Effy Stonem was the name on everybody’s lips. All the girls wanted to be her, and all the guys wanted to fuck her. She was the little sister to party legend Tony Stonem, so people expected great things from her, she lived up to all of their expectations, until she met two best friends - Freddie and Cook. They turned her perfect, drug-filled world upside down, she started fucking Cook and falling for Freddie, things escalated and escalated until Effy finally gave in to her love for Freddie, she then started to go mad, and tried to kill herself but what happened after that?
Once a dear friend of mine told me that there are three types of people: the Normal ones, the Made ones and the Born ones.
"You are something really different if you are a Born one because you are never going to stop thinking and looking for the... well, for the cause of the human mistake. On the other hand, if you are a Made one you are going to grow and search only during the time when you are with the person who "made you", who has to be a "Born" one.
Honey I know, I know, I know times are changing. It's time we all reach out for something new, That means you too
I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to be some kind of friend. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you underneath the purple rain.
" In the world beyond the tale we turn the page and close the book, and we resume our lives. A life that is, like any other, unlike any other "
Today i saw for the first time my favorite book on screen , "the perks of being a wallflower" . my eyes are hard dry from too much crying , my cheeks are hurting and i guess it's from too much smiling , i don't know how can someone make such a beautiful characters . I love you all . I hope someday in my life i can meet them , i hope i can have a friend like Charlie , meet people like them . i wish i can have the luck to share my life , and all the moments cause , right now , i feel infinite .
i want you to tell me about every person you've ever been in love with . tell me why you love them , then tell me why they loved you . tell me about a day in your life you didn't thought you'd live through. I wanna know the first time you've felt uncomfortable in your own skin . and if that day still haunt you beneath your bones . do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or bounce in the bellies of snow ? and if you were to built a snowman , would you rip two branches from a tree to built your snowman arms ? Or would you leave the snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree ? And if you would , would you notice how much the tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you everytime you kiss him on the cheek ? do you kiss your friends on the cheek ? Do you sleep beside them when they're sad, even if it makes your loves mad ? Do you think that anger is a sincere emotion or just the timid of a fragile heart trying to beat away it's pain ? I want you to tell me all the ways you've been unkind . Tell me all the ways you've been cruel .I wanna know how much of your life you spend just giving . And if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes . I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other people's wounds .
" ... it was nice to be alone, a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape .When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations... ... it’s not so unreasonable to grieve when it comes to an end...."
there is a place that i like to invite you all ,it will be my home from now on . this is a new artistic community called 500px . i am in here jyoujo on 500px.com
You don’t even have to introduce yourself if you don’t want to, i don’t need an a/s/l, we don’t have to do the “hey whats up” thing, you can just say “so at school yesterday this idiot said…” in my note box and I will gladly converse with you. Like seriously I will just talk to you like we’re best friends.
i just saw this movie called " lars and the real girl ". you know , some people think you are special ,some only says that because mostly , they are religious and so every single f* one is special . but there are also , some people that can make this world so much more darker .
today we are not talking about them , cause Lars , see , i wish i knew someone like him , and we all could use some . i once knew one person , and even today , i replay things in my head . do you think this is normal ? well , what it's normal . ... a definition . . Lars ? was he ill ? i don't think so , i think that we all get lost in here , but see , he , he found himself . the world could really be a little more like that . the saddest part is that we are not . no.
never once in my life i've been like this , stuck . something is awfully wrong . i wish i knew the things i once understood ,and i was fine living by those rules. now i just don't know anymore ,i don't see how things were supposed to be . i keep talking to myself , i hear you , every f* day . and the saddest part is that too , will never be like it would . this is all like season coming in full circle , they are never fully here . neither they are completely away . although it seems they are gone , a wind blows something that take them back again .
are we living in the past ? and why is that ? cause we know that , in our hearts , there will be no future . no future in this at all .
"it's my insecurities that make me watch other people in a way they're not even aware of themselves and slowly, although never on the spot, I am becoming their signs of beauty. I see myself in the mirror day after day and even so it takes some time to realize who I’ve become."
Jesse Fisher: Because it's like saying what if reality is all an illusion, then there are no consequences to anything, we're completely off the hook... and I believe in consequences.
Zibby: No, you believe in guilt.
Jesse Fisher: Maybe, but guilt before we act is called morality.