Just for YouI put on a fake smile,Just for You2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just for you.
I say I'm okay,
And you think it's true.
Tears form in my eyes and I claim it's just a yawn,
Why did I even say that? You don't care!
You're with her
And I smile for you. My heart tears!
When I need help, I want you and only you.
I constantly glance at my phone.
I want to call you so bad
But then I realize: I'm so alone.
Death is upon me
And I just want to tell you something that might make you care.
I know you don't care, but I was in love And I thought you were too.
Don't worry, I'm in heaven. I'm happier there (then I ever was with you).
Sam x Frodo: I Love YouSam x Frodo: I Love You6 years ago in General More Like This
Frodo woke up by the sunlight shining on him. As he opened his eyes he looked for Sam. He couldnt find him. When Frodo woke up every other morning Sam was next to him. Why not this morning? Frodo sat up and looked around the room. Sam wasnt sitting at the desk or anything. Then, he smelled something cooking. Frodo ran to the kitchen and to his relief he found Sam making breakfast.
Good Morning Mr. Frodo. Sam smiled.
Good Morning Sam. Frodo said as he gave him a hug.
I wanted to get breakfast cooked and on the table before you woke up. Sam said. Frodo just smiled.
Thanks. Frodo said kissing Sams cheek.
Can I help with anything? Frodo asked.
No, I got everything. Just sit down; itll be done in a minute. Same said as he led Frodo to the table. Frodo sat down and watched Sam. He unconsciously played with a strand of his hair. Sam set the food on the table and they began to eat.
Are you alr
Bottle BayIt's a funny thing when you first meet the person you're destined to be with forever; and this was no exception to the then new school student, Bernard. Though what he should have been expecting when he first met said person, he did not know. Truthfully, he just wanted to lock himself away in the library and indulge in texts of alien lands and futuristic utopia. However, what the colourful boy ended up with was something completely different.Bottle Bay1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
That first day of school, little Bernie was hoping to be making friends with people. A trade he had very little success in at previous houses of education. He strived to find common interest, goals, and dreams with others. A small group he could be a significant part of: the funny one; the smart one; the glue that held them together. Heck, he was ready to be the stupid one that they spoke fun about constantly. He just did NOT want to be the one taking the blame for a near acid-to-the-face-attack in science, but he'd been bullied into it; and
Product of MARS.Candymaker MARS...Product of MARS.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Creator of such tasty candies...
It's nothing but the taste of sin to me now...
Put through an uneeded hell...
So we can have safe candy to eat?
Candy's not realy good for us anyway...
Your sticking needles into their hearts...
At the same time your driving an arrow through mine...
None of us,
Not a single one of need your candy...
And us Animal Lovers.....
I hope not a one of you at MARS goes to hell,
That fate is too kind for you...
And i hope you realize your sins,
Because it's already too late...
I call upon your judgement,
Give up these candy coated sins...
And help other's realize these wrongful deeds...
Please help put a stop to this........
DS- CandySteve watched hungrily as Darren's tongue curled inside the Reese's' Peanut Butter Cup and brought the filling back into his mouth, making smacking noises with his lips as he tasted the flavor.DS- Candy4 years ago in Teen More Like This
Steve wanted to taste the flavor as well, but not the candy's flavor.
Feeling the others eyes, Darren looked up and his ears reddened considerably. He extended his hand, holding out the candy bag. Want one? he asked.
Steve shook his head, smiling. I'm lactose intolerant, remember?
Darren flushed again, realizing his mistake, and nodded.
It was Halloween night, and the two young men were sitting in the living room of their small flat, rotting their teeth with candy and watching both old and new horror flicks to pass the time. For the last three hours, both Salem's Lot and Darkness Falls had entered the VHS system.
Let's do something more gory now, Darren had suggested.
Now, Steve was both amused and pleased to watch Darren chew mindlessly on his candy while Joh
depressing quotesIt's hard to answer the question "what's wrong" when nothing's right.depressing quotes3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Maybe one day it will be OK again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be OK again.
I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable.
I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left.
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.
It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an
Heart BreakHeart breakHeart Break9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Heart of sadness heart of pain
Do not do this to me again
Love do not dissuade my thoughts
Please free me from these broken plots
Do not forsake me to broken lies
Please I beg thee hear my cries!
Love I do and deeply so
Please my soul just let it go
No more pain can I bear
Knowing you're no longer there
Free me from this bitter curse
My heart feels as if it will burst
No more I beg no more I say
Let the pained hounds bay!
I am nothing more then Cupid's prey
Feeling the emotions upon my bitter soul flay
Fallen am I to loves wretched grasp
Again I am lost to a knife my hand does clasp
If I cannot free myself of this dreaded emotion
Then let the blood flow into the ocean!
T H A T G I R LWe met by mistake, It was all in good fun.T H A T G I R L2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
We decided to be friends, she wanted to be friends.
Things started off fun, She told me about her life and her daily activities.
The thing's she's experienced,
Things she wanted to do with me .
she said she liked to talk with me .
I Was her favorite.
she shared her favorite songs,
Told me they helped her when she was down.
Said I might like them too, That they might help me .
she never let me too far in,
Always kept secrets from me .
she never thought I was weak.
I told her one day I had some problems.
Wasnt getting any better.
LoveLove...Love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
is only true
when both the lovers
feel the same <3
love is but a mere
disguise to trick ones heart
for the wrong guy
and doesn't mean
what he speaks
but those sweet lies
made love once true
but now they lie
upon a deathbed
as he cheats
and leaves her behind
to pick up the pieces
of her broken heart
while he's out enjoying
the lustful life
she's at home
in hopes he'd return
and this time
hoping he returns
actually loving her
as much as he said he did
that never happens
because he lies
and true love
is hard to find
she awaits true love
but true love is never
coming to get her....
Alice in no WonderlandShe speaks with the flowers, and sings with the birds,Alice in no Wonderland3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone think it's sweet, for such a young little girl.
But I know the depths of her heart, and how dark it can be,
When the madness that crawls, is like a drowning sea.
Her smiles are like a mirror, but I see through the looking glass,
Though she wishes it so hard, the pain might never pass.
Her dreamed world is broken; the pieces are on the floor,
And all her innocent thoughts are stuck in the little door.
No biscuit and no bottle can make her shrink or grow,
No matter where she looks, there is no rabbit to follow.
Alice, your world hasn't changed, but your heart isn't the same,
The red queen is still here, yet you can't recall your name.
Even the Cheshire cat's grins can make you crack a smile,
Poor Alice's innocence has been gone for quite a while.
You were so young, but now you've seen the world,
All your sweet illusions are crushed, broken, swirled.
You've seen all the lies, the pain, the hate,
All those people forced to mee
I Will Not BowThis year,I Will Not Bow2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I made a huge mistake.
could've been worth my while.
I bowed down low.
I was too afraid.
I was too lazy.
But next year,
It'll be different.
I won't quit.
I'll be ready.
I'll show what I can do.
I will not bow.
erisol sadstuck trollmegle: swweet death▼: hiierisol sadstuck trollmegle: swweet death2 years ago in Drama More Like This
▲: hey sol
▲: dont go
▼: hii ED
▲: uh howw are you
▼: ii'm fiine....you?
▲: not fine
▲: i think im dyin
▼: what'd you mean?
▼: liike, actually dyiing? or?
▲: actually dyin
▲: not noww
▲: thats not important
▲: is fef okay
▲: an evveryone else
▲: i knoww gam isnt
▲: hes wwanderin the lab
▲: i think hes finally gone crazy
▼: 2he'2 fiine...we're all fiine....and what?
▼: he'2 gone crazy?
▲: i didnt vvery wwell do this ta myself
▲: he snapped
▲: an attacked me
▲: be careful
▲: you wwhat
▲: spit it out
▲: i dont havve all day
▼: what the?
▼: ok....ii-ii'l be careful...
▼: but, uh, agaiin2t hiim?
▼: oh fuck....
▼: uh...when'd he get tho2e 2car2?
Sayings and Quotes: 18Moon Cakes, Sun Pies, Star Cookies and Cloud Tarts! OMG!!! ~( This is in here twice )Sayings and Quotes: 184 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Don`t use excuses. Don`t ask why. It`s just a breakdown... happens all the time. So get out of my facedon`t even try. You wanna help me? Just let me cry.
Start to breathe and fake a smile it's all the same after awhile.
Her tongue has bite marks from all the things she didn't say.
If I added up all the times you made me feel special, and multiplied it by a thousand, it wouldn't even come close to all the times you made me feel like shit.
Keep your head up because there are people who would kill to see you fall and some that would fall as well
Walk a mile in my shoes and you'll fall the first step.
Grave digger, when you dig my grave. Will you make it shallow, so that I can feel the rain?
I dream of giving birth to a child who will ask "Mommy, what was war?"
The girl who seemed unbreakablebroke
The girl who seemed so strongcrumbled
The girl who always laughed it of
Lies Inside Lies.I'm so tired of fighting,Lies Inside Lies.2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Fighting for everyone who doesn't even give a damn about me.
And I'm tired of trying to impress you,
When all you do is see through me.
I don't even exist in your heart,
I hold no place there anymore.
I don't want to fight with you anymore,
Can I lay down my weapon and lay beneath the giant willow tree.
Forever peaceful and calm.
Just let me sleep there,
No more fighting and no more trying to be something I'm not.
Returning to you is something I dread,
How do I impress you.
When I'm not even who you think I am.
I am a lie,
Inside of another lie.
The lies continue on and on,
And you don't even know me anymore.
But that's okay.
Because I'm never very far away.
but can we please.. Just stop fighting?
The days are blurring for me and me arms are getting heavy,
I don't want to fight you.
Can't you love me like your supposed to?
I'm on my knees begging,
I'm so alone and lost in the dark.
Feelings like those of a lost child,
Screeching for help as t
A Guardian's Story: Part 8 (Jack Frost x Cupid)(part 8)A Guardian's Story: Part 8 (Jack Frost x Cupid)1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When they woke up, both of the adult Bennetts gazed sadly at the portraits we had positioned so carefully near them; but I didn't sense any shift in their romantic auras. Still, I hovered nearby, keeping my bow drawn and aimed either toward the kitchen where Liz had started on breakfast or toward the bedroom where Jim was stalling before making an appearance. My arms were starting to get tired, and there was no sign of reconciliation by the time the kids slinked in for their meal.
I was invisible, but Jamie kept looking hesitantly at Jack and Sandy as if he was unsure whether or not to greet them. Sophie, however, brightened up and clapped her hands at the sight of them, then started peeking around corners and crawling under the table.
"Soph, hon, what are you doing?" Liz asked.
"Looking for the angel," she hopped up to look on the counter then turned right to Jack with her tiny fists on her hips, "Where's the angel?"
"There's no angel, dear. Now sit do
please don't read thisit is raining and cold here and i miss you.please don't read this3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i want to pack my things so i can visit you
but it's huge and exhausting,
and like usual
i can't find the energy to do it.
instead i am drinking coffee with
and looking at my room of
many boxes and
and writing down memories of
we never got around to doing.
i can't get dressed.
the clothes sit cold and pressed in front of me
and i can't put them icy sleek on my limbs.
i can't shower.
i can't leave my hair cold and dripping down my back when all i see are dead-snake pigtails leaking blood
and steam choking me like nazi gas chambers.
and so i know
the depression is back.
it settles deep and lazy and familiar in my stomach
under the ten pounds i don't remember gaining.
i reach for my razors to bleed some
back into myself, before remembering you confiscated them,
and i come up empty.
empty empty empty and i eat until my stomach is stretched taut but it doesn't fill me.
i curl up tiny tiny
She won't be here tomorrow.In this world,She won't be here tomorrow.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
there are two kinds of people.
Those who see,
and those who feel.
She is beautiful.
She is too beautiful.
But I wouldn't dare to say.
She has heard it all before.
She already lived it all before.
Yes, I know.
She is beautiful.
And she has the power.
You would not resist.
You will say: "Who is that one?"
I will say: "I don't know!"
It's better that way.
Because she is beautiful,
but she cries.
She always cries.
It's what her smile says.
She had problems.
She has problems.
But for now,
she just wanna burn this place.
Her world is not here.
Not with these people.
She deserves something better
and she knows that.
She is leaving us.
She didn't need to say
because I know it.
Since the first time I saw her.
I knew she would be here today,
and she won't be here tomorrow.
I always knew it.
I'm the kind who feels.
Tired of being alone.Is there anyone?Tired of being alone.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Anyone who can hear me?
Anyone who can understand me?
I would not hurt you.
I'm not a bad person.
So let me find you, please.
'cause I'm tired of being alone.
I've been alone all this time.
Since I began to think about you.
Maybe that makes me special.
But I don't want to be special.
So let me find you, please.
'cause I have questions.
And you are the answer.
Maybe even my meaning of life.
I don't care how you look like.
I don't care what language you speak.
If you don't want to come over here.
At least send me a sign of hope.
Anyway, I'll be searching for you.
As far as time and space may allow me to.
I won't ever forget you.
I won't ever give up on you.
And if you want to find me.
I live in a very beautiful place out there.
We call it "The Blue Planet".
We are billions here,
but we're tired of being alone.
pathological liarsI spin, spin,pathological liars2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
on ballet toes,
but my balance is impaired.
I stumble over my own grace
like god is trying to trip me up.
please give me an example
of something that makes me worthwhile.
tonight the roads are winding.
my head is lolling
as I battle myself to keep my eyes open,
and all I can think about is how
the radio stations play
the same goddamn songs
a hundred times in a row.
monotony always frustrates me.
maybe that’s why we didn’t last.
are all carbon copies.
my tattoos frightened you;
you claimed that anything so damaging
shouldn’t be so permanent.
i got them all removed last week.
my arms are bare of ink.
i cut my hair short, shorter than yours,
gave myself a black eye
just to pretend there was a story behind it.
you wouldn’t recognize me anymore,
and I’m so happy I could cry.
you changed your mind, changed your sheets,
changed the woman you loved
like flicking off a switch.
I changed the locks, changed my
don't call me a loverthese thin painteddon't call me a lover4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
walls seperate us
and i trace the audible sounds
with my ear against the rough
space i require
by then the
is wiped clean
and the wall
she is no longer
Try To UnderstandYoure not close enoughTry To Understand4 years ago in Other More Like This
Youre never close enough.
Leave your clothes on, thats not what I meant.
Then what do you mean?
I dont know, all I know is youre not close enough.
You seem distant. It hurts me.
I can get closer.
Dont touch me like that. Thats not what I want.
I dont understand you! I cant get closer if you dont let me!
(youre screaming, stop screaming)
I said dont touch me like that!
You said I wasnt close enough! Im trying to get closer to you!!
Thats not what I meant!
You seem even farther now.
I havent even moved away!! Im right here!
Youre getting farther!! Stop leaving!! You cant leave me!!
Please dont leave, all the progress weve made!!
(youre crying, stop crying)
I HAVENT MOVED! What progress? You never let us get any farthe
Mixed MessagesIt scares me to think that just in a blinkMixed Messages4 years ago in Spoken Word More Like This
Our life, as it is, could be gone
As strong is my heart, it could still fall apart
And here I could stand all alone
The sky although blue, has a darkening hue
And will rain with so many tears
The smile on my face, leaves a sneer in its place
Still hiding my stifling fears
Flowers will not bloom, in a closeted room
For the light is needed to grow
Though memories so dark and feelings are stark
On the winds of change, they do blow
You see I do feel, what once was so real
But is gone, as the days do end
Love me please as I sing, like a bird on a wing
With mixed messages we do send
A soft lullaby's song, that's never too long
Drift on clouds of the whitest stuff
Please don't leave me here, to far to be near
For today is just never enough
Give me a reason, to enjoy every season
For this life, we are meant to live
To share what is pain, and s
Lipstick smearsMy knees are cut from falling onLipstick smears3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
nails, but I won't cry
like most girls.
You're the kind of boy who wants lipstick smeared
all over his neck;
unsatisfied with tongues moist from only whispers of
3 AM poetry, and the savory
syllables in your name.
I sat at the top of the world (or as close
as the elevator would dare take me),
I drew love,
on my thighs, my wrists,
the insides of my eyelids.
I close my eyes but you're still there,
inhaling what is mine, causing
roseate cheeks to numb,
I cry paper leaves that fall to the ground, folding
origami birds that quietly sing like me,
believe they're real, you bring her for walks
SeclusionSeclusionSeclusion2 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Sometimes you need seclusion to reclaim your mind.
Blacken your vision and close your eyes,
Plug your ears from the outside,
As you fall back, back inside of “I.”
And not “we,” “he,” “she,” but me.
Sometimes to find myself,
I must lose everyone else.