Control My Fear [Trigger Warning]Control My Fear
I couldn't believe I did it. The thought came to mind and I acted upon it without a second thought. It was so easy. Did it make the pain stop? No, but I finally had some sort of control over something.
Everything in my life has been spiraling out of my control. The war was dragging me through the battles where I have become so numb to the fight but every lost has been cutting at me deeper than before. Their deaths following me to my dreams, but at least there were no prophetic visions stalking my sleep. The past can haunt me as long as the future did not taunt me.
I needed to go home to Padmé. She could quell all of this screaming by a light kiss, a gentle hand petting my hair, soft words that chased all demons away.
But I was not home, and it was reaching months since I last touched her.
And now...I've taken things into my own hands.
Where did I even get the idea, I'm not sure. I get cut and banged up plenty in battle. My blood has been shed many times. But causing har
It's the Words You Didn't Say That Scream the LoudIt's the Words You Didn't Say That Scream the Loud4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I did it for you, I did it all for you
Just to save you
I did it for you
Would you believe me ever again?
The darkness consumed me
But I did it for you
Oh please believe me I did it all for you
I'll lay down this empire if it would bring you back
I'd give my life to hear your voice
I wish I could take it all back
But I did this for you
It's the words you didn't say that scream the loudest
Don't see the monster, can you still hear me?
I'm sorry baby, please forgive me
I'm not the hero you once knew
I would take it all back again if I knew that I would do this to you
Falling and still falling. If I reached hell will heaven still take me?
Falling and calling for you, my angel it's your turn to save me
Falling, I'm still falling and I'm in hell without you
Calling and screaming the words you never said
I did this for you, took their lives for you
I'd sacrifice every star to see you again
I wish I could take it all back again
Can you still love the villain?
Halloween Scare"And inside the closet," Anakin said to the others, who were staring at him, huddling together, afraid as they all sat in the forest of Shili. Anakin smirked, as he began to finish his story "Inside the closet, was ." He smirked more, then said "nothing." Everyone but Anakin screamed, while Anakin laughed. When they stopped, Padme, who was dressed as a witch, yelled "Anakin! That was not funny!" "You're right," He said, trying to stop laughing "it was HILARIOUS!!" He laughed more, then Obi-wan, dressed as a pirate, said "Anakin, everyone is afraid of something." "Everyone except me." Anakin replied cockily. "What are you guys doing?" A voice sounded. Everyone turned to the voice, to see Ahsoka there, she was dressed as an Echantress. She sat on a log by herself, as Anakin explained "We're telling scary stories, Snips." Ahsoka stared at him, then began to laugh.Halloween Scare4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Everyone looked at her as if she was insane. Once she stopped, she looked at her master, and asked "Are you serious
Love Never DiesLove Never Dies2 years ago in Romance More Like This
My dearest, dearest Padme,
Tonight is the night I leave to go fight the sieges in the Outer Rim. I am told I will be there weeks, perhaps even months before I return. That breaks my heart, for I don’t think I can stand being away from you for so long. After all, what is a man without his guardian angel by his side? For that is what you are, my love. My angel. Ever since I met you on that desert planet as a small boy, I knew you were different. It wasn’t just your beauty – it was your heart. I may not have known how to handle the Force back then, but even the dullest creature in the galaxy could’ve sensed your kindness and the fiery love that burned there. Little had I known that you would give that fire to me.
I write this letter, because I am told that the sieges will be dangerous. And if something ever happens to me – I want you to know that I love you. I have told you so many times before, but that is still not enough. You are the reason I get out of be
Star Wars after life, happy ending for Anakin(Ok so I was bored and yeah, hope you like it, sorry if my english is bad :/)Star Wars after life, happy ending for Anakin3 years ago in Sci-Fi More Like This
Anakin smiled for the last time to his son, Luke and then closed his eyes. He felt that he was no longer on the land of the living, he was somewhere else and he didn't feel weak at all. Also his hands, feet and hair was back. He had a hard time opening his eyes though, the sun was shining bright to his face, he could feel that. He suddenly smelled a familiar scent, scent which he hadn't felt for so long. "Welcome Ani." The sun wasn't shining any more to his face, someone was sitting there and casting shadows on his face. He opened his eyes slowly. His eyes filled with tears when he saw the face of the person who was sitting there, looking sweetly at him. His wife, Padmé. He quickly sat up and hugged her tightly. "Padmé...I'm so so so sorry." She put her hand on his mouth, like she was trying to make him say no more. "
For His WifeAs I lie in the bed that ties me down,For His Wife4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I look to see my master with a frown.
Pain and sorrow etched in his eyes,
Oh please, Skyguy, don't cry.
As my energy fads as does my life,
I am here because I saved his wife.
I took a shot for my friend,
Who knew this would be my end?
He was angry, sad, and scared all at once,
I wonder why it was I he did not trust.
Was it my age?
Or was it that he thought he would bring me pain?
Now as I lie, in this bed,
All these questions fill and swarm my head.
Finally my breathing becomes shallow as my life fads faster,
And I whisper "Why didn't you trust me master?"
Our eyes meet as the Force starts to pull me away,
"Please Ahsoka," He begs softly "Please stay."
But his pleas are worthless as the Force takes me,
Before I go I whisper back "Please don't forget me."
My name is Ahsoka Tano and I became one with the Force.
Because a bounty hunter shot and took my life,
Away from my master and his wife.
SWTOR: The Order of Midnight Pt.1Part 1: Twins Basil...SWTOR: The Order of Midnight Pt.12 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
An even longer time ago, in a galaxy just as far away...
A young freighter pilot-come-smuggler, Althearia Cloud, is unwinding in the cantina of Port Nowhere - a long abandoned space station deep in the heart of the galactic core, now operated by the Hutt Cartel and generally considered to be the epicentre of the galaxy’s most illustrious illegal contracts. Althearia always felt at home amongst the bustling crowd of the cantina, though on this particular visit she was unable to enjoy her time there as much as usual. For some days now she had been feeling unwell - sickness and nausea plagued her waking hours each day - and she was growing concerned that she had picked up more than her latest cargo when she landed on Queshh recently, as always though Althearia was confident that a sharp drink in the company of the finest scum in the galaxy would soon straighten her out.
As the young Captain leant back against the bar, she began to scan around the crowd. Althea
PainfulPainfulPainful3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Description: A very painful experience for our favorite Togruta Padawan turns into a lesson in family love.
I panted, laying on the ground while pushing on the wall behind me with my back.
Tonight was disasterous. The patrol had turned for the worst. However you wanted to word it, I had failed on a simple night patrol.
Ever since Mortis, everything had been a failure for me. Every mission had more deaths than usual, Anakin and I spoke less and less, everything that was good turned bad.
I held in a cry as I pressed my hand down on the wound. I had been out here alone, and I was stupid for that for this reason. I had gotten hurt, and I was taken down easily, the mugs who did it got away.
Why was I so stupid! They could have been taken down easily and yet I had failed! How could I have failed! Have I truly become this weak?
I slammed my head against the wall, groaning afterwards as I whispered "Sith spit." I gasped again, feeling my warm blood spill out m
Rude AwakeningHe didn’t remember losing consciousness, it was as if he had blinked and everything around him had suddenly changed. The flames from the blast had died down considerably and despite the soft crackling emanating from the charred core of the impact crater an eerie quiet had settled over the hazy clearing. Muted blaster fire rang out in the distance but it seemed the battle was either running out of combatants to reap or shifting elsewhere for the time being.Rude Awakening2 years ago in Sci-Fi More Like This
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I'm Sorry, My ChildI'm Sorry, my ChildI'm Sorry, My Child3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
On the world of Shili, a young togrutan chieftess was looking over her village. At the young age of 23, she was the most successful leader of the Tano Tribe, a wife and a mother. Her husband, the chief, walked beside her and whispered in her ear "What's the matter?"
She shook her head and said "I Sense the darkness coming. Our people must be informed. Can you see to this, Lux?" He nodded and strolled through the village, informing people as they walked past him. As Ahsoka watched her husband, a small voice said "Mummy?"
She turned around and her child, Mio, was standing there with a stuffed Wookiee doll in her arms. She put on a small smile at the look of her daughter and knelt in front of her face. "What's wrong, Mio?"
She looked at her mother and said "I feel the darkness coming. Is it the Dark Lord Vader?" Ahsoka lightly gasped with widened eyes but immediately grew serious. She sighed and replied "I don't know, Mio. The Emperor could be coming for all we know. S
Ninjago FanFiction [title needed]All was stillNinjago FanFiction [title needed]3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The dragon had disappeared, and Garmadon stood in his place. His son lay motionless before him. He weakly trudged to his side, his legs melting in sorrow. He gently brought his only son's limp head to his lap, quietly sobbing as he ran his hands through his soft blonde locks.
He didn't hear Kozu come up behind him, and only turned his head away when a hand was placed on his shoulder. Nevertheless, he helped Garmadon to his feet, and, as gently as he could, cradled him himself.
Garmadon limped to the edge of the building, looking down over his work. From a distance he could saee the UltrDragon, carrying his brother, the ninja, his wife, and others. He thrust his fist in the air in false triumph, letting his head droop.
Evil has won.
SWTOR: The Order of Midnight Pt.2Part 2: A Friend in NeedSWTOR: The Order of Midnight Pt.22 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
An even longer time ago, in a galaxy just as far away...
The Republic Cruiser ‘Jewel of Corellia’ is docking with the battle-scarred remains of a strange looking frigate of unknown origins. "Bring us alongside her, nice and steady now” Admiral Loche’s voice boomed across the bridge deck. A stout man from the distinguished line of a military family, it was said that his ancestors even served on Bastila Shan’s cruiser – the Endar Spire – that was shot down trying to defend the once bustling city world of Taris against a Sith attack that ended up levelling the planet whilst the Endar Spire was believed lost with all hands. "Admiral, she’s listing heavily. See the plasma venting from the port coolants?” The plucky young Ensign was clearly new to Admiral Loche’s crew "Whats your name boy?” slightly bewildered, the young ensign stated his name simply as ‘Fuse’ "Hmph! Strange name for a mili
Ninjago: Do You Love Me?"Are you ready Misako?" Garmadon politely asked his wife. Misako blushed lightly, he was dressed handsomely and she... was a bit too casual to be going on a date. But, in all due respect, Garmadon had never asked her to go on a date before, so what could she expect?Ninjago: Do You Love Me?3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"I am." Misako agreed. Garmadon smiled as well, and escorted her to the diner.
"Lloyd agreed to stay with Wu until we came back." Misako told Garmadon while they waited for their table to be ready.
"Good, good." Garmadon said, nodding his head. But there was something else Misako detected. Something that she had a feeling would be discussed later during dinner.
"And what shall the lovely couple have tonight?" the waiter asked, licking the tip of his pencil once in preparation to write down the order.
"We will have the chef's best." Garmadon requested. "And a Ninjago Nutmeg pie."
"Of course sir." the waiter agreed, writing it all down then departing. The duo then fell silent while they waited for the food to arrive and when
Padlock - Everything Ends"Come on Toni, can't we play it just once?!"Padlock - Everything Ends2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"I told you before Paige," Toni says with a groan as he glances down to the pocket-watch in his gloved hand - mentally going over the schedule he had planned out for the upcoming day. "There's a time and place for mucking around, and this not the time nor place for it. Besides, the last time we played that game, it put my whole day off by two minutes and forty seconds. I can't live with that kind of set-back to my schedule again."
Paige puffs out her cheeks in a pout and crosses her arms in a childish manner before saying, "You live by that schedule of yours as if your life depended on it. You should seriously see a therapist for your OCD issues."
"Oh please," Toni begins with a scoff as he slips his pocket-watch back into his pocket. "The day I see a therapist for OCD problems is the day green becomes your favorite color."
Paige's gaze then softens in understanding, partly because she knew Toni was right about her never liking green, and he
Then and there: part 3Lux POVThen and there: part 33 years ago in Romance More Like This
Ahsoka and I went to get lunch and man she sure can eat spicy foods. While we were in the town she went to get new clothes which mean,trying on over fifty pants and shirts and making me say my opinion about if she should get the cloths or do I like them. When she was finally done I realize on the way back to my house that I have a meeting today. Great.
lux:hey Ahsoka,can you go with me to the palace? I have a meeting there today.
Ahsoka:sure I guess but are you going to tell Saw about me staying with you?
Lux:well of course.
Ahsoka: okay whatever you say. But what do you think king denup will say?
Lux:I don't really know.....
Ahsoka: can I look around while your at the meeting.
Lux:whatever you want to do.
Ahsoka:great,can I get change into one of the cloths I bought today?
15 minutes later
We finally arrived at the palace....right when Ahsoka and I came in she was already going town into a hallway. I went into the room where the
My HandsAnakin Skywalker didn't recognize his left hand as his. It was unmistakeably his, he grew up with it, the bones, the flesh, and the few scars and callouses he had gained over the years, but his right hand, which he knew from every mechanism that made it work to the upgrades he gave it himself, it almost felt natural. A foolish mistake had made him stronger. He told friends that he didn't cover it in synth flesh because it was a reminder to that mistake he made on Geonosis. The truth was, he was starting to like how it looked, and most importantly, it never scared Padme away. To him that was the most important thing.My Hands3 years ago in Scraps More Like This
He and Torrent company along with Obi-Wan and his men were on their return trip back to Coruscant after a successful engagement, winning back the planet of Ryloth, Anakin was hoping the time home would not be too short and that his lovely wife would be free. It seemed too often lately that their paths did not cross. It was painful to be on the same planet as her but not abl
A Healer's Record of AnakinA Healer's Record of Anakin SkywalkerA Healer's Record of Anakin5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Age 9: Patient brought to Temple
Age 9: Not three weeks later, in with a broken arm. All I can get is mumblings about a skylight and dares.
Age 9: Tripped by Yoda. Three broken fingers and a sprained ankle.
Age 10: Vaccines. Never seen so much kicking and screaming. Yelling about "no shots on Tatooine."
Age 10: Brought home a 'pet' from the aquarium. Sharp-toothed eel. Stitches and bacta.
Age 10: Tripped by Yoda. Again. Fared slightly better, minor concussion.
Age 11: Went on first mission. Came back with an unconscious Master and a sprained wrist.
Age 11: Tripped over Yoda. Broken ankle.
Age 12: Another 'pet'. Allergic reaction, some type of rash. Prescribed ointment.
Age 12: Rash not clearing up. Bacta patch. I'm getting headaches when I see that k