America x depressed! Reader: hold in those tears-You didn't know what changed in your life. What did you do for it to be how it is now? Your life used to be filled with happiness and joy. You spent every living moment with a smile on your face and now...you just burry yourself in your misery. People around you say things that you would never even think of saying to anyone else. It soon got to the point that you no longer cared about anything...For now you were just waiting for that hero to save you from this dark abyss.
-You were sitting in class in your lone desk by the window. Even the teachers didn't care about you since you were left to sit in the far corner of the room. Today was one of your least favorite days...pep rally days. Every person would be filled with pep and school spirit while you had no spirit at all.
-You laid your head on the cold window as raindrops covered the outside and left a chilly sad feeling. As everyone else in class were preparing for the pep rally you had your eyes locked on one certain per
BTT X Suicidal!Reader ~ I Love You, GuysYou sit in the bathroom, only wearing a towel around your body. Beside you is your mobile phone and a razor. You often went to a psychiatrist, but you always feel so depressed. Actually, your main problem is the Bad Touch Trio. You love them, more then the whole world.BTT X Suicidal!Reader ~ I Love You, Guys3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You sob and cry in your bathroom, you locked the door and with teary eyes you look at the razor. Now you wish is to scream out their name and say them, that you love them. You take your mobile phone and you notice that your body begins to shiver.
You whisper to yourself: *Now or never, probably they will hate me, but i have nothing to lose. I have only these boys and now i will lose them...probably*. So you type in your phone: "Before I go, I just wanted to say, I love you".
You cry further and think about to send the message to Gilbert, Francis and Antonio. "I shouldn't care", you whisper and press on the 'send' button. Your heart race and you take the razor and watch at the blades.
"MY AWESOME P
The Last Night AmericaXDepressed!ReaderYou came to me with scars on your wrist,The Last Night AmericaXDepressed!Reader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You told me this would be the last night feeling like this,
"You little whore!" Your mother screamed as she threw a glass at you, which you narrowly dodged. "Get out!"
Choking back a sob, you snatched your jacket and flew out the door, slamming it harshly behind you. Tears blurred your vision as you ran mindlessly through the street, though it didn't hurt as much as it used to; your heart had been shattered so many times you didn't really feel it anymore.
Slowing your pace, you looked up at the familier, brightly lit house in front of you. A shaky smile plastered to your bruised face, you gently knocked on his door. The door flew open and you came face-to-face with a grinning blond American. "Hey, du-!" But his voice faltered as he looked at you closer.
Bruises and scratch marks tainted your face, one of your eyes swollen shut. "What-What happened to you?"
"Oh, you know......" You let out
F.A.C.E xDepressed Reader:All these little things:You had been for home 3 weeks, not going to school or work or anywhere else, not wanted to go outside, why? Because if you did you would always get teased by certain people about the way you looked, the way you talked, walked and everything.F.A.C.E xDepressed Reader:All these little things:3 years ago in Romance More Like This
‘No one wants to go outside only to be judged by people’ you cried to yourself.
“_____! _______!“ You could hear certain people call out to you,
“_________! Come on! Lets go to the beach! It will be fun!” The American jumped excitedly.
“Love, you have been in your house for weeks now! Come outside will you” Arthur pleaded in worry.
“Mon amour, if your not coming outside, I’ll make you~” the French man sang.
“We are coming in!” Francis took out his key to your house, all of them rushed in, they had given you privacy long enough but no more.
All of them made their way to your room, only to find you laying on your bed, crying.
“______, if yo
Bringing You back Depressed!Reader x EnglandBringing You back Depressed!Reader x England3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Depressed!Reader x England
Warning! Emotion!!! ALOT OF EMOTION!!!!
I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it.
1. Sever despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness ad inadequacy
2. A condition of mental disturbance, typically lack of energy and difficutly in maintaining concentration or interest of life.
Synonyms: Distress, Hopeless, Misery, Melancholy
Antonyms: Is there even antonyms when your lost? When your in misery? Crumbling and shattering into pieces? Is there?
Tears fell from your eyes, dripping rapidly down to the bathroom floor. You held the pocket knife sturdy and cutted your skin, making blood trinkle down your arm. You bit your lip, baring the pain and tasting blood from your moist red lips. It tasted disgusting yet wonderful. The pain you felt, the pain your heart
England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone You glance at the clock. 12:30 AM. Way past your bedtime. Looking back up at the ceiling, you sigh, another tear rolling down your cheek. Nothing had gone right today. You had a writer’s block, and when you did start writing, it wasn’t good enough. Then when you were sorting your photography, you found that you didn’t really have a ‘thing’ that you took photography of. Like, some people only took pictures of trees, or flowers, but you did everything. Like you were a wanna-be photographer. And you hated it. Nothing was special about the way you wrote or photographed.England x Depressed!Reader - Never Alone2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Then, you had spent part of the day with your best friend. Stupidly, though, she was too busy skyping her friends and having fun with them to notice your depressed state. After she left, you messaged one of your other best friends on facebook. They only told you that a family member of theirs died, and then said they had to go. So here you were, listening to the radio, and lying on your b
America x Anorexic!Reader - Found OutAmerica x Anorexic!Reader - Found Out2 years ago in Romance More Like This
As you stare down at the scale beneath you, there was only one thought that crossed your mind.
You were actually quite the opposite. It had only been a week since you had checked your weight on the scale, and to your horror, you had gained a pound since then. A measly 16 ounces. But that weight meant so much more than the digital numbers below you. Clenching your fists, you realized that this tragedy was all because you had chewed a piece of gum two days ago when your friend Alfred offered it to you at lunch. Sure, all of your peers would say that a person’s weight fluctuated every day, and you weren’t really gaining any weight, but you didn’t listen. You needed this part of you to be perfect. You didn’t get the best grades in school, you weren’t very athletic, and you were certainly no Austria when it came to music, so you excelled in the one thing you could control: your weight. Everybody had marveled at your body when you had initially lost
americaxLonely!reader part 1Yay a insert that isn't prussia! ok i'll make this quick, warnings cussing slight ooc (h/s) stands for hair style (ex: curly,straight,crimped)PLEASE DON'T FAVORITE AND RUN LEAVE A COMMENT thanks for reading enjoy! I DON'T OWN HETALIA OR YOU JUST THE STORYamericaxLonely!reader part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Shit!" you cussed staring at the buzzing television screen as it read Game Over
"told you dude, your gonna be here all night," Alfred said ruffling your (h/s) hair
"No, I'm totally gonna beat you,"
he was quickly cut off by loud buzzing coming from the coffee table that sat between you and the tv, the american sighed and reached for his phone, he looked at the caller i.d. and sighed once again before answering, you twisted your (h/c) hair between two fingers listening to his conversation,
"hello." he asked
he winced and pulled the phone away from his ear
"Oh my gosh, alice you sound like my mother!" he said back at alice or Ms.perfect she had everything good grades, she was popular and rich and had a perfect body shape
EnglandxReader: Not Healthy! “One, two, three, four. One, two, three, four.” I jumped along with the woman on screen, throwing my arms up and back down again. Twenty more jumping jacks, I thought tiredly. I followed along for a few more minutes, sweat pouring down my forehead. I felt ready to pass out as I dropped to the ground when she was done. I heaved and gasped for breath and she concluded the session.EnglandxReader: Not Healthy!2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Ugh,” I groaned, wiping my forehead and pressing the power button on the TV remote. I held my stomach as it growled loudly. I was too exhausted and too hungry and I just couldn’t get up yet. I stretched out on the floor, wincing slightly at the burning in my legs and arms, and closed my eyes for just a moment.
“_______. _______ love, wake up.” I moaned, turning over and curling in on myself. “_______.” I opened my eyes tiredly and saw two emerald orbs staring down
GermanyXAnorexic!Reader - Skin and Bones You locked the bathroom door. Turned all the water on so no one would hear you in the apartment next door. It was that time again. You got on your knees over the toilet.GermanyXAnorexic!Reader - Skin and Bones3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Today you had gone out to eat with your friends Germany and Italy. You hated every moment of it. You tried to find an excuse not to go, but Italy insisted, and he ordered for you. A big plate of pasta. You felt humiliated having to eat the retched food in front of Germany. Now you wouldn't lie, the food was delicious, but you had no clue how many calories were in it, and they wouldn't be in you much longer. You have suffered from anorexia for a while, and you always saw yourself as overweight no matter how much people told you that you weren't fat. You counted calories like a mad woman and rarely ever ate. Whenever you did eat, it wouldn't stay in you for long.
You braced yourself against the seat of the toilet and slid your finger down your throat. You
Prussia x Suicide!Depressed!Reader: You mean it..?Warning!: some fluff...Prussia x Suicide!Depressed!Reader: You mean it..?2 years ago in Romance More Like This
You kept running in the rain, tears running down your face. You heard your name being called in the distance. At this point, you didn't care anymore. Your legs began to get tired, about to collapse. But you shook it off and kept running, beginning to pant. Your (e/c) eyes were dull, lifeless, so cold. Your (h/c) hair was damp from the rain. You couldn't take life anymore...it was to painful for you. You ran into a dark alley as thunder rumbled, making you jump. You slide against the alley wall and panted. You buried your face into your hands and sobbed. After a while, the tears stopped. You tried crying, but the tears wouldn't come. You blinked. That was it...you cried your very last tears. You sighed and stood up. "I hate life...nobody gives a flying fuck about me...everybody hates me.." You pulled out a knife and put it to your wrist, right next to the others. Then, you sliced your skin quickly, letting the blood fall onto the ground. Your (h/c) b
When I'm alone Part 1: EnglandxReaderWhen I'm alone Part 1: EnglandxReader3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
When I'm Alone~ Chapter 1
"Are you serious? This is your second time here this month and it's not even half way through! Honestly, there is no way of getting to you!"
"Oh put a sock in it Arthur."
"No, I won't!"
"Why does it even matter?"
"Because, I'm not going to get a phone call someday telling me that you were hit by a car or something!"
"Please, nobody would call you about it."
"You know what I mean."
"No I really don't. Just fix it." I grumbled as I stuck out my leg straight in his general direction. He was so annoying, acting as if he really cared or something. He just hated patching me up every time I fell, it wasn't as if it really bothered him or something. That I was sure of.
I could hear him sigh as he shuffled around the room until I could feel his hands slide my stiletto off of my foot, his rough hands handling the injured foot ever so gently. It was strange to have a man with such hatred towards my actions still treat me with such kindness when ba
America x Depressed!Reader: Don't Worry, I'll HelpAmerica x Depressed!Reader: Don't Worry, I'll Help1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
You stared out the window thinking about your life. You recently became depressed and it wasn't doing so good for you. You don't know why you should've been depressed in the first place. I mean, you had everything you ever wanted. A nice home, good paying job, and a lovely boyfriend who was incredibly loyal. Though sometimes you couldn't trust him.
"Hey honey, how was your day?" Alfred asked.
"What? Good...I guess," you said.
"Well are you ready to go to the store with me?"
"Yeah, let's go," you both got in his car and drove off to the store.
Once you got out of the car Alfred held your hand and some girls stared at him and eyed him as if he was a prize and nothing more.
"They're looking again," you whispered.
"Don't worry (Name), they aren't talking about you," Alfred said reassuringly.
"You sure? It always seems like everyone is trying to put me down."
"They aren't. Don't worry," you both went inside and you grabbed a shopping cart. Alfred got a few steaks and drinks
America x Reader Run awayAmerica x ReaderAmerica x Reader Run away3 years ago in Drama More Like This
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" you screamed at the top of your lungs and getting your arm away and run.
"BUT _____ PLEASE HEAR ME OUT!" Alfred tried to chase after you,trying to catch up to you and explain.
"NO!" You run much more faster but since Alfred was very athletic,he managed to catch up to you anyway.
You see..You were going to Alfred's House since he invited you over at his party. You caught him kissing and hugging some slut in the
coach, He saw you and ran to you and leaving that slut aside utterly confuse or disappointed.
"BABE!, i can explain!" was what he said,leading everything to what just happened.
You were sick about him saying 'I can explain!' to you whenever you caught him sucking up with another girl,You don't want it to
happen again and again and again.You want it to end if it's always gonna be like this.
"NO AL!" You ran through the dark streets,trying to hold back your tears,frustration and pain.
"Please...I don't want this to happen
AmericaXxXxShy!Reader"Okay class, we have a new student today." The teacher announced.AmericaXxXxShy!Reader3 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Is it a girl or a boy?"
"Is he hot?"
"Is she hot?"
"Where are they?"
"Okay that's enough!" The teacher yelled.
"You people are so rambunctious! You're going to scare the poor girl away."
A couple girls groaned.
The teacher walked to the door and opened it.
"You can come in now." He said softly.
She hesitated, standing at the door fiddling with her fingers.
"C-can I j-just stay out h-here?" The students heard her whisper.
The teacher laughed a little.
"Oh come now, love. How do you suppose you're going to learn if you stay out there?"
She thought about this for a second before coming to her conclusion.
"A c-camera…and t-TV?" She whispered.
"It's going to be alright. Come on."
She looked doubtful for a couple seconds, and then she slowly walked into the class with her head down.
"Okay, love. Introduce yourself."
You started playing with the bottom of you school uniform skirt.
"Speak up, love.
In Need of Help: HetaliaXDepressed!Reader (Alfred)~Flash Back~In Need of Help: HetaliaXDepressed!Reader (Alfred)2 years ago in Drama More Like This
The young boy climbed up the stairs only to look up to see a girl about his age. She giggled as he lifted himself onto the platform, smiling.
"Hello! I'm Alfred! But you can just call me hero!" The girl smiled and introduced herself.
"Hi~! I'm ______. Nice to meet you, hero~"
Alfred's grin grew. _______ took out her hand, trying out a greeting she saw some of the adults do when they meet someone, hoping he would do the same. He lifted his hand, taking ______'s in his own.
"Do you want to be friends?" ______ asked. Alfred nodded.
"Yeah! And when ever you need help, just call in the hero!" He pointed to himself while doing a 'heroic' pose. ______ giggled.
~End of Flash Back~ ~Alfred's POV~
"Man, I can't wait to go home and play these new video games! It's gonna be so awesome!" I was walking home from a trip to the video game store.
"Good thing they stay up this late or else I wouldn't have time to get them!" I stopped as I realized something.
"This wasn't the
Save Me From Myself (BTTxDepressed!Reader) Part 1It's not so easy loving me,Save Me From Myself (BTTxDepressed!Reader) Part 12 years ago in Romance More Like This
It gets so complicated.
All the things you've gotta be,
But you're the truth.
I'm amazed by all your patience,
Everything I put you through.
When I'm about to fall,
Somehow you're always waiting.
With your open arms to catch me.
You're gonna save me from myself,
From myself, yes.
You're gonna save me from myself.
“I have all my fingers, the knife goes chop chop chop, and if I miss the spaces-” . The tumbling current of notes that had flowed through (Name)’s lips, suddenly stopped, ending in a pain filled shriek. She had missed again. (Name) stared at the thin beads of ruby life that trickled down her fingers and onto the soft wasteland of her palm.
She lifted her hand to her dried lips, and sucked. Her blood tasted of salt and despair. For awhile she just lay sprawled out on her kitchen floor, letting blood drop onto the floor, staining it crimson. She considered just letting herself bleed out. What would it fee
AlfredxReader: Not Healthy I stopped running as the treadmill underneath me slowed to a stop. I huffed loudly and ignored the loud growling in my stomach. I grabbed my water bottle and wrapped towel around my neck as I walked back upstairs. My sweats hung loosely off my thin form as I stumbled up the stairs. I heard a loud knocking at my door and went to open it.AlfredxReader: Not Healthy2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Dude! We have to watch this! I found it while I was looking for an old Superman movie. It looked so awesome!!” Alfred was already rambling as he rushed through the door. I shut the door and felt huge arms pull me into a hug from behind and lift me into the air. I winced slightly as my bones protested.
“Al! Put me down! I’m too big for you to be picking me up,” I said. I heard him snort and he set me down.
“Dude, you’re light as a freakin’ feather. Don’t even try pulling that bull crap. Though, you do stink, no offense!” he said quickly. I rolled my eyes as I
CanadaxReader: Not Healthy! I walked down the street, trying not to fall asleep as I trudged along through the thin snow. A long, hard day at work, coupled with my thin, freezing cold form wasn’t the best combination in the world. I’d stop eating as of late, partially out of unhappiness with my own looks, but also out of stress. My boss was killing me at work. I’d made it past irritable and was just dead tired now.CanadaxReader: Not Healthy!2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“Mattie,” I called as I walked into the house, “I’m home.” I heard pot and pans moving in the kitchen and knew the Canadian was cooking. I poked my head into the kitchen and smiled tiredly. “Hi honey.”
“Hi sweetheart,” Matthew said, turning to look at me. “_______!” I looked up at him and blink. “_______, are you okay?” I nodded and sat down at the table, rubbing my temple with my right hand.
“Yea, I’m just tired,” I replied, resting my head on my arms. Matth
Beautiful (FACE Family x Anorexic!Reader)Beautiful (FACE Family x Anorexic!Reader)2 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Mon Amie, It is time for dinner!" Francis called out from downstairs. You took a deep breath and looked at yourself in the mirror. How revolting it was. At least, that's what you thought of yourself. Those popular girls at school looked so pretty. They were pretty and skinny. Your hand ran through your (h/c) hair and you sighed, dragging yourself downstairs.
The four young men sat at the dinner-table, getting into their usual antics. They didn't notice you as you sat down beside Matthew and across from Francis and Alfred. Arthur sat at the right end, growling at the French.
"You bloody frog! I'm never going to let you cook my dinner! Did you poison this?!"
"Poison? non! If you cooked ze dinner tonight, we'd all die!"
"He's right, dude. You're cooking can't even be fed to starving children."
As the three argued about, you stared down at your dinner plate, gulping a bit of saliva built up in your throat. It looked delicious, but you were just not going to take a bite. A
Request - America x Reader : Dark PlaceYou ran through the corridors of the school, tears flowing like rivers from your eyes which were bright red from crying so much. You continued to run until you reached the front of the school, where you tripped and fell, cutting your knee and scraping your arms. It had been raining, so the floor was cold and wet ... which only made your cuts and grazes hurt a little more. But you didn't care ... your heart had been cut deeper than any woundRequest - America x Reader : Dark Place3 years ago in Drama More Like This
"Hey, you ok there dude?"
You saw a pair of feet come into view and you looked up to find that a boy was standing there, looking at you with a concerned expression. He had sandy blonde hair and deep sea blue eyes. He was wearing your school's uniform and on his nose sat very plain looking glasses with rectangle lenses. You had never seen him before. He bent down and held out his hand, indicating that he wanted to help you up. You stared at his hand for a moment before taking it and he helped you stand up properly
"Thank you" You mumbled, adjusting y
FrancexReader: Not Healthy “Ma chérie.” I breathed in deeply, grinning at the mixture of smells of roses and other rare perfumes. I squeezed my eyes closed; not wanting to wake up yet, but knowing going back to sleep would be a futile attempt. “Come on mon amour, wake up,” Francis murmured, placing kisses all over my face.FrancexReader: Not Healthy2 years ago in Romance More Like This
“I don’t wanna,” I mumbled sleepily, trying to turn and bury my face in my pillows. He chuckled lightly and I felt cool fingers trace their way along my face.
“I ‘ave breakfast ready,” he replied, poking my nose playfully. My stomach growled at the mention of breakfast. I finally let my eyes flutter open and I was met with clear, sparkling blue eyes. I smiled up at the Frenchman.
“I’m not hungry,” I said softly, praying he hadn’t heard my belly giving me away. I felt kinda guilty about lyin
Catching You Depressed!Reader x GermanyCatching You Depressed!Reader x Germany3 years ago in Drama More Like This
A/N: WARNING! Depression, sensitive feelings, suicidal thoughts, and some foul language! No like no hate. Just go back to the previous page now enjoy!
I'd fallen in love with a woman but she broke up with me and I was devastated. Six months later, I went into a suicidal depression from the break-up of the relationship, but I resolved to not do what my friends had done. And so I reached out for help.
- Aron Ralston
" I'm tired of this shit! Being hurt, being bullied, feeling misery, being depressed, I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT! I WANT IT ALL TO END! " I thought to myself as I ran. I ran towards the bridge of London, England, huffing and puffing, losing my breaths at each second. I felt like my life was draining in seconds, being sucked in a black hole, losing myself to depression and misery.
I wanted all of this to end.. I knew that I needed help, but.. What would my friends do? What would they even do?
Saying, " Don't worry ___, it's not even a big deal. " Or, " Just get through it.
AmericaxReader- TRICK OR TREAT!"TRICK OR TREAT, SMELL MY FEET! GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD TO EAT!" Alfred screamed at you as you opened the door. He held up a pillow case, smiling expectantly. You sighed and dropped a couple pieces of candy inside his bag.AmericaxReader- TRICK OR TREAT!3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"That's a really crappy costume " You told him. He was wearing a Superman t-shirt and a pair of tighty whities over a blue pants tucked into red boots.
"Are you kidding? I'm the hero!" He struck a pose that showed off his muscles. You shook your head, blushing inwardly. "Now, c'mon, _____. You're going trick or treating with me aren't you?"
"Yeah, yeah. Hold your horses. I need to grab my shoes." You ran off and dug a pair of cherry red cowboy boots out of the shoe closet. You walked out, for Alfred to approve.
He raked his eyes over you, too long for your taste. "Very nice ." He mused, "We'll be a perfect team! Come, Wonder Woman!" He scooped you in his arms, your red and gold top creaking in complaint.
"Put me down!" You wailed, "I'm Wonder Woman, I don't
America x Injured!Reader: Save you no matter what.America x Injured!Reader: Save you no matter what.3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You stood there glaring at your boyfriend, You were a mess from cooking dinner. He was playing that Black OPS on his Xbox 360. He has completely zoned out. He hasn't spent a single minute with you. That's all he played for 3 weeks straight. Minus the eating, short naps, potty breaks and quick showering.
You sigh giving a fake smile "Alfie come to dinner please." you offered with optimism.
He paused his game and stared at you in a zombified state. "Eh? Oh... Just bring the grub here babe!" He grinned. You frowned "No, come to the table to eat" You pouted.
"Aw come on _______! I'm on round 45!" He whined.
You couldn't take it anymore. "Alfred! Table! Now! Stop being a jerk!"You demanded. He just flinched. You stomped toward the Xbox 360 turning it off. Earning a certain yelp from Alfred. "Dude! Not cool!" He shrieked.
You didn't care at this point. You were fuming with anger. "You've been playing that game endlessly! I like video games too but this is just.... UGH!" you yell holding you