Suicidal thoughtsSuicidal thoughtsSuicidal thoughts7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Loneliness is here
Nothing seems to be good enough
Forget the future
Remember the past
Nothing seems right
And I feel lonely
Screaming in the dark
While emptiness surrounds me
When is life getting fun?
No one has the right to blame me
Just try to understand
Dead InsideDead Inside9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel the tears forming
Sitting in my eyes
But no matter what I think of
I can not cry
I feel drowsy
And am hardly awake
But no matter what I do
I can not fall asleep
I feel fatigued
And feel unstable when I walk
But no matter how uneasy I get
I don't want to eat
I feel depression setting in
That's causing this insanity
But no matter what is happening
I can't help my smiling
I'm slowly becoming numb
I feel dead inside
I feel as if my soul has left me
I'm just a body, acting on it's own
A smile on my face
With actual feelings unknown
I don't really care
What happens to me
I feel as if I'm already fading
My life is deafening
I'm already on the edge
What does it matter if I'm pushed
I'm walking past the rail
That earlier I broke
And I'm looking over the edge
Wondering if I should jump,
Because I've become numb
And I feel dead inside
I feel as if my soul has left me.
So why be alive?
It HurtsDid you believe me when I told you that,It Hurts8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That it didn't hurt at all?
You're a fool, my dear, for listening.
Is that why you let me fall?
Did you kill me just for saying
That it hurt not for a minute?
Did you believe my heart unbreakable,
That my heart just wasn't in it?
Why are you hurt when I say
That I was hurt as well?
It's impossible not to hurt,
Not after how we fell.
IT HURTS, my dear, my once-love,
And it's not unreasonable to.
Stop turning your guilt to anger.
I can hurt because of you.
So, yes, I hurt. Accept it,
And accept it with great care.
You'll have to face it someday:
You're in my heart,
And you'll be forever there.
Loving HateI want to love you, but I can't.Loving Hate11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I want to kill you with a thousand kisses.
And suffocate you my lust.
Hold you hostage in my arms forever,
And by no means ever let you go.
I want to drown you with eternal love.
But I end up burning with fiery passion.
I want my lips to poison you with selfless venom.
Can you feel me spreading through your veins?
Killing all that you once were….
Leaving you with nothing but the pain.
I want to strangle you with the chains that bind our love to hate
And let my tears wash away the pain.
I want to stab an arrow through your heart
And awaken the emotions that you rarely show.
Emotions that lie deep inside,
Which only pain can set free.
The fire in your eyes burns with endless might.
And I wonder if they burn with hatred or passion.
I know the quicker the fire starts, the weaker you become.
I see your flaw, and being weaker I attack.
Words are my weapon,
They won't kill you, but they'll cut deep.
The fire quickly crumbles, leaving nothing but ashes.
Hate HurtsHate Hurts9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lies and confusion
So much idoicy floating around
What started all this?
Some misinterupted rumors..?
It hurts that you don't believe,
That you tink I would deceive,
You and all my friends.
Yesterday everything was fine,
Or more than,
Today I'm the most wanted one
And you just want my head
When I offered you my heart.
Is this how you treat them,
All the ones you call 'friends'?
Look how deep you cut me!
Then just left me here bleeding...
But never once did I say a single mean thing
Rather I was silent,
LIke a martyr at his execution.
If this is how you want to be...
Well, then fine you win.
But please... I just want you to forgive me
For the junk I never did.
I'm sitting here shaking
With emotioinal pain that I can't fix.
I remembered and kept my promises.
Do you know why?
Can you guess why?
I still do, and always will,
Nevoie de tine...Nevoie de tine...7 years ago in Ballad More Like This
Sunt inchis in eternul abis...nu exista realitate...ci doar lucrurile ce le-am scris...tu nu esti langa mine si totusi inca nu m-am stins...am nevoie de tine mai mult decat randurile ce le-am scris...
Falling for YouEvery time we talk you put a smile on my faceFalling for You7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You make me laugh without realising it
I cant tell you how I really feel
Because I know you dont feel the same way
And I know Id just look like a fool
Cause youll never be mine
But I can dream.
I just wish I could tell you
But I dont want you to change
I just want you to be mine
But I could never tell you how I feel
Thats why Im writing it here
The truth is very simple you see
Im falling for you
Lost AngelsLost Angels8 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
How in your world so full of nightmares do you sleep so peacefully? Are we the only ones who cry tears that you have run dry? How do you keep on struggling on those end less days when we don't care? How have we forgotten your contagious laughter...
How do you fly with such fragile wings? How do you warm our hearts with your weak smiles? How do you touch the stars with you innocent strides? And soar to the heavens with your beauty?
Truly you are the ones that will inherit this fertile earth. Make of it, more than we have. Change it for the better.
Pull The TriggerYou turned the gun, nodding at me. I smiled, cocking the hammer. My finger trembled; I was plenty more scared than I would ever care to admit. "Close your eyes," you said softly. "It helps." I nodded, pulling the trigger while my life scrolled my through my mind.Pull The Trigger4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It clicked; I breathed a sigh of almost relief. I turned the ancient six chamber revolver to face you, happy to get it away from me. You gave me a twisted smile, repeating my same actions. "Breathe," you said. "It'll be over soon."
A thought passed my mind at that moment; you were sitting there, across the table from me. You'd never lost this game.
The revolver clicked, and you smiled satisfied. I could've calculated this mentally; could've finally used that statistics class I took in high school; but I didn't. I grabbed the gun.
The rosary hanging around my neck seemed to grow heavier and heavier with every click. I closed my eyes, raising it to my temple. It was too late to think about how much my life was worth; that time h
Crying AngelsI was standing outside, in the cold,Crying Angels9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
then it started to rain, I thought,
but I discovered I was wrong,
'cauz it wasn't rain, that tasted so sour.
I realized it were tears,
and it unleashed some mighty fears,
The angels were crying out loud,
this made the thunder and the black clouds.
They cried, 'cauz they lost,
An angel, who they loved most.
Too late, 'cauz he won't return,
without him, the heaven will burn, they know.
Forever he will stay with me,
and forever he will cherish Thee..!