Hello Again.Things I can't describe
Emotions I cannot hide
Will I ever be okay
I'm falling back to who I use to be
Who I still am
It's the old me again
Oh how I've missed you so!
But are you gonna drag me down again?
I don't have to welcome you back
You just barge right in
But things have changed now
There's no one there to hold me tight anymore
So be extra careful with me now
I may be more fragile than you knew me
So hello sweet misery
Are you back to stay?
Please let me know, give me a sign
So I know if I should clear a room for you
So I can plan out the rest of my life
Just please don't be catching me by surprise
AlitIn my fire, in my passion, all I wanted was to feel something deep.Alit3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Something to overflow me so that if it were my last moment of breathing air it would not matter.
Something to explode my emotions.
To have me feel anything and everything.
I'm sick of this cold feeling of nothingness.
I want to be alit again.
I want to scream; scream my lungs out; scream 'till it hurts.
I want it all to be shared with equals.
Like a cult of understanding to something we can't quite put into words.
To release this growing pain that cannot stay any longer.
That needs release; that cannot possibly stay burried any longer.
To release it all and be free even if that's what kills me.
So no one can stop this fire now.
No one can stop this burning passion.
This need to be set free; to run my locked up heart loose.
Attack me, I'm invinsible.
Spirit solid and bulletproof body still human but both disconnected from each other.
Overwhelming and overtaking; my heart pounding my ears distorted my chest soaring.
Your IgnoranceHow dead do I feelYour Ignorance4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You're shredding up my soul
Violently ripping my heart apart
But you're too blind to see
Just what you're doing to me
And too deaf to hear all of my yells and screams
You've made me bleed 'till I die
Tortured me into a slow and agonizing death
Ripped open my heart
The one that's given you nothing but love for all these years
I take all your bullets you shoot at me
But my blood shed goes unnoticed because you're blind
I take all the shit you throw at me
The shit that makes me feel just as low as the dirt beneath your feet
The dirt you step all over
FriendsFriends4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm blessed for my friends
People I'm proud to call my deepest closest people to my heart
The group I'm proud and blessed to feel a part of
People who make me feel happy and proud of myself
People who let me accept myself while they accepted me
People I love while they love me back
People who are true to me, who care, who stand up for me and what they believe in
People who sacrifice for another friend's sake, who give up everything out of love
People who I chose as family and angels
I'm blessed for my friends
Friends I'd do anything for
Friends that make me whole
That make me blessed for love
Grains of SandGrains of sandGrains of Sand1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Don't let them
Ever fool you
Happiness is hard to find
In a life so undivine
Cruelty is set in deep
So that you may just get cold feet
Far and wide we search for dreams
Dreams that may be much too steep
Gravity is not on our side
For we fall each time we strive
These grains of sand are passing by
And just like that, we're loosing time
Deep inside the hourglass
We hide our secrets within the past
Lost in the ticking time
Too preoccupied within our lives
Never looking past our wall of glass
To see the mistakes of our past
Looking back to where we were
So caught up in our future
But now this is where we lay
Lost in our live's decay
Words whispered and dreams unheard
We waste away these grains interred
There's no looking to the past
Just like now will never last
Each grain falls one by one
Ticking time by till there's none
And shocked we look back
At our life wasted past