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Miles Away- PhanPhil rolled over, regretting the call he made to Dan. He hated seeing the brown eyed boys face all scrunched up in tears that he, Phil, caused. Knowing his work as a concert reviewer often had him away from Dan tore him apart. He often wondered if maybe calling off their relationship might be the better route to take, then he remembered his face, and reconsidered. Dan did appreciate his job, but he hated it kept him so far away. So far, on this latest job, Phil had been away two years, one review after another popping up. First it was Australia for Soundwave and then Fall Out Boy’s first tour since coming off hiatus, then Warped in AmerMiles Away- Phan2 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
Magic- PhanPhil’s P.O.VMagic- Phan3 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
I am on a plane from America back to England and I am bored out of my mind. There was still 3 hours left until the plane landed and I had nothing to do. My laptop died so my only form of entertainment was a pack of cards, but what use were a pack of playing cards when you had no one to play with? I looked around me and saw a boy who looked a little bit younger then me sitting behind me. He looked just as bored as I felt. Maybe he’ll play cards with me?
“Hey.” The boy turned his head so he was looking at me instead of the window.
“Wanna see a magic trick?” The boy looked a little confused but a
Don't do It. ~Phan~I ran up the endless stairs trying to get to the top, I had no time to rest, I had no time to wait.. My best friend was on the edge, about to fall. 'just a couple more steps..' I thought to myself. '4..3..2..1..' I burst through the door.Don't do It. ~Phan~2 months ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
"DON'T JUMP" I yelled, still running grasping for Dan's hand.
"Phil.." Dan mumbled, slowly falling into my arms. I wrap my arms around him, trying to calm him down.
"Dan.. What the fuck." My voice was shaky, tears streaming down my face. He refused to reply, so I let go and grabbed his hand.
"Come on, were going inside." I said pulling him towards to door.
We got down the hall to our flat, and I reached
PhanFiction: An Unforgettable Snow Fight (One-ShotAn Unforgettable Snow FightPhanFiction: An Unforgettable Snow Fight (One-Shot4 months ago in Romance More Like This
The cute guy at Starbucks (Phan)The cute guy at Starbucks (Phan)The cute guy at Starbucks (Phan)1 month ago in Romance More Like This
Phil’s POV.
I walk through the way to familiar doors of Starbucks and order a Caramel Macchiato from the girl behind the counter.
“Here you go” she says smiling and hand me my drink. I smile back and thank her before taking my drink and sitting down at my usual spot by the window. The sun is shining through the window and hitting my pale face, which never seems to get tan even if I’d spent a lot of time in the sun (which I usually don’t). After a while of sitting in the coffee shop with my earplugs in and listening to Muse I see the door open and a long, brown haired boy that i
Phan - Come With Me, Love.Phan - Come With Me, Love.2 months ago in Drama More Like This
Title: Come With Me, Love.
Author: ~Gerards21Guns
Pairing: Phan
Genre: Angst.
Rating: 12+? idk.
Warnings: Death. Violence. Strong Language.
Disclaimer: I do not own Dan nor Phil and none of this ever happened in real life.
Author's Note: bamf an idea i came up with today in town.
Summary: When Phil's murdered in his own home Dan finds it too hard to cope.
Dan's POV
"You know the price for what you did Howell, this is all your fault." Cheffie grinned as he pulled Phil's hair harder making him yelp. Cheffie was one of the boys at my school who bullied me along with Christian and his gang. Cheffie promised me in year eleven if I didn't st
Holding Hands -Phan-Holding hands. A simple gesture that shows affection. Everyone does it, right? Little kids hold hands when crossing the road. It shows they care for each others safety. Then there’s the sort of hand holding couples do. It shows affection and love then there’s the type, which to be honest, I’m not sure what it shows or conveys.Holding Hands -Phan-2 months ago in Romance More Like This
Those cold January nights when we’re walking home together. Of course, we’ve both just so happened to have forgotten our gloves so out fingers are freezing. I gingerly run my hands together, attempting to gather some sort of heat from this action. My fingers are basically numb from the har
Phan - It's You.Phil's P.O.VPhan - It's You.3 months ago in Romance More Like This
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I really enjoyed being with Dan. At the same time, I hated it more than anything.
Allow me to explain.
I liked being with Dan because he was always such great company and so easy to talk to. I'd laughed more in my few years with Dan than I had in my entire life. He was funny, entertaining, and just...well, just perfect, to put it simply.
I also hated being with Dan. I hated being with him because the longer I spent with him, the more I'd want to tell him 'I'm so madly in love with you it hurts'. The deeper I fell for him.
It hurt me, to be honest. It hurt me because I was falling so hard for someone that I could never hav
You're drunk again, loverboy. - PhanBY WRITING THIS FIC, I DO NOT IMPLY THAT PHAN IS REAL, BECAUSE HONESTLY I DON'T CARE. I'M SIMPLY WRITING THIS FOR FUN. I DON'T OWN DAN HOWELL OR PHIL LESTER OK AND THANK.You're drunk again, loverboy. - Phan2 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
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He was drunk again, Phil could tell. He always could. Dan would never cry in front of him while sober. Even though Phil told him that it was alright, that he would never judge him. But Dan wouldn't show any weakness anymore, not even to Phil.
Still, when Dan had been drinking, usually on Fridays and Saturdays, sometimes the whole week, he would come home and cry without stopping until he fell asleep in Phil's arms. Before that, he would always mumble the same thing: "I
That Little CardPhan!That Little Card3 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
Warning: Crappy writing, kissing and mindless fluff!
Phil sat at their flat on his laptop, using his design skills to create a valentines card for Dan since he was getting some coffee and milk from the corner shop. He printed it off onto card and wrote a note before leaving it on Dan’s bed with a box of Maltesers and a bag of little llama toys, all anonymous of course, but little hints such as using his own handwriting, the nickname only he and a few others called him.
Upon entering their flat, Dan wandered in to his room after going down to the shops for a while to buy some OJ.
When he saw the valentine’s surprise on hi
Phan - Addict.Phan - Addict.2 months ago in Drama More Like This
Title: Addict.
Author: ~Gerards21Guns
Pairing: Phan
Genre: Angsty Fluff.
Rating: 12+? idk.
Warnings: Drug use.
Disclaimer: I do not own Dan nor Phil and none of this ever happened in real life.
Author's Note: bamf an idea i came up with today in town.
Summary: When Phil finds out Dan's a marijuana addict he decides to help Dan quit, but he doesn't realize how hard it will actually be.
Phil's POV
I knew something wasn't right the moment I closed the front door. The smell was odd. It was sweet but sweaty at the the same.
"Dan?" I called too afraid to move from my spot at the front door.
"In here." he said from the lounge. Slowly I moved
Bunny Ears- PhanDan wakes me up by jumping on me. I was only angry with him for about a second because he looked too cute for me to be angry. He had a massive grin on his face, his dimples showing, his eyes were bright with excitement and he was wearing pink bunny ears.Bunny Ears- Phan2 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
“HAPPY EASTER!”
“Happy Easter Dan.”
“C’mon Phil, get up! I have a surprise for you.” I give him a confused look and he smiles wider.
“You’re going on an Easter egg hunt.” I laugh.
“Why’d you do that?”
“Because not only am I the best friend ever, I’m also the Easter bunny.” He says, pointing at the
Phan - UmbrellaA/N: The word 'sexual' and some really mild sexual references are brought up here, but I don't think this requires an actual warning. If you think it does, tell me~ Thanks for reading c:Phan - Umbrella2 months ago in Romance More Like This
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Phil's P.O.V
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"Just shut up, Dan!" I shouted, running out of our house and slamming the door behind me. The rain was pelting down but I didn't care. Dan had been shouting at me because he wanted to know why I was being so 'chaste' towards him. I wasn't actually; I was just nervous. I'd kissed him, and we'd gone a bit further than that, but I couldn't go 'all the way'.
I ran through the little alleyways behind our flat, my feet crushing the remnants of leaves on the ground. I kept running until I reached a dead oak tree, which didn't really do any good in protecting me from the rain. But Dan wouldn't be able to see me if I hid behind it, would he? I panted, out of breath from running so far so quickly.
As I stood there, rain soaking into my clothes, I wondered if having Dan as my boyfriend w
Phan- WalkingDan’s P.O.VPhan- Walking3 months ago in Romance More Like This
I was sitting next to the window in my lounge room scrolling through Tumblr when I noticed him. A tall man with ghostly pale skin and black hair in a similar style to mine walking past my house and down the street. I looked at the time, it was 11pm. What the hell was he doing? Surely he isn’t just going on a casual stroll this late at night. I put him at the back of my mind. It wasn’t like I was ever going to see him again.
-1 day later-
I was back at the window watching some random YouTube videos when I saw him again. I looked at the time; it was exactly 11pm. I’m curious now.
-6 days later later-
He
I Promise {PHAN}Disclaimer: I do not own Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) or Phil Lester (AmazingPhil)I Promise {PHAN}2 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
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Phil finished pulling up his sleep trousers and threw his day clothes in the laundry bin. It was much too hot to sleep in a shirt that night, so he decided against the Phillion shirt and tossed it back into his dresser drawer. After turning off all the lights, he grabbed the children’s book and made his way to Dan’s room. A week ago, Phil had questioned Dan’s constant tiredness. Through a nervous and embarrassing confession, Dan admitted that he couldn’t sleep. To solve this issue, they both came to realize
I Don't Want to Miss a Thing- PhanDan’s P.O.VI Don't Want to Miss a Thing- Phan2 months ago in Romance More Like This
I’m always tired, I tell people that I’m tired because I spend all night on the internet, but that’s a lie. I’m tired because I don’t sleep; I just lie in bed with Phil and watch him. I stay awake just to hear him breathing, watch him smile while he is sleeping and far away dreaming. I could spend my life in this sweet surrender; I wish I could stay lost in this moment forever. Every moment I spend with him is a moment I treasure. I snuggle closer to Phil so I can feel his heart beating. I wonder what he is dreaming and if it’s me he’s seeing. I lean over him and kiss him gently on
Best friend -Phan-Phil sighed softly as a small frown tugged at his lips. He was thinking of that same memory again. Years and years ago Phil had only one person who mattered to him more than anything else in the world. His best friend Daniel. They meet by chance at their local park when they were both six years old. They soon became close friends, they did everything together, never spending a day apart. They stuck to this pattern, getting closer and closer until they were about 12. Then the news struck. Dan was moving away. Phil cried for hours, begging his best friend not to leave, but of course, Dan had to go. Dan had smiled softly at his friend then gentlBest friend -Phan-3 months ago in Romance More Like This
Daydream Away -Phan-Phil pouted slightly as his counter landed on a square that, yet again belonged to Dan. “It’s not fair, you’re going to win” Phil whined as he looked to Dan grumpily. Phil had decided that it would be a great idea for him and Dan to play Monopoly. Although so far it wasn’t very fun. He was losing and hating it. Phil tried not to get annoyed at things much, or at least not showed he was annoyed, but he really didn’t like to lose. He sighed softly as he reached over to his pile of paper money and started to count out how much he needed to give to Dan.Daydream Away -Phan-2 months ago in Romance More Like This
Dan laughed a little and shrugged. "It's just a game, Phi
Phan - Care.Phan - Care.3 months ago in Drama More Like This
Title: Care.
Author: ~Gerards21Guns
Pairing: Phan
Rating: 12+? idk.
Warnings: Mental Illness, Violence, Mild Abuse. Strong Language.
Disclaimer: I do not own Dan nor Phil and none of this ever happened in real life.
Author's Note: i'm not doing my french or english homework for this be grateful. this eventually turned into a series, links to part two, three, four, five, six, seven and eight are in the description.
Summary: Dan has had brain damage since he was born and when he gets adopted by Phil and his mother his life changes, for the better and the worse.
Phil's POV
Dan's been my brother for 4 years now, by that I mean me and Mum a
Phan - That Time PJ Saved My LifePhan - That Time PJ Saved My Life2 months ago in Romance More Like This
“I know that it’s traditional to give a speech to the bride.” Dan said winking to his husband.
“Hey!” Phil replied, while grinning.
The room full of people laughed at their play fighting, everyone was used to it by now.
“But first I would like to make a speech for our best man, and our oldest friend. I want to tell you about the time PJ saved my life.”
Phil looked slightly confused but intrigued; Dan had never mentioned this before tonight.
PJ stood to the side, nervously proud of Dan.
“It happened in late 2010. Me and Phil were going through a pretty tough time, I’m not going to sa
Goodnight, Danosaur {PHAN}Disclaimer: I do not own Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) or Phil Lester (AmazingPhil)Goodnight, Danosaur {PHAN}3 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
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Dan sat up in his bed with a cold sweat. He couldn't tell if his screaming was only in the dream, or also in real life. The nightmare- he swept the sweaty fringe away from his face- that felt all too real.
Phil heard Dan screaming. He bolted down the hallway and opened the door to Dan's room.
"Dan? Are you okay?"
Dan refused to look at him, "Y-yeah, I'm fine..."
He hid the few tears drops that had fallen, not wanting Phil to see.
"I know you're not, Dan." He frowned and sat next to him.
"I swear I am." Dan steadied his breathing, a
Fallen Lover - PhanFallen Lover - Phan1 month ago in Short Stories More Like This
I never wanted to see him go, but that’s what he wanted to do. That’s what his father wanted him to do, that’s what his brother wanted him to do. But that’s not at all what I wanted him to do. Dan joined the reserves, he’s always said that’s what he was going to do, that no one was going to stop him, that it was what he was meant to do, he’s always liked those types of video games, with the killing and the war stuff, everyone told him that was nowhere close to what it was actually like, but he didn’t care, he wanted to fight and protect. I begged him not to go, but he did, he left, he told me he
Turnip - PhanA/N: Don't read the description unless you want to partially spoil this fic for yourself C: But when you're finished I have something important in the description <3Turnip - Phan4 months ago in Romance More Like This
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Phil's P.O.V
As a kid, I loved my birthdays more than I loved anything else. Most kids preferred Christmas, because you got more presents, apparently. Even if that was true, for me, it wasn't always about the presents. Sure, it was great to get gifts, but I liked the fact that for one day, just one, no one argued or shouted. And that everyone came together to celebrate with me.
Yeah, I was a weird kid.
When I got older though, I didn't get hyped up over my birthday. It
Stranger -Phan-Phil was always the little shy kid who stayed away from everyone. Even at the age of 17 he was walking around the outskirts of the school grounds, trying to stay away from everyone. He had an extreme case of agoraphobia that made him terrified of large crowds and just people in general. This was the reason he liked to be alone, people were always bullying him, calling him hurtful names and pushing him around. So he hid from them. Staying away from everyone he saw, so terrified they might hurt him. He was so busy watching a group of people walking past him that he didn’t notice the brown haired boy in front of him until it was too late.Stranger -Phan-2 months ago in Romance More Like This
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