For those of you who know my problems with chronic depression, this shouldn't come as a surprise. I think I first came up with the idea when I was contemplating writing a suicide note. I tend to go completely impulsive when I get depressed so I figured it'd be best to be prepared, just in case. It's not like I had anything important to put into a pile of last words, but it was a lot easier to draw. This hadn't been finished for months. Though it was meant to be a self-portrait of my psychology, my hairstyle changed several times before its current state. I went to it only when I felt like I needed solace beyond what solitude could provide. In the end, I drew it half-heartedly, and so it will always remain unfinished.
Also, comments telling me not to die will be considered a waste of time, so please don't post them. I'm not going to do anything rash and more than anything, I DON'T NEED WHAT HELP YOU THINK IS BEST FOR ME. I just happened to reach a point of no return with this piece and decided to upload something for the first time in two months. Thank you.
Contest entry to 's art contest. Here's to hoping I win something. I kinda rushed through this because I was afraid it wasn't going to get done on time. Then my power goes out and I'm like... ASDflskdhglkdfh'aweG:IA!!! O__o;
I took a LOT of liberty with her clothing. It's not quite lolita but it's not quite gothic either. I wanted to have some fun with it.
It's been a long time since I've drawn something out of my own head. Lately I've been without inspiration and growing a bit depressed. I suppose this is how I feel inside my head right now. It's not exactly entirely bad but I'm still not feeling quite 75%. Quite right for Autumn, I feel.