EmptyMy life seems emptyEmpty2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and I don't know why
My life seems dull
and I wonder why
My mind feels numb
and I can't know why
My mind feels empty
and I now know why
My emotions are gone
and I can't even cry
My emotions are waiting
for when loved ones die
Cheshire Cat-Pandora HeartsCheshire Cat-Pandora Hearts6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Eyes the color of crimson
Clothes black like nightingales
Chalky white skin
With disinterested gaze
Hair dark blood and disarray
Claws covered with malice
The kitty smells evil bringers
To hurt its lost master
The calm but volatile cat
Protects its masters harsh memories
From the master herself
But you job is done
Go to sleep
And perish within your maze
Made by the Abyss
A QuestionI never wanted to lose your light,A Question3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Maybe it shone too bright?
Only drowning back into dark,
Blankly acting out my part.
Mind is haunted by decisions,
Eyes are filled with sweet visions.
This pain never goes away
Though time goes,day by day.
I don't want to doubt;
If I rip my heart out
And willingly devour it
Will this agony ease at least a bit?
How to Fix The WorldHow to Fix The World2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
an execution, while play
The howling strings
Of the cellos
Of the veins
Of the time
To the discord
Are the who and what,
the how and the why
Ever lost to that
of the cords
of the strings
of the howling
"Fix this", they cry,
the masses whose
words fester and boil,
carried words, spoken indirect
of the leaders
of the struggles
of the home
of the brave
The final breath
of humanities dying words
"in ashes, from ashes"
She speaks, so melancholy
of the future
of the present
of the past
"World!" She pleads
with a cry, so finishing
"Heed and listen!"
To them she speaks
Of the necessary
of the desired
of the curses
of their blessings...
Pandora WordsMy eyes are closed now the table's setPandora Words6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Out for your games.
Sitting here I don't know what to do
Don't know how I seem.
Love's one of those petty things
That gets thrown up every now and then.
The easier thing to whisper
The hardest thing to say.
I left this time, this place
Such a forbidden hope.
I left this town, this world
Such a long time ago.
Your Pandora words kill me...and save me.
Every breath I take
Tears apart the insides of my soul
Ressurecting my heart.
I may feel the pain of loss
I may feel the pain of hurt
I may feel the pain of hate
But at least I can actually feel something
Now that you've freed my heart.
Poradnik - jak napisac romans paranormalnyJak napisać romans paranormalnyPoradnik - jak napisac romans paranormalny2 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
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Jak bardzo Bellissima, Eduardo i Alpaka przemówili do rzesz czytelników można się przekonać przechadzając się po Empiku i zachodząc
Bully - Phan - Part 12Dan's POVBully - Phan - Part 123 years ago in Romance More Like This
Phil threw the bag on to the small double bed and it groaned and creaked under the weight. If it can barely hold that I have no idea how we're going to sleep on it. Wait... there's one very small double bed. I'm going to be sharing a bed with Phil. Hell yes.
'That doesn't sound too good.' Phil chuckled nervously, making me smile. The tremor in his voice sounded so cute, he's not the confident, I guess I'll just have to bring that side of him out.
'I know, right. How is it going to hold both of us?' I went to sit on it, dust clouded up around me and it creaked painfully.
'B-both of u-us?' Phil looked at me, shocked. He did know we were going to share a bed, right?
'Well, yeah. There's only one bed. You have a problem with that?' I raised an eyebrow challengingly.
'N-no.' He stammered, his cheeks and the tops of his ears turning bright red. I just want to shnuggle him forever and ever.
'Good. Shall we go out? I don't like it in here...' I glanc
Bully - Phan - Part 1Title: BullyBully - Phan - Part 13 years ago in Romance More Like This
Genre: general fiction
Warnings: Swears, self-harm, mentions of abuse.
Author's Note: This is a long story, links in description.
Great, another day in the hell pit they call a school. I thought as I trudged through the doors, hitching my rucksack ever higher on to my back, praying that they decided to give me a day of rest. I've been bullied by Dan Howell and his pathetic little gang for years. I pretend it doesn't get to me but the harsh truth of it is I've been cutting to get rid of the pain that I have to endure every day. I've been doing it for ages, my legs and hips torn to shreds. That's why I hate P.E.
I rounded the corner to get to my locker and there they are, waiting for me. Dan's gang consists of:
Him - The Ring Leader (He leads the gang, chooses the victims... usually me)
PJ - The Follower (He just in it so he avoids getting beaten up)
Alex - The Beater (He beats the victims up. And his punches land hard
Bully - Phan - Part 9Phil's POVBully - Phan - Part 93 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
'You...you w-what?' I could feel my lower lip trembling as I said it, my heart breaking all over again. His fists were clenched, knuckles white.
'Well... Peej kissed me, strictly speaking...' He said quietly. I didn't know how to respond. We sat in an uncomfortable silence for a white, tension hanging low in the air.
'H-how? When?' I whispered after a while. He bit his lower lip, I know I'm meant to be sad and everything but damn that boy is fine.
'Just before I came to see you. I went to get the diary and Peej kept looking at me weirdly... So when I went he followed me and... I told him we're running away and he hugged me and things got pretty weird after that.
I pulled back and we were really close and before I knew it... he was kissing me. I pushed him off straight away and we agreed to go back to normal.' His breathing increasing rapidly. I knew there was something he was missing out, I could see it in his eyes.
'Dan... what else is there?' I raised my
Bully - Phan - Part 4Phil's POVBully - Phan - Part 43 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
I knew I had to go home. I had to get my stuff and something for Dan to wear. Why I'm helping him I don't know. I guess it's because I can sympathise with his situation. I looked over at him, he was shivering, wrapping the blanket around him tighter, his fists clenched into balls.
'You okay?' I ask. His eyes meet mine.
'S-shut up.' He tried to sound threatening but his voice was quivering. I sighed.
'Dan, you're freezing.' I state. He gives me a look that says YOU DON'T FUCKING SAY.
'I'm fucking naked with the thinnest fucking blanket ever in the middle of fucking winter. What do you fucking expect?' He spat. I raised my eyebrows in shock.
'Alright, alright...' I snort, holding my hands up in a surrendering motion. He scowls back at me. We walk in silence for a bit before I break it.
'We need to go to my house, is that okay?'
'I need to get some stuff. Get food, money, you some clothes...' I trail off. Wait, why would he want to wear my clothe
The One To Remember: Chapter 3"You played great today," Anthony said as he packed away his guitar. They were the only ones left in the garage; Aaron had gone home and Kyle had disappeared into the house.The One To Remember: Chapter 33 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Thanks," Ian replied. "I messed up a lot, though."
"It was only your first practice," Anthony pointed out. "You were better than I was the first time I played with any band."
"You couldn't've been that bad," Ian said, grinning.
"You'd be surprised," Anthony said. "I wasn't always the guitar god I am now." He smirked.
Ian shook his head, smiling. "You have plans tonight?"
"We could go get something to eat," Ian suggested.
"Are you asking me out on a date?" Anthony asked, batting his eyelashes.
Ian felt himself blush. "No! I didn't mean I just meant as friends."
Anthony laughed. "I knew what you meant. I'm just fucking with you. How about Taco Bell? I'll pay."
"How can I say no to free tacos?" Ian said, his embarrassment slowly fading.
"You can't," Anthony declared. "Let's go!"
"God, I was s
Phan - Sing Me To Sleep[3RD PERSON POV]Phan - Sing Me To Sleep3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Dan was concerned for Phil. Phil hadn't slept in days, and had barely eaten. A few times, Dan had heard muffled sobbing coming from his room.
So when he heard it this time, he got up and knocked on Phil's bedroom door.
The crying stopped for a second, then increased dramatically in volume.
"Phil?" He knocked again.
"Leave me alone Dan, please," Phil mumbled quietly, his voice full of sorrow.
Dan ignored this, as a best friend would, and opened the door anyway. He walked over, cautiously sitting down on Phil's bed. "I can't leave you when you're like this."
Phil was under the covers, scrunched up, crying. Dan could clearly see him shaking through the sheets. "Dan, you could make it worse," he cried.
Dan carefully pulled back the covers to reveal a damp wreck that was unrecognizable as his best friend. "What's wrong, Phil?" he asked attentively, propping the boy up against him, an arm around his back. "Tell me."
"I just hate myself!" Phil screamed.
Dan leaned in front of
Silence (Ch. 1)Title: SilenceSilence (Ch. 1)2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Warnings: mute Dan.... And confused Phil.
Disclaimer: I do not own Amazingphil or danisnotonfire and this is a fictional story.
A/N: IT'S A HIGH SCHOOL AU AND IT'S ANGSTY AND AND AND AND AND
Dan sighed quietly, doodling and scribbling silly little things all over his notebook, completely tuning the teacher out. She was babbling on and on about whatever the hell the lesson was supposed to teach them, and Dan was kind of surprised that no one was asleep or, like, dead. It was the last class of the day, after all, and it wasn't like this stuff was even remotely interesting.
When would he ever use anatomy in real life, anyway? He knew enough about his body without some out-dated text book, and that was the only body he'd have to know about. How was he expected to memorize all those stupid little facts? He couldn't even talk!
Well, that wasn't entirely true.... He could talk. It wasn't like he was physically unable to o
Phan - Part of your heartTitle : Part of Your HeartPhan - Part of your heart3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Author : Carlieburg
Pairing : Phan
Rating : U
Warnings : Fluff
After Phil had finished filming his latest video , he turned off his camera and shut his laptop , I'll do the editing later he thought. He walked out of his bedroom , deciding he was fairly peckish , he strolled into the kitchen where Dan was.
'I Can't believe you kicked me out of your video , I thought we were becoming close' Dan joked winking. Typical Dan , Phil thought , always joking , winking and just being terribly cute.
'Aw I'm sorry baby' Phil said continuing on the joke and sticking his tongue out to the side as usual after a cheeky joke.
'Put that tongue away mister' Dan said play slapping Phil. Dan's touch made Phil shiver a bit , his feelings for Dan had grown so strong , so much for not telling him how I felt , Phil thought.
'What's up , you seem quiet' Dan said , slightly concerned.
'Umm . .. Nothing .. Just tired' Phil lied as he searched for food. He settled on sh
A:R - Chp. 4 - No P.O.V.While good reunions fill the world above, a mysterious scaly stranger flees back to his underground home. The ninja are unaware, but this man has stolen the one thing they could never afford to lose; the Overlord's hard drive. By inserting this drive into any form of technical device, the Overlord could once again send commands to his Nindroid army. That is exactly what he plans to do.A:R - Chp. 4 - No P.O.V.8 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
The man's pale clawed hands gripped the rusty old metal ladder rungs as he climbed down into his secret hideaway. The dastardly smell of the sewer and the noisy leaking pipes tickled his senses. He hopped down and landed on his "feet" as he made his way unhesitatingly to the rather large computer screen. He moved aside several power cords to reveal the drive port. The hooded man inserted the corrupted drive into the port, which immediately caused the screen to static and flicker on.
"Who activated the Overlord?!" The computer's raspy voice yelled.
"You'll learn, in time. I have information you would pref
The One To Remember: Chapter 6Ian was tuning his bass when Anthony and Kyle returned to the garage. They had been gone for a while; ten minutes, at least. And there was something different about them. They kept shooting each other meaningful glances, like they were carrying some sort of secret between them.The One To Remember: Chapter 63 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"That took a while," Ian said pointedly.
Anthony blushed. "Yeah, uh, the laundry machine was broken."
Kyle raised his eyebrows at Anthony, grinning. Anthony glared at him, but his frown turned into a laugh halfway through.
Oh God. Ian's stomach tied itself into a knot. They weren't doing laundry. They were oh God, Anthony and Kyle, why didn't I see it before? He stared down at his bass, fingers trembling on the strings.
Calm down, he told himself. It doesn't mean anything. Maybe the laundry machine really was broken. But those glances seemed to contain entire conversations, and they were definitely hiding something.
I'll ask Anthony. No, he might figure out why I'm aski
*new* APPRENTICES: CHP. 47- NO P.O.V. (ENDING)*new* APPRENTICES: CHP. 47- NO P.O.V. (ENDING)2 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
CHAPTER 47- NO P.O.V.
Garmadon’s evil laughter echoed through the air as he and Will appeared in front of them. “Will?! Get away from him!” said Nikki. “He’s on my side now!” laughed Garmadon. Will looked to the ground, ashamed. Nya landed the bounty behind us. “You four. I want you to get on the Bounty, and return to your homes.” Said Sensei. “What?!” Brianna said. “We’re going to fight, old man!” Nikki argued
Kai grabbed her arm and pulled her away. “Can you believe him?” “Nikki, he’s right. You have to go.” “What?! You too?!” “Listen. If we don’t train Lloyd, all of Ninjago could be in danger.” She tilted her head down in sadness. He brought her chin up with his hand. “Hey, cheer up. This isn’t goodbye. But until then,” he placed a kiss on her lips. “don’t forget me.” He smirked. “Never.”
Phan - CarePhan - Care2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Rating: 12+? idk.
Warnings: Mental Illness, Violence, Mild Abuse. Strong Language.
Disclaimer: I do not own Dan nor Phil and none of this ever happened in real life.
Author's Note: i'm not doing my french or english homework for this be grateful. this eventually turned into a series, links to the other parts are in the description.
Summary: Dan has had brain damage since he was born and when he gets adopted by Phil and his mother his life changes, for the better and the worse.
Dan's been my brother for 4 years now, by that I mean me and Mum adopted him. He'd been at the care home for 2 years when we took him. He was there because his parents abandoned him and he had no other relatives he knew. It wasn't until I went to go meet Dan at the care home for the first time I knew why his parents abandoned him. We were sitting in the car and I was about to ge
A Promise Chapter 3 - JealousyA Promise Chapter 3 - Jealousy3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A day left before the night of the party. Ramona, inside the dining room was cleaning the large glass windows. Peering out the window she could see Finny trying to get untangled from the hoes. She only sighs and decides she'll untangle him after doing her chores for the day. Looking at her own reflection in the mirror does she remember how pure white they were. The feeling of touching them and brushing them to make sure they were kept clean. Coming back to reality did she notice the stupid demon, Sebastian standing right behind her. Oh, how her stomach twisted and turned with the appearance of him.
Keeping her calm composure did she stop wiping down the windows and turn to face the demon. He also kept his calm composure but acted in a way of high authority.
"Master Ciel would like to have a word with you." Sebastian said in a monotone voice. Ra
Cherimon - MorningAlex slowly rubbed his eyes as he yawned. He turned his head to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table, carefully to not disturb the still sleeping figure next to him.Cherimon - Morning3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Great, it was ridiculously early, as usual. He yawned again. Should he try to get out of bed? He decided not to since there was a slim arm wrapped around his waist. He turned to look at the boy next to him. Charlie was lying on his stomach, face down in the pillow. His back was bare, he always twisted so much in his slepp that the blanket slipped down. It did however cover the rest of his body, what a shame.
But Alex was amazed. Because even though the boy was lying a bit away from him, and on his stomach, he still had one arm stretched out around Alex. As if he, even in his sleep, had to be sure Alex wasn't going to run away from him.
The puffy haired boy didn't have any plans on doing so, though. Instead, he scooted closer to the boy and pressed his body to the other's. His back was slowly raising and sinki
Why'd You Nudge The Bottle?“I said, NO.” “Come on, Alison! Everyone else is playing!” “Jay isn’t!” “He has a girlfriend!” I pouted. AGAIN, my fellow apprentice Nikki is trying to convince me to play spin the bottle. “You just want to play because of Kai!” “PFT, I can kiss him anytime. I want you to kiss Cole.” “WHAT?! You know I don’t like him!” “Ha YEAH. Keep saying that.” “I don’t like him, I don’t like him, I don’t like him.” She facepalmed. Maddie poked her head in the doorway. “Actually, since there are 5 of this, that is only a 1/5, or 20%, chance that the bottle will land on you. There are a total of 19 different combinations than that of you and Cole.” “Maddie, I hate math, but I like those odds.” Nikki rolled her eyes. She grabbed hold of my wrist and yanked me into the room. “Hey guys! Look who I got to play~!” Nikki called.Why'd You Nudge The Bottle?2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Phan - Italy Adventure (Part 1)The room was ridiculously hot, Phil had been lying in bed for the past five hours and sleep had not yet taken him. He checked the clock next to his bed once more: 4:12, the boys had decided to have an early night since the weather was too stuffy to go out and all they'd really do anyway was get drunk for the 10th time in a row, none of them really felt up to doing it again. So Dan and Phil had gone off into the room they were sharing and PJ and Chris went off into the adjoining one, as far as Phil could tell they had all had no trouble getting to sleep. This bothered him.Phan - Italy Adventure (Part 1)3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Phil let out a sigh and kicked the thin cover off of him, even with just his boxers on he was still sweating. He grabbed the remote next to his clock and pointed it at the air conditioning unit above the door to the room, cranking the fan speed up to maximum. He then heard a small chuckle coming from the bed next to him and let out a small yelp, sitting up straight and scanning the room he realised that Dan had been w