||DeviantArt is currently in read-only mode for system maintenance|
Addiction (Heavy Rain)Genre: RomanceAddiction (Heavy Rain)3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Pairing: Norman Jayden/Carter Blake
Tags: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Past Drug (Triptocaine) use.
There was a number of places and ways that it could have started. In the car, at home, or even walking to the police station where an investigation was still taking place. It could have started anywhere at all, and Norman Jayden was absolutely sure anywhere and anytime else would have been better, than right now.
His hands were always one of the first signs that it was coming on. They would begin to shake, and shake incessantly. It would be like a chill had run down his arms, deep and permeating everything from skin to bone, and his hands would just shake like leaves in the wind. He wouldn't be able to stop them.
And when the young FBI agent began to feel the tell-tale sensation of his hands begining to thrum and twitch, he was sure his heart nearly stopped with the realization of it's full meaning. No. Not here. Anywhere, anywhere in the world but here.
Into Another World Ch: 9Into Another World Ch: 93 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Yawning, Naruto had taken a seat on a small bolder as he took a sip of his water. Damn it was warm in here. How could anyone tolerate this place? Shaking his head, the young man leaned back for a moment as he tried to think on what he should do… least, besides getting to the heart of the temple and getting… whatever it was that he was looking for. Frowning, he looked up at the roof of the temple wondering what was in store for him.
”You okay Naruto?” asked Hinata from within his shadow.
“Yeah, just thinking on what I’m going to do after this temple is done.”
“There are still more temples Naruto… We still have many places to travel…”
“Damn it…” Naruto said with a sigh before pushing himself off the bolder and headed on toward the hallway, which he had assumed to have been a pathway to the heart of the temple. Grabbing a torch, Naruto saw just how dark this place was… why didn
What Will Be GoneWhat Will Be Gone3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Salvation in my palm and the sorrow departs from my voice
Her pen sown in the pocket of my denim its rustle is my reminder
Of the turmoil in her blue eyes that pushed me down to shore
Stranded by the river I harvested every lone, forgotten seed
Once the spring awakens and the darkness enters a slumber
Then each thorn in my foot will become a petal of marvelous debris
She does the contrary, more alive with every degree that drops
As her footsteps emerge from beside the bed I hear the perfect storm
There's a light that's sleeping waiting to weep in my time-worn soul
Foolproof keys unlock her leave for my tongue-tied depart
They're the same keys that open the wooden boathouse on the hill
Yet another island is not my place so I'll restrain from drifting away
When the tap water's warm and auburn, my mind remains aflame
I kneel down at the shoreline and watch my troubles drip away
Speak with imaginary angels and await the judgment of her mind
The journey demands attention yet the return spea
MortalityMortality3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Living in my skin
It's like a severe drug addiction
It becomes lethal in the long run
It's a destruction that can't be undone
I am my own reaper
I am my own savior
A scythe is my cross
This blasphemy cannot be stopped
Only those with true despair
Can wield this type of fear
For those who are born in sorrow
Know how to deal with living so hollowed
I had to cast aside my weak point of view
Because there are no demons nor angels
I am my own villain
I am my own hero
Although my perceptions of light and dark
Mean nothing to my already tainted heart
I know reality is what it needs to be
I know there was no hope for someone like me
I can't justify fate with destiny
I can't prevent the ending to my story
Dying in my skin
Is like a long awaited revolution
It was worth all of the praying
It was worth all of the suffering
For I am my own martyr
For I am my own slayer
Day By DayDay by day until the day whenDay By Day6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Shall your fears disappear
if caused by me they were
never will they reappear once you let them to disappear
Look into your heart and see what does there appear?
Is it goodness or the evil? or just a shattered mirror of tears.
Does it shine? Does it glow? Does it show the reflection of your love?
In my soul i can see refection of you in my spirit i can feel your presence
in my heart i felt that i was never alone.. i knew you were always there.
So hear my Words filled with feeling of life hear the word i am about so say..
I love you my shining Goddess of Light,
ResurrectionResurrection4 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
i see the world with new eyes
now it all begins
TomorrowOh why cant i smile...Tomorrow6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Oh why cant i cry...
Oh god.. why cant i just die..
Live in hell i must to see the very end
Why live a lie that's painted with pity sadness and strife's...
So why must i suffer to see the end
is it not enough to admit that Ive lost...
Why must i see it with my eyes filled with sorrow..
Yet tomorrow... i wish there will be no more sorrow..
so i shall believe into tomorrow and pray for no more sorrow..
AloneIn the deep blue ocean...Alone6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i am alone
Sailing alone allways alone singing in this forgotten tone
So why dont you come along
Let us sing this lovely song
you know i would love to hear you sing this song
together in lovely tone
Shall the angels fall from sky from jelousy of your lovely sound
sailing alone waiting for you to hear my song.
Goodbye farewellTime was never enough always not enough...Goodbye farewell6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For my suffering and pain and memory's were so vain..
Days Ive spent to think and hope so my time some day would be enoght
today Ive heard the word bye bye
wanted to explain why such words are spoken
and promises are being broken yet soul remain unspoken
for the heart what lies on ground so broken
For hours of my days my thoughts remain unspoken
with heart shattered and broken
I am the Demon of your creation in your wild imagination
So hear the words of your dark desire let me be on fire
Burn will i in eternal fire forever if you so desire.
Time has come for my last word to be spoken
I shall leave reality to be unbroken
So hear the word of my leaving
and see the shattered evening
Goodbye Farewell till we once again
Shall meet hopefully with a different end.
Nightmare of RealityOh Nightmares so cruel and bright...Nightmare of Reality6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why you torture my soul with your cursed lies
Does my pain brings you joy of life?
Shadow of the Cursed night...
Why did you took away my light...
Why did you bound me with ur lies
How can you deny the truth...
How can you call it a lie
With your Lies you hide
With your Words you lie
How dare you bind me with your lie..
How can you make me to die.........
The pain i feel you cant imagine
And yet you lie and say you can...
How dare you hurt me with your lies
Be cursed you Banshee of the Damned Night!
Finding YourselfFinding Yourself3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Give your soul the calm which it needs
To make itself audible
Because the voice of your soul is gentle
And its power can only flourish in silence.
Only then your soul will fill you with life
And you will be so like you really are.
You are you!
Never in your life you will be someone else.
Thus accept yourself as the one whom you are
Because you have to spent your whole life with you.
Love youThe day I met you.Love you6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The day i saw you sitting on the ground.
The time we spent splashing, all 'round.
Words of truth there I've spoken'' many girls i known (?)
But you were clearly the finest of all.
So pretty and bright like a rainbow light.
Fallen in love with you even to this very day,
I know in my heart I will always feel the same.
Sorry I am,
Like never before because of this mess
But believe you're the best
In the darkest night I wonder "is her love still by my side?"
In this illusion of a day I wish together we could stay,
Together, enjoy the sky so shiny and bright.
So tell me, my perfect goddess of the sun.
Will we ever shine together so bright and make jealous even the stars in the moon light?
Hear the howling of my soul night, when moon shines so bright yes, my love, It's my heart screaming your name in the darkest of nights
I've been longing to reunite with your warm lovely light.
Feelings I don't deny,
So I could call myself with a pride Poet of emotio
LiesHow can you deny the truth...Lies6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How could you run away knowing i speak the truth..
Knew you did that lie i would never say to you
So how could you call the truth a lie..
How could you trust them more than me
You said your feelings were true
yet it appeared to be just a typical lie
How could you enjoy hearing me cry...
Knowing its you who always lie...
So Let my heart to cry
Until i forgive all these lies...
Divine Justice, A Just RetributionXystus stood at the edge of a great plain, overlooking the apocalyptic scene before him, the littered debris and detritus of a spontaneous, furious war and conflagration, which had taken place just moments before. Now it was over, having happened so quickly that if he had not been there when he was he would have missed it, and that was the last thing on earth he wanted to happen. He loved wars. Curiously, though, an almost supernatural peace and calm now prevailed, and for some reason there was a sweet smell of incense, carried on the gentle breeze. Xystus, thinking on it all, found these aspects very strange, sickening really, for he had been present at countless similar wars on such killing fields before, but could not account for what he was experiencing here. Therefore, putting all that aside, and having seen all there was to see, he turned to go.Divine Justice, A Just Retribution3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
A day or so previously Xystus had left his home, the Kingdom of the Kosmos, bound for the Blue Planet. To do so he crossed a dimensional
friendI was broken i was sad driven by the spirits of evil and madfriend6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All i know help did not one living soul...
only she.. girl who i barely known who stayed by my side and helped me to get back up
Everyday with her i now talk and everyday she can me understand
How painful is my day such a living hell yet she always trys her best to make me smile
so proud to call her my friend forever i am to her in depth for the attemps she have made
see the goodness in her soul such a lovely kind person's soul
hear the hope in her voice like the lovely birds singing voice
Glad to call her my friend and forever i am to her in depth
Thank you Andrea your lovely and sweet wish you the best and everything rest.
Surrender beta 2Misery oh mistery so sweet and tenderSurrender beta 26 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
why she wount let me surrender contineu to suffer i must in burning in ember
Shall i fight till you force me to surrender the day you defeat me in my game
where we both shall play fair
live or die you ask me choose my faith you tell me
live for you i have and shall
but faith of mine was allready made the day when you become so cruel
i knew i will be defeated someday but that day i wish to remember..
when you first told me not to surrender and now your forcing me to surrender
so why you made me to walk road if you knew we wount ever again be together
i will wait and remember and will never surrender
maybe someday we shall be together
At the Center of the MazeMy pen glided over the paper, turning around one bend, hitting a dead end, backtracking, picking a different path. Eventually, it made its way to the center of the page. And then, nothing. The maze was complete.At the Center of the Maze1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
I always found pleasure in mazes, starting with the kids’ menus at restaurants and graduating into the much more challenging mazes that I occasionally print off the computer. Unlike the kids’ menus, however, the mazes I currently execute no longer provide a reason for finding the end. This bothers me, especially when it comes to the circular mazes. Why in the world would one desire to find the middle of a maze? Wouldn’t that person just find himself trapped. What could possibly be there that could be worth all of that work? I used to come up with my own story in order to satisfy my doubts, but I met somebody recently that explained to me the real reason to finding the center of the maze.
It was a qui
End RemembranceEnd Remembrance3 years ago in Historical More Like This
Remembrance Day originates at the end of World War I. The idea is to honor those who died in the line of duty, defending their country from enemies. For all its pompous words and fancy granite memorials littered with colorful flower bouquets, Remembrance Day and others like it have failed miserably in achieving this goal.
I've often been criticized as having no respect, and that can be an impediment when discussing certain topics. However, I am often in luck – hypocrisy deserves no respect. What changed as a result of the enormous sacrifice of those who died in WW1? As the first bombs of WW2 fell just two decades later, millions once again obediently lined up under various pieces of colored cloths to slaughter and be slaughtered. It became obvious that absolutely nothing had changed, and that the millions of WW1 had died in vain.
Most would agree that all that lip service paid to the sacrifice between the two world wars wasn't good enough. To truly honor their sacrifice would be
Love Hurts“Love hurts”.Love Hurts2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I never knew the meaning of those words.
How could something so beautiful be so curt?
Why do they say it flies away like a bird?
“Stop this nonsense”.
They never did quite understand or see.
Our love has no consequence
As I was meant for you and you for me.
“Don’t choose with your ego”.
I’m not doing this all for me or for you.
I just love his smile that always does glow,
And between us, things are never blue.
“He will break you”.
Please do not just assume that
What happened to you will happen to me too.
I would know if he was a threat.
“There is no such thing as fate”.
You say it with such conviction,
Are you so quick to hate?
You have never seen the darkness brighten
The ArrangementThe woman steps out onto the earth of the new countryThe Arrangement3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A life already of wear and tear, but seeking a beginning
To find a soulmate, a passionate love, her only desire
Now an organized meeting, arranged opportunity made
A man chosen presents himself, his perchance to hope
She turns aside, unable to countenance the connection
Dreams so held, but another steps from the shadows
Tender words shared, her heart melts, cares forgotten
Their desire for each other, to love, to have and to hold
Then intrusions, interventions, and interference befall
Rupture, a breach forced upon them drives them apart
So in this moment her heart breaks, once again forsaken
Then she gathers herself, to fight for her new found love
And throwing off the shackles that hold, against her will
Reaches out to the one she loves, has discovered so late
Gathers him to herself yet again, to give of everything
Fear and doubt cast aside, her heart, her soul, for him
But the golden thread binding had slipped from reach
randomx1Promise what you made me make...randomx16 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
pain i had to take to keep promise i had made.
for year i have it now holden...
Will it break...if i can no longer this pain take...
How many years i must more to suffer till i finally to pieces break
how long can my heart and mind take....
Dont you ever regret for actions u had to take...
Will you ever admit that on purpose you made me to break
You see how i suffer but understand you never will what it means to promise that i will never leave...
Into unknownKnow i don't where will i go Destinations still remains unknownInto unknown6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Around me only darkness remains
Praying for a sign to see my sun light
Hahaha you tell me
and everyone just betray me
but i still challenge you into game of dice
lets see who will pay the price in game of life.