How long is forever?
It's coming near
I have too
Was it to much?
I watch you in rage
Gone for a while
But no farther than a mile
And you stress a smile
You still say best friends
But you're in the wind
The popularity gone to your head
Now the fish is in the corner
Only to ponder
Who she can trust
In all this fuss
You drift away
As you call me names
I smile and laugh
But on the inside I weep
The list goes on
Thats what I am
As I watch you drift away.
*This is a poem about me losing my best friend to the popular group :/ all ownership goes to me*
Love like the moonHis name is like the breeze that is scattered in the wind,Love like the moon3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Shooting stars cross the sky every time he grins,
He doesnt talk much but no words need to be spoken,
For its crystal clear that all these feelings he has awoken,
Hes like the day and I the night,
Made for each other like darkness and light,
his gentil and sensitive soul balances my dark, cold and negative mind,
Its like seeing the sun when before you were blind.
Hes as beautiful as the lunar flowers under the moon,
But heart is strong just like a typhoon,
But people fear and innocent heart,
And try to tear us apart.
Hes called a monster by the fools,
Who only hunt him to use him as a tool,
We cherish every moment we have together,
His heart touches mine like the wind touches a feather.
Lightning, rain sleet or snow,
I wish hed never have to go,
I live for him and he lives for me,
If every one else could only see,
that i was meant for him and he was meant for me.
His innocense like a rose in the winter,
But every one
DarkDarkDark4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Walking in this darkness,
No hope can be found,
Feeling so lost and alone,
No light or sound around.
Stretching out my hand,
Hoping to feel something there,
Only thing that I touch,
Is empty cold air.
Twisting and turning,
Loosing my way,
Going further into this darkness,
That fills my life everyday.
I have finally decided,
There is no way out,
Here is where I will stay,
In the darkness of my mind.
Dark poetryBLOODLUST!Dark poetry8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A sword into my flesh I thrust.
The only emotion I now create.
How else should I feel?
Death begins to appeal;
The only one I ever could truly love,
I can no longer talk to.
My path is blocked by an iron glove,
Balled into a FIST,
Of all the madness,
Life is unfair,
But all the borders and boundaries of it to break I constantly dare.
This face of indifference I wear,
Veils all the pain,
And all other forms of anguish,
That I feel I will always bear.
I feel both murderous,
A life so marvellous,
Has been stripped from me without trial.
I should have known it was only temporary;
Ive always lived this life in misery.
All this madness,
I am caused by humans,
Makes me want to die.
BUT I WILL TAKE THEM DOWN WITH ME!
Ohne dich, so muja, my life is hardly worth living.
I am nought but a soul in torment,
I need to
isolatedIsolated I sit and wait,isolated3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
for the darkness to make my fait,
Im sitting in my room , just like bait,
They always arrive not a second late.
Some one watches me from my window,
something calls me from the dark,
A stranger on the street says hello,
A man stares at me from across the park.
Voices yell and taunt in my head,
telling me to kill, and just be dead,
a demon stands beside my bed,
and starts projecting images in my head.
Sleep now brings me comfort,
all though I dread turning on the light
I know the nightmares aren't real,
unlike the ones that are in sight.
I hear footsteps up the stairs,
Once my parents left the house,
And one even just sits there and stares,
I can hear the screams of dyeing cows.
A man in black will soon be here,
with his pets down from hell,
and I see the bloody heads roll,
as they ring the silver bell,
The bell tells when they will come,
My cat can hear it too,
but she runs in fear, peels back her ear,
And leaves before they can hurt her too.
A silent whisper fr
Grief of a GhostThe light I always imaginedGrief of a Ghost3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The transportation I have longed
Have not come of this new state
What have I done to be so wronged?
All around me has not changed
The house I always knew
And the walls the same color
The air the same hue
Yet when I lift my hand
In front of my cold face
I see right through the figure
Barely a line left to trace
As I take a step, or clench my fist
I feel my limbs as floating gossamer
My whole form is but a mist
I never imagined it would be like this
When I ceased to exist
I hear in the next room
Cries of weep and woe
Familiar cries of my mother, my father
But never of such unequalled sorrow
Quickly I rush into the room
To see lament so loathsome
I place my hand on my father's shoulder,
To the shock I can't help but succumb
No touch have I felt
My hand has gone right through
As if nothing was there
Can this horror be true?
Loudly I call out his name
Doesn't seem to hear
I cry out, louder louder, still
Does he not know I'm here?
Love me"I love you."Love me5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You told me that Mom.
"Remember that I'll always love you, no matter what."
Will you really?
Will you love me when I pierce my ears five times each?
Will you love me when I turn my nails black.
Will you love me when I bring my girlfriend home?
When I clutch her hand,
Shielding and being shielded from that sudden coldness.
Will you love me when
On my first summer home from college
I bring home my boyfriend and my girlfriend
Standing between them
My piercings chiming in the wind,
My tattoo looks at you
Eyes as cold as yours.
No, you turned away.
When I held my daughter,
Progeny of my girlfriend and husband,
You weren't there to see me whisper
"I love you baby and I'll always love you."
And I will keep that promise.
Because you hurt me when you broke yours
Because I am different
Because I love her.
thank youwords i never saidthank you3 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
echo in my head at night
words for all my life
thank you for your hand
pulling me out of death's grip
you set me down here
thank you for ink wells
my sorrow befalls the pen
so songs hint a smile
sad but not erased
in darkest of grotesque masks
more than just a stain
memories might fib
thankfully mine yell true words
they descend like snow
thank you for a dream
invisible in their eyes
not always real here
thank you for caring
You beat yourself and scarred me
but all for the best
Reaching Out.I'm reaching out with my handsReaching Out.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Expecting you my love to embrace me,
But when I close my hand and see that you
Have not yet grasped on,
With every time I open my hand
To this painful empty feeling,
It tears this hole in my heart open
Letting it fill in with sadness,
And letting it become deeper.
So I let my nails grow out
Not expecting for anyone to latch on,
Continuing to grasp this desolate air
I find my self falling down in despair,
But then I see you reaching out
To grab my lonely hand out from the dark,
But alas I cut you,
I lost the sense of caring,
My nails and my heart,
Have become too sharp for this hand to hold on.
Without youWithout you,Without you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I just don't care
The world falls apart
But with you is no good
With you is destruction
With you is depression
And with you … sucks
Still I miss you
I always will
'Cause you are what matters
When nothing else will
LustI want to make musicLust3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With no instruments
I want to swim
In the desert
I want to love you
With no emotions
The Mysterious DayPlease know I'm sorryThe Mysterious Day3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I know that you're hurting,
Please let this go,
Please know I'm falling,
Down into the lowest low
The one thing that you've always known
But never had the heart to show.
My eyes are drowning
And my heart is aching,
Please know that I'm aware,
I can't see this ending,
I can't understand a thing
My heart is weakening,
It's coming apart too fast
And I can't stand the fact
That it's not going to last,
I fear the ending has already past.
These hearts die beneath the sky
While these eyes drown under the tears,
Our minds cry, gazing through the window
And our tears blur what we should know,
So hold on and sit tight
We have to survive this dreary night,
Again like before I have to hold you
So I know you're safe and not alone,
Sing so I can hear you; shake so I can feel you
Just be there, so I can see you.
Cries sound from under the steam
Caused by tears from a heated mind,
Another night of aching eyes,
It's killing me enough to see you cry,
Why can't this be over
So we bo
ForgottenIt's rainy inside my heartForgotten3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Now that you've gone away
You've torn my soul apart
And my life became grey.
I love you more than life
Please come back to me,
I need you to survive
Or just set me free.
I'm just an empty corpse
Now that you walked away
I just want to forget
This is for what I pray.
To the person who holds my best friend's heart...I know that is is kind of weirdTo the person who holds my best friend's heart...1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I felt that I should write this down.
I need to tell you what I feel
And tell you what he means to me.
He's my best friend and he's a good man.
Please, give him the love and respect he deserves.
He may seem goofy but he's very sweet.
I know this because he was always there for me when I was sad.
Now, I know that you're not bad
Cause he would never choose someone who's mean.
But I still want to tell you just in case you forget in the future;
Please don't break his heart.
He's been through so much
And he doesn't deserve something like that.
He is the kind of person who smiles even when he's hurt by others
And would take any pain for the people he loves.
I know, I've witnessed it.
I know he may seem kind of childish sometimes
But don't let it get to you.
It's just his way of expressing himself.
He's very caring and I'm sure he'll do anything to make you happy.
He doesn't look like it but he's very kind and thoughtful.
He'll put your needs before h
My LoveI love you...My Love2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your broken mess,
Your selfish might,
Your bitter light
Your broken hope,
Your suicidal rope
Your dried up tears,
Your painful years
Your endless struggles,
Your loveless cuddles
Your numbing emotion,
Your lack of devotion...
I love you.
Despite it all.
DecencyDecencyDecency3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life is imperfection, perfection is a flaw.
Rules are laws and laws are rules, but they really aren't laws at all.
Nothing is set in stone, until the dead of night.
Remember this before you go to bed,
To turn off the light.
A wish to sleep foreverCold melancholy,A wish to sleep forever3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
in this lonesome world of tears.
In another, not.
No physical warmth,
She's so wonderful.
Endless swarming thoughts,
of a beloved angel.
Her bright eyes haunt me.
Have this single wish,
of holding her close to me.
Forever a dream.
In land of wonders,
we meet and smile undisturbed.
Share a hug, a kiss.
But once I wake up,
gone she is, so far away.
Want eternal dreams.