America x depressed! Reader: hold in those tears-You didn't know what changed in your life. What did you do for it to be how it is now? Your life used to be filled with happiness and joy. You spent every living moment with a smile on your face and now...you just burry yourself in your misery. People around you say things that you would never even think of saying to anyone else. It soon got to the point that you no longer cared about anything...For now you were just waiting for that hero to save you from this dark abyss.
-You were sitting in class in your lone desk by the window. Even the teachers didn't care about you since you were left to sit in the far corner of the room. Today was one of your least favorite days...pep rally days. Every person would be filled with pep and school spirit while you had no spirit at all.
-You laid your head on the cold window as raindrops covered the outside and left a chilly sad feeling. As everyone else in class were preparing for the pep rally you had your eyes locked on one certain per
BTT X Suicidal!Reader ~ I Love You, GuysYou sit in the bathroom, only wearing a towel around your body. Beside you is your mobile phone and a razor. You often went to a psychiatrist, but you always feel so depressed. Actually, your main problem is the Bad Touch Trio. You love them, more then the whole world.BTT X Suicidal!Reader ~ I Love You, Guys3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You sob and cry in your bathroom, you locked the door and with teary eyes you look at the razor. Now you wish is to scream out their name and say them, that you love them. You take your mobile phone and you notice that your body begins to shiver.
You whisper to yourself: *Now or never, probably they will hate me, but i have nothing to lose. I have only these boys and now i will lose them...probably*. So you type in your phone: "Before I go, I just wanted to say, I love you".
You cry further and think about to send the message to Gilbert, Francis and Antonio. "I shouldn't care", you whisper and press on the 'send' button. Your heart race and you take the razor and watch at the blades.
"MY AWESOME P
The Last Night AmericaXDepressed!ReaderYou came to me with scars on your wrist,The Last Night AmericaXDepressed!Reader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You told me this would be the last night feeling like this,
"You little whore!" Your mother screamed as she threw a glass at you, which you narrowly dodged. "Get out!"
Choking back a sob, you snatched your jacket and flew out the door, slamming it harshly behind you. Tears blurred your vision as you ran mindlessly through the street, though it didn't hurt as much as it used to; your heart had been shattered so many times you didn't really feel it anymore.
Slowing your pace, you looked up at the familier, brightly lit house in front of you. A shaky smile plastered to your bruised face, you gently knocked on his door. The door flew open and you came face-to-face with a grinning blond American. "Hey, du-!" But his voice faltered as he looked at you closer.
Bruises and scratch marks tainted your face, one of your eyes swollen shut. "What-What happened to you?"
"Oh, you know......" You let out
F.A.C.E xDepressed Reader:All these little things:You had been for home 3 weeks, not going to school or work or anywhere else, not wanted to go outside, why? Because if you did you would always get teased by certain people about the way you looked, the way you talked, walked and everything.F.A.C.E xDepressed Reader:All these little things:3 years ago in Romance More Like This
‘No one wants to go outside only to be judged by people’ you cried to yourself.
“_____! _______!“ You could hear certain people call out to you,
“_________! Come on! Lets go to the beach! It will be fun!” The American jumped excitedly.
“Love, you have been in your house for weeks now! Come outside will you” Arthur pleaded in worry.
“Mon amour, if your not coming outside, I’ll make you~” the French man sang.
“We are coming in!” Francis took out his key to your house, all of them rushed in, they had given you privacy long enough but no more.
All of them made their way to your room, only to find you laying on your bed, crying.
“______, if yo
Bringing You back Depressed!Reader x EnglandBringing You back Depressed!Reader x England3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Depressed!Reader x England
Warning! Emotion!!! ALOT OF EMOTION!!!!
I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it.
1. Sever despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness ad inadequacy
2. A condition of mental disturbance, typically lack of energy and difficutly in maintaining concentration or interest of life.
Synonyms: Distress, Hopeless, Misery, Melancholy
Antonyms: Is there even antonyms when your lost? When your in misery? Crumbling and shattering into pieces? Is there?
Tears fell from your eyes, dripping rapidly down to the bathroom floor. You held the pocket knife sturdy and cutted your skin, making blood trinkle down your arm. You bit your lip, baring the pain and tasting blood from your moist red lips. It tasted disgusting yet wonderful. The pain you felt, the pain your heart
America x Anorexic!Reader - Found OutAmerica x Anorexic!Reader - Found Out2 years ago in Romance More Like This
As you stare down at the scale beneath you, there was only one thought that crossed your mind.
You were actually quite the opposite. It had only been a week since you had checked your weight on the scale, and to your horror, you had gained a pound since then. A measly 16 ounces. But that weight meant so much more than the digital numbers below you. Clenching your fists, you realized that this tragedy was all because you had chewed a piece of gum two days ago when your friend Alfred offered it to you at lunch. Sure, all of your peers would say that a person’s weight fluctuated every day, and you weren’t really gaining any weight, but you didn’t listen. You needed this part of you to be perfect. You didn’t get the best grades in school, you weren’t very athletic, and you were certainly no Austria when it came to music, so you excelled in the one thing you could control: your weight. Everybody had marveled at your body when you had initially lost
americaxLonely!reader part 1Yay a insert that isn't prussia! ok i'll make this quick, warnings cussing slight ooc (h/s) stands for hair style (ex: curly,straight,crimped)PLEASE DON'T FAVORITE AND RUN LEAVE A COMMENT thanks for reading enjoy! I DON'T OWN HETALIA OR YOU JUST THE STORYamericaxLonely!reader part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Shit!" you cussed staring at the buzzing television screen as it read Game Over
"told you dude, your gonna be here all night," Alfred said ruffling your (h/s) hair
"No, I'm totally gonna beat you,"
he was quickly cut off by loud buzzing coming from the coffee table that sat between you and the tv, the american sighed and reached for his phone, he looked at the caller i.d. and sighed once again before answering, you twisted your (h/c) hair between two fingers listening to his conversation,
"hello." he asked
he winced and pulled the phone away from his ear
"Oh my gosh, alice you sound like my mother!" he said back at alice or Ms.perfect she had everything good grades, she was popular and rich and had a perfect body shape
AlfredxReader: Not Healthy I stopped running as the treadmill underneath me slowed to a stop. I huffed loudly and ignored the loud growling in my stomach. I grabbed my water bottle and wrapped towel around my neck as I walked back upstairs. My sweats hung loosely off my thin form as I stumbled up the stairs. I heard a loud knocking at my door and went to open it.AlfredxReader: Not Healthy3 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Dude! We have to watch this! I found it while I was looking for an old Superman movie. It looked so awesome!!” Alfred was already rambling as he rushed through the door. I shut the door and felt huge arms pull me into a hug from behind and lift me into the air. I winced slightly as my bones protested.
“Al! Put me down! I’m too big for you to be picking me up,” I said. I heard him snort and he set me down.
“Dude, you’re light as a freakin’ feather. Don’t even try pulling that bull crap. Though, you do stink, no offense!” he said quickly. I rolled my eyes as I
Request - America x Reader : Dark PlaceYou ran through the corridors of the school, tears flowing like rivers from your eyes which were bright red from crying so much. You continued to run until you reached the front of the school, where you tripped and fell, cutting your knee and scraping your arms. It had been raining, so the floor was cold and wet ... which only made your cuts and grazes hurt a little more. But you didn't care ... your heart had been cut deeper than any woundRequest - America x Reader : Dark Place3 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Hey, you ok there dude?"
You saw a pair of feet come into view and you looked up to find that a boy was standing there, looking at you with a concerned expression. He had sandy blonde hair and deep sea blue eyes. He was wearing your school's uniform and on his nose sat very plain looking glasses with rectangle lenses. You had never seen him before. He bent down and held out his hand, indicating that he wanted to help you up. You stared at his hand for a moment before taking it and he helped you stand up properly
"Thank you" You mumbled, adjusting y
Left Me Depressed. [America x Reader] Left Me Depressed.Left Me Depressed. [America x Reader]3 years ago in Romance More Like This
[America x Reader]
Warning: OOC moments.~
It was another average day in [favorite subject]. High school was dull and passed on slower than a turtle race at Antonio's, but at least [y/n] had her friends to help her through. Four days until Spring Break, and so far she had no plans for her final Spring Break of high school. This was her last year of schooling, and she wanted to go out with a bang, but everything seemed to be fairing against her.
With a sigh, she went to rest her cheek in the palm of her hand in a bored manner. However, a little piece of paper landed perfectly on her hand, making her look to the left to see who had thrown the folded piece so perfectly.
Of course, it would have to be Alfred Jones. His eyes were wide in disbelief and his mouth agape in shock at the perfect shot. A large smile broke out over his face and his fist pumped excitedly into the air in a silent cheer for his small accomplishment.
Soldier!America x Depressed!Reader- No Matter WhatSoldier!America x Depressed!Reader- No Matter What3 years ago in Romance More Like This
I sit in at the kitchen table, coffee cup in hand, but I make no move to drink.
I just stare, stare out the window. Not at anything in particular.
Just watching the cars, the birds, the people walking by.
All going on with their lives, whereas mine seems to be at a standstill.
I sigh and shut my eyes, thinking back to a happier time.
When I had him.
I sit alone on the swing, gently rocking back and forth. The tears sting my cheeks as the run down my face and I sob weakly. Just a little girl. All alone.
Suddenly I hear a noise from somewhere behind me.
I turn to see a smiling blonde boy, about my age, approaching. I bite my lip. Great.
Another Bully to make my life miserable.
As he gets closer, his blue eyes flash with concern.
“A-are you…alright?” I flinch at the sound of his words. “Y-yeah. I’m fine.”
Then, nervously, I look up to meet his gaze. “Are you here…to make fun of me too…?”
America x Shy!Reader: A Sweet LunchAmerica x Shy!Reader: A Sweet Lunch3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"A-Alfred!" You stutter out to him trying to catch up. He turned back and smiled "Hey _________!" he chimed excitedly. "U-um... Well...." you spoke almost half breath. "Whats wrong?" he tilt his head. You would sigh out.
"Um Y-You forgot to wait for me when you left class." You squeaked fiddling with your lunch box. He laughed "Well I was getting hungry! So hurry up next time!" he replied in a goofy manner. You playfully punch his shoulder. The tall hero took your hand taking you to a bench to eat at. As you sat, you opened up your lunch. You look over at Alfred "U-um Alfred?" you spoke out. "Hm?" he replied as he ate some of his burger.
"I made some cake, so um... After we eat lunch can we both try it?" You asked shyly.
His mouth gaped open with a huge smile "Totally dudette! I love cake!" He howled excitedly making you giggle. He stopped and stared as you just giggled. A small blush raising from his cheeks. "So cute..." he trailed off. You stopped staring at him "Hm?" you mumbled t
England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone You glance at the clock. 12:30 AM. Way past your bedtime. Looking back up at the ceiling, you sigh, another tear rolling down your cheek. Nothing had gone right today. You had a writer’s block, and when you did start writing, it wasn’t good enough. Then when you were sorting your photography, you found that you didn’t really have a ‘thing’ that you took photography of. Like, some people only took pictures of trees, or flowers, but you did everything. Like you were a wanna-be photographer. And you hated it. Nothing was special about the way you wrote or photographed.England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Then, you had spent part of the day with your best friend. Stupidly, though, she was too busy skyping her friends and having fun with them to notice your depressed state. After she left, you messaged one of your other best friends on facebook. They only told you that a family member of theirs died, and then said they had to go. So here you were, listening to the radio, and lying on your b
AmericaXxXxShy!Reader"Okay class, we have a new student today." The teacher announced.AmericaXxXxShy!Reader3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Is it a girl or a boy?"
"Is he hot?"
"Is she hot?"
"Where are they?"
"Okay that's enough!" The teacher yelled.
"You people are so rambunctious! You're going to scare the poor girl away."
A couple girls groaned.
The teacher walked to the door and opened it.
"You can come in now." He said softly.
She hesitated, standing at the door fiddling with her fingers.
"C-can I j-just stay out h-here?" The students heard her whisper.
The teacher laughed a little.
"Oh come now, love. How do you suppose you're going to learn if you stay out there?"
She thought about this for a second before coming to her conclusion.
"A c-camera…and t-TV?" She whispered.
"It's going to be alright. Come on."
She looked doubtful for a couple seconds, and then she slowly walked into the class with her head down.
"Okay, love. Introduce yourself."
You started playing with the bottom of you school uniform skirt.
"Speak up, love.
EnglandxReader: Not Healthy! “One, two, three, four. One, two, three, four.” I jumped along with the woman on screen, throwing my arms up and back down again. Twenty more jumping jacks, I thought tiredly. I followed along for a few more minutes, sweat pouring down my forehead. I felt ready to pass out as I dropped to the ground when she was done. I heaved and gasped for breath and she concluded the session.EnglandxReader: Not Healthy!3 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Ugh,” I groaned, wiping my forehead and pressing the power button on the TV remote. I held my stomach as it growled loudly. I was too exhausted and too hungry and I just couldn’t get up yet. I stretched out on the floor, wincing slightly at the burning in my legs and arms, and closed my eyes for just a moment.
“_______. _______ love, wake up.” I moaned, turning over and curling in on myself. “_______.” I opened my eyes tiredly and saw two emerald orbs staring down
AmericaXxXxSick!Reader"Alright, class. Today we are reading in-"AmericaXxXxSick!Reader3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"-our books. So turn to page-"
"-314 and begin reading the fourth-"
"paragraph. Then write a sum-"
The teacher slammed her hands down on her desk.
"Miss [L/n]! If you do not wish to pay attention in my class, you should just leave. You can easily go to the principal's office!" She yelled.
"I could eabily go do da durse's office, doo." You replied as you sniffed.
The teacher's ees softened as she saw your red face and slightly runny nose.
"Miss [L/n], if you could tone it down that would be nice."
"Des, ma'am." You said as you sniffed again.
On side of you sat your best friend/crush Alfred Jones, who was looking at you with concern.
"Are you okay, [Nickname]?" He asked.
You looked over at him and smiled as ou started coughing.
"Y-yeah. I'b fine." You answered.
"I hope you are..." He mumbled.
Mr. Starks looked at you.
"Miss [L/n], would you like to go to the nurse's office?" He aske
America x Reader: AfraidHe was wearing a Superman outfit.America x Reader: Afraid3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You pursed your lips as you stared at him, realizing he had gotten it from the little boy's section in the largest size he could, and he must have gotten Arthur to fix it so it could fit. He has done this every year since he was a little kid; each year, he was a different superhero, and there were so many heroes, he was set for life. Last year's had been Captain America, and he certainly got many girls fangirling over him and stalking him the entire time.
But this one was so tight.
Your face was bright red, and you quickly raised your eyes from his special area, and whispered, "Um your tights are a little too tight, Al."
Alfred F. Jones stopped grinning and looked down, noticing this was the truth. "Waah! But Arthur he! HE LIED TO ME!"
You tucked your hair behind your ear and shook your head, holding in your laughter as you grabbed his arm. "Let's go, Superman. We have an hour's drive to Prussia's place for the party, an
The Outcast....America x reader pt 2!The Outcast....America x reader pt 2!3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You fade back into reality from a warmth on your hand. You heard someone talking so you didn't want to open your eyes.
"_____, im honestly sorry dude. i-i didnt mean to smack into you. but you know how i get...well i guess you dont know 'cuz we dont know eachother that well..but when im up against Arthur and in a sport i get REALLY into it,i kinda fade off in my head,only focused on winning." Man,you thought. Youve never heard him talk so quiet in your school life!
"w-well anyway, i didn't mean to use my full strength."You finally open your eyes and turn to him.
"I told youit was fine, its just a bump.No big deal" He looks up startled and let go of your hand. "your up! aw man dude! you were so quiet and still! i....your friend was worried"
You ignored his stutter and looked at the clok behind him,but your vision was still fuzzy."What time is it?" You slowly sit up and he brings out his cell.
"8:30pm" He says looking at you. "Youve been out for a good 7 hours dude,
America x Reader Run awayAmerica x ReaderAmerica x Reader Run away3 years ago in Drama More Like This
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" you screamed at the top of your lungs and getting your arm away and run.
"BUT _____ PLEASE HEAR ME OUT!" Alfred tried to chase after you,trying to catch up to you and explain.
"NO!" You run much more faster but since Alfred was very athletic,he managed to catch up to you anyway.
You see..You were going to Alfred's House since he invited you over at his party. You caught him kissing and hugging some slut in the
coach, He saw you and ran to you and leaving that slut aside utterly confuse or disappointed.
"BABE!, i can explain!" was what he said,leading everything to what just happened.
You were sick about him saying 'I can explain!' to you whenever you caught him sucking up with another girl,You don't want it to
happen again and again and again.You want it to end if it's always gonna be like this.
"NO AL!" You ran through the dark streets,trying to hold back your tears,frustration and pain.
"Please...I don't want this to happen
Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End] Warning: This fan fiction contains sensitive material, such as vivid suicide fantasies and attempts, bullying, and depression. If you think this has any chance of triggering you in ANY way, DO NOT READ. Thank you.Hero (America x Depressed!Reader) P3 [End]2 years ago in Romance More Like This
It had been a week since Hero had started texting you. And honestly, you could say that your life was becoming much better because of him.
He continually encouraged you to do your chores and homework, and when you were done, telling you that you did a good job, and praising you, even though he wasn’t physically there. He always asked how your day was, and how you were doing. Always knew when you were lying, and when you were, asked you the question again to see if you had changed your mind about telling him. But if you didn’t, then he wouldn’t push it; he would give you your
In Need of Help: HetaliaXDepressed!Reader (Alfred)~Flash Back~In Need of Help: HetaliaXDepressed!Reader (Alfred)2 years ago in Drama More Like This
The young boy climbed up the stairs only to look up to see a girl about his age. She giggled as he lifted himself onto the platform, smiling.
"Hello! I'm Alfred! But you can just call me hero!" The girl smiled and introduced herself.
"Hi~! I'm ______. Nice to meet you, hero~"
Alfred's grin grew. _______ took out her hand, trying out a greeting she saw some of the adults do when they meet someone, hoping he would do the same. He lifted his hand, taking ______'s in his own.
"Do you want to be friends?" ______ asked. Alfred nodded.
"Yeah! And when ever you need help, just call in the hero!" He pointed to himself while doing a 'heroic' pose. ______ giggled.
~End of Flash Back~ ~Alfred's POV~
"Man, I can't wait to go home and play these new video games! It's gonna be so awesome!" I was walking home from a trip to the video game store.
"Good thing they stay up this late or else I wouldn't have time to get them!" I stopped as I realized something.
"This wasn't the
FrancexReader: Not Healthy “Ma chérie.” I breathed in deeply, grinning at the mixture of smells of roses and other rare perfumes. I squeezed my eyes closed; not wanting to wake up yet, but knowing going back to sleep would be a futile attempt. “Come on mon amour, wake up,” Francis murmured, placing kisses all over my face.FrancexReader: Not Healthy3 years ago in Romance More Like This
“I don’t wanna,” I mumbled sleepily, trying to turn and bury my face in my pillows. He chuckled lightly and I felt cool fingers trace their way along my face.
“I ‘ave breakfast ready,” he replied, poking my nose playfully. My stomach growled at the mention of breakfast. I finally let my eyes flutter open and I was met with clear, sparkling blue eyes. I smiled up at the Frenchman.
“I’m not hungry,” I said softly, praying he hadn’t heard my belly giving me away. I felt kinda guilty about lyin
Horror Movies (America X Reader)"PLEEEASE (NAAAAME)?" Alfred begged, he has been trying to get you to watch a horror movie with him at his house. You did like scary movies though the problem was the person you were watching it with. He's a huge wimp when it comes to anything remotely scary so the poor soul watching that kind of movie with him, would have to comfort the scaredy-cat... Not at all fun.Horror Movies (America X Reader)3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"No, you know how you get!" You refused, trying so hard not to look at his puppy face. That worked... until he grabs your face and turns it to face his. 'OH GOD NO, NOT THE TEARY EYES,' you thought desperately, though you blushed slightly at the closeness of your faces. He totally isn't your crush or anything like that (so much sarcasm).
Your blue-eyed crush now had that kicked-puppy-that-still-loves-you look that made you want to glomp him, "Please??? I don't wanna watch it alone!"
"F-fine...YOU BETTER HAVE (favorite candy or snack) THOUGH!" Your last defenses fell as you gave in.
"YAY! THANKS (na
GermanyXAnorexic!Reader - Skin and Bones You locked the bathroom door. Turned all the water on so no one would hear you in the apartment next door. It was that time again. You got on your knees over the toilet.GermanyXAnorexic!Reader - Skin and Bones3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Today you had gone out to eat with your friends Germany and Italy. You hated every moment of it. You tried to find an excuse not to go, but Italy insisted, and he ordered for you. A big plate of pasta. You felt humiliated having to eat the retched food in front of Germany. Now you wouldn't lie, the food was delicious, but you had no clue how many calories were in it, and they wouldn't be in you much longer. You have suffered from anorexia for a while, and you always saw yourself as overweight no matter how much people told you that you weren't fat. You counted calories like a mad woman and rarely ever ate. Whenever you did eat, it wouldn't stay in you for long.
You braced yourself against the seat of the toilet and slid your finger down your throat. You
AmericaXReader: For A FriendAmericaXReader: For A Friend3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
If anyone was to go up to [Name] and ask her what was the most important thing to her she would automatically reply, "Family and friends." It was who she was- she was loyal, told the honest truth no matter how hard it was, and would never leave a friend behind. She often told her friends during their serious conversations, "You know I'd never tell you something to get yourself hurt. I'm telling you what you need to hear not what you want to hear because that will get you nowhere."
Though she had these redeeming qualities she also had a sarcastic streak and could come off slightly rude though she meant no harm.
"Good God!" She said, looking at Alfred's high score on his math test. "You overachiever, I wish I could get that good of a grade!"
"Math's not that hard!" Alfred grinned. "I might suck at Biology and English, but Math is my thing so no judgment."
She giggled, "Too late, I'm judging you."
She didn't know it, but Alfred didn't like her sarcasm sometimes though