ended.Chp457 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Katara watched the wind whipping the trees from outside the window, and sighed. She had just woken up, and for the first time in a long time, Zuko hadnt been there, or even near. The previous day he and Iroh had left on Appa to go and see her father. She was incredibly nervous and on edge about what her father would say, hoping and hoping he gave permission. She had watched them go until they had completely disappeared into the clouds above, not wanting to miss anything. When Zuko had left he had hugged her for so long, yet it still didnt seem to be long enough. She had soaked up the warmth from his body, breathing in his sweet scent, and she closed her eyes and recalled them all back again.
But today she needed to concentrate on getting all the women and children of the city to a safe place. She knew they would not be safe anywhere in the city. Perhaps I could move them all to Ember Island? she thought, then shook her head. Azul
Zutara story 3 part oneZutara Story 3(part one)Zutara story 3 part one8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Good morning guys"Katara said cheerfully."Nynghgh nnooo one more minute.''Sokka said lazily."Toph"Katara screamed ."I know I know"..Toph said with a complain''Its my job so quit buggin me about it".Toph earth bended Sokka out of the bed."What was that for?"Sokka asked."You wouldn't get out of bed lazy person"Katara said."Okay here's two things about me"Sokka said."One I'm not lazy I'm just tired and I wanted to get more rest.Two ..."You never do work but always complain about being tired."Katara butted in."Hey thats not true I do a lot of work around here"Sokka complained."Yeah well complaining about work,flirting with girls,eating your way through life and wearing a ponytail is really hard work huh then how dooo youu stand it."Katara screamed."Its not a pony tail its a wariortail.And it sometimes gets tight and its unconfortable to wear it okay."Sokka corrected."Good morning Toph" Aang said it from behind her."Whats going on
TFAV Drab 04 RP OP RES PRELUDETFAV Drab 04 RP OP RES PRELUDE5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Transformers AlterVerse Drabble 04: Operation Rescue Eagle One Prelude
(Note: The drabbles take place in a series of time frames after TFAV Chapter Arraignment and Answers and before the TFAV Chapter named Rescue Prez)
"President Whitemore has been captured by Russian Forces. Use of him and cabinet as hostages and leverage is inevitable. Revise Request: Send all Autobot Alliance as well as FSOF, NEST and GI JOE Strike Teams to retreive High Priority Target. This is of utmost importance. Failure is not an option."
- Autobot Alliance Pulsewave Communiqué to all Autobot Alliance and Allied forces, 2 days before the launch of Operation Rescue Eagle One.
Year 2010 A.D._
Somewhere in the Middle East_
G.I. J.O.E. (Global Integrated Joint Operations Entity) The Pit_
2 days ago_
Hawk - 'I want reports now! We have to have all our plans in order."
Duke: All the Joes were prepped and ready, but unfortunately we cannot s
Zutara Denim - Nice...legs.The room was a complete disaster. It was as if her closet has puked all over her room. Katara was not pleased, considering that most of the clothing on her floor was dirty. Apparently her brother had shirked his laundry duties once more. Oh yes, she was far from pleased. All of her pants were dirty. Standing in the middle of her room with nothing but a tank and her panties on, the anger was building.Zutara Denim - Nice...legs.7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Aaaaah! she screamed.
Her door burst open, a boy a little older than she stumbled into the room. Whats wrong Kat---ACK! he was body-checked out of the door, which promptly slammed in his face.
Sokka, I have told you a MILLION times to knock first.
But you screamed came her brothers muffled cry from the other side of the door.
Because you didnt do laundry and I have nothing to wear.
Yeah, but I hate laundry. You know that. Sokka shuffled, What about those jeans that Suki gave you for your b
Cancer.Cancer.4 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Turn away, if you couldn't get me a drink, of water 'because my lips are chapped and faded..."
We were now playing Cancer, one of our most tragic and difficult songs to play in front of an audience, especially an audience of probably millions and especially for Gerard, as he is the only one playing in this song.
The Mexican crowd screamed with ecstatic joy as Gerard gently cupped the microphone in his gloved palm. His swept-back, soaking, ebony hair stuck to his forehead and his Black Parade uniform, from were I was standing, looked as though it would just all melt off onto the stage and turn into a liquid or something. It was rather boiling in the arena from the amount of lights that were on.
"...help her gather all my things, and bury me in all my favourite colours, my sisters and my brothers still, I will not kiss you... because the hardest part of this is leaving you..."
His pale face looked pleading and desperate, his honey eyes closed quickly, fighting salt
The Elements of Zutara: ch 4Chapter 4The Elements of Zutara: ch 48 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A Growing Relationship
Katara held Zuko as she walked through the forest and struggled to keep the young prince from falling to the ground. She couldn't wait to go to sleep, to wrap herself in her blanket with the fire giving her warmth. Katara stumbled from the heavyness of Zuko's body leaning on her's. She leaned against a tree to regain her balance. Zuko uttered out a faint "S-sorry," and Katara answered with a soft "It's okay,". Once she regained her balance, Katara continued to walk through the forest.
Zuko and Katara sharply turned their heads to behind themselves when there was a loud crack. Katara, after a few seconds, firgured that it was a hogmonkey and turned her head back around and waited for Zuko to look back around so she could start walking again and not make him fall. Zuko examined the forest carefully before turning around again. Him and Katara started to walk again, the
Shadowed kisses chapter 1OK SO THIS ONCE WAS CALLED CAPTURED (THE FAN FIC TO GO WITH THE PIC)Shadowed kisses chapter 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
BUT I HAVE RE-NAMED IT SO THAT THE WHOLE STORY IS NOW CALLED SHADOWED KISSES!
The heavy metal door to Zukos dark cell slowly opened, the age and condition of the hinges causing the rusted joints to scream in protest as they were forcefully moved.
Zuko, what a pleasant surprise Azula cooed from the doorway, her tall dark figure casting a long, ominous shadow across the room as the light from the lamps behind her poured around the sadistic princess.
Trust me its not mutual he hissed, knowing that there was a reason she was here, there was always something that she had to hold against him, make him feel inferior to her. Azula was always the gifted one, the fire lords protégée; she had never had to compete for her fathers love like he had for years after being banished.
Now, now Zuko, dont be like that, father has a surprise for you she smiled cruelly,
ChangelingChangeling3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Within her garden roses bloom
beneath the cankered worms
a darker growth within her womb
will watch its sibling turn
It swells with heat, her lover's sin
the cankered worm that grows within
It swells with heat
It swells with heat
Its muscles strong; its blood so thin
A changeling child is evil fruit
to welcome to this world
its darkness burrowed in the roots
where hell itself lies curled
It rests and grows as time abates
And shackles her beneath its weight
It rests and grows
It rests and grows
And time delivers wretched fate
A mother's love will never know
the sting of cold regret
or how the world reaps what it sows
too harsh to ere forget.
She only knows her heavy heart
will tear the heavens wide apart
She only knows
She only knows
The ill bred blessing of the dark.
DaffodilsDaffodils3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils.
A solitary path I claimed
In seeking shelter from the crowd;
And lo, when all deserted me,
I wandered lonely as a cloud
I sought the green and grassy knolls
Between the rustic barns and mills,
And spied the new winged, dappled lark
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
The silent majesty of thoughts
Was broken as I dreamed aloud.
I was wrested from my reverie
When all at once I saw a crowd
This treasure grows and rests upon
the fertile soil where river spills
I'll rest my weary bones within
A host of golden daffodils.
What is love?What is love?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Never ask me for advice on love
for I know nothing on the concept
Some see it as a beautiful thing, like a dove
I see it as something painful and indirect
Love is indeed something I yearn for
but my picture of it is very unclear
The ones I've meet claimed it was love but it was only a lure
I believe that it's deep true feelings that one holds dear
If you ever find yourself questioning if it's "Love"
ask yourself if you like just the appearance or whats truly within
If the feelings are mutual take the chance and raise above
and if it's one side-sided don't dwell on something that has never been